Realize

I listened to Stanlay's disturbing stories. Her voice trembled, and tears flowed like a river from her beautiful eyes. My heart broke because of her, I couldn't understand why my precious friend had to go through all that pain and suffering living among people. Our species can live with humans, but puppies need to be raised in a pack to grow strong and healthy. What makes us different, our special traits, can seem like a mental illness to people.

But fate brought her to me, her friend. I'm here for her now and I'll make her feel better. I want to make her happy. I want to see her laugh and laugh. But for now, I just wanted to wipe away her tears and comfort her. I stood close to her, wanting but hesitant to hold her hand. She had rejected my touch before, and I didn't feel the pain of rejection again. She doesn't even know that I am her partner, so I had to give her time to meet me and trust me.

Suddenly she leaned her head against me. I was so happy because of this little contact and it sent electricity through my body. It was another indisputable sign that she is really my destined half. I reached for her hands, patted her gently on the shoulder and stroked her beautiful soft hair. After a while, Stanley leaned her face against my chest and hugged me. I was filled with excitement, happiness and emotions that I had never felt before. I didn’t know she was going to have a partner to look like this. I wanted to enjoy the new intimacy, but my wolf had other ideas.

My body began to heat up and the long suppressed lust of my Wolf came out of the depths of darkness. My wolf wanted to take her right here, but I'm not a man losing control. As painful as it was for me to break our embrace, I had to push her away. However, that was not enough because I was still warming up. It felt like the mating season was over again. I had to cool down like! always, I rushed to a nearby lake.

I hastily tore off my clothes and dived into the water. This lake was my safe haven, cold water would usually calm my urges. When I thought I was back to normal, I was sprayed with water, which disturbed my concentration. My little friend wanted to play. She was so innocent. She had no idea what kind of things my wolf wanted to do to her body. Her very naked body was a silent call to bring out the monster. I kept the focus on her eyes and tried to stay calm.

"Stanley's running away from me"

"Okay, I'll swim away from you."

"GET OUT OF THE WATER NOW." The control slipped away and I could no longer be calm. She had to stay as far away as possible or I don't know what I could do.

"Sorry to bother you. You don't have to shout." The tone of her voice made me immediately regret shouting at her.

"I'm sorry I didn't want to shout. Can you give me ten minutes? For now, I have to be alone, "I said, hoping he wouldn't start hating me. Not after we make progress.

Stanley agreed to leave and I asked her to stay close. I didn't want him lost again. She motioned for me to look away and swam toward Ronaldo's shore.

As soon as she stepped ashore, I dived to the bottom and sat there meditating. Being under water blocked my senses, I didn't hear or smell anyone or anything. It was like I was in space, dark, cold and calm. Just a few minutes and the beast would return to its layer, and I was completely my own.

Stanley watched me emerge from the lake, but then suddenly looked away. I suppressed a smile because I was not ashamed or ashamed of my naked body. Nudity was a natural part of werewolf life, Herbert.

I continued to focus on keeping my wolf on a leash. As we made our way back home, I made sure to keep a healthy distance between us. I asked her to hang out with Han, because they seemed to get along well. I could have sounded cold to her, but I’ll make up for it later when I’m better and less tempted.

I ran back to the training ground and interrupted the usual program. I was burning with energy and anxious frustration. Usually a punching bag would be good, but today it won't work. I needed a real opponent, he ordered the warriors to attack me at once. It was a training scenario for preparation in case we were overpowered. At first they hesitated, and then they started attacking me in pairs. I was so incensed that I resisted every attack and none of them could touch me.

The session ended before I knew it, but I felt better than before. I straightened up and looked around. All the men were lying in the ground, catching their breath or retreating out of my reach. I held the hand of a warrior who was close to me to help him get to his feet, but he raised his hands in front of his face. I couldn't understand why he was scared, then I saw the black evening and the parted lips I gave him. Some of the others had more bruises and bleeding.

