"Are you fucking crazy?!"
Feliza took deep breaths; preparing herself to answer my question that I just screamed at her.
I needed to scream at her due to the reason that it's super loud and insane here. And also, taking me here to celebrate my birthday is super absurd.
What was she thinking?
"Listen, it's not that bad, Genevieve. Just take your time and enjoy."
I looked at her in disbelief. Enjoy? What the fuck does she mean by enjoy?
"What kind of gibberish are you talking about, Feliza? What enjoy? Is watching these men onstage erotically dancing while stripping their clothes off is what enjoyment for you?"
She just looked away, and disappointment ate my whole being.
What I'm seeing right now with both of my eyes is indeed an ultimate surprise.
She's out of her mind.
And oh, did I mention that she's married?
"Feliza, we should go home instead." I suggested. Feliza looked at me again. But this time, with both of her eyes wide opened.
"What? Why? Genevieve, it's really expensive here." She sounded like a child that's about to beg her mother. "I mean, I know that you're not into this kind of entertainment. But please? Just stay? Have some fun?" Her eyes were pleading mine, "Come on, I already spent a lot for this. And I earned what I spent for months. I did it for your birthday." She even pouted to support her statement that is meant to convince me.
But for pete's sake! What am I going to do here? Am I supposed to shriek too just like the other women adoring these male strippers onstage?
"What about your husband?" I asked Feliza with concern.
"What's with him?" She nonchalantly asks back.
Her answer made me look at with disbelief. What is happening to this woman? Seriously?
"Uhm, does he know that we're here? At a highly reputable male strip club?"
Feliza sighed like she was expecting me to question her. "Yeah, he knows. But he doesn't give two fucks about it, Genevieve. And I wanted to take this opportunity to forget about how awful he is being a husband to me. I wanted to forget that and celebrate your birthday with you at the same time. Can't we just agree to stay instead? It's just for one night, Genevieve. Just for one night, please?"
This time, I was the one who looked away to avoid her stare.
She only talks about her husband once in a blue moon. Whenever she wants to, and whenever she's on the mood to talk about him. I have no idea how things have been between them since they got married.
It was an arranged marriage, and Feliza had no other choice since it was also her father's death wish; to witness her get married to someone that her parents think is suitable for their daughter.
She did it anyway.
Thinking of that made me feel guilty in all of a sudden. And the other side of my brain said that I should be grateful to be here, instead of scolding her for her idea of 'ultimate surprise'. At least she made efforts, right? It's the thought that counts. Meaning she thought of me, she thought about making efforts on celebrating my birthday with me. She's my only close friend, and she has been by my side ever since I set foot on Vegas.
I gave up and sighed. If she was there at my lowest, then, I should also be beside her whatever that she's going through right now.
"Alright."
"Wohoo! Yes, girl!" She happily exclaimed.
"But I can't promise to have fun. This is literally not enjoyment for me, but I'll try to find fun in the midst of these desperate women; shrieking for the men onstage." I wheezed on that. I've never been to any strip clubs here in Vegas. But I also never imagined that it is this wild.
"Let me get us something to drink! I'll be right back!" Feliza shouted to me when the music playing became louder. Making it hard for those conversing inside this club.
I roamed my eyes everywhere as I decided to observe the whole place. Everything that I laid my eyes on looks expensive, and every detail matches its Rococo interior design. My eyes couldn't see a single thing that looks wrong inside this room.
Well, except for that one guy onstage that is almost fully... uhm, naked.
I avoided that unpleasant scenery, and looked at the other part of this club instead. I keep on convincing myself that this is not that bad. Thinking that I'm a grown woman, and that I'm allowed for this kind of entertainment.
"I'm back! Here, I brought us martinis!" Feliza handed me one of the cocktail glass that she's holding. I took a sip and my mouth welcomed its fruity taste.
Hmm, it's not so bad at all.
"So, how much did you spend on this?" I asked Feliza out of the blue.
"Just a couple hundred dollars." She casually said like it was a type doing considered as one of her habits.
I was shocked to the core, "What?!"
"Yeah! Just a couple hundred dollars, Genevieve!" She shouted before standing up with her cocktail glass on her hand. I shook my head when she started dancing to the loud music playing just like the others.
