The rest of the night went by without anymore disturbances from Harken, Priscilla staying the night just to be safe, reminding Noel of a guard dog glaring at the door all night, daring the big bad wolf to enter.
To her surprise, her father shows up in the morning, walking in the door looking like he has slept a whole day, refreshed and energetic, rather than the exhausted and worn out look she expected him to have from working all night.
Noel has already had her suspicions that he isn't just working when he stays out late but doesn't care enough about her dad's private affairs to question him about it. He took the blow of losing her mother the hardest, she can't tell him how to cope with it the same way she did, but she wishes he wouldn't proceed to neglect his own daughter in the process.
"So, are you going to explain to me why you decided to bring one of your clients home to live with us? Should I expect this to be a new thing until I graduate, or should I just surrender my room now?" she grumbles to him at the breakfast table. Harken is no where to be found, ripping out of the garage on his bike at 6am this morning off to God knows where.
Her dad drops his knife on the table with an exasperated sigh.
"Noel, there are a lot of things I don't tell you because you wouldn't understand them anyway, and this situation is one of them. It's a lot more complicated than it seems."
She shrugs. "So, you aren't even going to try and explain to your teenaged daughter why she has to live with an almost full grown criminal?"
"He is the same age as you, he just turned 18 before his trial, which is why he is in the situation he is in now and needs my help. There isn't anyone else for him to turn to, and I don't want to see another kid falling victim to the streets. Harken might not seem like much, but he has potential. Not every smart kid is born into a good family, all I want is to just give him that opportunity."
Noel huffs out an annoyed breath. So, what if he was born into a bad family? Does that give him any reason to be a jerk to her from the moment they've met? What did she ever do to him? It's not like they've ever met before, and she is more than certain Harken is a member of the gang of misfits that have gone around vandalizing and stealing cars, which means they have definitely never crossed paths before.
"How long is he going to be staying with us?" she asks.
"Just until he finishes this last year of school, he needs a handful of credits to get into a community college at the very least, he will leave and find his own place after that."
Her jaw hits the table in outrage.
"Dad, that's almost an entire year! Wait..." she stops herself to repeat in her head. "What high school is he going to go too?"
He can feel the storm before it hits.
"There aren't many public high schools in Bisbee, honey."
Oh, no. No, no. This can't be!
Not only does she get to be terrorized by this demon at home, he is also being given the chance to disrupt her peaceful school life. She can already see it now, all the hopes and dreams she had for this final year, shattering right before her.
"Dad, please let me switch schools? Or home-school me! I'm always home anyway and what's one year left of school?" Noel cries, banging her head on the table.
"Noel, you know I can't do that, I am swamped with work enough as it is, and now I've been put on babysitter duty. It's just for the school year, and then he'll be out of your hair. You'll be leaving for California before then anyway, just remember that."
Noel groans, another reminder of a hope of hers that might be crushed in the near future.
"I haven't got the acceptance letter yet, we're forbidden from mentioning that until said time comes," she mutters into the table.
"What's all the noise about?" Priscilla says groggily, wobbling down the stairs.
Noel lifts her head and pouts at her friend, enticing her to come over and give her a comforting hug and pat her head. "What's up, buttercup? Why do we all look so depressed?"
"We're going to have a new kid in school today..."
Priscilla frowns in confusion at her, wondering how she knows this already, until it smacks her in the face.
She tears away from Noel and slams her backpack on the ground.
"Ah hell, you've got to be kidding me."
~*~
Heads swivel and turn as the roar of Harken's bike rips through the parking lot, everyone craning their necks to get a look at the new kid. What a lot of them don't realize yet, is the rugged looking owner of the bike isn't all that new.
In the small town of Bisbee, it's rare for there to be a new kid unless it's someone entering junior kindergarten, or someone remarried and moved the rest of the family there with other kids. Even then, that is a rare occasion, no one ever wanting to live here, everyone trying their best to find a way out. He wonders if any of the people he once hung around class with back in middle school are still hanging around, or if they all managed to graduate and get the hell out of dodge.
