We went shopping for our groceries, hand in hand, joked about things and kissed frequently. We didn’t buy a lot of things since we left the car behind, so we didn’t need to strain our limbs with heavy bags of food. We just got things that we needed for the night and we said to get the rest of them the following day. We couldn’t get our hands off each other, we were basically inseparable. We were figuratively joined at the hip. Billy was a little strange though. He was on the phone a lot and he moved away when he answered or made a call. I must say he got me a little worried because he never used to do that. A part of me wanted to confront him and a part of me didn’t. I thought maybe he must be talking to his dad about the morning’s events and maybe he didn’t want me to be upset.
We then got back to our m
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There’s new girl in town; a cougar lecturer‘Hey chomee, welcome back. I have missed you so much.’ That was Anna burying me into her arms after opening the door for me, to my amazement of course. The whole way, I have been worried about how responsive she would be. I was actually expecting her to be rude and moody but she looked rather happy to see me.‘Hey friend, I have missed you too.’ Of course I lied. I didn’t miss her at all. If anything, I was glad to have been away from her for almost three whole days. ‘How have you been?’‘It wasn’t the same without you hey, but Maureen kept me company. I even led her do my nails and hair.’ Anna looked really excited and the hair style she was rocking was amazing.‘Wow, friend, these are awesome.’ I told her, inspecting her now glamorous nails immensely and added, ‘your hair style is just out of this world. Maureen is really good at what she does.’‘She surely is. Now, please tell me everything about Durban. How was the beach, the game, the fo
‘Grandma Gloria, how are we this morning?’ Sharon walked past me with broad shoulders and a stupid greeting. She greeted me rudely and I wasn’t going to let her off the hook this time around.‘I think I know exactly what grand
I left the campus and walked slowly to the bus stop. Second day in a row, I had to leave college because my day was ruined. I knew it was wrong of me to just leave without attending all of my classes but I had developed a sudden dislike of going to school in just two days. As I was walking and wiping my tears, Billy came along and pulled up right in front of me.
I was however still concerned by Anna’s words. About the rumors that I must have heard already that I actually didn’t have any knowledge of. She was still adamant that she didn’t meant what she said and that I should just let it go. I had to let it go, my performances and school work were already suffering and I wasn’t even sure whether or not I wanted to see Billy that day.
The next few days weren’t easy but I tried my utmost best to get Billy to fall in love with me. I was under a lot of pressure as the rumours about his and Naledi’s love affair were getting heavier and heavier. But I never even once asked any questions about them or show any sign of knowledge. I avoided all kinds of arguments and I became very submissive within our relationship. I became the good little girl he wanted me to become on campus, but inside, I still felt like ‘the other girl’. Well, I was ‘the other girl’ a
I obediently followed him, my hand in his as he led me towards my bed. I stopped and he turned around to look at me, wiping the tears that were running freely down my cheeks, his lips pressed into mine and I responded hungrily for a moment. Then with a sudden jerk of my body, I withdrew away from him, but he knew exactly how to touch me in the right places, he still kept me close. His face was lit with a puzzled look but he showed no trace of annoyance. He held me as close to him tightly as possible and I felt the bulge in his pants rising, hardening. He lifted me all the way to the bed and laid my body on the bed. I let Billy Anderson make lo
Billy was pacing up and down the room in silence and with his face half-turned from me; he kept on telling me not to worry about anything. I couldn’t stop wondering though, why his father didn’t have the need to lend a hand in a situation like this, especially since he was in danger of being exposed or whatever theory Billy considered a secret. But I believed and trusted that he may have indeed had his own good reasons. Billy’s up and down pacing came to a halt and he decided to go to bed with me. For the first time in a very long time, sleeping in Billy’s arm made me feel loved and wanted. It made me feel special and a
One would argue that killing three people was a breeze to me, they might be right because I did kill them. But killing myself wasn’t easy, the physical pain that I so desperately wanted didn’t sound like a great idea if I was doing it myself. I thought that, perhaps I should go to Park Station and throw myself in front of a moving train, but I didn’t have the guts. But in my quest to punish Billy, I thought about his words. The fact that he didn’t want to lose me. Yeah, he said some pretty hectic stuff before he left, he was angry. He told me that he loved me, and I believed him, he had no reason to lie.
He spoke to God-knows-who and then told them that he will send them GPS coordinates. That just raised a lot of questions in my mind. I was wondering why didn’t Billy ask whoever his goons were to kill Naledi in the first place. If they can dispose of a body, sure they can kill. Or might even have killed before. I was wondering why he had to make me do it for him. We sat in silence for almost an hour. Billy didn’t want to look at me, when he did, he either said something hurting or asked me to feel the body’s temperature, which was already cold. I covered her with a blanket because I couldn’t bear to look at her body like that.
In my twisted head, I believed that going away from my family and my life as I knew it was a small price to pay. Finally, I was getting the man of my dreams, a good life and I knew that both Billy and I were not perfect. I even thought of us as Bonnie and Clyde. We were not bank robbers, we were killers but I was hoping we won’t kill again. The consequences were not as thrilling as our relationship was. I began to pack my things soon after Billy left because he said I had to leave as soon as possible. For the first time in days, I felt good. I don
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I raced back to the kitchen and looked for a dry dish towel. I found it in one of the drawers and with it, I wiped everything that I touched. I wiped everything, the counter top, the door knob as well as the key, the taps and the tub. Everything that had my prints, I wiped thoroughly. Except for Naledi and Sharon. I didn’t try wiping them because it was pointless. No matter how hard I would’ve have tried, it wouldn’t remove the fact that I killed two innocent people. They were only guilty because they were beautiful and they had everything I didn’t. Also because Sharon disliked me and Naledi was a threat to my happiness
I steadily sat on the bar stool and my eyes wandered around the kitchen. It was small but not as small as ours. The cupboards were made of rich brown wood with stainless steel handles. It was lavished in a way, most of the appliances that they had, Anna and I could only dream of. There was a big black double door fridge standing at the corner, which looked like the one Billy had in his cottage. The microwave and the kettle were similar to Billy’s as well. That made me wonder whether Billy and Naledi bought them together out of love or Naledi was living up to her reputation and extorted money out of Billy to furnish their kitchen and poss
Without any hesitation, I gave him the go-ahead. I wanted him to live his life without having to look behind his back. A life without Naledi’s obnoxious threats. Yes I never got time to study the girl, but what Billy had poured out to me was more than enough for me to dislike her even further. The drive to town was a very quiet one, but the loud beating of my heart was audible. Even with the encouraging rage, there was a lot of room for fear. I was about to end somebody’s life, I had to be frightened.
For the next couple of days, Billy coached me on what I needed to. He even took me to a shooting range, explaining to me how to use a gun and how to break and enter without being seen. It was scary at first, but we had fun playing the bad guys. Billy tried his utmost to make me feel comfortable. He was way too smart as well because every time he came over, he will always show me a threatening text from his sugar momma or play an audio of the things she would say about me. All of that made me angry and fired up to pursue with the plan. There were however, times when I wanted out of the situation, but Billy always outsmarted me. He’d alway
The night seemed to be longer than normal but eventually, dawn broke and the new day greeted us with warm winter rays. I was still overwhelmed by everything that Billy poured out on to me the night before and it was too evident. Billy suggested that we both needed to loosen up and he picked Sandton as the therapeutic destination. I welcomed the idea wholeheartedly as I knew that he wasn’t going back to the lecturer. Spending time together increased my chances and the fact that he finally confided in me made the relationship a real one. For a few hours, I wasn’t at all concerned about Billy’s troubles; I was too busy enjoying