69MILO'S POVI was sleeping on my bed when I heard loud knocks on my door and continuous ringing of the doorbell which was pretty alarming. I worried that it might be the fans who have found my hotel room number. I sat on my bed and stared at my phone and realized that I had a message from Lindy and it was still eight in the freaking morning. Who's trying to wake me up early on a vacation?I groaned on my bed while stretching my arms out to the roof before I grabbed my robe and walked to my door. As I swung it open, it was four guys with surgical masks on with their hoodies covering their heads and I already had a guess they were but it was slightly unbelievable."Who the hell are you?" I asked, having my eyebrows furrowed.They pulled their masks down and my eyes widened when I saw the other lads standing right in front of me. Jasper jumped onto me and each of them started entering my room after greeting me noisily along the hallway of the entire floor. I closed the door right away
70"Tonight," Silas answered."We can't. Lindy has a class tomorrow." I blurted out."Oh right. She's in school. How about Friday?" Silas asked."Saturday.” Lucius answers. “Saturday would be better to go camping.""Then it's all set." Silas exclaimed excitedly."But we don't have the stuff we need like sleeping bags, tents, and other stuff." I tell them."We'll ask Paul to do the shopping for us.” Jasper turns to Paul. “Right Paul?”Paul nods.Good morning baby :) I love you .xx -MillLINDY'S POV"What?!" I exclaimed as I rushed up to my room and shut the door behind me. "Please baby."I rested my back on my door, "I'm scared to do it. I'm not sure Milo ." "C'mon baby. The lads miss you too and I wanna see you again."I paused, "They're here?""Yeah. They want to see you so what do you say?"I took a pause again to think about his offer. I was not sure about this one because it didn’t sound like it would be foolproof. I hear Milo calling out to me on the other line, "Baby please?"
71LINDY'S POVThe following morning, I was obviously running late for class and I didn’t want to miss my exam today even though I didn’t study much for it last night. I took two cups of coffee earlier to make sure I would stay wide awake during the test. I don’t know where I am getting all this energy from when I only slept for four hours last night. I ran to my classroom and luckily arrived on time as I was panting trying to catch my breath. I hate it when my first subject has an exam.The exam started quickly when the teacher entered our room and he quickly handed out the test papers. As soon as I stared at the paper, I don’t know how to answer this exam at all. My mind is only thinking about Milo Beckett, the ice skating rink, Silas Cohen, Lucius Jones, Jasper Brady, Rowan Easton, and Paul Higgins and I was sure they were not the answers to this test. I haven't studied well last night, I just reviewed my notes half awake and half asleep this morning in the bus.When the exam was d
72LINDY’S POVAs soon as we finished eating, we were all insanely full. We cleaned up our mess and I volunteered to throw the garbage since I didn’t want them to be seen around here. As soon as I got back inside, I found them in the living room all."Let's all play Xbox." Silas blurted."Can we play Lindy?" Jasper asked as soon as I returned."Sure!" I exclaimed.I sat down beside Milo as he wrapped his arm around my waist. I kissed him on the cheek as Jasper, Silas, and Rowan started playing some games. While Lucius was on the phone, probably talking with Sophia."Does your thighs still sore?" Milo whispered to me while massaging my thighs he knows he is giving me that tingling sensation again."Not anymore." I answered with a smile.He smiled as he pulled my chin up to him while kissing me on my lips. I kissed him back too and we didn't care if his friends were around. I placed my hand on his warm neck and we pulled ourselves away from each other as smiles grew on our faces."I'm g
73MILO'S POV"Hurry up lads!" Jasper yelled at us.Silas and Lucius started getting off the car while Lindy was still asleep on my lap. It was probably ten in the morning when we arrived in this forest. I was too fond of staring at Lindy sleeping on my lap because she looked so comfortable with her position."Let's set up the tents and everything else." Jasper commanded."Yeah sure thing scout leader." Silas answered sarcastically while saluting."Baby..” I cooed because I knew I had to wake her up. “We're here." She slowly opened her eyes and stared at me before she flashed her beautiful smile towards my direction as I bent my head down to her, giving a peck on her lips. She sat down for a while before we head out of the van as we bring our own bags while I was holding her sleeping bag for her.We followed Jasper who was walking towards the others while he was the one leading the pack. There were actually nine of us, Spitfire Strip, Lindy, and our three security guards who needs to
74LINDY'S POV"Stop playing Irish songs Silas. Play something we know." Jasper calls out.Silas was just strumming and plucking on his guitar singing songs that only he knows. We were circling around the campfire while we were on our thick jackets, folding chairs, blankets, beanies, and scarves.It was really cold.I sat down right beside Milo while his arm was wrapped around me and a can of soda in his hand. It was almost eight in the evening, I think and we just finished having dinner which everyone prepared and cooked for. The day went by perfectly well and I really enjoyed spending time with Milo’s friends who seemed like normal guys without the cameras. They seem to get along so much but also bicker at the same time, especially Lucius and Jasper including Paul. Lucius, Jasper, Rowan, and I were busy melting mallows so we could make smores while Milo was busy eating the un-melted mallows. It was just a chill Saturday night, under the stars, around the fire, camping in a forest,
