Paloma~It's alway weird when the girl in high school who was popular because she was hot and because every boy had seen her ass as a rite of passage called the young prissy virgin (which was me, I'm the young prissy virgin) a slut.Well that was what Elena Furbray called me for the entirety of high school and I did pride myself that I wasn't a suck-up like her, who clung to boys and their dicks. But it turns out that there might be a bit of slutty-ness in me. There was nothing else to quantify myself as I melted like putty to his kisses. I'm ashamed to say that if he hadn't stopped of his own accord I wouldn't have either. We said nothing apart from that didn't think we needed to as we fell back to sleep.I had gotten quite used to the warmth he provided when we slept, it was another shame I'd like to forget, I wanted to remember the beast who'd broken that girl's heart all over the sidewalk, but with the helpful, suspiciously silent guy next to me, the memories refused to rise to th
Paloma~The faint knock on the apartment door had me tingling with something I didn't dare admit to myself. It seemed kind of ridiculous for me to pace about amd yet it was the only thing keeping me sane.My hopes were dashed once again, twice it should have been him and twice it wasn't. I send the pizza guy away with a rather meagre tip even though it was clearly not his fault that Orion was a no-show. Hours seemed to pass by perceptively but the clock said he was only minutes late. Each moment sort of taunted me and under the lush and beautiful girl in the black lush dress, a sliver of my old self stared back in astonishment.The long wait finally won over any sort of niceties and excitement I'd dreamed up, it'd been foolish of me to believe that he'd-The sound of a light faint knock had whatever thought that I had wrenched out of me, my feet quickened as I opened the door.There he was, rocking off the casual look with faint illumination of the moon echoing away in his eyes, eyes
There's something about the simplicity and elegance of everything that blows me away."It's, it's-" I began, my breath hitching in my throatHis fingers curl about the small of my back and the vivid image of my torn dress resurfaces and I feel the redness entangled with my skin. "Come on." He whispers in my ear. "Your date has lingered on enough."He leads me on to the candle lit table. It felt ethereal being right there with him in the middle of the room under the surprisingly starry night."Hope you can keep a secret?" He says as we sit. "Cause this has to be one of my hideouts."He smiles at me, a genuine clean smile this time, it felt good to see him do that for me, made me feel something stir in me, something that broke the boundaries of the faux pretence we had going on."Tell me something about yourself." He says digging into the chicken in front of him. "Apart from the crap."My eyes narrowed and he raised his hands in mock surrender, but yet I obliged him. "I like the color
It's been days since the incident with the 'crazy ex' as Casey and I had dubbed it and there wasn't a glimpse of him around, I'd gone out of my way to see him, even to his soccer game which was saying a lot considering I cared little to nothing for the sport, but it would seem that even then he'd gone out of his way to avoid me, disappearing with crowd before I could even get the chance to talk to him.Casey had been livid at first, at girl for being an 'obsessive bitch' her words not mine and at him for abandoning ne right after, it would be impossible for me recount some of the PG-79 words that she'd used on him, but nevertheless she passed on her usual message. Be careful, it irked me that she thought so little of him and even more so that his actions were proving her right.As for me, I'd been left slightly abused and confused and extremely bruised to my ego, the fact that he'd avoided me for so long only seemed to worse whatever feelings of dissatisfaction and doubt that I had to
Casey ended up being the hyper one among the both of us. After the incident at the mall with nude girl 101, the party seemed to be all that she could talk about, Strange how her eyes took on a mischievous glint whenever she talked about it, but I had to play the part and agree with her, wouldn't want my best chance of survival slipping away.There was little I could do too save for school, I tried to be nonchalant and not so hyper, it seemed crazy that there was this budding need and feeling that I needed to impress a man who'd be comfortable ignoring, the more I thought of it, the less I felt alright, It made feel less and I didn't really want to anymore."Case." I tell her on the night of the party. "I don't really think I'm in the mood for this anymore, maybe we should stay home?"She looked at me like I'd lost my mind, "I didn't spend all day planning to rub my pretty self all over some rich kid." She tells me. "And so help me God if you don't put on this fucking dress and start
A sudden ran through me as we stared continuously at each other, there was a shuffle of feet as big burly guards approached from behind her but I was deftly tucked behind Orion, his sister's enraged face quickly disappearing as i faded inconsequentially behind him."What is this nonsense?" He growled meancingly, tightening his grip on me. "That's the bitch who molested me." she growled. "Along with her crazy ass friend!"I positively cringed, Casey was positively having the best fucking time of her life compared to my current predicament. "That's not true." I whispered behind him, feeling my cheeks take on a bubbly red shade."You keep quiet." she snarls reaching from behind him to scratch at me. He pulls her back abruptly and at the same time casts a mean glare towards the approaching guards. "The fuck if I let you touch her." He says lowly to his sister. "Don't fucking cause a scene here.""Enough." Came a deep burly voice. "Remember whose name you represent." There was hush an
Paloma~So where'd we stop?Yeah, oh shit.One minute I'm in the middle of orgasmic bliss and the next I am scrambling around for non-existent sheets. "Oh." Casey says simply, others words refusing to come out. "Wow."Dwayne and Orion hold bemused expressions on their faces, I try pulling away from him, but Orion tugs back holding me tightly to him. "Uh-I think we'll coke back when you wrap this up." She says demonstrating with her arms. "No." I yell waving frantically. "Yes." Orion says at the same time. "It's her apartment." I say. "Besides we weren't really, we didn't-, it isn't-"His hidden arm snaked around my waist delving into unseen places and abruptly shutting me up. "Give us a minute." Orion says. "We have unfinished business."Words died deep in my mouth as his fingers continued to play around me. "Have fun?" Casey says before Dwayne drags her off. We're alone again, and I am about to start a whole chain of berating but he's quicker, his lips find mine and it's as i
Paloma~"Stop!" I yell. "Orion, Jackson Stop it!"My orders fell on dead ears, the two men scuffled about trading blows and drawing blood amongst each other like it was no big deal and it was all my fault, I yelled again and I felt hot tears brim in my eyes, I wouldn't be that girl.Two guys finally intervened pulling the two enraged men off each other. "Don't you ever touch her again." Orion growls. "She's mine!""Let the girl decide." Jackson shoots back. "If you can shove your tongue down Amy's throat while she's there, I was trying to make her happy, she doesn't seem to have that with you!"There were more trades of angry words and Orion broke free and took another swing at Jackson who proceeded to headbutt him, the crowd looked onto us whispering and ice cold shame and embarrassment whittled it's way down my bonesI turned and ran, pulling a Cinderella I heard both men call after me and I replied none picking up the pace so that neither of them caught up with me, a taxi seemed t