Just like what Pierro told me last night, we indeed left early because Sain has something to do in the Ilde Famiglia. If I heard it correctly, the council was requesting his presence and after that he needs to go straight to his company and attend a board meeting. It sound exhausting, honestly, that's why it feels as if I am being burden to him because he still needs to sent me to Castania's mansion to make sure that I am safe before he deals what he needs to deal.The car halted in front of the mansion. I immediately unfasten my seatbelt and look at my husband who's staring at me. I smile at him and reach his tie to fix it neatly. He was in a rush this morning because he sleep late. I don't know what time he went to bed but seeing how tired he was when I woke him makes mw conclude that it was already past midnight when he did."Are you sure you'll be alright even if Nicolai and Pierro is not with you?" He hesitantly ask.He needs to bring Nicolai and Pierro because they are part of h
"Sain" I utter his name the moment I answer the call.I heard some voices on the other line. I tried to understand what they were talking but then the voices slowly disappear."How are you doing?" He ask.I saw how Enzo flash a playful smile because he can hear Sain clearly. I suddenly felt annoyed because this jerk is obviously teasing me right now. "I'm fine," I replied shortly. "Have you arrive?" "Yes. The meeting will start in five minutes. I just call to make sure that you're alright" he explain.I nod my head and keep the smile that is about to form on my lips. "I'm fine. Don't worry about me, just see you later" I assure him. I need to end this conversation immediately before Sain utter a word that Enzo must not heard."Alright, I'll hang up the call now" "Okay..." I let out a sigh followed by a low laugh from Enzo who obviously making fun of me. I shot him a glare because I find him annoying. "I didn't know that someone like Czar Ildefonso is capable of talking softly"
I wish, I was more prepared with life. With my life that I drawn for fifteen years. I was molded and grew up under the teaching of Costello and I was, I prepared enough for unexpected things that might happen. I wish, I prepare myself for the weight of the revenge I wanted ever since I was just child. The responsibilities and consequences that I must face. Time flies fast. It was so fast that it made me lost track with the things I must do and my vision is starting blurry with those things that seems so clear to me before. Staring at the face of Luscio Costello in front of me made me realize how much I change. I heard what he said. I heard it clearly and even if he doesn't explain it to me, I already understand what is that for. But for the first time, I felt a sudden hesitation to do what he ask me to do. I know my mission. I can recall every detail and what is the goal of it. But the first word that came into my mouth was 'no' when he ask to kill Sain Czar Ildefonso, the son of th
"I want to hear your apologies, mi hija" he calmly utter. He's extending the short and thin patience that I am trying to test right now because of my disobedience. My father was always good to me because I never tried to challenge him nor test his patience just like Apollo. I am scared of him and I promised to myself that I will never disappoint him. But right now, I don't think I can do the same thing. I don't think it's right to kill Sain Czar Ildefonso right now. There are things that we need to consider before killing that man and that includes what I feel. I bit my lower lip and shake my head. I lifted my gaze and dare to meet his eyes that mirrors Jaxer orbs. "I'm sorry Dad, but I can't kill him right now" I bravely utter, determine to stand my point. I immediately withdraw my gaze when the flame of anger ignite once again like a wildfire. I press my lips together and mask my fear with void expression on my face. I need to stand up even just for once. I need to gather my v
"Have you forgotten? I never failed you when it comes to promises, mi hija. Why are you doubting right now? What's with you, defying my words?" I stilled on my spot as if on cue, his words drags me back to the time where I was almost get shot. I squeeze my eyes close and recall everything like a reel film inside my head. 'C-Cassinno...' I stammer, eyes are wide open because of what he did for me. 'Are you alright?' He replied in low voice as if nothing happen. 'Selena!' He shout my name when I didn't say anything and hold my arm tightly. 'I'm fine...' 'You're not hurt?' He assure and reach my arm that has a little bruised. 'Y-You have a wound' I stuttered and cover my lips to hide my gasp. 'Are you sure it was Sintti Organization's doing?' 'This is not something that you should know, Selena' he utter in a controlled tone. 'Let's go inside' 'Why?' I ask instead. 'Those men who tried to abducted me before was not part of Sintti Organization. Don't you think they are the one w
"What did Czar Ildefonso did to you that made you forgotten who really you are? You are not Selena Castania, you are not his real wife Herravie" I froze and for some reason I felt a pang of pain inside my chest as if my heart was squeeze tightly and then slowly ripped it apart. Why does it hurts? Why am I feeling this pain when in fact, my father was just stating the truth. I am not Selena Castania. I am Herravie Costello, I am not his wife. I am just using Selena's name as part of this mission. I shouldn't be hurting right now. I shouldn't care for that man. I am not supposed to be affected this way. I gritted my teeth and fisted my both hands. I am holding back my tears that is about to well out my eyes. I am not weak, I shouldn't cry just because of nonsense reason. I should remind myself that I am Herravie and not Selena. "Do you even hear me, young woman?" He strictly mutter. I lifted my gaze and mask the pain in my eyes as I look at my father. "Yes, Dad" I took a deep bre
I walk silently in the empty hallway. I saw no one lingering around in the corridor, the only noise I could hear is the sound of my footsteps that feels like a heavy beat inside my heart. I still can feel the burning sensation on my cheek. The slap was strong and painful, it feels like my head spin for a couple of seconds before I was drag back to reality. I guess, I really tested his patience. I reach the limit that's why he do that to me. Somehow, I understand why father is furious and at the same time frustrated. I never question him before, not even once. I am known for being an obedient daughter. But here I am now, defying his words. This misunderstanding between us is knew to me and I think it is new to him as well. He raised me as if I am his real daughter. He show me kindness and consideration. He gave me family I can lean on. He molded me to become a strong woman, someone who will never back down in any fight. I don't know what does love means because I live in darkness f
I guess he was not there when I and Dad started the conversation because he doesn't know that someone from Sintti Organization tried to threaten my life. For sure, after this talk he will not stop not until father tell everything. But if Dad doesn't know anything, then he will investigate on his own. His focus will be drifted away from me. "Serino is the one who carry out the mission during Laurent's burial" I added. I mentally smirk when I saw how the creased on his forehead deepened. Fabio Serino should ready himself because Apollo will not going to leave him away unless he get the answer he needed. "Did you ask Fabio? For sure there is just a mistake. Sintti will never hurt you, Herravie. You are the Hera of our organization, you are a Costello" he insist. He is calmer now compared before which made me sigh. I need him to stay calm. "That's what I thought, as well. But that's not what happen" I sound disappointed because I really am. I am not convince enough with what Dad