OLIVIA.
"I thought you were scared."
"Why?" he asked quietly between bites of his escalope.
I completely regretted ordering a salad. Who eats those straws for dinner? Just me, I guess. «If I ask him to give me a little bit... »
Watching that Thermidor meat being devoured by those appetizing teeth, almost made me forget that he expected an answer.
"Because you thought I was gone. How would you find me?"
His fork froze in mid-air.
"Here." He shrugged.
"What if I never came here again?"
"The other night you told me this was one of your favorite restaurants."
"What if I moved out of town?"
He stopped chewing.
"Are you planning to travel somewhere?"
I stared at him for a moment. I didn't answer him and amused myself with that, knowing he wouldn't demand it of me. So, I continued eating.
"Is your salad good?"
"Yes."
"Did you like that beer?"
"Yes. This is my favorite drink."
He stopped eating again.
"I thought it was the wine."
"I like it too, but I like beer much more."
He froze for a moment, watching me carefully. A lopsided smile crept onto his face.
We continued eating.
"Wine is good for you." He threw out his comment, slipping the phrase in rather suggestively.
I smiled.
I placed my fork on the edge of my plate and leaned forward. I spoke softly.
"I can assure you, beer does too."
Still, killing me with his gaze, he parted his lips a little trying to take a deep breath without being noticed. He tore the napkin from his lap and wiped his mouth. He tossed it on the tablecloth and then raised his hand to ask for the bill.
***
His car looked like him: sober, reserved, simple, elegant and mysterious. Military green, creamy beige seats, spacious, too comfortable and smelling new. In the speakers: an alternative rock I didn't know.
"What song is that?" I asked.
"Reserved for Rondee. Age Me," he answered.
I didn't want to ask where we were going, but it was inevitable as we reached the toll booth of Bridge Over Lake, which would take us out of the city.
He broke the silence.
"I booked a room on the other side."
I didn't know what he did for a living and didn't want to know either because I still didn't feel like breaking our protocol by throwing my life's data at him. However, I was beginning to think that Carl was a master of oratory. In order not to have to explain anything to me, he would change his tone of voice, and change his face and I could clearly understand him. Life, his job, or whatever... The only thing I came to wonder was with whom else he practiced these furtive encounters, who else understood him as I did.
After crossing that wonderful scenery of that bridge, we arrived at a beautiful hotel, all clandestine, just like the first time. For some reason, he needed that shelter, right? Well, me too.
We entered the room and I shivered from the cold air conditioning. He came up behind me with his mouth very close to my neck and his height, his body, adjusting to my figure. One of his fingers slowly ran up my right arm in ascent, calming all my tremors and not caring to bump against the half-mast sleeve of my dress. He was barely touching me, and I was already turned on.
"When you expose yourself to the cold, you'll kill it with more cold, you know?”
I closed my eyes to feel the strength of his voice and his caresses filling me all over. With my small bag in hand, I fumbled with the front buttons of my dress. I was beginning to feel that thick fabric choking me.
I unbuttoned button by button and Carl began his kisses over my skin. And eventually, he buried his palm in the back of my neck. And suddenly he tangled his fingers in the bristles of my hair. All his touches from behind to my body, but was my nipples and belly that felt them.
I took a much-needed breath when I understood that he was moving a little away from me to start undressing himself. Shirt, shoes off, his strap buckle jingling, glorious sounds, I loved them immediately.
I turned over throwing the clutch on the floor and I forged myself into his mouth, famished, crazy! I wanted to disarm him at once. He sang a divine growl and picked me up in his arms carrying me to the bed. My dress fell on my thighs, his loose pants obeying our desire. And just like magic, we undressed.
I spread my legs apart. In swift movements, my sandals were gone. I was on my knees anchored to the nape of his neck, taking possession of his black hair, and then, he positioned himself at my entrance and penetrated me.
"Uff!"
"Oh, my God…"
I didn't know who said what, wasn't me anymore. I was just an enjoyment of the world, a hard candy. He buried his tongue in my mouth with fervor and we began to move. But suddenly, and with his breathing quickening, he looked at me.
"You're exquisite, Olivia." His words made my body arch, and my name on his lips made me gasp. "You look divine."
I offered my breasts, I was her feast. I spread my legs wider for him to spice me up, to spice up my body. He understood all my signals because he turned on the drill and did not stop, making me vibrate.
His big, beautiful, shapely body, led a battle that never seemed to end. He placed his hands under my thighs and brought them up to his to give me the oldest and most perfect game on the planet.
I stretched my body back, arms above my head with hands holding on to whatever I could find. He squeezed the flesh of my hips and moved me, fucked me, penetrated me, over and over, sweating, making me sweat, making me scream!
