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65 I Miss You

Author: Calie Ae
last update Last Updated: 2022-11-16 20:17:53

I went back to Castania Mansion with a lot of thoughts inside my head. I couldn't seem to process what Enzo told me. I am uncertain if I suppose to feel special because I am the first Costello woman. Perhaps, the reason was because I don't really know why I am the first Costello woman even after how many generations has passed. I just couldn't believe that there is no Costello woman was born because come to think of it, I am not a Costello by blood. I was adopted and it was given to me. It was like a privilege that was gifted to me.

Why it was gifted to me? In what way Dad consider me as special? I am a woman to begin with. None of them trust a woman and yet they are trusting me. Someone like me who doesn't even belong in their clan in the first place.

I took a deep breath and start brushing my hair. I just finished taking shower and changing my clothes. My body feels tired but I couldn't force myself to sleep. My senses are all wide awake, my mind is filled with unnecessary thought
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