I woke up before everyone else did, I sat outside on the table while drinking my tea. I watched the birds fly by and the flowers bloom in the wind, it was so beautiful here but then I remembered how much of a prisoner I am. My smile faded away as I put my mug up to my lips taking a sip of my healing tea, Vanessa left me a schedule in my room that Hudson follows while I was asleep last night.
He should already be awake by now, I had to take notes of his heart movements, his strengths and weaknesses. I was dressed in my normal high waist pants and long sleeve shirt, I had very little makeup on and my hair was clipped back. People would take one look at me and call me boring, I'm just a simple girl with a simple life.I've tried dating in the past but my work has always in the way, I don't have time for love.I grabbed my examination bag and climbed up the stairs to his office, the smell of cannabis filled my nose. I rolled my eyes knowing exactly what was going on in his office, I barged through the door not caring for his privacy.The scene itself almost made me erupt, Hudson was sitting on his desk with a huge blunt laced through his fingers while a blonde chick was on her in front of him giving him a blowjob. His jeans were hanging off near his shoes as his other available hand held the back of the girls head slamming his dick deeper into her mouth.He had no sight of pleasure on his face, the only sound that was coming from the room was the girl moaning.It all happened so fast, his eyes found mine in a matter of seconds. My lips parted when I realized what I was staring at, I turned around with my hand covering my eyes."I'm so sorry, you were smoking so I just didn't think of knocking." I blurted out, my words came out crunched together.I heard commotion coming from behind me, my heart was beating so fast against my chest."Call me when you could actually get off on me sucking your dick." The girl harshly blurted out.I turn back around to see her fully dressed with her messy hair covering her hot cheeks, she grabbed her expensive handbag off the chair before pushing past me out the door. She seemed frazzled but not by my interruption but by Hudson, get off as in he didn't get turned on.Hudson took a puff of his joint while fixing his tie looking at himself through his mirror. It was so awkward and hot, is it wrong that I kind of enjoyed it?"Liked the show?" He turned to look at me, I fixed my posture trying to advert my eyes away from his."Just take your shirt off." I rolled my eyes.He smirked while moving closer to me, he stood in front of me locking his eyes with mine. He pulled his shirt off, sliding it slowly down his arms. I grabbed my stethoscope from my bag, my legs felt shaky when I approached him.I placed the chest piece right on top of his heart, the sound of his beating heart filled my ears.I was so concentrated on listening to his heart that I didn't realize when he lifted his hand and ran his thumb over my lips. My eyes snapped up to his, I didn't pull back."I wonder what your mouth can do." His thumb ran across my bottom lip, my mouth opened subconsciously.My hot breath touched his hand, the atmosphere turned toxic and alluring. My mind told me to pull away but my body demanded for me to stay still, my body froze in place."Hudson, what are you doing?" My voice came out as a mere whisper."Testing out a theory."His slipped inside my mouth, his eyes darkened when my tongue wrapped around his thumb. I closed my mouth around it, a soft grin appeared on his lips. It was like my body had a mind of its own,"You might look innocent but we both know how sinful your thoughts are." He said, his voice came out so raspy.He pulled his finger from my mouth and ran it softly across my bottom lip."Have you ever been sex deprived?" He asked."No." I whispered while innocently looking up at him with my hooded eyes."I'm a hungry man, Amanda." He said, carefully. "I want someone to sit on my face while I eat their delicate, tight pussy."My eyes fluttered unsure on how to respond, my mouth was in desperation for his thumb to be welcomed back inside my mouth. His jaw flexed before he slowly leaned near my ear, my body froze when I felt his hot breath fan against my neck."Are you delicate, my darling?”Something was moving around between my legs, my legs squeezed shut with his dirty words. Flashbacks of that night when I touched myself at the thought of him and his tattoos. I gulped while pushing that memory to the back of mind, I bit my lip nervously.His eyes stalked down to my lips, he clicked his tongue."Don't ever bite your lips like that because I will fuck you and I'm not delicate, sweetheart." His hand grabbed my upper jaw, my mouth parted when he brought my face