When I finished putting on my clothes, a white skinny jeans with a black t-shirt on top of it, I got out of the bathroom and found the maid tidying up my bedroom. It wasn't a big problem or something, but I can do it myself. She doesn't have to do it for me. If I made the mess, I shall clean it.
I should become a poetic.
"Come sit down, lady." I said jokingly, which made her even more nervous than she probably already is. Once a mean witch, always a cruell bitch.
Told yah, poetrie.
The maid sat down nervously and looked down at the ground, looking extremely vulnerable and afraid.
Scared shitless, if you ask me.
"Yes, miss." Her voice was extremely soft and monotone. When she talked to me before hand I noticed how she looks away everytime I try to make eyecontact. I don't know how she became this way, but the people who did this must be as cruell as an angry bull.
And those bulls can be really creepy. I watched an episode of some kind of bull serie. And I almost peed my pants from laughing. Untill he pierced someone with his hornes. I almost puked...
Anyway, back to the present.
The maid had her hands clasped together in her lap, her feet were closed against each other and her head wad hanging low, avouding any kind if eyecontact.
"What's your name?" I asked her.
Because to be fair, I should really ask people their names. 'Cause 'the king' and 'the maid' are getting awefully annoying. It will take me sometime to remember them all, though. Okay, let me tell you something. I've been in the same class for two years now. And I still do not know the name from the girl sitting behind me in chemistry class. How bad is that, right? I keep calling her 'piggy' in my head. 'Cause she has this cute noise that's shaped like a pigs noise. Like pennelope.
"Lily." Her voice was extremely soft, I had to lean forewards to hear it.
"Hello, Lily. I'm Kasey." I said holding out my hand. Which was polite in my oppinion.
But in hers, I seemed a freaking alien from the way she stared at my hand.
And, no, there's no chlamydia on my hands. I'm hundred percent safe. Okay, ninety-nine. What kind of bullshit is that, by the way. Why the fuck would they make something that has one percent chance of getting pregnant or a decease. That's just completely crazy. I mean, nobody is waiting for a baby when they're using a condom or the pill. Or even both. The half of those children out there are unplanned and unwilled. You never know, girls and boys, you may just be some stupid mistake from your horny parents.
Lily shook my hand which made me return from my deep thoughts. "Nice to meet you, miss Kasey."
"Just 'Kasey' will do just fine, Lily." I said smiling at her angelic face. It was truly beautiful, she had a slightly croocked nose which fitted great with her diamond shaped face. Her cheeks were slightly puffy and her blue eyes were the highest point from her whole face. They were absolutely magnetizing. I felt a little bit yealous, actually. With just my plain black hair and my grey eyes.
"Ok, Kasey." Lily stood up and grabbed her broom which was laying beside her feet on the ground, "I'll be returning to cleaning your room now, mi-Kasey." She shook her head at her small mistake and frowned slightly. "Sorry." She muttered softly before looking away again.
"It's okay, Lily. No problem. And I'll be helping to clean my room, if you don't mind."
The suprise she showed in her eyes confirmed my suspisions. The others who live here never help her or talk to her.
Just from the way she responded to my words I knew that this was unusually for her. "That won't be needed, miss. My king is waiting for you downstairs, miss. He'll punish me for not doing my job, miss."
"Oh, ok. Just keep the bed and the closet untouched, please. And thank you, for the cleaning and all. I appreciate it."
The thought of Lily being punished for not cleaning my room is absolutely ridiculous. Why would she need punishment for that? Aren't I the one who doesn't need her help in cleaning my own room? I'm the one who'd turn her offer, of cleaning, down.
I walked out of my room and looked around in the hallway.
This will be one hell of a adventure. I thought to myself when I realized I had truly no idea where to go.
First of all, where is the king? Lily may have mentioned it, but I already forgot that, so, that's just great.
Second, which way should I go? There are seriousky four paths to choose from.
Third, which way is the kitchen? 'Cause that's just important.
And lastly, will there be any more of that delicious chocolat tart? 'Cause I'm hungry like hell.
I looked to my right and spotted a long, wide hallway. There were more then ten doors covering the walls. And when I looked to my left, I spotted exactly the same.
Now, please enlighten me, how the hell do I get to my chocolat tart?
Half an hour has passed and I'm still wondering around the hallways. It's truly a maze of some kind. I keep returning to the same point and it looks like I'm walking in freaking circles. I was trying to get back to the bedroom I was staying in, but there was asmallobstacle.My stomach growled loudly once more and I scowled to the open air.I need food.
"God! Please!" I whined, "please, kill me now." A soft whimper left my lips and made me feel even more misserable then I already felt. The cramps kept building up and becoming like tsunami's hitting my belly. It has never been this bad before. And I truly don't know what to do anymore. I ttied everything. From a warm bath to taking some Aspirin, and nothing helps.And it's fucking killing me.