Taking off his helmet, his eyes scan the lingering crowd of people trying to get a good look at him and doesn't recognize any faces. Nothing he isn't accustomed to, being the new kid in the gang, or cell, and in this new case, school.
Lifting his seat compartment, he takes out his bag and locks his bike, taking a slow look around the parking lot to see if he can spot Noel and her mouthy friend. As if he developed a sixth sense, he hears loud music coming from around the corner of the street as he scans the parking lot, a fancy Subaru pulling into the lot seconds after, the long blonde hair of the mouthy friend from earlier whipping out the side of the car.
Harken follows as the car wanders towards a gathered group of guys surrounding one of the guy's trucks, pulling into the spot next to them. He waits for Noel to get out and watches as she seems to carefully assess her surroundings, peering around as if looking for something – or someone.
He knows full well she probably found out this morning from her dad that he will be attending her school starting today, and he only wished he could have witnessed that reaction from her, knowing it would most likely be hilarious.
He doesn't know what it was about first meeting her, but ever since she walked in on him coming out the shower, her face bright red, squealing and squirming like she is an innocent child rather than an almost grown woman seeing a shirtless guy for her first time, he has found a new joy in enacting uncomfortable and embarrassing reactions from her.
When she freaked out about him putting the remote down his pants, he knew right then and there he was going to have loads of fun with this girl before he high tails it out of there. He has met many girls and women, none of them ever coming off as innocent and gullible as she is.
He wants to see just how far he can push her before she finally cracks and breaks that naïve innocence, she seems so proud of.
Harken continues watching as Noel's friend all but drags her towards the group of guys, in the direction of one in particular, hoisted up on the bed of the truck. He watches as he smiles down at them, noticing the way Noel seems to lose her balance while standing still, a shy, nervous smile touching her lips.
Oh ho, what do we have here?
~*~
"There's a party this weekend at Karl's place," Nolan tells Priscilla and Noel, though she can hardly hear anything over the roar of the blood rushing in her ears. "You guys should try and come if you can, it's a bring your own booze but stuff will be provided if you don't drink a lot, or at all."
As expected, Nolan isn't the type of guy to pressure people to get wasted at parties, like most of the guys he chooses to hang out with. Noel has never gone to any of the parties the kids at school throw, but Priscilla has gone to a few and crashed at Noel's place, so her parents don't see her, ranting about some of the disgusting and disturbing things she sees going on at those parties.
Noel expects her to turn it down in her favor.
"Sure! Why don't you text me the address later?" she says. Noel whips her head around to gape at her, but she isn't paying her any mind, reaching into her bag to rip a piece off her muffin bag to write her number on and hands it to Nolan. "We'll catch you guys later!" She grabs Noel's hand and drags her away.
"Why the hell did you say yes for me? You know I hate those parties, you're the one who made me hate them, remember?" Noel asks.
Priscilla rolls her eyes and links her arm with Noel instead of dragging her, patting her hand empathetically.
"Relax, girl. Didn't you say that you want to try and get at least one date this year? How do you expect to meet any potential guys if you never leave the house?"
Noel sighs. She has a point, but why does it have to be a party at Karl's? The guy is just a sleaze-ball, hitting on every girl he sets his sights on, regardless of if they're interested back or not, he'll take anyone willing to sleep with him. Noel is certain he throws these stupid unnecessary parties just to scout these girls, and she doesn't plan on being one of them.
"I'll be there with you the entire time, I promise I won't drink that much so I can keep a good eye on you and the douchebags that try and get close to you," Priscilla tries to reassure her, but it doesn't work.
"I doubt anyone would even notice I'm there," Noel says.
"Oh, they'll notice, because I'm going to make them notice."
Noel stops before opening her locker, wondering what on earth she could mean by that, but also afraid of knowing the answer.
"I'll think about it, but don't get your hopes up," she grumbles.