Feliza became one of them. And before I even know it, she started screaming too for the performers onstage.
I gulped.
Good Lord, what is this?
I looked away for I don't want my eyes to witness the male strippers onstage. I focused on taking a sip on my drink instead. And from time to time, I would turn to Feliza to see if she's still sane enough to stay by our table and not wanting to join the flock of shrieking birds just below the stage. And whenever I accidentally glance at the stage, I would immediately look away and look at the corner of the room where no ladies losing their minds over men erotically dancing can be seen.
I just continued drinking as time pass by. I even played on my phone to distract myself as I pretended that I'm not in this place. Feliza just kept on providing me drinks, and I didn't notice that I was already drinking shots of tequila.
"Ooh! Genevieve look! The star of the night! AHH!"
The loud music suddenly faded as a new one comes along. "Sexyback" by Justin Timberlake & Timbaland played.
Feliza became so stoked as if something rare is about to pop out and show its whole being. I look at the direction that she pointed with her finger. She pointed at the stripper that just came out from the stage; revealing himself. It made my friend pull me by my hand, and she caused my head spinning due to standing up without a warning.
The effect of tequila is acting up.
"Oh. My. God!!! He is freaking hot! I can't believe my eyes!"
Looking at the stripper onstage, I can agree with Feliza. He is indeed hot. He's not even starting yet. He's not even stripping his clothes off, yet he already caused the whole club wilding with only his appearance.
"Well, yeah. He is." I said, agreeing with Feliza.
"Right?! Oh my!!!"
The man was wearing an intricate grey mask that covers half of his face. A red velvet suit and pants. Black shiny shoes, and a bowtie around his neck.
The spotlight was on him, and only him.
He’s like the devil, but the devil being a ravishing rogue.Everybody screams, everybody shrieks, and everybody chants his name.
"Kairo! Kairo! Kairo! Kairo!"
His name was echoing throughout the whole place. And I witnessed everything with both of my eyes how this man is the most awaited performer for tonight. I can even bet my whole life just to prove that he's the most awaited.
I trailed every detail about him with my eyes. Every feature of his face, of his body. He's pretty expensive; pretty untouchable.
"Kairo?" I asked, turning to Feliza whose eyes are glued on the man onstage.
"Yeah. Kairo, his stage name." She replied without even looking at me. She's not even blinking!
"Don't you think that he kinda looks familiar?" My question made Feliza look at me with the surface of her forehead ruined. "What? No way. I've never seen such a handsome man like him."
I shrugged it off.
She's probably tipsy now.I agreed with what my mind told me.
Tipsy, right. How about me? Am I alright?
Wondering if I'm alright, I sat back on the soft couch and once ignored everything. Instead of joining Feliza on making shrill outcries towards that stripper, I took the bottle of tequila and drank it. And from time to time, I would drink it with lime to somehow get rid of the aftertaste.
I continued drinking with my legs crossed, and my eyes roaming everywhere.
Nothing has changed, they're still cheering for the infamous stripper. And I got a feeling that it's about to get real exciting when the lights went low, and the music switched to something slow and sexier. My lips parted when the stripper started dancing. Hypnotically and erotically. The noise became louder than ever, and it was enough for me to keep my eyes on him. Even if I know that I'm starting to feel dizzy, I just keep on drinking tequila. And Feliza never failed to keep on giving me more. I stood up when the stripper started unbuttoning his suit and the long-sleeved white polo that he's wearing. And he did that without breaking the flow of his fluid and smooth dancing. His face was relaxed, but expressive whenever he moves his hips. He kneeled down on both of his knees while still moving his body as if he's grinding and thrusting into someone. And right there, I can feel the adrenaline rush. He's extremely good with his job, and everyone is satisfied with every move that
