Andreas’s POV
I knew who she was all right.
With the same big doe eyes, she looked a bit roughened up; a bit of dirt on her face didn’t take away the prettiness. She was a looker, even more now with her big brown eyes looking all shiny and the stubborn chin.
Little Kennedy wanted an audience and could guess very well the reason but as always, I liked to play with my food and she looked as yummy as ever. Too bad she wasn’t ready to pluck. Never had the chance to have her this close and can’t say that I’m disappointed. A little bit small framed but plain she was not. The hair and eyes did it for me, add the pink lips and cheeks and yes, she was my type, she was any man's type.
There were curves and I’d say braveness.
Women came on to me all the time but never would have dreamed that she would dare. I know she’s scared of me or I somehow spook her. Looking away whenever I catch her staring, her whole demeanor changed whenever I was close by, not like it had been that many times that we had been in the same space but Rebecca Kennedy was exactly what the doctor ordered.
Rebecca POV
Yes, whatever made you think that for some reason Andreas Mackinnon would be interested in someone like you? Being a semi-attractive female won’t work. He was used to another kind of woman, more knowledgable between the bed sheets and outside of it.
“I’ve seen you. Wat-watching m-me.” I can’t help the nervous tone in my voice. I can’t help but feel stupid as the words come out of my mouth once again. I already dug this hole, might as well fight until he turns me away. “I feel your eyes on me whenever you’re in town.”
“Well is not every day you see a virgin at your age.”
Why was he referring to it like it was a crime? What? Is not like I wanted to remain one until the age of 23. Men don’t look for the messed-up goods, like girls like my friend Lacey or any of the girls my age that are married and are already having kids or dating or having fun on the weekends while I’m all curled up on my bed reading a book about a story I wished it would happen to me but never will because no one will date me.
Is it a bit disappointing that his interest was only because of my current sexual status?
“If you want to fuck, you just have to say it. There's no need to use your land, well my land now, as an excuse. I’d be happy to do you the favor and maybe make it worthwhile.”
I want to punch him. Straight in the face. I’m sure it will hurt me more than it will hurt him. He’s a jerk and there is no need to be crude about it. A simple no is enough and I get on my way back home.
“What? Was it sex what you were looking for?”
I can’t stand him any longer. I turn around and start walking away, I try to hide my limp. “ Right. Thank you for listening. Good night.”
I guess that means we are going to have to move, soon. I have that job at the local library, which is what everyone expects of me; to grow old and wrinkled like the pages of the book I guard every day against 8 to 5.
“Wait. I haven’t dismissed you.” He quickly catches up with me and stops.
“I dismissed myself.” I try to shake off his hold on my shoulder.
“I have no idea but I kinda like what you were offering.”
“The offer is off the table, Mr. McKinnon. I really appreciate the time but is late and I have a long way to go. Please let go of me.”
“I’d like the offer to be put back on the table.”
I’m in complete shock but I can’t show him that he has that effect on me.
“What? Why?”
“Let’s just say you’re not as bad looking as I thought and there’s something about you, that makes me think we can have a good time.”
“I’m sorry but I think you might have misunderstood the whole thing.” I shrug his hand off me.
“What do you mean?” Was he thinking that I had any intention of sleeping with him just because?
“I never intended to just sleep with you. I was talking about marriage.” That’s when he starts laughing. Right in my face, he laughs so hard he uses my body to keep himself straight while I watch in disbelief as his hardened looks turn soft and beautiful. The rich laugh draws attention to some men, who turn to watch as his boss doubles forward holding his stomach, and lets out his manly chuckles. This is when I take the chance to take an up-close look.
His hair is longer than normal, and his arms and the exposed skin of his chest look tanned, most likely because of his exposure to the sun while working outside. That part was admirable, he had tons of money and men to do his bidding and still, he worked right beside them and it showed, that he was not buffed like a gym rat but his muscles, back, shoulders, it all looked right.