Opening her locker, she reaches down to grab the books she took home out of her bag, the locker door slamming shut above her as a hand slams against it. She follows the large black Celtic style tattoo carved into his skin, only making out the bottom of the tattoo under his rolled up shirt sleeve. It doesn't look like a simple symbol like she has seen on a few other people, there are multiple symbols and designs within the base design, she can't get a clear enough look.
"You really like checking me out, don't you?"
She freezes and squeezes her eyes shut at the deep voice of Harken.
"I was shocked, how else is someone supposed to react to you almost cutting their head off?" she grits through clenched teeth, hoping to make it at least the morning without running into him. She made sure to steer clear of him in the parking lot and scanned the hallways when coming in. Yet, low and behold he has appeared out of thin air to torment her.
"Help me find this class," he says and shoves his schedule in her face, pointing to the block of first period.
"Why do you need help, didn't you used to go here?" Priscilla asks.
A heavy silence looms over the trio. Noel should've expected he was just stringing her along, most likely going to make her run around the entire school showing him places and make her late for class, roping her into doing it out of guilt for being new here.
But he isn't a new kid here.
"You've gone here before?" she asks, not even looking at him.
He doesn't answer her. She pushes his hand aside and rips open her locker again, not bothering to place her books and dumping them inside, grabbing what she needs for the morning and slamming her locker shut.
"Find it on your own then." She pushes past Harken, not looking if Priscilla is even following her, and speed walks away from them.
Priscilla hangs back, making sure Noel is out of ear shot before she turns a glare towards Harken, standing there watching as Noel rushes down the hall.
"Look, I don't know what your deal is with Noel's dad is, but it has nothing to do with her, you don't have to such a jerk to her. If you don't like her, then just stay away from her, Noel has been hurt enough times, she doesn't need someone like you hanging around and making her life worse." She lets out a quick huff after her rant, nodding her head as if to say she is done speaking and brushes past him.
"I never said I didn't like her," he calls over his shoulder.
She snorts, turning to give him a sarcastic smile. "Well, what you say and what you do, don't really match up, so..." she trails off, throwing her hands up in a shrug, then turns on her heel and walks away.
"Just leave Noel alone!" she shouts once more then disappears around the corner of the hall.
What the hell did she mean? How could someone like Noel have such a miserable life that me poking fun at her every now and then will make any difference?
Harken knows he has toed the line with a couple things he has said to her already, but even he thinks he's going easy on her compared to how bad he could actually be with how gullible and easily riled she is.
Have I really been that bad?
It doesn't matter much to him, anyway. He just has to get through this gruelling last year and he's finally home free. He might not have any plans for after at the moment, but that's the point of shacking up with Scott and his daughter. Free room and food, a second chance at a decent education, and he already has a place in mind for a part-time job that won't do background checks.
He just needs to bide his time. Concerning himself over the feelings of one little girl should be the least of his worries.
The rest of the morning is completely shot for Noel, not even caring that she has Mr. Hamilton for English first thing, her worst subject. She doesn't have any trouble understanding the subject, it's wrapping her head around the eccentric teaching style of Mr. Hamilton.You would think he was Shakespeare's distant relative or something.But she needs all academic courses for English, Math, and Social Studies to even qualify for California College of Arts, her last 2 years of high school counting the most towards her application because her father has drilled into her head that those years are the ones colleges care the most about.Having Mr. Hamilton for her final year of English is going to be a challenge when she was hoping to drift through this last year, floating on the good grades she has already achieved and not worry about having them drop far enough to affect her acceptance to CCA.She is confident she can do that with every other course she has this year, but not English.Why
