Every day that passed was longer than before, I could at least keep my mind off things by drowning myself in work and packing business. The nights were much worse, I can not remember the last time I slept well. Her ghost chased my dreams, as much as I wanted to see my friend, she was far beyond my reach. If I wanted her so badly, why did I not fight for her? Why not go and save her? It's not like I was weak or powerless. Oh yes! I remember. She left of her own free will. She wanted time and space. She left me. She rejected me without saying the words. The thought filled me with sorrow and grief, a pain gripped my heart like a dagger cutting through my flesh.I pulled the car to the gas station, I needed to fill the tank and calm down before I took the road again. Suddenly, my wolf began to come to the surface again, after lying dormant for a few months. Not only that, but I felt a twitch in my chest that I could not explain, like a child who got the toy they liked just to be removed.
My heart pounded inside my chest at how nervous I felt. She just wanted to talk privately, after I found out that Stanlay had nowhere to stay I offered her a room in my hotel but we ended up sharing my suite."It's some kind of conference, the hotel is fully booked. You can take the bed and I'll sleep on the couch if you do not mind." I suggested separate sleeping arrangements because I did not want to postpone my happiness."That's good." She reassured me. "I think I should take a shower." she explained."The bathroom is over there." I pointed to the door near the bed.She took a few steps and then turned around."Can borrow one of your shirts. I'm afraid I did not pack my pajamas." She asked while, She looked so cute with the pink hue on her cheeks."What's mine is your baby!" I called, I meant the words but it sounded so cliché. What comes next? Jag casa es su casa? I gave myself an imaginary face palm. She laughed and thanked me before disappearing into the bathroom.I took my lap
It's been a couple of weeks since Karish and I got back together Despite the fear that my uncle would try to find me and kill me, life has never treated me better, I felt happy and Karish's flock became my new home. I was not officially introduced as Puna, but everyone knew I was their Jordan friend and treated me with the utmost respect. Karish and I got closer every day and became virtually inseparable. We had a daily routine that worked for both of us and allowed us to socialize as much as possible. While the afternoons were reserved for training, Karish usually spends his mornings working and I was on the other side of his office reading books from his library.First, I read various subjects at random, until I came across some textbooks at the university level in the areas of social sciences, economics, management and so on. Karish did not go to college, mainly because no one offered courses on how to become a Jordan. became interested in the books he used to study and decided to
Ugly face looked me up and down with a stern facial expression. He was considering the wild bet I just threw at him. Maybe he was worried that he would lose his pride and his bike. No, I thought, it was less likely with the complacent face he shows now. He's probably thinking about how badly he can hit me and get away, I would recognize that look anywhere, I've seen it so many times before.We were standing in the parking lot and few people have gathered around. If it's a show they want, that's what they'll get. I took off my jacket and Mike kindly held it back for me. I took a few breaths to get myself in the right mood, I will take this as seriously as my training. Even if he is human, I should not underestimate him, I must expect everything and be prepared.My opponent took a defensive position with his fists in front of his face, while he left my arms at my sides. The open attitude made him laugh."You're almost starting to hit me with your little girl," he mocked."Only the weake
Despite how much I wanted to stay with my friend, now that I have her back, I had to go to work. One of my companies had problems and spent the last three days meeting with lawyers, clients and entrepreneurs to find a solution. The investment consisted of assembling electronic devices in a factory in China from parts manufactured in other Asian countries. Due to some political hypocrisy, the government has introduced higher import taxes on the category of products coming from China. Increased costs also meant a higher price. We were already struggling with sales and the new price would put us at a disadvantage compared to our competitors. Moving the factory or any other solution did not fit the business model and would entail more costs than anything else. The only thing that made sense and could reduce our losses would be to dissolve and file for bankruptcy. The overseas part of the business mainly involved subcontractors, so I did not care as much about it as the local employees. Mo
I knew I had to talk to him about it, sooner or later. If I wanted to make this work. Make us work. To say that Karish wanted to take our relationship to the next level was an understatement. Since we were reunited he was nothing but patient and understanding but I could feel all the emotions he kept under the surface. The way he looks at me sometimes, as if he were eating me alive but he had shown restraint time and time again, with respect for my unspoken boundaries. Boundaries that I wanted to break and let him in.Only God knows how he makes me feel every time he touches me. The pain in my stomach has calmed down while I lay in his arms and I wondered if there was more to it than just numbing the pain. I was silent for a moment, pondering the words. I continued to look into his eyes as if they had the answers to all my questions.My mouth opened and closed a couple of times, I have to look to him like a fish out of water. Karish's eyebrows rolled, he looked puzzled but then he smi
I suddenly felt cold then I was about to fall. Gravity pulled at me and my heart sank because I did not know what to take so as not to die. Luckily, two strong arms swirled around me and I stabilized. I opened my eyes but could not see well. I wiped my face with my hands and moved my hair to the sides. Water fell on my head and my face and forced me to blink as I touched my surroundings. My vision was blurred which made it difficult to recognize the shower room, but then I saw a familiar face. What is Karish doing in the shower with me? All I remember was that I went to bed last night. How did I end up in this shower? Wait a minute. A shower. I looked at myself and found out I was naked! Instinctively, I used my hands to hide my privates and my breasts."Karish!" My voice came out louder than I thought. "What am I doing here? And why am I naked?" I shouted at him as if he was obviously responsible for this situation."Do not you remember that I came to my room last night?"I came to h
I have slipped in and out of consciousness. Every time I regain my senses I felt how the pain came back I would struggle and try to whistle and that, but it does not take long for my moans to turn into screams of the unbearable pain. Shortly after that, I feel how the drug is injected and I fall back into the darkness.The times when I was conscious, I felt how my legs were broken and repaired over and over again. My blood felt like molten lava and I was so hot and thought I could burn myself and burn in flames over and over again.Then something changed. The drug was disappearing but I could not talk or move. I was paralyzed but every nerve and every cell was wide awake and screaming in pain. I wanted to raise my voice and ask for more medicine but I was trapped in my own body. A body that tortured itself for a reason I did not know.I needed something to hold on to, to stay healthy, to help me keep going to overcome this. All I could think of was Karish. There's nothing I wanted mor