After two days of working, I decided that I could not do this. At least three times a day, I climbed up and down four flights of stairs, driving my feet crazy. They were swelling to the point where my shoes were fitting tightly, and the blisters had opened, causing the new skin to become infected. Every time I had to bend over for something, I felt the gash on my back reopen and the cold sensation of blood trickling out. Whenever I had to reach for something above my head, it felt like someone was stabbing me between each rib. At this point, I was sure swallowing shards of glass would have felt better. Despite my injuries, I did not falter with my tasks. Or at least I tried my best not to stutter. Annika had caught me limping on my feet, gasping for air, or grimacing in pain on more than one occasion. She kept harassing me about seeing the pack’s doctor, but I kept ignoring her and returning to my task.
I ensured that the King had his meals on time and that his study was cleaned and organized before lunch so he could work there for the rest of the day. While he worked in his study, I cleaned his bedroom and bathroom and did his laundry. While waiting for him to eat dinner, I cleaned my room and the hallways, sweeping and mopping as I went. When I had served his snack at 8 pm and took his dishes back down to the kitchen, I was exhausted and ready to crash. Sleeping hadn’t been as easy as I thought it would be. The bed was like laying on a cloud but trying to lay on my stomach, the back or left side, was out of the question, leaving me to sleep on my right side. But laying on my right side all night made my arm go numb or sore, continuously waking me up. Even if I didn’t have the injuries, I was sure I wouldn’t have gotten any sleep anyways. Every time I closed my eyes, I could still see those bleeding, neon-red eyes that looked like the personification of hell and those gleaming, ice-white canines.The nightmare of being torn to shreds slowly, limb by limb, was enough to keep me awake. I must have been screaming in my sleep one night because not only did I wake up with my throat feeling scratchy and raw, but one early morning I had woken up with a comforter wrapped tightly around me. I recognized the comforter and remembered putting it on the King’s bed the previous day. It smelled like him, like a spring wind after a rainy day. For some reason I could not explain, it comforted me and made me feel safe. I had pulled the blanket around me tighter, buried my nose deep into it, inhaled his scent, and fell back into a relatively more peaceful slumber. A few hours later, when I had woken, I returned the blanket to the King’s room only to find it back on me the next night. So I kept it, falling asleep to his scent. By the end of the fifth day of working, I could have dropped to the floor and wept from pain. My legs trembled from the pain in my feet as I fought to stay on them. I had just delivered the King his snack and was sweeping the hallway between our rooms as I waited for him to finish. After thirty minutes, when I was sure he had finished, I knocked on his bedroom doors, my knuckles aching in protest.“Enter.” The King’s crisp and clear voice rang out as it had for the past five nights. He spoke with a modulated tone. I grabbed the cold brass doorknob and pushed the door open, closing it behind me before heading to the coffee table to collect his dishes. He was sprawled out on the couch before the marble fireplace with a book in his lap. The heavy air lifted as it always had the previous nights as if he lowered his aura for me. I forced myself to approach the coffee table and collected his plate, bowl, and mug, Keeping as silent as possible so that I wouldn’t disturb his reading. I attempted to do it on steady legs, but as I headed back to the door, my right ankle thought it was the best time to give out on me. Swelling from my feet had crept up to my ankle, and my ankle had decided it had enough. I let out a little gasp as the rest of my leg gave out. To my surprise, I was able to catch myself and hoist myself back up to two feet before I could allow the dishes to fall to the floor. Gritting my teeth to keep from crying out in agony, I place my weight firmly back on my right foot. I felt the air shift as the King’s aura flared slightly in annoyance from the clumsiness disturbing his reading. I gave a quick bow and lowered my head in submission.“Forgive me, my king, for my clumsiness,” I said hastily. “I’ll be more careful.” Giving another quick bow, I hurried out of the room before I could make a fool of myself again. Before I could reach the door, the King’s voice cut through the air.