CARL.She was not heavy for me, but she wasn't a feather either.Exploding in front of me, like that, with these vicious movements, brought pounds of excitement to my brain. And that, the excitement, was my responsibility now, I couldn't let it drop.I bit my lips and began to fuck her hard, thus, that's how we started to like it, turning up the heat of having succumbed that first time, the same night we met.Damn, no protection, no shit on me. I didn't even remember her exact words when she assured me she was clean, but I know that I certifying the same. It was the second time we'd met and again, we were doing it like this.We're nuts, we're behaving like mindless beasts. But I wouldn't let her go, not even if somebody held a gun to my head. If I was forced to walk away from that god's delicacy, I'd drag her with me. I liked her very, very, very much.She rested her heels on the bed and propelled herself like a master. I caught her by her waist and she began to bounce, dance, and shi
OLIVIA.I stood behind the wall of the Personnel Department.It was Saturday and very early. The other employees had not arrived.I carried out the tasks that my boss asked me to do: choose the flowers for his girlfriend, buy them, put in the office, over her desk, and wait to receive the delivery that would bring a very exclusive breakfast.I was very sure that my great boss would not be in the building that morning and I thought that this gallantry was a distant congratulation, an apology for not being here, but how wrong I was. The exclusivity of this breakfast was a lingerie kit as a present, attached to the famous meal.And at detail made him not stand idly by, he couldn't bear to send it to her without him being there.So, he arrived after a while, closed the door of his beloved's office, and I, hidden like crazy behind a wall, could hear them and even imagine the exact spot where they were... doing it.Because they were "doing it", yes. They were making love in that office.Str
CARL."You don't look good."I lifted my face to see my cousin after letting out her opinion, while we chewed our lunch, one we shared in her office on a Saturday at noon, something exclusive because the place where she worked.It was already too much that she had to work on weekends, which made me want to keep her company."Totally disaster last night," I told her. "Marc got a nasty allergy and in the hospital, it wasn't particularly nice, you know?""What do you say?" She stopped eating. "But... he's fine? What do you mean allergy with?" My cousin's eyes were quite wide."Yeah, he's fine, don’t worry. They injected him with a powerful anti-allergic, but the damn Insurance, which is bleeding me dry, got shitty and acted with a stupid bureaucracy that almost killed me, I was almost furious.""What...? What?!"I swallowed my piece of bread with meatloaf, wiped my lips with a napkin, and settled better in the chair in front of the desk."The Insurance Card," I counted on my fingers, "ou
OLIVIA.I got dressed, made up, and perfumed. I left the house at the appointed time to arrive on time. I was too excited—as I had never been before—for this meeting with Carl. I was so engined that I completely forgot to call the restaurant and reserve a table.On my way home from work, I was imagining the idea of reserving one of the farthest and most private tables in the place. I wanted to return to the enjoyment that he provoked in me the time we met, where he enveloped me with his body, his hands, and his psyche in the middle of the restaurant, almost in front of everyone. I wanted to live again the risk of being seen, even if we were hiding.I wanted so many things... The itch, the sensation caused by his flattery in the fragmented panorama of danger, that gloomy vision, that delicious nervousness. The truth is that I wanted him in La Napolitana because the place had already been baptized by our ways of living.In the end, however, so much mist made me forget the reservation.B
CARL.I was in the front, she was in the back, I wouldn't her let go.Her hand was glued to mine and she was sweating, maybe it even hurt, I didn't give a damn.I pushed my way through the hustle and bustle and dragged her over the sidewalk without even noticing her shoes. I trotted with her to my car and with a single touch of a button, I opened her door..."Wait."I looked at her with wide eyes."What's up?!"She raised her eyebrows at my shout, let go of my grip and after a few seconds of looking at us, she hid a smile.Olivia stared at the floor. I followed her gaze, but I didn't understand anything. The woman didn't say anything and I almost died."What happened?"Oh, shit.I let out all my breath. I dropped my shoulders and changed my expression. I was going overboard with my desperation."Okay." I approached and spoke to her again, "I'm sorry. What happened?"She wanted to tell me something, but for some reason, nothing came out of her lips."Olivia, if you don't tell me what's
CARL.I heard her gasp, choked and desperate for me to give her some respite, but her voice and my urgency turned me into a headdress, into a damned and pinched madman.I let her lean against my body as I lifted her dress.I unbuckled my belt almost whimpering, because I felt my task was taking too long.I pulled my cock out, grabbed Olivia's thighs, settled them around my hips, pushed the fabric aside and penetrated her hard."Damn it!" I exhaled in anguish.She screamed. She didn't speak, screamed! But with each thrust, I knew that she was liking it as much as I did, especially that barrier of stinging and stretching amalgamated with a damned relief, like a pain that gives pleasure because doesn't end, one of those deceiving because you think find the end of the tunnel when it's not. I practically hit her, I penetrated her nonstop. I dug my fingertips into her back as my assaults peeled her off the wall, put her diagonally, upright, arched, and back to the wall against my palms, whi