He looks just right.
When the laughter finally dies I shake my head to stop myself from admiring him.
“Marriage?” Now that I’m free of his hold I move away but he once again stops me from getting away. “Now that’s a good joke. See, marriage is not on my plans. No offense but you are not even my type but there might be an arrangement.” The suggestive tone and his closeness were enough to make me want to run away.
“Would you please let go of me?” I try to get out of his grip, and by try, I mean I claw his hand but not a single reaction is shown.
“Hold on. Let’s talk about it.” I’m finally freed, but the ghost of his hand lingers on my skin. Rubbing out the area he touched doesn’t make it any better.
“There is nothing to talk about.”
“Here is my proposition for you,” he’s serious now. “We fuck. For as long as I want and maybe, maybe you can get your land back,” I can’t believe he’s saying this to me. I already said I was done with the stupid proposition and now he’s the one trying to have it done.
“I already said it was off the table.” This was one of the many times I wished I was able to say what I think. “Step aside, I want to leave.”
“Think about it little Kennedy. I get you and have a chance you get your land.” I can’t believe I am even contemplating it. The whole thing got out of hand and now he just turns it around to his convenience. “You stop being a little virgin, you get some fun and maybe learn one or two things. Think about it, one week. I'll give you one week. You come back here and tell me if you want to save your daddy’s land.”
Lacey Bogs and I have been best friends since the third grade. She was new at school and was the only one who didn’t call me names whenever I limped around the halls. She is also the person I tell everything that happens to me but this, this thing that has been eating me alive all week is the only thing I can’t tell her. She was the one who told me to get as far as possible from men like McKinnon. She has experience with a few of the bad boys of town but he’s the worst of them all. Bad boys tend to fall on their knees whenever she’s around. Beautiful Lacey; with her big blue eyes and compact body full of curves. I think it’s her big round doe eyes that lures them in and makes them believe she’s innocent and nice. I’m innocent and nice, she’s just well disguised. Where similar in height but that's about it, my hair is brown and my eyes too. I leave my hair wild while she straightens her dark blond mane, she’s extrovert and wild while I can’t move as a normal person sh
I’m panting and sweating profusely. I left the house exactly one hour ago while the sun is still out, and now was almost dusk by the continuing changes of color of the sky, good chances are that I will make it before then the sun disappears. I slid out the back door without locking myself in my bedroom until the sounds from downstairs dimmed down, it worked every time. My father wanted nothing to do with me after that day, I was living here out of charity, I mean that was what he said, not the exact words but he meant it that way. I’m sure Cameron went out with some girl while my dad sat down on his favorite lounge chair to watch some sports game. I’m slowly advancing. My shirt is stuck to my back, my knees and shoes are muddy from the drizzle that fell earlier, I may have slipped and fallen several times, and my l
“Call Carla, tell her is urgent.” We have finally stopped moving. My body has been complaining from the moment he lifted me into his truck, the unevenness of the road, the most likely frantic manner he drove to get to wherever we were added to. I have been in and out of it. “Right away sir.” “Holyshitballs, you bruise like a peach Kennedy.” A warm hand holds my face, I try to open my eyes but they are so heavy. “What the hell happened? Who is this?” The panic in this unknown person's voice tells me everything I need to know about my current state of being. Chaos, words, and orders. People are being told to do this and that while I try not to pass out. A heated exchange of words starts and all I can do is lay there, waiting until someone remembers that I’m about to die from internal bleeding or pass out, or something. “Lord almighty!” A soft hand touches my forehead, this one very gently brushes
