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LINDY'S POV

I didn’t want to leave my bed.

I didn’t know what to do.

All I know is that I was really really hurt and I don’t know how I can be able to let go of this feeling and to forget about this pain of rejection and humiliation. All these days I have been so strong for us and for him because I know he was there to catch me and to push me. But he was the first one to let me.

The moment Martha left, I was in my bed and I didn’t want to go out of my room. There were so many questions in my head that I will no longer be able to answer because I don’t want to talk to him ever again after what he caused me. I had to question myself if I was not enough for him or was it my fault that things went out of place or was it because I was always far away? I wondered if the attention I have him was still not enough because he hurt me like this too easily.

And I cannot take it.

My heart cant take this pain. My heart does not want to feel this kind of pain because I know I can never recover f