Living with this family for the past four months is one of the best things that has happened to me in a long while. It's been really fun and I've eased into their lifestyle and adapted to it.
It was finally the day of my 21st birthday. Which also means the day I get to know my mate.
"Happy birthday" I knew Jo would be the first to wake me. She walked in holding a big cake followed closely by the rest of her siblings and Miranda, James's mate. She finally agreed to be with him after finding out what a great guy he is. Not without help from Jo and I by the way. It was just so heartbreaking to see James walk around like a depressed character from The Addams Family. They're the perfect couple now. I wish for that, other than the heartbreak part.
I sat up on the bed as I was bombarded with gifts. They really spoil me rotten in this house.
"Guys, you didn't have to" Lies, they absolutely have to. I adore gifts.
"Nothing is too much for our big sister," John said as she handed me his gift. Knowing him, it must be a joke of a gift, which I'll definably treasure.
"Mom says you should get ready for the process," Jaden told me. The process is the rites that lead up to the exact time of my birth which will lead to the preparation of finding my mate.
"Of course, I'll be ready soon. Y'all need to leave though. I can't prepare with you guys here" I shooed them out. Before they left though, I received a hug from each of them. And they filed out.
I arranged the gifts on my dresser and made my way to the bathroom.
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As I came out to the living room where everybody has gathered, I heard applause and a crown was wedged on my head. I was ushered into a throne-like seat. I guess this must be their birthday tradition.
We had a bit of fun and cut the cake.
"Rose, love. Happy birthday, my girl" Aunt Melinda pulled me into a hug. I live for her hugs, she always smells so nice.
"Thank you" I murmured into her shoulder. She released me, only for me to be enveloped in another hug, this one bigger.
"Uncle Jackkkk" His hugs are always bear hugs. He's a big man but a huge softie.
"Happy birthday, Roseline" I love it when he calls me by my full name and that is saved for special occasions usually. He handed me a gift. " From me and your aunt. We hope you like it"
"You know I'll love anything you give me," I said as he gave me a side hug before letting go.
"Anyway, we have to go soon if we're going to make it in time for the process" Aunt Melinda looked at her watch " I'd reckon we have about an hour to get there"
"I'll be right back then so we can leave now" I went back to my room to pick up my bag and put on my shoes and joined them in the car.
The ride wasn't long, about 30 minutes at most. We stopped in front of a house that looks like every other house in the neighborhood but is actually the headquarters for the pack. We are meeting with some of the older wolves in the pack who will guide me through whatever I'm supposed to do.
We were welcomed by a woman who bowed slightly to my aunt and uncle. She then led us to a basement, which despite being underground was actually well-lit.
"Welcome Jack, Mel. Happy birthday, Rose" A familiar voice said. Kingsley 'King', one of the elder wolves though he doesn't look a day over 30.
"Thank you, King" I moved forward to go into his wide-spread arms. Today is a day for hugs.
"We have to begin now if we're going to make it in time for her exact time of birth" Another elder spoke up. She took a look at her watch " which is in 6 minutes".
We quickly positioned ourselves the way we were told the last time we came. And the process begins.
It's quite simple actually. A cut is made into my arm, and the blood is collected into a small bowl. Once it was the exact time, a droplet of blood was dropped into a tiny vial, which has magical properties, I'm told. The blood then swirls around and glowed before settling. The vial is then attached to a necklace which I'm to wear around my neck. It's this vial that'd help me find my mate. It was like a map to find whoever it is.
"This vial's half is with your soulmate. Once you're close to each other, they both will glow, notifying you both of the presence of the other" One of the elders explained. " Under no circumstances must you reject your mate as you're only assigned one" she held up a palm " and before you ask, no mistakes are made when choosing a mate. I'm pretty sure whomever your mate is, is perfect for you, else the great Wolf wouldn't have paired you both"
"Huh, that wasn't actually what I was going to ask, but ok" I scratched my neck " I wanted to ask what would happen if by chance one of us rejects the other?"