closer to his.Lord have mercyMaybe it was the heat of the moment that was making me brave or just the idea of him screwing my brains out against his desk."Who said I am delicate, Hudson?" I purred, seductively while leaning closer to his lips. I made his name clear knowing it would send him overboard with lust, he started the game so I was simply ending it.His eyes glanced down at my waiting lips before shooting back up at my eyes."Everyone's delicate once I'm finished with them." He smirked, he was playing the game even harder.The door opened, I pulled away from him and acted like I was pulling out something from my medical bag. I swiftly looked at who disturbed our heated moment, the same guy from the other night. He had on a plaid suit with a tight white shirt underneath, he smiled when he saw me and I quickly glanced away."We really have to stop meeting like this." He chuckled."What do you want, Ryan?" Hudson cleared his throat."Just wanted to introduce myself properly.""I'm Ryan, this dumbasses best friend and occasionally his sister's fuck buddy." He reached his hand out for mine so I could shake it, I softly placed my hand in his shaking it.He was nothing like Hudson, he actually had a sense of humor unlike the stone cold Hudson."Amanda, can you please do a checkup later? I need do a few errands." Hudson spoke to me, I nodded my head trying to avoid eye contact."Amanda, a few of us are going to some clubs tonight, want to join?" Ryan asked.Hudson harshly glanced at him, Ryan simply waved and smiled at him."I guess I could fit that in my schedule." I said, playfully considering I'm kidnapped.Ryan laughed. "I like you, you actually can laugh unlike these hardcore motherfuckers."I smiled before grabbing my bag, I exited the room and I heard them whispering between each other. What was their issue with me? This all is so suspicious and odd, in all my 25 years of living I've never been so out of the loop and needy with sexual desires.Hudson wanted to play games so I'll be the best fucking game he's ever played.When I got back to my room I noticed the dresses laid out on my bed, I had a feeling Ryan dropped them off before he went to go see Hudson. The black mini dress caught my attention, I slowly picked it up aiming it towards the light bulb so I could see it better.I'd look good in this I shook that thought out of head, I laid it back on the bed and made my way over to the closet. I unclipped my bra and took off my underwear and grabbed my matching pair of white lacey undergarments. I lathered my body in lotion making sure my skin felt smooth, I also sprayed some perfume.I looked at my body through the long mirror I had in my room, I ran my hand across my flat stomach with my head tilting to the side.I pulled my black skinny jeans up my hips and tossed on a white tank tops with a tan fluffy cardigan. I braided my hair which fell just upon my shoulder, I looked nice and professional. I finished off my outfit with a pair of black flats and my everyday small pearl necklace. I added some ey
Something cold and damp was against my forehead, my fingers crawled up to feel what was. I pulled the cold cloth off my head while sitting up, my eyes glanced around my room till they landed on Hudson who was sleeping on my chair in the corner. Memories of last night's events flooded my mind, I softly touched my lips remembering how good his lips felt against mine."You're such a lightweight." His voice appeared slightly annoyed.Hudson's eyes suddenly fluttered open staring at my lips, I couldn't help to think he wanted to kiss them again."Sorry, I don't know what happened. I normally can handle my liquor." I told him.This was awkwardMy body was naked under the sheets and my hair was puffy, I held the sheets tighter around my body. "No I'm the one that's sorry, last night was unprofessional on both our parts. It can't happen again." He says.I watched him carefully, there were sweat beads against his forehead, his breathing was uneven with his chest was heaving up and down, it was
It was much later now, I read for a couple hours brainstorming what Ryan could possibly have meant by that. Through all my years of learning about body language and the human mind not once have I been confronted with a situation like this. It's deranged and monstrous almost, kidnapped to be someone's doctor and his best friend falls head over heels for me, that would definitely cause some type of conflict.I grabbed my medical bag before heading downstairs, I definitely had all my walls held up high today.Vanessa was sitting at the table with a magazine, her eyes swiftly glanced up at me."Where's Hudson?" I asked.She stands up dusting off her lap, Vanessa was definitely a beautiful women. She wasn't built like a little boy like me, she had a curvy waist with a nice ass and a huge chest unlike my flat chest. She screamed powerful a woman while I screamed teenage boy."A birdie told me that my brother and you have been getting very close recently." She walks circles around me, I held