"You seriously don't remember this?" Priscilla asks again.Noel shakes her head. "I remember this trip, but I don't remember Harken being on it or ever talking to him. Did I talk to him?""You must've, we were paired together a lot with him, I imagine it would've been hard to not exchange a few words in that case. But regardless," she says and takes out two plastic containers of to-go sushi, hanging one to Noel. "Enough talk about Harken and school drama, we don't have any classes together this year so this is the only time we will get to spend during school hours."Noel knows clearly what this means."You can't drive me home after school, can you?"Priscilla slumps her shoulder, her act saw through and through."I'm sorry, Nole. I have another date tonight, and this guy seems to have a lot of boyfriend potential," she pouts."Didn't you say that about what's-his-face from yesterday?"She has to think about it for a second. "Do you mean Carter?"Noel nods."No, I said he has good sex
"Where are you going?" Noel asks him, watching as he locks his bike and puts his helmet away. He shoves his hands into his jean pockets and shrugs, making it clear he isn't going to answer her."Well, thanks for the ride, I can find my own way home after this." She waves to him and turns to walk down the sidewalk. She half expects him to ask how she plans to get home, but he doesn't say anything. When she turns back around a few feet away, he is already gone, the street vacant of him.Looks like he was just giving her a ride out of convenience.Then, why did he wait for me at school?Not wanting to be bothered too much about thoughts of why Harken is Harken, she pops in her headphones and switches on her music to make her short journey to the art store. La Gallerie is a local art store that sells everything an artist would need, no matter their level of creativity or desired form of art, despite it being a small and local business."Good evening, Noel, what brings you here?" Mrs. Marc
Harken stayed in his room for the rest of the night, not even answering when Noel tried to tell him dinner was ready, and when her dad tried again after. In the end, he gave up on trying to coax him out and went to the office, most likely for the night. Noel took his serving and wrapped them up, placing them in the fridge in case he ever decided to come out later.Putting on a comfortable pair of jogging pants and a fluffy sweater, she grabs a bag of Doritos and a box of Ritz crackers, seating herself in the middle of the couch and getting herself comfortable to binge watch the series Shameless, assuming she has the living room and most of the house to herself for the night with no other homework for tomorrow.A few episodes in and Noel is immersed in the show, not even paying attention to whether she is grabbing chips or crackers, she doesn't hear the creak of Harken coming down the stairs. Before she can react, he jumps on the couch and snatches the bag of Doritos away from her, hog
After the argument between Harken and Noel that night, it seemed he listened and obeyed to what she said about staying away from her. It has been a few weeks now and neither of them have said a word to each other, never having the need to unless they want to. Harken hasn't offered to give her a ride to or from school since the last time, leaving before she gets up in the morning and gone before she gets to the parking lot after class.She avoided returning to Mr. Baldwin's class and ended up backing out from taking pictures for the homecoming dance, not bothering to go, and staying home to emerge herself in her painting like she did every other year. He was devastated, but there was nothing else he could do. Noel skipped the party at Karl's place, though Harken himself didn't attend either and locked himself in his room for the night instead, she didn't have it in her to go, regardless of if it meant giving up an opportunity to get closer to Nolan. Math is the only class they have tog
Another week has gone by after the day at the mall and Harken is back to acting like Noel doesn't exist, this time her anger lasting a lot longer than it did before.Priscilla praised her a lot after that day for being so bold with Nolan, but Noel knows she only got the confidence that she did because she was provoked by Harken, and probably won't have it again. Therefore, despite Priscilla's nagging, she hasn't tried to approach Nolan since. The party he invited them is tonight, but Noel is once again thinking of backing out.Coming to her locker at the end of the school day, she contemplates what excuse to use to get out of the party, knowing Priscilla will insist on coming over tonight to help her pick an outfit and get ready, and is suddenly approached by Nolan."I never got the chance to thank you again for inviting me to hang with you guys' last weekend, it turned a weird day into a pretty good one," he says.Noel is surprised when she doesn't become flustered like usual by his
Priscilla is the first person Noel texts when she gets home, the excitement and nerves finally hitting her by the time she makes it home after the party. Thankfully Harken doesn't seem to return home for the night, no doubt spending it with Amy at her place."You owe me a lot for passing your number off to Nolan, just sucks he took so long finally asking you out. Why did you leave the party so early last night?" Priscilla asks the next morning, lounging across her bed as Noel rummages through her closet for something decent to wear."It's just a movie, don't get too ahead of yourself." Noel says this but she too is silently getting ahead of herself, and she knows it, taking so long just to pick an outfit being her first clue.They're attention is brought to her slightly open door as they hear someone stumbling around downstairs. Noel and Priscilla share a strange look before wandering over to the door in time too see Harken staggering up the stairs."Was he out the entire night?" Pris