"Then, you both will be in a pain so excruciating you'll wish for death, but it would not come. Your wolf will die inside of you and without your wolf, you're useless and you'll eventually die too". Well, that's intense.
King handed me the necklace, which I wore "Here you go, honey. Tomorrow, you'll feel some changes which are totally normal and should not freak you out. Ok?" I nodded to show that I understood.
" You may go now. Everything is done" we were ushered out.
"Wait, how long will it take me to find my mate?" I was confused about it. My aunt answered the question instead
"Anytime from tomorrow honey. Your mate's smell will attract you to them even before you see the other half of your vial. You'll know once you smell a whiff of their scent". I thought meeting my mate was like tonight kind of thing. Guess I'll have to wait till tomorrow then. The party was still ongoing when we got home.
"Having a birthday party without the birthday girl, I see" I teased them before joining in. The party ran till quite late at night. I was exhausted when I went to bed though I was full and happy.
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"Good morning, Rose"
I bolted up from the bed and looked around. My room was empty.
"Huh, who said that?"
"It's me" the voice replied.
"Guysssss, this has better not be a prank" I am really not in the mood for one. I checked the alarm beside my bed. 5 am. " You guys couldn't wait till proper morning before pranking me?"
"It's not a prank, idiot. It's me Bessie, your wolf". I then realized that the voice was coming from my mind not physically. I guess this must be one of the changes they talked about.
"Wow, I've never heard you speak before so it's quite a shock". Before, I've only felt undercurrents of Bessie's energy which helps me to pick up what she means or wants sometimes.
"That's because I was recessive. Your process yesterday fully unlocked me"
"Nice, but.. should we really be having this conversation at 5am?. I need my sleep you know" I yawned. It'd take a while to get back to sleep now.
"Absolutely necessary. You need to shift. I haven't been out in a while and I need to run. I need the rush of being out and myself"
"And we're going to do that now?" No way that's happening. It's barely light outside. I can't run in the dark to God knows where.
"Yes. NOW". She sounded impatient.
"Not happening" I lay down and put the covers over me. And then it became very hot. " If you're the one doing this, please stop. I need to rest".
“I just want to let you know that I can do worse things than just making you feel hot. Get up, you lazy bum"
Sassy and dominating? Why does she have to be this way? Can't she just be gentle and compliant? Urghhhh.
"You do know I can hear your thoughts, right?" I could swear she was snickering
"Whatever. Let's compromise instead. You let me sleep for one more hour and you can run all you want".
"I want to run and hunt. I'm really hungry right now and you wouldn't like me when I get hangry"
"If it's food you want, let me make you some toast instead" I stood up from the bed to head to the kitchen. She made a ' is she joking right now ' kind of noise.
"You think I eat what your punny human body needs to survive?. We're going. NOW" Now, she was beginning to get angry. I shouldn't push her to the limit. She's inside me and I don't know what else she could do to me.
"Fine. Fine. We'll go for your run and hunt".
"Good" She replied, obviously smug. She sounds like one of those people who will blackmail you into doing what they want you to do. It's going to be a long years for me. I wondered if I should put on clothes. Every other time I've shifted, I always shift back into my human form without the clothes back on.
"Don't worry about the clothes. They'll stay on. We're connected more deeply now so we can coordinate our thoughts to what we want" she assured me.
I picked out simple clothing and went outside. The back of the house leads into the woods and that's where I went to. And then I shifted. This time, it felt different from every other time I have. Before, I usually have no memory of what happens during the time I shift, but this time, I felt like a passenger in a car that is my own life. Despite it still being dark, I could see very clearly. Night vision. I also could hear every sound within a half mile radius.
"Ha, extremely good to be in control" I heard my wolf say. And then we ran. Faster than I could have thought possible. Bessie found a deer and rushed at it before I could blink my eyes, she tore into it.
"Ewwwww. That's disgusting" I commented when she ripped apart the deer to eat the intestines.
"You'll get used to it" She told me before walking towards a water source. I looked at the reflection in the water. My wolf is majestic, if I'm to say so myself. The dark brown of her fur was shiny and she has healthy coat. Her eyes are brown with flecks of gold and... Is that green? Where had that come from? Even with the blood on her stout, she looks great. Perfect. Like she commanded respect. We commanded respect.