“Halt.” Even if I wanted to keep moving, I couldn’t because as soon as he said that word, his command took over my body, forcing it to stop. His dominance enveloped me like a shroud. I could hear his book snap close and his feet brush against his rug as he stood and moved behind me. “Set the dishes back down on the table.” I did as he asked, watching him move to the other side of the couch, his hazel eyes never leaving mine. He slowly moved around the couch and began to circle me like a vulture, getting closer to me with each rotation. My heart drummed inside my chest. “Did you know an infection gives off a very sour and potent scent?” He sniffed hard for emphasis. Sweat began to bead around my forehead. “Annika told me that she tried to get you to see the doctor, but you refused.” I Swallowed hard. I knew that if the doctor saw my broken ribs and infected feet, I wouldn’t be allowed to work. I wouldn’t be able to earn my keep. I wouldn’t have protection without being able to earn my keep, and I had told the king that I wouldn’t allow my injuries to prevent me from working. I swallowed again, my words getting stuck in my throat.“My injuries are minor, my lord, nothing to fret over.” I breathed hoarsely, earning me a low, menacing growl as Conri stopped behind me.“I can smell blood and infection on you, Rieka. What did I tell you about lying to me?”“I’m sorry, Lord King.”“Remove your shirt.” I stopped breathing as the King moved around me to his bathroom. I started shaking like a leaf in a wind storm. Not this again.“Please, my king, I’m fine. I’m jus—” Another vicious growl cut off my words from inside the bathroom.“Do not argue with me, Rieka. You had your chance. Do not make me repeat myself.” My bottom lip wobbled as I fought back a whimper. I clutched the hem of my shirt, my arms shaking as the King reentered the room with a first aid kit. He narrowed his eyes at me when he saw that I had not removed my shirt yet. I tried my best not to cower under his hard stare. “Please do not make me command you.” My eyes burned with tears as I fought back a sob.“I can’t lift my left arm up.” His nostrils flared once as he set the first aid kit on the coffee table before standing back in front of me. He placed two fingers on my chin to tilt my head as he had done when I arrived at this manor. His aura dropped tremendously, and it felt like I was breathing in the fresh spring air. I looked into his eyes to see them soften.“I will not hurt you, Rieka.” I stared at him for a long moment, something in my chest pulling me to him, urging me to trust him. He slowly moved around me, Keeping his aura low, trying not to frighten me. His fingers barely brushed against my skin as he grabbed the hem of my shirt and lifted it. My chest tightened as his knuckles continued to skim across my skin, up my sides barely. Gingerly, his firm grip grabbed my right arm to pull it through the shirt before lifting it over my head and down my left arm. No pain from my left arm barely moving. He grabbed my left wrist and slowly raised my arm up, but when my arm aligned with the floor, I hissed in pain as the muscles in my side stretched along my ribs. He set my arm back down as slowly as he had raised it. He gingerly prodded the tender muscles along my ribs, and I fought the urge to pull away from him. Pulling away from the King would be a sign of disrespect. “Your ribs are broken. How long have they been like this?” I shook my head, not wanting to tell him how long I had been in pain. A growl of annoyance vibrated through his chest. “Rieka, answer me.”“Since before I got here, my lord.” His growl became harsher.“You’ve been working for five days with broken ribs? Why?” Tears threatened to spill over as a lump formed in my throat.“Because it’s unfair for me to stay here for protection if I don’t earn my keep.”“We’re not savages, Rieka. We won’t throw you to the wolves because you’re injured.”“I can still work, my lord.”“Absolutely not. You will remain here until you’re healed.” My blood froze, and I felt the color drain from my face.“Please, sir, I want to continue to work.”“You don’t have a choice in the matter. Your wound is becoming infected.” He grabbed the first aid kit and removed some disinfectant before applying it to my gash. The color returned to my face, not from me calming down but from embarrassment. I was astonished that the Alpha King was touching me like this, applying ointment to my wounds. It felt foreign for him to touch me, but a part of me wanted to lean into his touch, let him worship me, and take care of me. My heart rate raced faster, and my face heated at the absurd thought. I was nothing more than a lowly Shifter. Of course, the King didn’t want me. He just wanted me healed so he could have someone to be at his beck and call. “The infection needs to be gone before it can be bandaged.” He slipped my shirt back on the way he took it off but in reverse, careful not to move my left arm as much as possible. “Sit.” At this point, I knew it was impossible to argue with him, so I moved to sit on the couch, hissing at the contact of the cushions on my back. The King knelt before me on the floor, and I didn’t think my face could get any more red at the sight of the King of Guardians kneeling before a Shifter like me. He gingerly removed each of my shoes and socks before swearing under his breath at the sight of them. They were beet red and swollen from the open blisters.