Last night I got zero sleep, I kept thinking about what Hudson and I did. It was unprofessional and wrong yet it felt so right, I wanted more of him but I couldn't let him know that. I felt sexy and powerful, two feelings I've never felt before. This morning I have to do a close up exam on him and my body has been jiggly nonstop.I stared at myself through my mirror with my head tilted, I have light features and dark brown hair, and long legs with a slim waist. I hide my body under all these clothes, it's what I've always done. I'm a woman living in a man's world, in order for people to take me seriously in my line of business I have to put on a strong front everyday but today I didn't want to. I stripped off my clothes revealing my granny panties and sports bra, I walked over to my closet pulling out a matching pair of undergarments.Just put it on, Amanda, I told myself.I took my granny panties off and pulled up the black thong, I wiggled around from the weird feeling it gave me. I
My eyes fluttered open to the bright sun hitting my face, I softly brushed back pieces of my hair away from my cheek while turning on my back. I winched at the sudden jab of pain between my legs, memories of last night entered my mind. My eyes slowly trailed over to a peacefully sleeping Hudson, he was laying on his stomach with his blonde hair covering some of his face.This man was truly beautiful, his features were sharp and gentle yet his eyes were filled with so much pain.He's a patientI ranked my fingers through my hair, sexual frustration controlled my entire body last night. I tried my best sitting up without making any sound but the bed kept squeaking so I stayed completely still not wanting to wake him up and face the embarrassment.I spotted his scar, my fingers glided across the huge mark. Scars tell stories some are deeper than others, my scars appear in my mind and his physically. I was focused on memorising every curve and bump against his body that I didn't notice he
I made my way downstairs to the dark dining room, the lit candles were the only source of light. I was dressed in my dark green pj pants and matching tank top. It was ten at night, I wasn't going to get all dressed up especially if he's simply in his pjs as well. I sat next to him at the table, at first he didn't see me till I pulled the chair back.I crossed my legs while staring at him with a doubting look, I've never really been one to be shy. I'm quite the opposite of that actually."The food was starting to get cold." He said."Good." I commented as I propped my elbow over the table while leaning my chin against the palm of my hand.He shakes his head with a small smile, I was trying my best to be serious because he did actually hurt my feelings this morning."I want to have a contract with you." He says.My eyes glared at his, a contract? This isn't some fifty shades of grey kink, is it?"A contract?""Exactly, it just ensures that our sex means nothing but satisfaction." Hudson
The soft sun kissed my tan skin, the soft sheets rubbed against my lips. The sound of birds chirping woke me up, my eyes fluttered open to see a very much naked Hudson sleeping next to me. Memories of last night brought a smile to my lips, I softly touched my lips with my fingers.That was the best sex I've ever had in my whole adult life, my body actually feels satisfied for once."Memories of last night?" His voice came out of no where, I covered my face with his sheets completely embarrassed."I keep replaying the sound of you purring in my ear."I jabbed my hand at his bicep, warning him to shut up. He laughs before unwrapping the sheets from my head, he trapped my chin in his hand and attacked me with a very strong kiss. It was the type of kiss that sent vibrations down my entire body, my fingers traveled down his elbow as I tugged at his lips for more. My legs wrapped around his torso which felt amazing on both our parts, The kiss was getting heated, I was about to roll on top o
