004 Contemplating

Jane

"What happened?" I asked them, afraid of the answer, and James headed out of the room.

"Where are we?" I asked Philip. He picked up the house robe and put it on.

"In our apartment on Lake street," he replied.

"What happened?" I asked, almost in tears, afraid that they might have taken advantage of me.

"Relax, Relax, Jane," he said, and I tried to breathe.

"Hey, hey," he said, sitting on the bed, trying to get my attention. He was a lot gentle than he was at my office. He almost seemed different from the arsehole that left my office.

"Hey," he said gently in his husky deep voice. "Nothing happened. I swear to you, nothing happened," he said, with a reassuring tone.

"You begged for it though," James said, entering with a cup of something that smelled like coffee and handing it to me.

"Boy did you beg," he said and began to laugh. Philip cautioned him.

"What? She wanted to know, so I guess it's best we tell her what really happened," he said with a huge emphasis on the 'really' and 'happened', and I knew why. He was trying to mock me because of our conversation at the clinic.

"Nice one," I said, getting irritated. I took a sip of the coffee and kept quiet. The brothers began to signal themselves, and I wondered why they would be doing that.

"What happened, please?" I asked, and Philip sighed.

"Well, you had too many drinks and went to the back of the club with a total stranger. You were lucky James went to the back to get some air. That was when he saw you with a fool that had torn part of your dress and was trying to take advantage of your drunken state. James beat the guy up and took you to our car. We did not know where you lived, so we brought you here." he said, and I nodded.

"So why am I only wearing my underwear?" I asked, and he looked uncomfortable.

"Well," James said, " You took it off saying how sexy we were and that you wanted us to do you. You told us how long ago you had a real man pump the fuck out of you, and you practically begged us to put you out of your misery," he said, grinning.

"What!" I exclaimed, believing he had made that shit up.

He raised his palm and shook his head, "Your words, not mine," he said, and I looked at Philip to see if he would give away that James was lying, but the fact that he looked away meant James was telling the truth and I was so ashamed of myself.

I couldn't believe that I had said all those things. I was grateful that they weren't my patients, and I would never see them again.

I got up to get dressed, and behold, my green dress was torn.

I looked at it, and I just started crying.

I couldn't believe I had humiliated myself this much.

Philip came and held me.

"It's okay. You were drunk. There is no shame in that," he said, and I let myself cry. I had held so much in for the past one year, and I think what happened to me was a mental breakdown.

"Hey, hey," Philip said, looking at me.

"It's okay. No one saw you. Just James and me." he assured me, and I nodded.

"know what," he said, "I know we started on the wrong foot. I also know today is your day off," Philip said, and I looked at him.

"I called your office, and they said you were off duty," he confessed, and I relaxed.

"How about you hang with us?" He offered, and I shook my head.

"No, I think I should leave.

"Come on, Jane. We won't bite?" James said, and I smiled.

"Says two guys that jumped off a building believing they could fly," I pointed out, and they laughed.

"Hang out with us. No funny business, we promise," Philip said, and I stared at him, thinking what was the worst that could come out of it.

I honestly had nothing to do, so I agreed.

"Yes," James said, and he jumped on the bed.

Philip handed me a new t-shirt and new boxers to wear, and I thanked him.

I went to the bathroom to shower, and I checked myself to be sure nothing had happened. They were telling the truth, and I relaxed. I dressed up after taking the shower and headed out.

Breakfast was brought in by James and he was smiling.

"Thanks for hanging out with us, Jane," he said, sounding genuinely happy.

"We rarely meet women that don't worship us," he said, and I understood his excitement. It wasn't like I did not find them attractive, but I wasn't mentally in that place yet. Brad had messed me up emotionally that even one-night stands were off the table for now.

***

My day with the brothers was awesome. They were kind and fun to be with, and I realised we started on the wrong foot. I was also glad that we met again even though I wasn't so thrilled about the conditions of our second meeting, but it was a second chance. I saw myself being friends with them, and it was cool.

James drove me home in the evening, and I honestly did not want to say goodbye, but before I left, Philip asked me if I could come with them on a trip out of town. I told them I would think about it since I did intend to take a leave. I promised them I would think about it and get back to them. They promised me no funny business, and I believed them.

I entered my apartment and realised my car was still parked at the bar. I dressed up and took a cab to get my car. I didn't bother to go in. I just got into my car and drove back home.

I sat on my bed and thought of the brothers. Deep down, I wouldn't have minded having a threesome with them. They were hot and sexy as hell, and it had been long since I had sex, but I doubted they would want to, and I doubted I was their type. Rich guys like James and Philip liked simple women. Women that weren't so bright, and couldn't think for themselves. With them, I would remain in the friend zone, but it would have been nice. It would have been a wild experience. I decided to empty my mind of the dirty thoughts. When I failed, I bought out my vibrator, and for the first time, it wasn't good enough for me. I was thinking of two guys. There was a limit to what my vibrator could do for me.

I lay on the bed sexually frustrated and realised I would go on that vacation with the brothers. I might just meet someone there who I might like, have a fling and return to the office, a sexually satiated, happy woman. It had to be someone I could easily cut ties with, so the brothers were out of the question, but I would definitely go on that trip with them.