75He started wandering his hands all over me, touching me on the perfect spots that turns me on while I grabbed his growing erection out from his shorts. I stroke his length as I watch him react to it. “Fuck Lindy.” He curses under his breath. “Come to daddy.” He says it with a smirk on his face as he pulled up my thighs lifting me up effortlessly. I wrapped it around his waist and he inserted his tongue inside my mouth as we kiss passionately. I grabbed his shoulders while he tried pulling off the strings of my bikini. I was already naked beneath as I held tight onto his shoulders for support. The next thing I knew he was already inside me, thrusting me so slowly. I loved it. I always love it when we do it and I don't care where it was as long as it is him inside me. I didn’t care if it was by the lake, on the tub, on the river, on my bed and anywhere else he wants to fuck me. I will always surrender to him and only Milo .He kept thrusting me and I tugged the back of his hair sof
76LINDY’S POVShe stares at me reluctantly.“Hey.” I greeted with a fake smile.Her neck started getting longer and she starts looking more like a giraffe as he kept looking over to what was behind me. I looked behind too just to double-check if the boys were there or if they have left anything."Uhhh... What are you doing here?" I asked."Your mom called my mom and said I need to sleep over here tonight." She answered.My eyes widened, “Really?”She squints her eyes at me, "What's wrong?” She was quick to notice my reaction. “Your face looks like you've seen a ghost.""Sleepover? Here? Tonight?"She nodded. "What? Aren't you gonna let me in?" She chuckles her way inside the foyer.I closed the door behind her squirming inwardly because I didn’t know how to tell her that Spitfire Strip is here. I know she is my best friend and I know I trust her but I don’t know if letting her know that Spitfire Strip is here inside my house will be something that she can keep a secret. I know how ta
E P I L O G U E "Em, just stop screaming, please." Lindy begs. "Think of it as a vacation."VACATION?! Then why can not I use the private jet?! Why do I have to ride a plane in eco... e... Ugh! I do not even want to say the word!""Stop being so overdramatic, Em. We all started somewhere." Milo mocks."I started rich and popular, I am keeping that title." She stood her ground.Milo tilts his head, "Not unless I take that away from you."She gapes.Ezekiel pulled up his pad as soon as he finished writing the words, “Cheer up Em. It is not so bad.” with a smiley face next to the sentence.It annoyed her even more. She loves her twin brother, but she hates the situation that she was in.“Not so bad for you!!” She screams at her brother before she groans. “You can not do this to me!!” Emerald screams like the drama queen she is.Days passed, Emerald found herself arriving in Aidenwoods, New Zealand with two big pieces of luggage and only a hundred pounds in her wallet and the other hund
70‘The famous Beckett duo called EZME called it quits after five years of singing together to their millions of fans due to personal issues, scandals, and health conditions that needed to be taken more seriously. Ezekiel Beckett has been suffering from Muscle Tension Dysphonia which causes the sound and feel of his voice to change due to extreme muscle tension in and around his voice box. As a result, it causes his voice to regularly stop performing more efficiently which broke a lot of his female fans' hearts. The 21-year-old heartthrob and crooner recently lost his voice due to stress, tension, overuse, and overwork and is now going through therapy doing various exercises.On the other hand, Emerald Beckett, who is no longer new to scandals and issues, has gotten some pretty bad press every now and then. The 21-year-old pop star and the other half of the duo called EZME have been known for her horrific diva behavior since her rise in popularity. It has always been rumored that she
69L I N D Y After the honeymoon, I bravely decided to go back to college and finish where I left off. Milo has been very supportive of my decisions and he has been my confidante in almost anything that I do and I want to do. He would confront me about what would be the best and would advise me when things get harder or more confusing. He is just there constantly supporting me which means so much to me after everything.When he asked me if I would move in with him to London, I did not hesitate to agree with him because all my life anywhere with him, whether it is in London, Peru, Spain, South Africa, the Philippines, or anywhere around the world, I would want to be with him. Always. Mom and dad felt sad when they found out that I was moving to another continent which made them feel a little bit emotional before we parted ways. Although they understand that things are going to be different now that I am getting older and wiser and have plans set on ahead of me with Milo. Yet, my paren
