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113"If you loved me you could've fought for me or you could've told me ahead of time about everything that's been happening to you.""I wanted to. I thought I can handle it but I was so scared. I'm scared of losing you. I'm scared of hurting you. You didn’t know what I was going through too.”"You’re a coward.” I confronted him.“I was doing this for you, please trust me when I tell you that the management forced me to do this.”“What did you expect? That I’d believe that and we will be okay again?” I asked him sarcastically and he didn’t reply. “You made me look stupid in front of the whole world. You made a fool out of myself. You made me look like a joke in front of the whole world!"My voice quivers and my vision was getting blurry because of the tears filling up my eyes. "And now you call me saying you're sorry? Telling me I need to trust you again?”I scoff, “How thick-skinned.”“Lindy please. I did that to protect you.”“Protect me from what Milo ?!” I exclaimed with fuming an
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114ROWAN'S POVWe were on our last day on tour in Asia when we saw that interview of Lindy on TV with Jimmy Fallon. I was just as surprised when I saw it with Jasper and Silas and how Lucius had to break it to Milo . He didn’t take it well. She denied about her relationship with Milo and calling Milo a liar in front of all those people who were watching the show. I know she must have been really hurt with all these things that happened to her and how we just recently found out that Lindy has been seriously bullied in school knowing it was Milo ’s fault for going out in public and then leaving her hanging just like that. I wanted to hit Milo for everything he has done to Lindy. She doesn't deserve all this pain and humiliation he caused to her life. I mean, she got really close to us and we look after her just as much because she's already a little sister to all of us. The lads and I know how much she loves Milo but what he did was very unforgivable and Milo deserves what he is get
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115SILAS' POVFrom Houston, we went to Arlington, then to St. Jasper, then Chicago and then Pasadena but everywhere we went to, Milo was dead and quiet. He didn't enjoy much the concert like how he does it when he was still with Lindy. He looked always serious during the concerts and sometimes getting lost inside his own bubble and forgetting his own lines.It's our last stay here in Pasadena and it has probably been two weeks since their break up but Milo has gotten worst everyday. He has downer than down. Me and Jasper try to make him smile with our pranks and dick jokes once in a while but he keeps on sitting in a corner all alone. He keeps staring at his phone or outside the windows. He hasn't been himself lately and during concerts, he seldom smiles to the fans. He just waves at them with his eyebrows furrowed, a blank expression and a stern look.During most of the meet and greets after the concerts, we have to force him to smile and he has to act like he was strong even when h
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116LUCIUS’ POVThe four of us walked back to the dressing room after the concert as soon as we were not able to find Milo anymore. Paul had found him and told us that Milo was back on stage in the empty arena. We wondered what the hell he is doing out there.“He does not listen.” Paul tells us.“Let’s go lads.” I called out to the trio.We worriedly went out of our dressing room to look for Milo . He was not on his usual behavior and it was pretty much alarming to leave him alone. He has been getting all moody and antsy and always on the edge with everything lately. He keeps staying away from us and avoids talking to us and he is always by himself staring at his phone. He does not talk to anyone and always seems to be not so in the mood. We were all concerned and disturbed about Milo ’s actions.We called out his name a few times as we were heading back out on stage of the empty arena but he didn't answer to any of us. We were all worried what must have happened to him and I didn’t w
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117Lindy’s mother stares at Lindy and she has been for her own daughter to be going through that same pain again caused by Milo . She is worried but she knows how Lindy loved Milo and even if she stops Lindy, she knows her daughter will still go to Glendale and take the risk on last time for the man that her heart beats for."Are you really sure about this honey?" Lindy's mother asked her with concerned eyes.Lindy nodded as she grabbed her bag and hang it on her shoulder. "Rowan has booked a flight for me to Glendale and I'm going to see Milo , mom. I need to make sure he's okay. They told me how he has been acting so strange on tour.""You will get hurt again.” She tells Lindy and reminding her the unavoidable pain that could happen. “And I told you young lady that you're not allowed to see him." Her father interrupted."I know.” Lindy answers. “I know I will get hurt and I know you warned me dad but I love him. I love him so much and I still worry about him despite the things he
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118MILO'S POVBy nine in the evening, Josh had invited me to go to some sick clubs around Glendale and he said I need time to party to forget about the pain that I have been carrying for the past days. He said maybe I can meet up with people or some girls to spend the night away but I knew no matter how many girls I used to void out Lindy in my head, I know it will do nothing. I was not really up for any party tonight but somewhat in the back of my head I know I had to get out and have fun. We arrived in this club that had really upbeat music but I was not really pumped up because I know I was suppose to be in my hotel room, sleeping. There tons of women in sexy dresses who were flirting with me and I was politely responding back with a smile. There two bodyguards with us who made sure that no one could crowd around me. We were led to the VIP table where I see a few of the crew being around here and has ordered a few drinks and some foods. Josh was hyped as we were hanging out with