"You can quit admiring me now. I know I look great, already" Such a narcissist.
“It's getting brighter now. I think we must have been out for over an hour already. I note this to my wolf. " We should get back now. I wouldn't want to worry the family. Also, I don't think it's advisable for anyone to see us out like this. It's dangerously close to a human town and they don't take kindly to wolves".
"You're right. Let's head back" Obviously energized, she ran faster than before and within a while, we were home. I shifted back at the back of the house. Like Bessie said, my clothes were still intact. Would have been weird if someone found me outside naked. Though I'm sure they'll understand. Most of the family was still asleep, so I snuck in, even though I'm certain someone must have picked up my radar. Extremely tired, I headed back to bed. But before I slept, Bessie whispered into my mind.
"Next step, finding our mate"
"You really should go with me," Jo tried to cajole me into going to the mall with her. Not like I wouldn't, but I'm extremely tired from the early morning and sometimes midnight runs that Bessie sometimes subjects us to despite knowing full well that I need my sleep too.“I'm sorry Jo, it's not like I don't want to, I'm just really tired right now." I tried to go back to sleep but she wouldn't have it. She pulled me back up from the bed."You can't sleep away your whole day," She whined."Actually, I can. Why don't you get Aunt Mel to go with you? Or one of the boys" I'm sure someone will be willing to go with her. "One of the boys?" She scoffed. "Yeah, right. Like they'd be caught dead going into a mall. And mom's busy, I already asked her. You're the only other female in this house. I'll need bits of advice when shopping.""Only other female? Wow, I didn't know Miranda is now trans. I must go see him, I'm sure he'll be heartbroken to learn that you've given away his secret of being
Nate must have been in great pain too because the next day, we got a message which stated that we should meet. Though I was in pain too, we had not had the time to extend an invitation for us to meet. We headed for the Jones's home the next morning, the earlier we can get this over with, the better. As we drove over, I kept trying to communicate with Bessie, only to receive silence back, sometimes, I thought I could hear her whine but I knew it was false, she has gone completely silent on me. "Soon, Bessie. I promise I'll fix this. I'm sorry". This has become my mantra since yesterday. I am in pains but according to the elders, she is in worse pain.I must have been lost in thought because the next thing I remember is my aunt ushering me down from the car. I looked around and it occurred to me that during my time of begging and apologizing to Bessie, we had arrived at Nate's house. Scratch that, this is not a house, it is a bloody mansion. Trying my hardest not to gawk at the extreme
I looked at my aunt. It wasn't something I had not expected. The council had suggested it and I'm sure we would have suggested it if they hadn't mentioned it first. It just means that I will actually have to live with him. Although, this will actually help me with my plans. I straightened up in my seat and made to speak when my aunt beat me to it."We agree to your terms. But we have a few conditions of our own before they do" We had discussed this on her way here rather, my aunt and uncle had. I zoned out most of the conversation to speak with Bessie. I only heard snatches of the conversation so I have to listen extremely carefully now.Kenneth motioned for my aunt to continue speaking. My aunt looked at my uncle who nodded at her before she continued. " Most of our conditions are basic ground rules. One, nothing, and absolutely nothing must happen to Rose thr
Looking at myself in the mirror in this ridiculously beautiful bridal gown is making me nauseous. It's not like I don't like the gown, I love it, but the idea of wearing such a beautiful creation for something that's not even real is making me annoyed. We've been shopping for six hours already, and we've gotten every other thing with the gown as the last stop. After trying on four previous gowns, we finally found "the one". I don't even know why we bothered with it, but knowing Nate's family, they'd plan something fancy, so the jeans and top are definitely out of the equation.After so much squealing and sniffing, we paid for the gown and we went back home. I guess I am a little excited about getting married even if it's someone I do not love.We got home to meet the full house. During the time of our shopping, the Joneses sent
