It's weird, that I feel so at home with Denjiel. I feel like I've known him for years, even though I've only been here for a week, if you don't count my earlier visits here. I never thought I could feel at home in this castle. This big castle where on every corner is guard and a servent waiting for your requests. It scraes me to know that the father of my child is that powerful. It scares me to imagine thatmy child will be the one to inherit all this.
Whenever Denjiel looks at me, touches me or
In some way I felt betrayed by Denjiel. What if he truly made me pregnant on purpose. What if he forgot the condom on purpose.. I don't think i could forgive him if he truly did that to me. Even though I'm happy with my child growing inside of me, it wasn't his decision to make. He's not the one who has to carry the baby in his uterus. He's not the one who has to push it out and suffer that pain. Don't get me wrong, I'm ready to give my life for my baby if that is what must be done. It just would have been nicer if this pregnancy was planned.
Denjiel places his moast lips on my stomach while cradling my hips. I faintly hear him whisper, "My baby" before he kisses my bellybutton. I pull at his hair to make him face me. I passionately kiss his plump lips and pull down his underwear with my feet. I wrap my legs around his middle and pull him against me. I can feel his dick poking against my abdomen."Take me, Denjiel. Make me yours." I whisper through our heated kiss.
It's been two days since Denjiel declared his love for me. He didn't presure me into returning it. He didn't rub it in my face at any times. He hasn't told me he loved me again. Everything was normal between us, it was exactly the same as it was before his declaration.Today we are going to walk around Windstone for a bit. He told me he wanted to show me around, so we decided that we'd do that today.
Skinnydipping is one of the most exciting things I've done in my whole life.The moment I started stripping right infront of Denjiel I had a hard time controlling my laughter.You should have seen his face.
Our breaths out of control, our limb tangled, our sweat mixed and our hearts out of control. That was how it felt to have had toe curling sex."That was one hell of are-dofirst date." I whisper next to his ear, smiling like the Kolderkat from Alice In Wonderland.
"So, chinese it is?" I stated after debating for about fifteen minutes with Denjiel, Delilah and Eric.Delilah and I both wanted chinese, but the men were being stubborn and voted for mexican."Chinese it it." Denjiel mutters, grabbing the phone re
"Would you like to know the gender?" Dr.Bright says, as she puts the cold creme on my stomach.You can see a small bump whenever I get rid if my shirt or my dress. But whenever I'm wearing something, it always covers it up, no matter how thight it is. I was worried if the baby wasn't growing healty enough, but Dr.Bright said that it's perfectly normal and that a lot other woman experience the same.
"What should I wear? Something that doesn't make me look cheap or slutty, something classy looking, something that will leave a good impression." I sigh and let myself fall on the bed, tumbling in a pile of dresses. "I have to make a good impression. Help me." I beg Delilah with my eyes as I pout her way."I'm trying!" She laughs at my expression and falls down beside me on the bed. "Close your eyes." She whispers and I do so without questions asked. "Picture yourself next to Denjiel, standing i
Dorian has been inside of me for exactly nine months now. Today is the day that he'll be out of my belly for the first time in his life.I'm already laying in a hospital bed, the only thing covering me is a hospital gown. Denjiel is standing beside me and our families are waiting outside in the waiting room.
It's been a month since Carella has returned to Sicily. She calls me on a regular base. She tells me about her day and I'll tell her about mine, mostly complaining about my huge belly, my aching back and my swollen ankles.She told me she has seen Roman a few times in the street, most of the time wakling with an other girl attached to his arm. The pain that is present in her voice whenever she talk about Roman makes me want to crawl fly over to Sicily and take her in my arms.
Carella has been staying in one of the guestrooms for nearly three months now. Saying she couldn't possibly return to her apartment in Sicily. Afraid she might run into a certain person who caused her heart to break into a million shards.Denjiel explained to me that Carella moved to Sicily when she turned 18, going to an art school there. She bought a small apartment and went to live there for four years, or so she thought.
"So, a son huh?" I grin up at Denjiel.I'm actually quite ecstatic about the idea of welcoming a little prince into this world. Of course I was angry at Denjiel, because he promised he wouldn't tell me the gender, but he did. Even though it was through a stupid slip up, it still angered me. I was already riled up about the fact that I couldn't get out of this castle without him by my side and guards nearby, him accidently telling me the gender angered me even more. I accepted it now, I was actua
The pain I felt in my chest was unbearable. I could barily step into the guestroom before I broke down in hysterical sobs.I already regret walking away from him. I already regret not stepping into his arms and forgive him for his foolish words.Wh
The way Denjiel's eyes shone when I told him I loved him back was euphoric. I've never seen someone's eyes light up that much and that fast.After we declared our love in the middle of the ballroom, everybody applauded, to my utter shock. I was amazed by the genuine smiles in the crowds and the congratulations for my pregnancy. All these people here were so kind and genuinely nice. I truly had nothing to worry about as Denjiel had said.
"You look stunning, sis." I look at Harry through the mirror and smile at him. He's wearing a black tux which made him swoonworthy - as Bonny said.Harry, Bonny, Mase and Brace all arrived about an hour back. Mase and Bonny finally got to meet Delilah and they totally hit it off. The three of them all still gushing over our outfits on my bed, all wearing beautiful dresses with matching heels and acessories.
"What should I wear? Something that doesn't make me look cheap or slutty, something classy looking, something that will leave a good impression." I sigh and let myself fall on the bed, tumbling in a pile of dresses. "I have to make a good impression. Help me." I beg Delilah with my eyes as I pout her way."I'm trying!" She laughs at my expression and falls down beside me on the bed. "Close your eyes." She whispers and I do so without questions asked. "Picture yourself next to Denjiel, standing i
"Would you like to know the gender?" Dr.Bright says, as she puts the cold creme on my stomach.You can see a small bump whenever I get rid if my shirt or my dress. But whenever I'm wearing something, it always covers it up, no matter how thight it is. I was worried if the baby wasn't growing healty enough, but Dr.Bright said that it's perfectly normal and that a lot other woman experience the same.