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119ROWAN'S POVI was super fucking pissed at Milo . He's adding fuel to the fire.I chased Lindy who was already leaving the pub and I can tell that she is crying as she was heading out. I called out her name through the massive people around but she didn't look back at me. I have to stop her and I have to explain that this was not part of the plan. This was all my idea of her coming here all the way to Glendale, and I was even the one who pleaded for her to be here and Milo just fucked it up again.I told the lads to keep an eye on Milo and not to let him know that Lindy was here and saw it because this place was not the perfect time for that chaos. It's too public and Milo looked too drunk to handle this now. I don’t even fucking know why he is kissing Georgia Fowler and allowing her to sit on his fucking lap."Lindy wait up!!!" I called out to her as I grabbed her wrist before she reaches the door.She pulled them back and stared at me with her tears all over her rosy cheeks. I pi
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120I sit here still ignoring him hoping that he would go away. I stare at the man who is now turning his attention to me. I pulled out my phone and replied to Rowan: Dream Jazz and Blues“You look like you need some company.” The man still does not go away.I kept ignoring him so I stand on my feet and tried to look for a vacant table. As soon as I stood, I felt my entire world getting dizzy. The man violently grabbed my arm and pulled me back as he stares at me angrily, “Don't be rude!" "I don't want to talk to you!" I yelled and fought as I tried to pull my hand away causing me to spill all of my remaining alcohol on his pants.“Why you little--”"Hey man.” He was cut off when Rowan arrived the jazz bar bringing Paul and the other bodyguard that looked humongous. “Don't push the girl if she doesn't want to."The man holding my wrist had finally released me but my entire world was spinning completely around causing me to lose my balance. I fell on the ground but was thankfully caug
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Just Got Lucky (BOOK 1) EPILOGUE
E P I L O G U E "Em, just stop screaming, please." Lindy begs. "Think of it as a vacation."VACATION?! Then why can not I use the private jet?! Why do I have to ride a plane in eco... e... Ugh! I do not even want to say the word!""Stop being so overdramatic, Em. We all started somewhere." Milo mocks."I started rich and popular, I am keeping that title." She stood her ground.Milo tilts his head, "Not unless I take that away from you."She gapes.Ezekiel pulled up his pad as soon as he finished writing the words, “Cheer up Em. It is not so bad.” with a smiley face next to the sentence.It annoyed her even more. She loves her twin brother, but she hates the situation that she was in.“Not so bad for you!!” She screams at her brother before she groans. “You can not do this to me!!” Emerald screams like the drama queen she is.Days passed, Emerald found herself arriving in Aidenwoods, New Zealand with two big pieces of luggage and only a hundred pounds in her wallet and the other hund
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70‘The famous Beckett duo called EZME called it quits after five years of singing together to their millions of fans due to personal issues, scandals, and health conditions that needed to be taken more seriously. Ezekiel Beckett has been suffering from Muscle Tension Dysphonia which causes the sound and feel of his voice to change due to extreme muscle tension in and around his voice box. As a result, it causes his voice to regularly stop performing more efficiently which broke a lot of his female fans' hearts. The 21-year-old heartthrob and crooner recently lost his voice due to stress, tension, overuse, and overwork and is now going through therapy doing various exercises.On the other hand, Emerald Beckett, who is no longer new to scandals and issues, has gotten some pretty bad press every now and then. The 21-year-old pop star and the other half of the duo called EZME have been known for her horrific diva behavior since her rise in popularity. It has always been rumored that she
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69L I N D Y After the honeymoon, I bravely decided to go back to college and finish where I left off. Milo has been very supportive of my decisions and he has been my confidante in almost anything that I do and I want to do. He would confront me about what would be the best and would advise me when things get harder or more confusing. He is just there constantly supporting me which means so much to me after everything.When he asked me if I would move in with him to London, I did not hesitate to agree with him because all my life anywhere with him, whether it is in London, Peru, Spain, South Africa, the Philippines, or anywhere around the world, I would want to be with him. Always. Mom and dad felt sad when they found out that I was moving to another continent which made them feel a little bit emotional before we parted ways. Although they understand that things are going to be different now that I am getting older and wiser and have plans set on ahead of me with Milo. Yet, my paren