68L I N D Y “Welcome home Lindy!!!” I was taken aback as soon as the party poppers popped that came out of nowhere and I see everyone in this house greeting me with smiles on their faces. I see Lucius, Jasper, Silas, and Rowan who came all the way to celebrate this day with me which really means so much to me after what I have been through. It was the kind of support system that I needed after what happened to me and how these people are showing me an unconditional kind of love. These guys, whom I have always considered as my older brothers from other mothers, are all here and this means the world to me. I see Martha who ran towards me in a split second and hugged me tightly with tears flooding in her eyes which made me cry too because this scene is very much making me so emotional. She hugs me tight as she says the words, "I am so glad to see you again. I have missed you. I have missed you so much. I missed you a lot."She makes me bawl my eyes out as I hug onto her tighter, "I m
67L I N D YSaint Francis Sanitarium had a different way of treatment which had been pretty much helpful for my recovery. They also had strict rules about visitors, no one was really allowed to see the patients who are under treatments like me to avoid problems, complications, and miscalculations. There were no cellphones allowed inside and Wi-Fi as well to avoid any social media. Although they allowed gifts from the outside, it was still hard not to be able to see everyone. I didn’t let my negative emotions get the worst of me because I had to be strong for myself and my kids and for everyone else who is waiting for me to head out of this mental facility. I faced this battle head on and even though it was hard for me to accept the changes that I have had, emotionally and mentally, I am still very thankful for the support that I am getting from my family, friends, and of course Milo.Milo has been sending me hand written letters every day which is something I always look forward to
66M I L OWhat did she mean by that?Did she mean it literally?Silence, there was silence between us and I was just utterly and indescribably confused. She didn’t answer while her eyes were looking all over the entire house. Her eyes looked like she was searching for something inside the house and at the same time, she looked like she was in distraught. She looked so lost, sad, and completely puzzled by her own thoughts inside her head.“Are you alright baby?” I holler.She nods and looks back at me, “Yes. Just…. Just a little… awake.”I tried to ignore what I heard from her about hearing them in her head and just walked towards her, “I thought you fell asleep?”She shakes her head, “I can’t.”“Did you even try?”She nods. “Yes. These days it’s just hard for me to sleep.”“Should we visit the doctor?”“No.” Her voice was firm. “No need for that.”I take her hand to mine, “Hey, let’s go back to sleep. Shall we?”She nods and smiles before we walked up to the bedroom.I still hear the
65M I L OThey were so tiny.Very tiny.So fragile. So delicately adorable. I stare at them from outside the glass window and my heart swells with these crazy emotions that are building up inside me the more I stare at how tiny and angelic they looked. Staring at them, I did not know that I could love more my sweet Lindy for carrying my little soldiers who are now battling with their own lives. I had no idea that these tiny creatures would actually make me feel much more whole in some way. I glance at the tubes and machines that were surrounding them to help them survive and grow and I know they are fighters and that they will grow stronger. I know. I know they will. I watch as their chests go up and down while they were breathing as they were moving their tiny hands around and subtly kicked their small feet. It was amazing how they looked and how their tiny movements could actually surprise me and amaze me at the same time. Absentmindedly, I am staring at them with a smile on m
64M I L OI laugh humorlessly as I shake my head sideways, not wanting to believe what I have just heard. No, this cannot be possible. There is absolutely no way. No. I had no idea that Ricky was this selfish and this heartless with everything that had happened. He is and has always been only thinking about himself and no other else. He only and always wants to save himself from everything when the going gets rough then runs away and hides like a frightful little child and pass the blame onto others so he can clear his name.This man is despicable, absolutely and horrifyingly greedy.“I am so sorry.” Ricky apologizes but the more he says it the more it makes me angry.“Ricky! How could you so selfish?!” Gwyneth screams at him..“Of course!” I exclaimed. “Of course you would say it’s me! You freaking asshole!” I pressed my clenched fist against the center of my forehead. I groan in frustration and in anger because I want to hit this person so badly. I want to hurt him as hard as I ca
63M I L OEver since my argument with Gwyneth, we never really talked as much as we used to. I understand why she was feeling that way and I understand why she had avoided me since she hated what I have done. Of all people, I thought she would be the one who would understand me because she is my sibling, but then I was wrong.She made me feel even worst. I tried to understand where her anger was coming from and obviously, she was gutted that I said and did those things to Jolene. I know she could not believe me that I treated Jolene that way because she has always hated it when I do things that hurt women since I was brought up by women too.I wish my words could change anything to what she sees me now but then I know I can never take back the things I did and the things I said to her.Sometimes I wish she could have understood me and why I had to do it. The night before the band’s world tour started, someone came to my house late at night and rang the doorbell many times which woke