OLIVIA.I thought we had died, but the dead people do not breathe, especially not like this.I don't think they (dead people) get tired either, and even less enjoy these precious acts; with all the respect that the afterlife deserves.I hugged Carl, I rubbed his back supporting the weight of his anatomy, sweeping the sweat with my palms, or maybe pouring more. Or maybe soaking that ground with drops that seemed not to dry.I wanted to talk, to tell him everything he had made me feel, but how to do it with my throat closed and tired? I could hardly breathe, Carl took all my breath away."You are absolutely beautiful..." I remembered his words, the way he released them. That man had arrived that night with problems, something had happened in his life before our date and I felt committed to making him forget all the negative. If we were to remain casual, at least as the occasion, I would have to be the good thing.He stood up, got off of me, and giving me a few kisses, lay down next to m
OLIVIA."Are you a public or private accountant?”"Both," he answered, "although at the moment I'm in private practice."I nodded.After a few long seconds of absolute silence, he bent to put his can down and asked again:"Why couldn't you finish your degree, Olivia?"I looked at him. I sighed deeply."I had to work," I explained.He nodded slowly, taking the lime covered by the bag spreading another loaf, and putting it together as well. I waited for him to finish to do the same, but he indicated that he would do it for me.And without expecting it, when I was about to take a bite to my lips of the one that was already assembled, he touched my hands to stop me, denied it, broke it in two, and placed one of the halves in front of my face.I looked at him surprised, he wanted to feed me. Literally.I brought my lips closer, opened them, and bit down. As he did so, he bowed his head, smiled thinly, and bit his lower lip. He shook his eyebrows and shook them."You're beautiful." He exhal
OLIVIA.I didn't bleed anymore. Of course, we didn't have sex that month. But the next month, in April, after the first official consultation and starting the usual check-up, we started to break the news.I told Mom, he to his parents and cousin. Everyone screamed in their way, too surprised, tearful, beautiful, very beautiful to say something like that and have everyone's support, the best thing that could happen.I wasn't nauseous, I just disliked some foods, while others I like very much now. I was very sleepy, that's for sure. And I used to sleep as much as I could after coming home from work.Then came the news in the Insurance. I thought a lot about whether to announce it at once or not. It was getting busy and pregnancy always meant sick leave, pre, and post-natal leave, and bonuses, among other things depending on the company policy, I did not know if the news would go down well at all.But the opposite happened; at least that's what they made me feel. Especially my boss, his
CARL."Excuse me?""Help me to my feet."Of course, I helped her.I carefully lifted her, and helped her clean herself.I got her clothes immediately, sat her on the be,d and dressed quickly.I grabbed the keys from the pick-up,and the wallet and we walked out of the apartment straight to the elevator, to my car, where I helped her into it, although I realized she could do it on her own, and we got out of there.I tried to drive like a civilized man, but my nerves were attacking me."Did you know you were pregnant? Since when?""I'm not. Drive carefully, Carl, please."I nodded and slowed down."Okay, let's see. If you're not pregnant, why did you tell me that in the bathroom?""My period is not due yet and I was bleeding heavily. I was in a lot of pain, Carl. I didn't want to wake you up, but I almost didn't make it to the bathroom.""Shit, Olivia, damn it! You should have said something to me, we've been at the clinic for a while now... We're getting there. Good thing I thought of m
CARL.I carried dinner in bags, my rolling suitcase in another, and maneuvered with the keys. I waved to the concierge and went upstairs.I opened the door expecting to see Olivia, but I didn't expect her to be like this.Yes, I asked her to undress, but being obeyed to the letter and beyond is too much of an impression.She stood with her back to me wearing wicked black heels. Nothing else.Her hair was down and as she turned towards me, her fully waxed mons pubis and wild face almost made my pants explode.Quietly (pretending to feel that), I arranged everything on the floor of the entryway and walked over to her.She had her hands behind her lower back and with them, held herself against the glass.The terrace had been reopened and rearranged, and that construction served perfectly to generate light around the female who was waiting for me.I sighed deeply. She smelled exquisite, all of her."Stay like this." I knew my command would be fulfilled to perfection.I took the food to th