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68L I N D Y “Welcome home Lindy!!!” I was taken aback as soon as the party poppers popped that came out of nowhere and I see everyone in this house greeting me with smiles on their faces. I see Lucius, Jasper, Silas, and Rowan who came all the way to celebrate this day with me which really means so much to me after what I have been through. It was the kind of support system that I needed after what happened to me and how these people are showing me an unconditional kind of love. These guys, whom I have always considered as my older brothers from other mothers, are all here and this means the world to me. I see Martha who ran towards me in a split second and hugged me tightly with tears flooding in her eyes which made me cry too because this scene is very much making me so emotional. She hugs me tight as she says the words, "I am so glad to see you again. I have missed you. I have missed you so much. I missed you a lot."She makes me bawl my eyes out as I hug onto her tighter, "I m
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67L I N D YSaint Francis Sanitarium had a different way of treatment which had been pretty much helpful for my recovery. They also had strict rules about visitors, no one was really allowed to see the patients who are under treatments like me to avoid problems, complications, and miscalculations. There were no cellphones allowed inside and Wi-Fi as well to avoid any social media. Although they allowed gifts from the outside, it was still hard not to be able to see everyone. I didn’t let my negative emotions get the worst of me because I had to be strong for myself and my kids and for everyone else who is waiting for me to head out of this mental facility. I faced this battle head on and even though it was hard for me to accept the changes that I have had, emotionally and mentally, I am still very thankful for the support that I am getting from my family, friends, and of course Milo.Milo has been sending me hand written letters every day which is something I always look forward to
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66M I L OWhat did she mean by that?Did she mean it literally?Silence, there was silence between us and I was just utterly and indescribably confused. She didn’t answer while her eyes were looking all over the entire house. Her eyes looked like she was searching for something inside the house and at the same time, she looked like she was in distraught. She looked so lost, sad, and completely puzzled by her own thoughts inside her head.“Are you alright baby?” I holler.She nods and looks back at me, “Yes. Just…. Just a little… awake.”I tried to ignore what I heard from her about hearing them in her head and just walked towards her, “I thought you fell asleep?”She shakes her head, “I can’t.”“Did you even try?”She nods. “Yes. These days it’s just hard for me to sleep.”“Should we visit the doctor?”“No.” Her voice was firm. “No need for that.”I take her hand to mine, “Hey, let’s go back to sleep. Shall we?”She nods and smiles before we walked up to the bedroom.I still hear the
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65M I L OThey were so tiny.Very tiny.So fragile. So delicately adorable. I stare at them from outside the glass window and my heart swells with these crazy emotions that are building up inside me the more I stare at how tiny and angelic they looked. Staring at them, I did not know that I could love more my sweet Lindy for carrying my little soldiers who are now battling with their own lives. I had no idea that these tiny creatures would actually make me feel much more whole in some way. I glance at the tubes and machines that were surrounding them to help them survive and grow and I know they are fighters and that they will grow stronger. I know. I know they will. I watch as their chests go up and down while they were breathing as they were moving their tiny hands around and subtly kicked their small feet. It was amazing how they looked and how their tiny movements could actually surprise me and amaze me at the same time. Absentmindedly, I am staring at them with a smile on m
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64M I L OI laugh humorlessly as I shake my head sideways, not wanting to believe what I have just heard. No, this cannot be possible. There is absolutely no way. No. I had no idea that Ricky was this selfish and this heartless with everything that had happened. He is and has always been only thinking about himself and no other else. He only and always wants to save himself from everything when the going gets rough then runs away and hides like a frightful little child and pass the blame onto others so he can clear his name.This man is despicable, absolutely and horrifyingly greedy.“I am so sorry.” Ricky apologizes but the more he says it the more it makes me angry.“Ricky! How could you so selfish?!” Gwyneth screams at him..“Of course!” I exclaimed. “Of course you would say it’s me! You freaking asshole!” I pressed my clenched fist against the center of my forehead. I groan in frustration and in anger because I want to hit this person so badly. I want to hurt him as hard as I ca
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63M I L OEver since my argument with Gwyneth, we never really talked as much as we used to. I understand why she was feeling that way and I understand why she had avoided me since she hated what I have done. Of all people, I thought she would be the one who would understand me because she is my sibling, but then I was wrong.She made me feel even worst. I tried to understand where her anger was coming from and obviously, she was gutted that I said and did those things to Jolene. I know she could not believe me that I treated Jolene that way because she has always hated it when I do things that hurt women since I was brought up by women too.I wish my words could change anything to what she sees me now but then I know I can never take back the things I did and the things I said to her.Sometimes I wish she could have understood me and why I had to do it. The night before the band’s world tour started, someone came to my house late at night and rang the doorbell many times which woke