Noel doesn't know how she managed to make it back home, but after falling asleep on top of the water tower, she woke up the next morning in her bed, still wearing the same clothes from last night. She tried asking Harken what happened, but as usual, he was gone before she woke up in the morning.Her only hope is to ask him at school, but on her way with Priscilla, she was asked how her night went, which reminded her of the shameful events that took place between Harken and her.She had her first kiss taken by Harken Lewis.Noel's face gave away her thoughts the second she thought of them, causing Priscilla to hound her for information the entire car ride, not even resting when they arrived at Noel's locker."Just tell me! What happened after I left last night? Did Nolan end up texting you back?" Priscilla asks. At the mention of his name, Noel remembers that she never responded to his text last night and instead just fell into despair the moment she read it. Maybe today she can have t
He was a boy; she was a girl. Can I make it any more obvious? Noel reaches over and rips her phone off the charging cord to press her finger on the screen to snooze her alarm, before lazily tossing it aside on her bed. Today is the day she takes her school exams ahead of everyone else. It wasn’t hard to convince her principal and other teachers to let her after she showed them both the letter of acceptance and her swift pass on the final interview for her top-picked college, they almost insisted at that point. She only really has two exams to take for Math and English, with Social Studies being mainly a slightly bigger test than your average class test. Her teachers assured her that it wouldn’t take her more than the morning to complete, and Noel can even have her exams graded on the spot by the respective subject teachers, and her final grade given by the end of the day. There was only one question that held her back from jumping fo
It has been three days now and Noel hasn’t heard anything from her last interview with CCA, but Priscilla keeps trying to put her in high hopes by talking to her father every day. To make matters worst, she returned to the abandoned water tower the night after they got back from San Francisco and the copy of the acceptance letter she left there was gone, but she had no way of telling if it was Harken, someone else, or even the wind one night that took it away. Now, she is just left wondering if it was Harken, what he has done with it and what he is thinking now. Priscilla convinced her to block his number but that isn’t stopping him from showing up at the house or school, though there hasn’t been a sign of him. Which tells her it really is over between them. He is aware she has been accepted into the California College of Arts and will be leaving soon, completely unaware of how soon that might be. No one else ever goes to tha
Deep breaths don’t let yourself panic. You got this.Noel continues the mantra over in her head, but it doesn’t seem to help as she patiently waits outside the office doors of the college board officials who will be administering his final interview. It’s described as a formality and a way for the school to meet a candidate in person before they enter.But anyone with knowledge of this school would know this interview could still make or break their acceptance altogether.“Miss Ashford? We’re ready for you,” a slender woman with sleek blonde hair pulled into a tight ponytail calls out to her. She is wearing a light blue pantsuit with a white dress shirt and a gentle smile.Noel wipes her hands down her pants to remove the sweat before walking forward to shake her hand, hoping her smile is as bright and gentle as hers despite how much the corners of her mouth are twitching.“It’s a pleasure to meet you, my name is Ms. Miles, and I will be one of the three board members interviewing you
Noel is now weeks away from graduation and has yet to hear a single word from Harken or see him anywhere. She has gone to the pub a couple of times with Priscilla to visit Abel, but she has never caught sight of Harken and Abel, despite noticing her looking around, never saying anything about him. It’s as if he has simply disappeared, and she is the only one who remembers he ever existed. She wishes it were that simple for her. Even though the room he once occupied has been reverted back into a guest room, void of any sign Harken ever stayed there, she can still picture the time and memories spent in that tiny space. They are clear as day in her mind, like every other piece of him that remains around the house. Her dad is also acting as he they never had anyone else living with them for the last 9 months, making being at home almost unbearable. Sitting in her room, she stares at the copy of her acceptance letter into CCA, the one she planned to give to Harken and has attempted to