Grunting, I opened my eyes only to see that I'm not in my bedroom.I immediately sat up and looked around, with my eyes widened while looking at every corner of the room that I'm not familiar with.I groaned when I felt my head severely aching. It made me lay on the bed again as both of my hands gently massaging my forehead and my temple.I was preoccupied with my aching head that I failed to recognize that I wasn't wearing anything at all."What the fuck..."I gasped and my hand covered my mouth when I saw my dress on one of the corners of the room. I stared at it for a while, until little by little, I remembered how it get there. "No way," I laughed when I finally remembered where I am right now. While still massaging my temple, I grinned when I also remember who I was with last night.I bit my lower lip, "Kairo." I giggled and scolded myself. "You're such a slut, Genevieve." I shook my head as if disappointed, but it doesn't feel like it. It feels like I want to do it all over aga
"Thank you, sir." "Thank you, Mr. Easton. I am really starving right now. You're such a life saviour." "You're so generous, sir. You didn't really have to." "I'm forever grateful for this, sir." The surface of my forehead wrinkled.What is this drama now? Why are they thanking Mr. Easton this time? Did they finally get the raise that they're all have been waiting for? Did they finally succeed in filling Mr. Easton's head with compliments that he found them deserving? I shook my head and murmured, "Whatever." "Ooh, Genevieve! Here's yours." From the contents of the brown folder that I was holding, my eyes looked up to see who called me with a high pitched voice. I was able to keep a straight face when I saw Yvette; one of my co-workers. She's standing at the entrance of my cubicle, and she’s holding a paper bag. I maintained a straight face while looking at Yvette. I was struggling because I can't stand her. Everybody can't stand Yvette.Everybody hates Yvette.And everybody kn
"No fucking way!" Feliza exclaimed after I told her what happened last night between Kairo and I."That's unfair! The last time I asked his peers for his price, I remember that he's worth around a thousand dollars. There's no way that you had him for free!"I chuckled while teasingly looking at Feliza, "I guess, I really am just lucky." I said, sounding boastful.After Mr. Conrad Easton walked pass us earlier, Feliza nonchalantly decided to take me to a café just near our workplace. She thought that maybe Mr. Easton wouldn't mind at all, and that there's no sense working since I arrived late.I had to agree. She was craving for the tea."It's so unfair, Genevieve! The world is so unfair!" She whined like a kid being forbidden to play with her friends. I took a sip of my coffee and shrugged it off. She can't get over about it. I mean, even me. Who would've thought that I captured the biggest catch in that strip club? Right?"You said that you guys hit it off trice, right?"I looked awa
"And oh, you will be given twice your salary."My lips parted, is he joking? "Are you for real, sir?" I'm shocked and amused by him at the same time."So, what do you say?" He's smiling, and it was making the atmosphere light and likable. I'm beginning to like this side of him that I wasn't able to witness since I started working here.I smiled back to him. Am I really going to decline this offer? I mean, wow, twice my salary? Plus, it's just for two months. If ever I feel like being his secretary is tiring, I can stay just until before Ms. Geller come back."Yes. I mean, I'm accepting your offer, sir. Why wouldn't I?"His smile widened, and he offered his hand for a handshake. I accepted his hand and I expressed my gratitude, "Thank you, sir. For thinking that I'm fit to be your secretary.""You'll move to Ms. Geller's cubicle tomorrow. It's your first day. Be early, okay?"I chuckled, "Noted, sir. I'll be early."Mr. Easton handed me a brown envelope before telling me that I can go
As fast as I could, I followed Mr. Easton with my almost wobbly legs because of what's happening right now."Keep up, Genevieve." I heard him say with his voice slightly shaking.We're in a rush right now.We're in a rush avoiding the press that's been following us since the very moment that sir Conrad came out of his car. I almost got left out, and I almost got distracted by them.Blinding flashes of cameras, innumerable questions, and unnecessary compliments. Those were just few of the things that were thrown to Mr. Easton when they saw him. I am confused at first, and I didn't understand why. Until I realized that I'm working for someone with a very high prestige and that his reputation is mostly recognized by many. And that he's the CEO of one of the big 5 publishing company across the globe.I almost gasped when I felt his hand on my elbow. He is trying to pull me closer to him due to the reason that I'm not walking fast enough to keep up with him. He pulled me towards the elevat
