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Author: Ali Parker
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-26 04:04:14

Kari

Kari stepped out of the car, her brother turning from the bushes he was messing with and smiling. His face dropped as he moved toward her. She didn't have the energy to pretend everything was okay. He reached out and pulled her into a hug, the musky smell of him mixed with grass wrapping around her. Her eyes burned with hot tears again and she sighed heavily.

"What happened? You okay?" he asked and rubbed his chin along the top of her head.

"No," she mumbled between soft sobs as all the emotion from earlier came crashing in around her. She hated being weak, hated the need to be loved and desired that plagued her. She wasn't so different from everyone else in that way, she knew it, but it didn't make things much easier.

"Was it the landlord guy?" Marc growled and moved back, still holding her shoulders.

She looked down, not wanting to bring her brother and his anger into the mix. Knowing him he would get in the car and go beat Jake for honestly doing nothing.

"I just wish I didn't
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