Noel has locked herself in her room for the last three days, having her dad call in sick for her at school and getting Priscilla to drop off her homework after class. Every time he tried to enter her room, she has thrown a pillow or piece of clothing at yelled at him to get out.Refusing to see anyone or barely touching a plate of food, Scott feels he has no choice but to force his way through using a shield. Phoning in the buffer, Priscilla shows up soon after with a determined look on her face.“Is she still in her room?” she asks.Scott nods. “Hold on, take this with you.” He hands her an envelope.The letter from California College of Arts.“When did this come in?”“A few days ago, but the incident at the school field happened not long after, and now this.”Priscilla nods firmly and marches upstairs, already knowing what she needs to do. Throwing open Noel’s bedroom door, she ducks as soon as a pillow is launched at her face and holds out her hands to fend off the balled-up shirt
“All right, when we get there don’t say anything until I tell you or they ask you directly. I know you’re nervous and when I get nervous I tend to say more than needed or I don’t make sense.” Noel’s dad continues to lecture her as they approach the front entrance of the police station. “Dad, relax, who are you accusing of being too nervous right now? I’m fine,” she says and brushes him off to walk ahead of him. There is a rush of ringing phones and loud chatter once they enter, people dressed in both police gear and light business attire run back and forth between two rows of perfectly aligned desks. Noel’s dad clutches her to his side to keep her from getting sidewinded as one whiz past her at a close distance. “I didn’t expect it to be so crazy here. What happened?” he mutters. “Why don’t we ask him,” Noel says and points out the only guy sitting alone at a desk, looking quite bored. “Hello, folks. What can I do for you?” the man asks when they approach the desk. Noel sits down
You’ve got to be kidding me… Harken stares on in silence as the shed is rapidly engulfed in flames, the foul odour of burning rubber and plastic from the gym and field equipment trapped inside fills the air, no doubt alerting someone close by soon enough. He barely hears his phone go off in his pocket, grabbing it at the last second to see Scott’s name. “Where the hell are you? Did you actually break into the school, Harken?” Scott starts screaming. Never thought I’d say this but – thank god he’s here! “Noel, I need you to run and meet your dad at the entrance of the school.” She gapes at him, still looking pale and ghastly. “What the hell are you going to do?” “I’m going to stay and call for help, I don’t want you getting messed up in this. I’ll just tell them I was smoking up and accidentally caught fire to the shed.” Noel grips his arms as if to glue him in place. “
It’s been a few days now since the accident and Noel is finally able to return to school with not as much damage done as she expected to her studies and grades. The police report came back that the brakes were at fault and needed to be replaced before the accident, which caused them to seize when pushed down at full force.Noel remembers specifically, however, that Priscilla’s brakes stopped working before she tried pressing down on the pedal, a clear indication the brakes weren’t working well before she even tried using them at all.But even Harken and Abel confirmed that a thorough check was done of the car before it was impounded, Priscilla’s parents refusing to let her drive it anymore.Harken has also been spending a lot more time at the pub with Abel, spending most nights at his apartment down the street so they can work easier, still tracking down the man who broke into the bar and dealing with Mayor Wright trying to buy out the entire block of businesses.Noel has been trying
**WARNING Sexual Content Included in Chapter**~*~ After agreeing to listen to Abel’s story, they climb out of the car and walk over to the nearby children’s park, barren at the time with everyone else in school or at work at this hour. They pick a picnic table near the sandlot and sit down. He takes a deep breath and contemplates where to start, still unsure of where the sudden feeling of wanting to share with her has come from. Since coming to Bisbee, Harken has been the only person outside his family with whom he has confided his secrets and stories with. “I’ll start by sharing that the father I have with me here is not my biological father, to give context to the story. He helped my mother and I get away from the abusive man I once called my father, the man we escaped Cairo because of. He is a military man with a high ranking and even here it’s no secret how corrupt the government-run military is in Egypt. My mother had met my father online as j