“I’m not used to wearing shoes.” The King let out a breath that sounded like a low laugh as he ran the pad of his thumb over my calloused heels.“I can tell.” He grabbed some more ointment and rubbed it gently into my blisters. When he was finished, he held a roll of bandages from the first aid kit and proceeded to wrap my left foot, rolling it around my ankle and foot again. He repeated the same process on my right foot. When he had finished, I couldn’t stop the sigh of relief from the compression already alleviating some of the pain. The King stood up and towered over me, his hazel eyes soft like a forest at dawn. I attempted to stand to return to my room, but his eyes hardened, and a growl slipped from his lips. “Stay.”“Sir, I must return to my room so you may get some rest.”“You’ll sleep here tonight. It’s best to stay off your feet for right now. Do not try to argue with me. I can assure you, Rieka; you will not win.” My cheeks heated as I settled back into the couch, knowing this was a losing battle. “Do you understand me?”“Yes, my lord.” He took a step to move around the couch towards his bed, but he stopped and looked back down at me. He stared at me for a quiet moment before speaking again.“Conri.” My brows furrowed quizzically. “My name… Conri. You can call me Conri.” He wanted me to call him by his name. I didn’t think I could bring myself to do that. It would be odd to call the King by his name and a sign of disrespect, so I nodded my understanding. Conri’s lips tightened into a firm line before returning to his bed and grabbing the comforter off it. He brought it back to me.“Lay down.”
There was a gentle push in the air, a quiet but firm command that forced me to lay down on the couch, wincing as I stretched my left side to get into a comfortable position. “Easy. Don’t strain yourself.” Once I had stilled on the couch, he draped the comforter over my tiny form, the weight of it cocooning around me like a safety net. That familiar spring scent flooded my senses, and I inhaled deeply, burying my nose in the blanket and losing all sense of where I was for a second. Blinking, my cheeks burned with embarrassment as I slowly lifted my eyes to the King, who stood there watching me with his brows raised and amusement dancing in his eyes. “Sleep, Rieka.” And like a light, I was out before I could inhale his scent again.******Sunlight pouring in from the open curtains awoke me the next day. My eyelids fluttered open, and I went to stretch my sleeping muscles but quickly regretted it as I felt my left side pull. I groaned as I became entirely lucid with my surroundings once
“Can you show me where you’re from?” My cheeks heated with embarrassment, and he narrowed his eyes at me. “What’s wrong? Can you not read a map?” “I can’t read in general, my lord. I never had the opportunity to learn.” He gave me a sad smile that made my heart clench. “What about the packs? Have you learned about them?” I shook my head. “Come.” He gently grasped my hand to pull me closer to the desk, and I instinctively tensed up at his touch. “Don’t be afraid, Rieka. I won’t hurt you.” His words calmed me, and I allowed myself to step towards the desk beside him and gazed upon the map again. He pointed to the berry in the top left corner. “This the Nightshade pack. They get their name because their forests are filled with the poisonous berries. It is how they choose to kill their enemies and traitors. They’re also known for their Indigo eyes.” He indicated to the red full moon. “The Blood Moon Pack is our religious pack. Most of our Guardians come from here because they understand
A gigantic black wolf stood in the middle of the room, eyes bright blue and teeth bared. His claws dug into the floor as he snarled at the intruder entering his domain. He was huge, more prominent than Connor. A menacing growl vibrated his chest as he snapped his jaws at me. I glanced towards the window where the full moon's light had entered. The full moon—I returned my focus to Conri. This beast standing before me was not the same one I had grown to know over the past few days. My heart drummed like a beat to the beginning of a war. I was frozen in my spot, not wanting to make any sudden moves to set him off. His canines were unusually long that protruded past his lower jaw. In his wolf form, he had to be at least two feet taller than Connor. I only came up to his chest. He panted harshly for air as he watched me cautiously as if he was still deciding whether or not I was his prey. His fur was so black and dark that some of the strands looked like they had hues of blue and violet.
