Something is smothering me, I’m no longer cold so it doesn’t bother me. The warm is so inviting that can’t help but move closer to it and I find myself engulfed with a scent that I already know and alcohol.He must have come in late at night and for the look of it drank himself into oblivion. Must have forgotten the reason that kept him away for weeks. Half his body lays onto of me, his face is buried in the crook of my neck breathing deeply.“Andreas.” I call his name but all he does is groan deeply against my skin. I try again, but he barely moves, dead to the world.I can’t move, he’s too heavy but is not like I want to either.Laying flat on my back with a man on top of me isn’t what would call comfortable, not when he’s been keeping me at bay. When he hums I fell my toes curling at the sound. Never in my life I would have thought that I would develop feelings for McKinnon. He’s like a force no one can reckon with and from the moment he stepped into my life, well nothing has worke
Is a recurring theme, some time overnight he crawls into my bed and lays on top of the covers. He pulls me close to his body and falls asleep. I’m never awake when he comes or goes, I just wake up with him wrapped around me and then go back to sleep. Maybe he pretends that he can’t feel or hear whenever I try to pry myself away, and there’s the smell of alcohol. Not a lot but enough to know that he’s been drinking regularly. This time I don’t care about his well-being, I don’t care that I might wake him up. He’s smothering me and almost choking me with his arm pressed to my neck. Prying his arm up and off so I can finally breath normal. He’s literally sprawled over the mattress, fully clothed, even with boots. I should kick him off, wake up and ask him to get out. The bottled-up anger makes me want to pinch his handsome face. The sun is rising, and the warm colors are seeping in through the open curtain. I bet my good leg that he’s about to wake and for the first time both will
The ride back to the ranch was oddly quiet. We both decided to ignore the elephant in the room. For the first time in my life, it felt like someone had enjoyed my company, and then it all went downhill the moment the simple fact that I was married had to turn it awkward. The sun was high, Livin’ on a Prayer blasting from the radio and Lacey's low humming lulled me into a deep dream. For some ungodly reason, I fantasized about John Clark's deep blue eyes and warm smile. No one would blame me, he was extremely good looking but he was also not my husband, who was now walking toward us with a grim face. “Good evening ladies.” “Sir.” My choice of words was obviously a way to push him away, the same way he was treating me. I guess a taste of his own medicine, well was bitter for the look on his face. “How was your evening?” “Delicious. I might steal your wife again sometime.” The suggestive tone of Lacey’s voice made him frown. “I must go and return this truck, see you, babe.” We hugg
Whatever John Clark’s business was at Kingdom Ranch was I had no desire to know, in the last couple of days the two men had been in constant communication. I could tell whenever Andreas talked to him, his voice turned all business-like. He was walking up ahead, with his phone on his ear while he listened attentively to whatever was being said I stared at his back while he walked back and forth. “Sure, tomorrow sounds great.” “Nonsense, we have extra room. We’re happy to accommodate you two.” “Yes. See you then.” He was coming back? Fudge. Double Fudge. With Lacey gone to
I hate the way John’s eyes follow me, Andreas is either oblivious or doesn’t care about him constantly watching my every move. From the moment I entered the room, I can feel their weight of them on me. Andreas' hand lays closely to mine over the table, he converses with both men about the day ahead of them while I place my attention on the grand breakfast in front of me. I’m a creature of habit so the toast and egg coffee is what I currently have on my plate. After having breakfast together a few times it surprises me that he knows when to pass the salt, when I’m about to rebutter my bread, and how much cream I like in my coffee, in another occasion I would have said something but right now the theatrics are necessary. We look like an actual married couple from the way we move, is like a coordinated dance, I just stretch my hand and he quickly knows what I want. “How long have you two been married?” “Almost two months, right little bird.” he fingers slider behind my hair making
“I can believe I was gone for a couple of days and you learned how to do a handjob.”“Please lower your voice.” I can believe she just said that out loud. My ears are burning, just revealing what I did to my husband was embarrassing enough.“What?” She rolls her eyes in annoyance. “You’re married to a hunk. It’s a shame that you haven't done more than that to him.”“How was it?”“What?”“The hand job!”I panic and almost jump to cover her mouth but the table is in the way, the cutlery and glass bang into each other calling even more attention to us.
As soon as I see their SUV drive away is like a ton of weight lifts off my shoulders. Staying alert all throughout the day is exhausting. Ending up the day with a headache has become the norm in the last few days. “Little bird.” “Umm?” Letting the curtains fall back in place I turn towards my husband. “Come here.” in a few steps, I find myself standing in the space between his open legs. His hands soon enough find my hips, shifting so that our bodies are touching. it’s become a habit of mine to touch his face, and his hair, running my fingers through it gives me a lot of pleasure. “Are you happy?” I suddenly ask him. “What?” “You just closed a deal with a big company.” I point out. “I’m so proud of you.” He freezes for a second, and his hand that had been moving on my legs stops moving while he looks at me with a surprised expression. Since we have been acting lovingly and caring in front of his now business partner the touching between us has become something normal, someth
Like every other day, he disappears as soon as the sun is up. I don’t blame him, this is the price of running your own ranch, maybe he thinks that just because he held me until he fell asleep is enough. Our union is not a normal one, I’m here because he wants me to be, he insisted, settled things behind my back and I was also part of that, I should have said no. Seeing it now, no one forced me to be here, to say yes, to sign. The only chance we’ve had to be a couple was pretending to care for one another the last couple of days. I’m a fool for believing that it would continue, just last night he proved me wrong. “The air is turning chillier, you might want to start wearing thick clothes around the house.” Carla has been talking nonstop since we had breakfast. The tea has already gone cold. “I’m guessing we’ll have snow in the next twenty-four hours.” “That’s nice.” Is all I say. The scenery has changed, and the trees are almost naked. Not a single green leaf is left. “Nice?”