I didn't notice that I was smiling ear to ear as I stare at the photo for a long time. And as time pass by, I noticed details that I failed to see the first time I laid my eyes on it. I wanted to slap myself for pouring my entire attention to the little boy whose grown up version is causing me so much confusion since the day that I became his secretary.I sighed. What now?I shouldn't be stressing myself too much about it. It's none of my business. I should be focusing on my job instead. To improve; to be better in any angle that my boss has the ability to see.Hell, why am I even confused?Why am I even upset?I'm receiving the type of treatment that is just right and meant for me. His formality shouldn't confuse me or complicate things that bothers me. He's my boss for pete's sake! What else do I expect from him? It's work. It's all about professionalism and formalism. There's nothing wrong about him being formal. That is how it should be in the first place. It was my mistake that I
Scared, I only lasted a few seconds looking in his angry sea green eyes. I wiped my tears away, and I turned my back on him. I'm sure that he saw my tears because his facial expression changed; it became soft, and his eyes suddenly look concerned. Realization hit him, but it was too late 'cause I walked away and decided to take the stairs instead."Genevieve, wait."I heard his footsteps following me, and that made me walk faster. I even started to run as I rush on my way downstairs. I wanted to be away from him even for just a while. I didn't expect that and it was enough for my defenses to crumble down; to give up and to lay my armour down.I've never been shouted at by anyone due to uncontrollable anger. Not even my aunt, not even Feliza, and not even the men from my past. I feel so vulnerable; I feel so terrified. My heart is pounding so hard that it hurts. I can feel it aching, and it made my eyes leak tears without me even knowing. Nothing else is in my mind right now but to run
"A runaway groom? What the hell? Why would he do that if he's just using Aurella for self interest?"My face is probably showing Conrad a huge question mark right now. A huge question mark with my curiosity coming with it. The origin of my curiosity is cannot be identified, but I have a feeling that I somehow believe that this Lucas Zayd Foster can't betray his own system that day.I have a feeling that this Lucas, became a runaway groom and it's all for a woman that he can't stop thinking about.Cupid probably made him realize exactly the moment that he's standing at the altar waiting for Aurella.Poor Aurella."I don't know. None of my friends know. It's still a mystery up until now."Well, that mystery is fucked up. Really fucked up. There's no way that Lucas wasn't rooted on his place when he saw Aurella walking down the aisle. There's no way that he never thought of the consequences that comes after his actions. There's no way that he just decided to put Aurella in so much fame.
"Where's the banana cake?"I look around the kitchen to search for the banana cake that my aunt Astacia bought for me.Today, Conrad and I decided to gather everyone up and tell them the good news. Well, some friends already knew 'cause Conrad couldn't contain his happiness. But our family still have no idea at all. All they know is that we're all gathered here for a dinner together. And they're not going to suspect anything at all due to the reason that Conrad and I do really host a family dinner every month.I figure out that it's a good way for Calvert to know the whole family. It's like a get together but all for Calvert. It takes so much effort for some members in the family to make it here in our house every month. And I appreciate it very much that they all agreed to this family tradition in the making. They reschedule more important matters and sometimes, I think that it's too much. But sometimes, I think that it's worthwhile especially that it's all for Calvert."I placed it
"What?! What do you mean she's back on business?"Bryce is shocked to the core and it's makint me want to burst into laughter. And it's all because I know that Aurella Aglauros is not just a widely known supermodel.She's someone from Bryce's past. Someone that's trying to put him down for years now. But actually, they're like cats and dogs in the business world. It's not just Aurella that's trying to destroy my friend here. My friend here is also determined with every fiber of his being to fire back as strong as she's trying to kick him out.But that was years ago though. After bickering for a long time, Aurella decided to stop handling their family's business and just focus on her modeling career. Maybe it's because of the pressure that her family is putting her into. Or maybe she has other reasons kept.Just like my dirty little secret."Conrad? Are you still there? Hey? Talk to me, asshole.""Bryce, language! You're with my son." It's absolutely my turn now to snap on him."Relax.