Stay where you are; you hit your head pretty hard. Conri’s voice sounded in my head once more, and I pinched my brows in confusion. Conri huffed, and it almost sounded like a laugh. “Yes. I can speak to your mind to my mind.” I opened my mouth to speak, but I was speechless. Conri huffed another laugh. “I’m the King of Guardians. You’d be surprised by what I can do. Now lay back down; you’re staying with me tonight.” I looked at Connor and Cody. They must be the betas of the pack, but if it was a full moon, why weren’t they in wolf form? “Leave us,” Conri ordered. “I’ll see you in the morning.” Both men bared their necks before leaving the room and closing the door behind them. I felt like a piece of prey ready to be Devour now that I was alone with Conri. Relax, Rieka. I won’t hurt you. I didn’t mean to lose control like that. Conri laid his head on the ground, his neck bent so he could cocoon me. His voice was calm and almost sounded tired. His muscles relaxed as I leaned against h
I gasped for air, the apex of my thighs throbbing involuntarily. I tried to squeeze my legs together to help ease the sensation, but Conri had one of his legs positioned between mine. He growled possessively, and I shuddered at the sound of it. He ran his nose back up my neck and across my cheek to my lips. I was frozen in fear at his weird behavior and hoped it was just the full moon causing him to act this way. He ran his right hand over my cheek, warming me at the touch as he ran his thumb across my bottom lip. His eyes were fixed on them, the hazel color dark with lust. Conri pushed himself up on his eyes, Keeping me pinned to the mattress but taking most of his weight off me, making it a little easier to breathe. “How old were you when you started running?” I furrowed my brows at the question. “Seven? Maybe eight?” “And you know nothing about Shifters?” “No, my lord.” He brushed his hand over my cheek once more. I involuntarily flinched at his touch. He sighed, almost as if
“But, my lord, I’m your servant.” “And I am the King. What difference does it make on what our ranks are?” My hands drifted down his chest to his abdomen, getting dangerously low when I suddenly realized that he was naked from shifting from wolf to human form. My cheeks heated. How had I not noticed until now? I tried to move off him, suddenly feeling uncomfortable, but Conri held me in place. “Please don’t go. I like it when you touch me. It soothes my wolf. You know, it’s very dangerous to get near a Shifter when they lose control like that. You were very brave.” I relaxed slightly at his words, my fingertips digging gently into his abdomen. The more I touched him, the more intense the electricity sparked in my veins, as if I could never get enough of touching him. I ran my hands back up his chest, feeling the corded muscles beneath his skin as the heat began to overtake me, and my breathing became ragged. My heart was in my throat as I leaned over him and buried my face into his
“Or your touch.” His teeth scraped gently behind the hollow of my ear, and I gasped as his warm, wet tongue slipped out to lick the sensitive spot where my neck met the base of my skull. He ran his tongue to my ear, nibbling gently on the lobe, causing me to shudder in delight. His purr turned into a growl of contentment. “You taste so divine.” He pressed his lips to my neck again, kissing up towards my ear. I moaned as I involuntarily ground against him, a possessive growl leaving his body this time. “That’s a good girl. Don’t fight it. Your instincts know what your body wants.” Heat pooled between my legs. I twisted my head around, and without a second thought, Conri groaned as I nipped at his bottom lip, begging for entrance which he happily gave me. I moaned as he tangled his fingers in my hair to hold me tightly against him as he brushed his tongue against mine. The way he moved his tongue had my core pounding at the thought of what he could do with it once he got between my leg
A violent shiver went up my spine as my human and lupine sides fought. Conri's aura crushed against me, pushing all the air out of my lungs as he commanded all his dominance to cloud me, forcing me to stop. I dug my nails into his shoulders, grinding my teeth as I buried my face in the crook of his neck and panted heavily. My human and wolf sides were battling with each other, one wanting to run away and hide like a scared little girl and the other wanting to devour Conri and let lust run the show. The war raged endlessly inside my head, and I whimpered as I struggled to decide which side to pick. My entire body trembled as I fought to control my urges. He ran his hands up and down my arms as his dominating aura turned into a soother, gentler energy. "I'm sorry, Rieka. I know I told you not to fight it, but you're still hurt and not fully healed. I don't want you to injure yourself any further." Conri sighed heavily as if he was fighting his own battle, and his chest began to vibrat