I was jarred out of my sleep by an alarm I am pretty certain I didn't set, must be the work of Jo or my aunt. I looked at the time, 4 am. Ok, I'm definitely going to kill Jo.My suspicions were confirmed when she peeped sheepishly from my door before barreling in. How anyone could have so much energy at the ungodly hour is something I cannot comprehend."Is there any reason why I should be awake by this inhumane hour?" I asked, clearly annoyed. It's not like I was looking forward to this day, but getting woken up is adding to my long list of reasons to be grumpy for the rest of the day."First off, you're not human so this isn't inhumane" I made her say something when she stopped me, and before you say it's a metaphor or whatever, I know. Secondly, it's your wedding day, and
I woke up extremely rested. The sun was already filtering through the windows when I finally stood up from the bed. I went to shower and get dressed and went down for breakfast.Harriet already prepared breakfast when I got to the dining room and the table was loaded with several dishes. My mouth was already watering as I set to go to the table. I almost didn't see Nate until I bumped into him where he was seated."I know you don't get to eat good food frequently but you didn't have to show your gluttony by nearly killing me to get to the food" He smirked as he righted himself.I'm going to strangle this guy. But not now, I'm not going to let anyone, however annoying they may be, get in the way of my good mood this morning and stop me from eating that delicious-looking
Glancing at the clock, I saw that it was still late afternoon. Harriet has left a note saying that she was out grocery shopping and will be back in time to serve dinner and that she's left me some food from lunch if I want it.I wasn't hungry, so I just took water from the freezer and headed to the movie room. Might as well do something to pass the time. To get to the movie room from the kitchen, I'd have to pass by Nate's office. He must still be there because I heard faint sounds coming from the room. He must be on a call. I quietly left but turned back when I smelled something different. There's someone else in there.I opened the door and saw Nate locked in what looked like the middle of sex with another woman. I looked at her and recognized who she was. She was the same person he had his hands around when I first saw him a
I heard the knock and checked my phone. A few minutes to 7 am. I must have fallen asleep after I came back up yesterday. Then I heard the knock again. I picked up my robe and opened the door."Good morning. I left you to sleep as long as I could, but Mr Jones insisted I wake you up to start preparing, stating that he had told you to wake up early enough previously". Jerry said, standing outside the door with a bag of supplies."Good morning to you too, Jerry. Please come in." I made way for Jerry to pass into the room. I knew Nate was in the house. I could smell his presence."He also told me to tell you that you'll be leaving by 10 am, which gives us about 3 hours to get you ready," He said as he started to set up whatever he needed.
ROSE'S POV__SIX YEARS LATER"Mommyyyy". I heard my youngest scream. I sighed and walked into the room they were in. Ever since he was old enough to talk, Alexander has always looked for an opportunity to scream mommy around the house, even when there was no need for it. I've been trying to get him out of the habit but nothing seems to work even when his older sister caution him against it."You didn't have to shout that loud, Xander. Mommy would have heard you regardless." I said as I picked him up and placed him on my lap. It didn't seem like he has any injuries but the need for him to shout to get my attention was just there. It's not like I've been gone for that long. It's been barely twenty minutes since I left but that seemed like an hour or two in his eyes.