OLIVIA.Hot, it was very, very hot that morning in early March.The months fly by, you don't realize it. And things are happening and passing as if everything was a long corridor that we had to walk down.The end of the year was a good celebration. For obvious reasons, we preferred to stay at home. Our adrenaline level was already sky high and Carl was not ready to "jump-jump for his life", as he put it. So, we invited his cousin to the apartment, who came with her husband, and a little black box that I didn't see until after the gunshot.The ring... I still can't believe it.Carl has told me how he got it, without any shame, managing very well that philosophy of no secrets, although I know we'll always keep for each other some little thing we don't want to say or tell.But there he was, hugging me from behind as we watched some beautiful fireworks that some neighbors launched outside the entire building.We watched them from the largest window in the living room, Carl and I, his cous
CARL.Olivia saved my life. That's how it is. That's how it was.I only think of the possibility that if I had been there alone, or with another woman, maybe I wouldn't be telling this episode of my life.I'm still dazed and in my body runs a painful relief, the one that manages to channel and make me think of things that I would not have done before, but I needed to get up soon, or I would go crazy.Walk a little, go to the bathroom, drink water, or something stronger. Olivia was doing all that for me, but she was asleep, I wasn't going to wake her up.Nobody shot me, they shot Nancy. And thanks to Olivia, who saw when the guy came towards the blonde to shoot her almost at point blank range, my girlfriend managed to get to the ground just before being hit by the bullet.The problem was when we fell, we stumbled hard against the table, the tablecloth rolled off crazily and we got tangled up in sharp things, like a damn glass pitcher full of water that someone left on the edge of the c
NANCY.Juan Finol's push prevented my body from lying, catastrophically, on the pavement in front of my restaurant.Both of us, escort and I, fell to the ground. And in a matter of seconds, a couple of men belonging to the restaurant's security and part of Finol Sr.'s crew, fell on top of the guy like hungry gazelles making his escape impossible."Nancy, are you okay? Nancy, hey, are you okay?!"I was trembling, my heart was beating fast, and I felt dazed.I looked at the person who wanted to kill me, I wanted to see his face, something that the hood of the sweater made impossible for me.But face down, hands tied behind his back, I could not see him.Then, I focused my gaze on Juan. He looked dismayed, waiting for an answer from me.I held his forearms tightly, he kept caressing my face trying to revive me."Am I hurt?" was what my lips said, but it was not what I wanted to say. I wanted to say a thousand things and that's all that came out.He quickly checked my body. He shook his h
NANCY."Can't I stay out of my restaurant either?" I asked Juan Finol's inveterate pursuer. "What a nuisance with that guy! I came to hire your bodyguard services at the right time".He wouldn't let me in the sun, or the shade, neither to other people's cigarettes nor to city fumes or alcoholic beverages. He wouldn't leave me either on roads or sidewalks, cars or trucks, nothing, he wouldn't leave me in peace, he wouldn't leave me in peace! And I thought he didn't like my resistance and every act of stubbornness I showed him.Finol Junior Second approached me while I was on the phone.Mom wouldn't answer. I'm the worst daughter in the world. I started to organize everything and I missed the time she told me to call her. She must have left her cell phone somewhere in the apartment or whatever.My family is big, but few of us are close. My father and mother were still alive, still married and traveling, spending Christmas far away from home. They were in Miami.I wanted to talk to them,
OLIVIA.I felt like the luckiest woman in the world.We arrived at the restaurant, we were treated excellently. What a spectacular atmosphere there was inside La Napolitana, it reminded me so much of their anniversary party, the one Carl and I were at; (well, I was, actually). That time, waiting for him was uncomfortable, I thought he wouldn't go, but it was fun to see the level of organization of Nancy and her people, they always pull out all the stops.That 24th were not as many people as that night, the paraphernalia was not as high.Outside I did not find girls dressed in the promotion of a brand of alcoholic beverage, the celebration that December was a little quieter, although all the tables around ours were occupied.I saw families with underage children, that partly I liked, partly I did not. It always generated a bit of stress for me to see 14, 12-year-olds there. I never understood why they let children in the place, but sure, I understand, it is a family restaurant, however
OLIVIA."Baby, are you all right? It hurt pretty bad yesterday. When are you going to see a doctor? Every time that happens, my life gets a little short." I had to laugh. "I keep thinking about it all day long. I'd like to think about sex all day long, not what exactly hurt you from sex."That was Carl. That was the memory of Malaver in my head, as I was grooming myself in the bathroom, one that was about to be over, just a few minutes away.In just one week, being that night December 24, we were already loaded with all the ready clothes and the desire to enjoy ourselves.We wanted to go now. Especially to that specific place. Carl and I were very excited because last December we didn't celebrate together because of our breakup. I remember it with a bit of annoyance, since he celebrated in Caracas with the mother of his son and they even kissed and I celebrated at my mother's company in a tower in the city, the same company that at that time was having problems, even though mom had no