“You’ll never be able to stop us, little queen.” The Hunter snarled quietly. “You can pretend all you want, but the Malikah belongs to the Hunters.” His weight vanished as Conri called out for me once more, and in the next instant, he was a wolf again, racing off into the darkness. I scrambled to my feet and struggled to get a breath. My lungs felt like I couldn’t get enough oxygen in my body. Branches cracked and snapped as my mate barreled through the undergrowth, skidding to a stop beside me, breathing heavily. His blue eyes were wild and crazed as he looked me up and down for any signs of injury. “I’m fine,” I said hoarsely, my throat feeling raw. I grabbed a handful of Conri’s neck fur, and he raised his head to help me stand. After realizing that I was lying and indeed all right, Conri snarled angrily at me, his iced eyes now blazing. “What were you thinking, Rieka?” Conri snapped at me as I leaned against him. “You could have been killed.” I laid my head against his neck, c
“Yes, my queen. The King and Cody should be here soon. Stay put. Don’t wander off.” I nodded my understanding before watching Connor weave through the pack, checking on everyone. I slowly turned my head, looking around at everyone, when I heard a faint noise in the darkness of the woods. My ears perked as I strained to listen more carefully. The slight whine came once more. Cautiously, I stepped towards the sound, curiosity taking over every nerve in my body. I didn’t realize how far I had strayed from the pack when a sudden force barreled into my side, and I was knocked off my paws. A vast, muscular wolf loomed over me, his red eyes bloodthirsty. I scrambled to my paws quickly and launched myself at him. Something clicked inside of me, some ancient instinct. It was like some part of me knew that I had a pack, no, I had packs, wolves to protect. I had wolves that needed a queen to rely on to protect them. And I was going to be that queen. I latched my teeth to his scruff and used my
“You want to pull rank and be the queen. So be the queen. Lead them.” I swallowed hard as I looked back at the pack. My voice shook as I tried to speak as loud as possible for the wolves in the back. “As many of you know, we were giving sanctuary to the Wolfsbane Pack. Before they could cross the border, the Hunters ambushed them. Once again, the Wolfsbane Pack needs our help. The King is not here, but I am. Help me protect what all you have sworn to protect. We are Guardians, and we will not back down from a fight. We will not let anyone take away what we stand for.” As I finished speaking, my heart beat so hard I was sure I couldn’t feel it. One by one, each wolf threw their heads back and let out a unison of harmonious howls. “Very nice, my queen,” Connor whispered, brushing his shoulder against mine. “Let’s go.” Connor took off running towards the trees, and I followed him with the pack behind me. For once, I was running towards something, not away from it. CONRI’S POV Ever
“He had some business to take care of with the Nightshade pack,” Connor answered. “Threats were being made against them. Cody and the king went to ensure their safety.” I sighed heavily. This was getting worse by the day. “May I go outside?” Connor blinked at me as if I had just asked a stupid question. “Of course. You’re going to be queen. You may do whatever you wish.” I rolled my eyes. “Of course, I have to go with you to do whatever you wish to do.” He gave me a coy smile, and I huffed a laugh as I rolled my eyes again. “Well, then, I’m going outside. Feel free to join me.” I walked back into my room to the side door that led to the yard. It was a little hot, with the sun blazing across the sky, but there was a gentle cool breeze to balance the heat. “I want to walk to the pond.” Connor fell into step beside me. “You don’t want to run?” I shrugged my shoulders and frowned as I looked up at the sun and squinted my eyes. “Nah. I don’t think I need to run. I just want to wal