Screw him.Like you wouldn't love that.Ok, true, I would. I even fantasised about that. And believe me, I would volunteer like Katness Everdeen if he would ever ask.
You know, everybody has something that they can't deal with or simply can't do. Some can't speak in public, for an example, when they get on stage they become so nervous they freeze like a stone and there isn't coming a word out of their mouth. It's sad to watch. Nobody wants to look like a statue infront of hundreds of people.My problem is a little bit smaller. And turns around one person. But it seems worser to me than anything. All my life I've been deeling with it. But it's never been this
The temptation to kiss him right there and then was overwhelming. His hands resting on my ass. He squeezed, I moaned. He slapped, I groaned. Everything felt so good, too good.The emberassment was still there though. My head was warmed up to the max. It felt like it was going to explode. But his hands, God his hands. They were magical. I couldn't think straight. Words where out of the picture. And damn it, my brain wasn't working because of his smell.
Would you believe if I told you I tried to kill myself once? Or twice? Would you believe that I cut my wrists open a hundred times and one time just went to far what got me into rhe hospital for two weeks?Well, you shouldn't. 'Cause I never tried, but I'm close to it now. The awkward tension in the room was just to much for me.
I have no idea whats happening to me but there are unicorns involved...And, yes I know, unicorns aren't real... in this universe. Never underestimate the power of the unicorns. I still don't believe in it though. It's just a horse with a weird thing on his head. It's like a human with a tale... oh, nevermind, that's basicly an ape.
He rocked my world. That's one way to say it. But he made me unavailable to any other man, no man will ever be able to satisfy like he did. A man will never be able to overthrow this. This was truly the best I ever had.The king was laying beside me in bed when I woke up. His long blond hair was hanging before his eyes. Those eyes who watched me fall apart under him last night. Under him, on top of him. Infront of him. We did it all. And God was it good.
Dorian has been inside of me for exactly nine months now. Today is the day that he'll be out of my belly for the first time in his life.I'm already laying in a hospital bed, the only thing covering me is a hospital gown. Denjiel is standing beside me and our families are waiting outside in the waiting room.
It's been a month since Carella has returned to Sicily. She calls me on a regular base. She tells me about her day and I'll tell her about mine, mostly complaining about my huge belly, my aching back and my swollen ankles.She told me she has seen Roman a few times in the street, most of the time wakling with an other girl attached to his arm. The pain that is present in her voice whenever she talk about Roman makes me want to crawl fly over to Sicily and take her in my arms.
Carella has been staying in one of the guestrooms for nearly three months now. Saying she couldn't possibly return to her apartment in Sicily. Afraid she might run into a certain person who caused her heart to break into a million shards.Denjiel explained to me that Carella moved to Sicily when she turned 18, going to an art school there. She bought a small apartment and went to live there for four years, or so she thought.
"So, a son huh?" I grin up at Denjiel.I'm actually quite ecstatic about the idea of welcoming a little prince into this world. Of course I was angry at Denjiel, because he promised he wouldn't tell me the gender, but he did. Even though it was through a stupid slip up, it still angered me. I was already riled up about the fact that I couldn't get out of this castle without him by my side and guards nearby, him accidently telling me the gender angered me even more. I accepted it now, I was actua
The pain I felt in my chest was unbearable. I could barily step into the guestroom before I broke down in hysterical sobs.I already regret walking away from him. I already regret not stepping into his arms and forgive him for his foolish words.Wh
The way Denjiel's eyes shone when I told him I loved him back was euphoric. I've never seen someone's eyes light up that much and that fast.After we declared our love in the middle of the ballroom, everybody applauded, to my utter shock. I was amazed by the genuine smiles in the crowds and the congratulations for my pregnancy. All these people here were so kind and genuinely nice. I truly had nothing to worry about as Denjiel had said.
"You look stunning, sis." I look at Harry through the mirror and smile at him. He's wearing a black tux which made him swoonworthy - as Bonny said.Harry, Bonny, Mase and Brace all arrived about an hour back. Mase and Bonny finally got to meet Delilah and they totally hit it off. The three of them all still gushing over our outfits on my bed, all wearing beautiful dresses with matching heels and acessories.
"What should I wear? Something that doesn't make me look cheap or slutty, something classy looking, something that will leave a good impression." I sigh and let myself fall on the bed, tumbling in a pile of dresses. "I have to make a good impression. Help me." I beg Delilah with my eyes as I pout her way."I'm trying!" She laughs at my expression and falls down beside me on the bed. "Close your eyes." She whispers and I do so without questions asked. "Picture yourself next to Denjiel, standing i
"Would you like to know the gender?" Dr.Bright says, as she puts the cold creme on my stomach.You can see a small bump whenever I get rid if my shirt or my dress. But whenever I'm wearing something, it always covers it up, no matter how thight it is. I was worried if the baby wasn't growing healty enough, but Dr.Bright said that it's perfectly normal and that a lot other woman experience the same.