I didn't hold back because there were one against twenty, but I explain why they weren't willing to attack at first. Maybe I was too rude and I should show the true extent of my power only when necessary. I held the warrior by the neck and pulled him away before I addressed the group, speaking loud enough for everyone to hear me,

"Fear. That's your real enemy. It paralyzes you, obscures your reasoning, makes you hesitate with every move. You are our first line of defense and you will have to face the danger of a heart full of courage and self-confidence that you do not do. You cannot face your enemies when you are crippled by fear. Outlaws and other predators can smell your fear and use it in battle. You should not be afraid of the opponent because he is stronger. That should be a motivation to push your limits even further. You are our first line of defense and you will have to face the danger of a heart full of courage and self-confidence, not fear. You are the strongest members of our pack. Everyone is looking at you and believing that you will keep them. And when you face your enemies, remember the faces of those you are fighting for, remember your families, your friends, your children, your friends. Remember your pack now and always "

"A pack forever and ever" cheered my Beta after he came out of hiding.

And more votes followed. "FOREVER AND ALWAYS"

I knew Herbert wanted to shorten the speech. He never liked listening to my speeches. And that always annoyed me, but I kept my composure as expected of me in front of my soldiers.

"Now you can rest and go to the clinic if you need medical help," I said, allowing the training to end earlier than planned.

Herbert approached me carefully, he was my Beta and my friend but he had a facial expression. One that meant he didn't mean anything good.

"I wonder who pressed your buttons"

"What do you think?"

"It wasn't normal training, you treated them like punching bags. Were you because of blood or something?"

When I fought, I felt stronger, faster and felt sharper. I didn't realize it right away, but looking back, he was right.

"I don't know, I'm not feeling well at the moment. I reluctantly admitted.

"Does that have anything to do with a certain girl? Maybe your friend?"

He stated obviously, her face came back to my mind and I remembered our hug earlier.

"Oh you're blushing," he said with a squeak.

"Stop making that voice, that's fucking weird!"

"You're in love."

"Shut up, Herbert!"

He made stupid faces and pursed his lips. I hated when he did it and he did it on purpose to annoy me.

"I'll kill you if you don't stop right now"

"You're gonna kill me with loooos"

Here, I got angry, my hands were in my hands and a loud growl escaped my throat. Herbert has loved teasing me since we were kids. He knew how to make me angry and when to run away to save his life. Sometimes I manage to hit a punch or two, but this time I had too many emotions that had accumulated, they could hurt him badly if I lost control. And I wanted, as my wolf wanted, to prove to him who Ronaldo was.

My hands began to turn into claws, and my back cracked. Herbert fled at the sound of bones breaking. But I didn't go after him. I didn’t mean literally when I said I was going to kill him. I let go of my wolf and went for a run in the woods. I still had control, but I had to compromise and give him something he wanted after he denied him a partner. A good run would be great to calm him and myself down.

When the sun started to fall, the forest became cold and I felt that my energy was exhausted after hours of running. I returned to human form before entering the clearing. I went home and took a shower, put on fresh clothes, and headed for Stanley's room. I wanted to ask her to join me for dinner. I knocked on the door.

No replies.

"Stanley, can I come in?"

No replies.

I went in, she wasn't there. The bathroom door was open, so it wasn't there. I remembered asking her to find Arosh.

I went to Hana's room, she was watching TV as always.

"Where's Stanley?"

"Hello to you

"ANSWER ME!!"

I didn't know why I was yelling at her. The smile on her face faded and she shrugged. "I do not know!" "I asked her to find you earlier," I tried to lower my voice.

"I haven't seen her since noon."

Those words brought me into a whirlwind of confusion, stress and sadness. I was afraid he would run away again, I was afraid he would run away and leave me. I have to catch her before she's too far. I had to find her, I can't lose my partner so fast after waiting so long to meet her.

I ordered everyone who could move to look for her. I followed her scent in the woods, her scent fading and stopping near the border I had caught here before. She did not return to the lake or the path she took yesterday. It was getting dark and the others couldn't find her either.

I returned home feeling desperate and on the verge of collapsing into madness, but the beloved scent was strong and brought me back to my senses. I figured he'd run away because I didn't check the house. Every room I entered had a long-lasting reminder of her presence, but I could not see her anywhere. The office was the last place to check. I entered with anticipation and excitement, my heart and feet rushing towards the door.

Another disappointment, I felt that Stanley was close, but I couldn't see her anywhere. I let my nose lead me to the path that leads to the tower. I hadn't been there long enough to forget the secret hideout. As I climbed the stairs, my heart began to pound in my chest. My eyes were eager to see her face, my skin ached to feel her touch again.

It was dark, but the moon shone through the window, revealing my beautiful wife sleeping peacefully. I approached closer without sound, her hair falling on her beautiful face. I carefully took her in my arms and carried her to her room. I gently put her on the bed and lay down next to her.