My stomach grumbled with hunger, but I couldn’t bring myself to eat anything without Conri here. It was late into the night when the door swished open, and Conri stepped back into the room. My heart immediately started to flutter at the sight of him, and I couldn’t stop the smile from spreading across my face as I sat up in bed to greet him. My core instantly heated and throbbed as my want for him grew more assertive. I could tell he could smell my arousal by how his hazel eyes darkened with lust when he inhaled deeply. I wanted to pull him in and kiss every inch of his hard, muscular body, but my motherly instincts also kicked in. “What did Devil want?” I asked, concerned for the packs flooding through me and almost drowning out my arousal. “Asked for sanctuary. There’s a section of my territory just southwest of here. I offered it to Devil and his pack.” “Will they be safe there?” Conri sighed and ran a hair through his dark thick hair. “I hope so.” “And if the Hunters att
CONRI’S POV I stared at my mate in disbelief, her words echoing through me. She never once showed interest in being Queen, and now suddenly, she was throwing it up in my face. I was the Alpha King, and she was challenging me. Her steel grey eyes were hard and dark, like a thunderstorm was brewing in them. I could feel her uncertainty down the bond as she tried her best not to cower under pressure, but a part of me admired her sense of bravery for standing up to me. I inhaled deeply to try to stop my temper from boiling over. No matter how much I admired her courage, I did not appreciate her defying me. “Go back to the bedroom, Rieka,” I told her as calmly as possible. “I will discuss this with you later.” I didn’t think her eyes could harden anymore, but they did as she narrowed them at me like she was trying to decide whether to push the matter or not. When I thought she would argue some more, she turned on her heel and stormed out of the study with Cody following her. Once she
“You look so beautiful when you cum.” Conri whispered to me, which caused my abdomen to tighten once more. He rolled off the bed and headed to the bathroom as I lay there on my back with limp limbs trying to come back down to earth. I must have fallen asleep because it was early evening when I opened my eyes again, and Conri was nowhere in the room—stretching my sleepy muscles and feeling utterly satisfied. I crawled out of bed and brushed my hair before going to the closet to grab some clothes. A sinking hollow feeling began to form in my gut, and something told me that it was because Conri wasn’t near me. Opening the bedroom door, I looked to the right to see Cody standing guard. I was mortified as I prayed to the Luna Goddess that he hadn’t been out here while I screamed Conri’s name. “Please tell me that you weren’t—” I started to say, but Cody’s chuckle cut me off. “No, my queen, but from the smell of you—” He sniffed loudly. “I can tell what you and the king have been do
I must have fallen asleep by the fire because hours later, a warm hand was slowly caressing my bare back, coaxing me to wake up. The purring from Conri’s chest reverberated through me, and I sighed in contentment at the sound. I moved my cheek to rub my eyes to feel something firm and solid under my face. I opened my eyes to find I was lying on Conri’s bare chest in the bed. He must have carried me over when I had fallen asleep by the fireplace. For the first time in a long time, I didn’t want to move away from him. I rubbed my cheek deeper into his chest and growled affectionately. I gingerly ran my claws down his chest, inhaling his natural scent deeper. His purring became louder as he gently pushed me onto my back and pressed himself between my legs. He supported his weight on his elbows as his forearms lay on either side of my head, caging me in. Conri lowered his head and dragged the tip of his tongue along the seat of my lips. I involuntarily shuddered at the sensual jolt the
“If she is the Divine Queen, then she wouldn’t need to be a guardian. Her power will come from the Luna Goddess.” Cody said. “Are you headed out? I can take the first shift.” Connor offered. “No. I’m headed back to her.” I turned and walked back down the hallway. “Don’t forget to check her eyes,” Cody called after me. When I opened the door to the bedroom, I saw Rieka standing by the window and staring out across the yard at the trees. I could feel that she wanted to go running down the bond. “You like running, don’t you?” I asked her quietly, and she started at the sound of my voice, spinning around to look at me. She relaxed slightly as I approached her, closing the door behind me. “There’s just something about the wind running through me that makes me feel so…” her voice trailed off in thought. “Alive.” I finished for her, and she nodded, looking back outside as a small smile appeared. I stood behind her and slowly wrapped my arms around her waist. She melted back into