I woke up groggy; the pain drugs make me grumpy and hungry. This has to be what hells feels like. The pain is less now but I still can’t do anything by myself. I’m bathed and helped to get dressed. Food is brought to me. The hospital dismissed a concussion, I haven’t been able to do anything by myself. I have slept for two whole days, and now two more in a daze. I wake up and Carla helps me to the bathroom, she helps me get dressed, brushes my hair and puts me back into a freshly made bed. She helps me with the food and then forces me to take a new set painkillers that makes me sleepy and it starts all over again. I feel like I have lost months on this bed. Also, there’s Andreas, I learned he hates his name. Carla teases him or so she tells me. I learned a few things about him too, Carla talks too much but is not a bad thing, her voice is soothing and she warm, like a mother. I like her, the way she treats me and talks to me almost makes me feel good about myself. “Where’s the re
That shut me up. That shut me up good. That means that I have been sleeping on his bed for god knows how long, bathed in his bathroom. I didn’t even want to know where he slept while I was knocked out by the pin pills and other drugs that they kept feeding me. There was nothing that said this room belonged to someone. The furniture was minimal, enough to keep clothes but nothing more. No pictures, no paintings, no decorations. Either he took out anything that could have given away that he really is a person o this is just a resting stop. Also, also the thought of him bringing women to this bed made me a little panicky, their body fluids stuck to my skin. Hell, I’ve been soaking up on them for days. “Do you bring your women here?” He frowns but before he can say anything Carla storms into the room. “Only if he wants to get his ass whopped.” She balances what it looks like my lunch. “The only woman allowed in this house is me. And now you darling.” She places the tray lightly on my
As promised crutches are brought to me. I’m excited and can’t wait until its time to get off this bed and try them. I know how to handle them, but they haven’t really let me do anything. All cooped up here, the pain is my only company and there so much the meds can do. Of course I have been lying about the pain to avoid taking too much pain meds, they make me woozy and unfocused and so sensitive to food. I feel like I need to be constantly alert and ready. I do my exercises the moment the sun rises, follow with the doctors’ orders but I’m about to lose my mind just looking at the same four walls. Going to the bathroom is humiliating enough. By ten in the morning, I’m dressed and ready for torture. Eyeing the door waiting for whoever is coming to help test my strength has all jumpy. I’m about to give my first steps in two weeks but as soon as he walks in all that goes away. “Come on.” Enthusiasm is not his middle name, I can tell. “Why does it have to be you?” I’m not getting
The sun feels great on my skin. The smell of freshly cut grass and the sound of activity around me is music to my ears. For last two weeks I am brought outside to enjoy the mornings until is time for lunch. He hasn’t made any more appearances, only at night while he thinks I’m sleeping. He comes in goes into his closet, using the flashlight of his phone he rummages through his clothes and then disappears. Is like he’s avoiding me while I’m having silly thoughts he’s outside, probably hooking up with other women while I sleep on his bed or pretend to. “Ready to go in Ms. Kennedy?” “Not really.” I pout instantly. This is the worst part, the agreement was that I was allowed to be outside for a couple of hours as long as I didn’t make any fuss when time was up. “Well, Carla has food ready for ya and is going to rain soon.” I take a look towards the horizon and stare at the grey clouds in the distance. “And if you get wet the boss is going to kill me,” he says all this with a smile on
“WHAT?!” I’m screaming. My brain goes numb, I can believe what I’m hearing. His mouth is moving but I can’t seem to understand why he’s saying. “I’m staying here. Forever?” He nods slowly to what I do the only think I’m capable at the moment, I throw my spoon at him landing square at this chest. “Hey! He said you agreed and dad said it was fine by him and gave his blessing.” Of course he agrees, anything to have me miles and miles away from him. “His blessing? I’m being traded for land?” I was raising my voice and there was no way I was stopping now. “Bring McKinnon here! I have a few words for him.” I’m starting to get up but as soon as my bad foot touches the floor pain shoots up my leg. “I don’t think –“ I let out a scoff and rub my knee. “Rebecca.” He pleads, he actually sounds like someone who used to play chase with me when I was eight. “Go look for him and don’t you dare put any of my stuff in this house.” He bites his lips and scrunches up his face. “You already have, hav