I rested my body the whole day, I laid on my bed watching tv and cuddling with my kitten till I fell asleep. I suddenly was woken up by the sound of screaming and doors slamming, I shot up from bed with sweat dripping down the side of my face. I glanced up at the clock in the corner, it was three in the morning."Amanda!" I heard screaming from downstairs, I grabbed my robe off my bed and hurried down the stairs almost slipping while doing so, all the lights were on as I entered the kitchen. Four men were gathered around the dinning table, I stood at the door frame with my wide eyes. There was a trail of blood on the floor, and there was also more blood dripping down the table. Vanessa turned to look at me with blood covering her entire body, her arms were held out and her eyes were bloodshot. When she moved to the side I had a perfect view of who was laying the table, it was Hudson."He was shot twice in the stomach." Vanessa stuttered."Oh my God." My words rushed out, my body was u
I felt dizzy, and everything around me felt like a vivid dream. My fingers rubbed my eyes trying to make my vision better, I must've fallen asleep on the floor but it must still be dark outside because my room only had light from the moon. I lifted myself off the floor with my elbows, my vision was still blurry. When I looked to my right I spotted a man dressed in a black hoodie and black pants, he was staring at me with a concerned glare in his eyes.My breathing deepened as I crawled back afraid he might try to kill me, the man reached his hand out to calm me down."I'm not here to hurt you." His voice had a hint of a Russian accent to it and sounded familiar but I am too afraid to try and recognize it.That's what most killers say right before actually committing the crime, his bright green eyes focused on mine."Who are you?" I whispered, my voice appearing shaky.The man smiled before bending down to my level, I brought my knees to my chest. "You grew up to be so beautiful." He hu
Right now all I want is my mom, I just want a hug from her or a kiss on the forehead. Maybe even looking at her would bring me comfort but she's dead and I'm here.The bedroom door opened and closed, someone had come in and I'm betting it was Hudson just to torture me some more. I turned around meeting my theory, Hudson finally decided to put on a pair of sweatpants. I stared at him with tears rolling down. my cheeks, I tilted my head up not cowering away. His jaw clenched when he saw the damage he did, his eyes roamed my face trying to find answers."You ran off so quickly, that I didn't get a chance to ask you if you wanted to join us." His eyes stopped at mine, he smirked again.My facial expression turned to a disgusting one, my body physically stepped back from how cruel he was being."I'm feeling generous since you like fucking multiple guys, my best friend could even join us as well." He laughed, and my heart dropped at his sentence.Even more, tears filled my eyes, I blinked t
The brightness of the sun was shining through all the windows making my closed eyes open up, last night's events came to the surface making me remember everything. His head was pressed against my chest and his arms circled my waist, he was holding on to me for dear life. My body was completely in his arms, my leg was hiked up his waist.I glanced down at his face, he had dried tears against his cheeks. I wanted to punch myself, no I wanted to strangle myself. What was I thinking? I can't do this to Hudson, I can't be a second copy of his wife. I can't deny that kissing Ryan last night was a mistake, it felt different with him but not in a way that can compete with Hudson.I peeled his arms off my waist, his body started squirming around and his eyes fluttered open in a confused daze. I slid to the corner of the bed, my dangled off the bed as my shoulders tried their best to relax. I could feel Ryan sit up as well except he was on the other side, divided by my coldness and guilt."I ma
"You were my most trusted right-hand man, you betrayed me." Hudson says with his finger pointed down.Ryan shakes his head while chuckling very dryly. "I loved you like a brother, and you were spiraling down and she was scared of your wrath."Oh my God.He lowers down his weapon and glances back at me with tears in his eyes. "That's who Hudson Scott is." He says while tucking his gun back inside his pants, he grabs the bottle of whiskey and drags it alongside of him as he climbs up the stairs.I watched him sloppily sway side to side as he made it to the top, and he suddenly disappeared down the hallway.What was the point of that? Was he warning me? Does Ryan truly care about me or is this some twisted way in getting revenge on Hudson? I stared at the empty table afraid to look at him, the files I found in his office popped back inside my head. He has something planned for me, something that has to do with my past. That's why he knows so much about me, this unsettling feeling filled
