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Chapter 369

Author: South Wind Dialect
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
"You have to remember to be sorry for me and also the babies. You have to..."

Diana began to cry as she spoke. "N-No. It's not your fault! I know that. The biggest responsibility for the babies leaving is still mine!"

As she said that, she reached out and snatched the bottle of wine fiercely from Julian's hand and took a quick swig.

She could no longer taste the pungent taste of the alcohol. She only felt the pain in her heart ebbing away when the liquid rushed down her throat, and she could also forget the torment she had experienced in the past few days.

In her hallucination, Julian would stare at her with those extremely affectionate eyes. He would be sad when she was hurt, and happy when she was joyful.

But in reality, Julian was not like that.

He was a man who defended Kayla even after their babies died, and a man...who Noel would want to continue serving.

Had Julian never thought about it? After what Albert and Kayla had done to her, how was Diana supposed to treat Noel li
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    Julian looked up and felt the ache in his heart deepen. He gazed at the sky, hoping that it would keep his tears from spilling.He placed his hand gently on Diana's back and patted her. "Look up in the sky, Diana. They're watching us from above."Diana refused to move. Her mind was numb.It was as if her mind had split into several people. One was cursing Kayla, another was condemning Albert, another was cursing Julian, and the last was cursing herself."You're an idiot. An idiot!"Diana answered her inner thoughts out loud, "Yes. I'm an idiot. I was the one who failed my babies. I shouldn't have been sad during my pregnancy, and I shouldn't have been so slow to notice that something was wrong with Albert..."After saying that, she suddenly pushed Julian away and pulled out her divorce certificate."Look at this!" Diana said, seemingly to empty air. "I'm divorced, so I won't be sad anymore. I won't be stupid anymore...so will you return my babies to me? If I could turn back ti

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