"No need to cry about it, Eve. I understand, and I can see that you've been tired and stressed out lately. You're doing your best, and that's all that matters."Whatever I do and say to calm my wife, I still can't succeed at stopping her eyes from crying and dropping tears all the way down to her cheeks.She keeps on apologizing about misplacing her wedding ring, and then accusing me of cheating on her with Aurella. And me, being me, as her husband, I keep on assuring her that it was all fine for me. I always understand her, and I always try to picture myself in her shoes. And every time that I do that, I'll eventually think that I won't survive as a woman and a mother at the same time. I don't even think if I can be graceful and incredible just like how my wife Genevieve is."No, it's just, it's so stupid of me to misplace my ring. And it's not just any ring, Conrad. It's my wedding ring! The ring I had since we got married. I'm sure that offended you even just a bit."I cup her face
I have a feeling deep in my gut that Bryce won't disappoint me at all, and that he will take care of Calvert real good. But the mother in me says that I needed to tell him that in order for him to get even just a single hint that I'm a monster at worrying when it comes to my son."Don't worry, Eve. I won't make you regret on the decision you've made. And this is not the first time that I've watched over kids. I'm good at taking care of them, so just trust me."I nod, "Okay. Thank you.""You're at the nursery school now, right?""Yeah.""You sound really tired, Eve."I look around to find an unoccupied bench to sit to. But when I'm finally about to sit, my phone beeps telling me that the phone call I had with Bryce just ended."Oh, well—""You sound really tired, so you should go home now and take a rest."Bryce suddenly pops in front of me and he's wearing his signature small and unrecognizable smile. "Go, Eve. I'll be watching over Calvert. I promise, after I watch you get into your
"Come on, mama! I'll be late!"I have no idea if I should be proud of Calvert being excited to go to the nursery school everyday, or be all lazy and have Conrad to send him off.It's been a week since my little Calvert had started going to the nursery school, and I've been trying my best to match my schedules with Conrad. And of course, with Calvert too. Asides from having different schedules, Conrad and I have no one else to watch over Calvert or to send him to the school whenever that I can no longer ditch my work with a massive force.I am still a magazine journalist under the publishing company of my own husband. But now, I am also a mother and an author who's busy with her third book. I know that I can just take it easy, or maybe do things one by one. But I can't just easily cross out one thing that I am passionate about. One thing that makes me who I am. Without these things, I wouldn't be someone who Conrad calls his wife; I wouldn't be someone who my little Calvert calls his m
"Mama and Dada are here for you. And about Paddington, I think I can find you a teddy later after all of this. What do you say?" Calvert claps and kisses both of my cheeks. "Can I come with you, dada?" I glance at my wife to look for her approval. But the look on her face is asking me, 'Really? Spoiling him?'. I know that this might not be good, but I can't stand looking at my boy knowing that he's nervous."Of course, you can come with me. But now, let's handle this preschool business first. We'll be over it, and you will have a very good time. Mama and Dada will watch over you."He smiles, "You promise?"I show him my pinky and he instantly binds his with mine. "I pinky promise."After promising to my son, his tiny hand holds mine and he walks over to Eve to hold hers too. We all walk together inside the nursery school without letting go of each other's hands. And when Calvert finally finds the best seat for him, he waves his hand at us who are quite far from him. He then listens att
"Good morning."Even with my eyes closed, my lips manage to form a smile when I feel her lips touch the surface of my cheek.How the hell can she wake up so early?And how is she so good at this?"You better get up now. You're going to be late for work if you stay in bed for 5 more minutes."Oh, whatever. I don't care if I'm going to be late for work. I'm the CEO anyway and I'm very good at it. But for now, I want to stay in bed for a little longer. With my wife.The sound of Eve's sweet giggle instantly fills the whole bedroom when I pulled her on top of me by her wrist."Conrad! You should get up and take a shower now." She's still giggling as I wrap my arms around her. Stopping her act of resistance; only making me tighten my hold on her. "I feel very lazy today, my wife. I don't want to go to work. Can we just stay here all day?" How dumb of me to ask even though I know she'll never approve it. Plus, I interfered with her work last night. Meaning, nothing can stop her now to conti
"Mama, let's have an agreement."I heard Conrad let out a small laughter that made me glare at him. Only for a matter of seconds because my eyes settle on Calvert and I give him a soft look.Conrad laughed because he knows that Calvert is about to propose an agreement that will lead to letting him stay up past his bedtime and finish the entire show. Conrad also knows that my defenses are always weak for our little boy. And honestly, I find it difficult to hold my ground sometimes. Back then I used to wonder why some mothers would just easily give their young ones whatever they ask for. But now? I totally understand. It's a different kind of tormenting feeling when you don't want to give your child what they want. But as an adult, you should always choose to do whatever is best for them. The level of difficulty of parenting will never be matched by anything in this world. And I just hope that I won't lose my mind.God."You don't have to give the same agreement all the time, baby." I s