The place was flooded with people, everyone was dressed in high-end dresses and jewelry. Hudson pulled the car up to the front entering the VIP section, my door was opened by the valet. I stepped out and was met by Hudson' huge hand on my back, my eyes gracefully looked at him with a smile tugging at my lips.The inside was even better looking than the outside, the walls were covered in red splashes. Gold railing and diamonds were dripping from the ceiling, it's not a party I've been to before. This screamed rich and powerful, far too much for a transporter as he claims to be. Everyone suddenly directed all their attention to us, my smile faded away.They were watching us with a certain shock to their faces, I nervously glanced around."They're just surprised to see me with someone." He whispers inside my ear. walked over to Ryan, he was drinking some whiskey with his elbows leaned up against the table. I tried acting casually like I wasn't just railed by his best friend, my body slow
"Why did you stop?" I asked."We're going to talk this out." He says.I'm going to kill him, now he wants to talk, bullshit.I tried opening the door but he locked it, so then I tried unlocking it and opening the door but he locked it again. I whipped my head at him, he was smirking, the bastard thought this was funny."Stop being childish and open my door." My tone was serious as it came out."Stop trying to run away from a conversation." He replies.I slumped back into my chair, great he was just going to sit there all night and stare at me while I decide whether to break his window or not."Ryan is going-""Don't say his name." Hudson cuts me off mid way.This caught my attention, I looked at him with innocent eyes. He looked furious at the mention of his name, this is what I wanted, jealousy."Ryan, Ryan, Ry-"This time his sentence didn't cut me off, it was his hands. He grabbed me by my waist and flipped me on his lap with my chest pressed against his steering wheel, my mouth pa
I applied a dark shade of red to my plump lips, color suited my tan skin amazingly. I've never worn this lip color before, I always thought it was too bold for me but tonight just felt like the night. I ran my fingers through my soft curls trying to brush them out, and add a little bit more volume to my hair. There's no doubt in my mind that I'd look great standing next to Ryan but he isn't the one I'd want to stand by, maybe that's just cruel to say.My fingers softly touched my rosie cheek, it's crazy how similar my mom and I look. I miss her more than anything, all I wanted from her was unconditional love."Your beauty has made me speechless." Ryan whispers from behind me, his voice spooked me immediately.I turn around with a hand to my chest, my heart almost jumped from my chest. I gulped when I took in the image of him, he had on a dark grey dress shirt with a black tie and a black coat with the collar out. His hair is slick back and his chin was cleanly shaved, my eyes slowly t
A soft irritation kept brushing against my nose with my eyes still shut I quickly rubbed the area with the back of my hand, it went away for a brief second but it managed to come back. My eyes finally flutter open to see Ryan right in front of me with a feather at my nose, he smiled once he saw I was awake."Rise and shine, toots." He says with a hint of playfulness in his voice.I know damn wellI slap his hand away before jumping off my bed, my legs were so tangled in my blankets that I almost tripped and fell on the floor."Did you kill an animal?" I demand, did he seriously kill an innocent animal just for this?"Of course not, you're an animal activist. What kind of person do you think I am?" He bats his eyelashes at me like almost mocking my innocence, basically making fun of me. I barely know this yet I know enough to know that he's far from innocent. "Your ball of fur caught it this morning." His at my cat which was peacefully laying on the carpet with a pile of feathers aroun
My eyes suddenly shot open taking in my surroundings, it was dark but I immediately recognized who's room I was in. Hudson wasn't sleeping next to me, he actually was nowhere to be found inside the room. I sat and switched the light on, it was still night time judging by the dark sky. I grabbed his white shirt off the couch and slowly exited the room.I tipped toed carefully trying my best to avoid making to much noise, there was a spark of light the art room. I caught Hudson sitting in a chair facing a huge piece of art, his finger sat right above his chin. The painting was beautiful, harsh lines of orange and white, this painting definitely had some sort of meaning for him.I making my presence known.His eyes are too focused on the painting to even spare me a glance, I stepped closer to him. "It was the last painting she made before she died." He whispers, my shoulders tensed when I processed he was talking about his ex wife, the one that got away. It sounded like he was finally go