_ROSE'S POV__With tears in my eyes, I stretched my hand forward and muttered yes over and over again. I can't believe that he's officially asking me to be married to him and for real this time. I know it's going to be a shock to the public when they find out that the first wedding was a faux one. Even though we didn't leak pictures or post anything about it online, hundreds of thousands of people on the internet knows I'm married to Nate which means we have to release a statement that explains everything to them.A lot of people will be confused, naturally, but we'll have to clear up the air if we want everything to go smoothly. I don't want to have to fight the online in-laws who will tell me I've been living a lie and isn't truly married to Nate.When we got home, it was too late a
_ROSE'S POV__Today seemed to be one of the best ones I've had so far. Nate seemed intent on making me know that he loves me regardless of whatever might have happened between us and whatever it is I've told him. I couldn't believe he reacted to what I told him the way he did without getting mad about it. That's when I knew I had lucked out when it comes to finding a partner. Ever since I told him I loved him too, he had been doing everything in his powers to make sure I'm very comfortable and for me to know that I'm very loved.It's been a week already and it's the best week I've had in a very long time. He said I should dress pretty today because he was taking me to a place where I would really like and I'm very excited for it.For the first time in weeks, I felt completely comforta
_ROSE'S POV___I know the therapist is right and I have to tell Nate the actual truth about how I felt about him and his family and how I currently feel. I know it's long due that I tell him about it and I can't blame myself though. With everything that has happened, there's no way I would want to be involved with someone like me if I was him. But, I actually love him and I don't want to lose him. The therapist tells me that if I don't tell him early enough, he's going to get frustrated and decide to leave me alone. Although, I know he can't do that when he already has me pregnant, but there's a chance that the love he feels for me now will start to dwindle. I don't want to be in a loveless marriage.I also need to tell him what I actually had planned for him and his family. I know it'd come as a shock to him to hear that my initial plan when I agre
_ROSE'S POV___Even before it was mentioned, I know I'll be needing therapy and I didn't bother to hide that fact. I'm tired of pretending like I was fine and since I couldn't start therapy yet because the doctor asked that I rest at home for a while before they'll give me the go ahead to go and start the therapy sessions."I'm aware of that your honor, and I'm working towards it". I said just before I was lead off the witness stand. It's sheer strong will that is holding me from crying. Since I was now done, I didn't ask before I left the courtroom, Nate behind me. Since I didn't allow any of my family members to come with me, it was easier for me to just leave with him than to start rounding them all up.I wasn't called back which means I have been excused and I went into the car. A
__ROSE'S POV____"The court has asked that we must be present at the trial which means whether we like it or not, we have to be there and I know you wouldn't want to relieve any of what happened but it will go a long way in making sure these bastards are put behind bars". Nate said.As soon as we got news of the trial, I had been hoping that I won't have to be called to go there but it looks like that's just wishful thinking.It's been over a month now since the incident happened and I just got discharged last week. It was a very slow process towards healing and while I might not be totally myself yet, it's better than who I was before. The wounds healed nicely and most of them didn't leave permanent damages on my body. The ones that did are in places that can be covered up easi
_ROSE'S POV___It feels like this is just a movie because I don't want to believe that what he's saying is actually true. I had thought that what he said the day he rescued me was just hallucination and I didn't want to think of it as something other than thatHearing him say it again that he loves me makes it feel like a dream. Yeah, I know we've gotten close and we are no longer sworn enemies but him actually falling in love with me seems so far fetched. It feels like a prank and although I doubt it, I don't want it to end because if it does, it means he doesn't really love me like he said and all this hope was for nothing."Don't say things you don't mean just because you want me to do something for you, Nate". I chided him. I don't want him to tell me things he thinks I want to hear just so I
__NATE'S POV____There's a lot to unpack from everything Rose had told me today. I don't even know where to start from or what to do and how to go about it. She can't just drop the news that she's pregnant and then immediately tell me that she'd be terminating our child and expect me to be fine with it. There's no way I can be fine with that sort of thing.I tried as hard as possible to make sure she won't do it. I even told her I love her. I didn't want to tell her that way before because I don't want it to seem like I'm pushing it to her because I want her to do something for me and that is not aborting the child, but it's almost like a last resort for me. For her to not do what she wants to do.I know Rose is very stubborn and once she sets her mind against something, there's nothing you
__ROSE'S POV___I opened my eyes to see him staring down at me. It looked like he was searching my face for something I don't know about. He moved back when he saw that my eyes were open though and he smiled at me, one I didn't return."Hey. I didn't know you're awake. I'm sorry I wasn't here for you when you woke up. I had to do some things". I have an idea of what that could have been. I can see blood splatters on his shirt and although he tried to hide it, I can see the ones on his knuckles too. Since it was mentioned earlier that he was going to the police station, I'm going to assume that means that whomever it is he fought with is Drake or Helena. I know he doesn't hit women though, which means it had to be Drake.I'm not against the fact that he did that, I just don't like the