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63. Losing All Control

Author: Moonlight Muse
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KIARA

Dante’s room was coming ever closer, and even as I tried to stop myself, I was only succeeding in slowing myself down a little.

I looked around in desperation, trying to scream or make some sort of sound.

NO!

I am Kiara Westwood - No, I am Kiara Rossi; the queen, and the Luna of this pack. A mother.

I won’t do this, I can’t!

I gripped the dagger tightly.

I would rather die than hurt my son!

The hatred and fury coursing through me were growing stronger with each passing second, and I was beginning to be pushed into a corner of my own mind. My wolf's pain and restlessness mixed with my own.

Not today.

No one was going to take my body from me.

Summoning every ounce of willpower I could, I forced all my concentration into trying to break free. I screamed as I forced my aura to burst through the barrier that seemed to be subduing it. It swirled around me like a storm, a clear purple visible around me as it blasted in all directions. I heard glass shattering nearby and dista
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