OLIVIA.It was necessary to do it.I had to tell Carl all things as I thought them, plainly, from the bottom of my soul.As I told before, doing so broke my heart and I think it broke his too. His face when I told him we couldn't see each other anymore... I won't forget that either.I take a deep breath and exhale, because always, always, always when I remember this, my throat closes up from the pain it gives me.I simply could not stay in a relationship with him. Automatically, I felt a refusal to continue and I'm not a woman who believes in movies. Bullets don't dodge in real life, we were just lucky and God was present there because maybe we're saved from that tragedy, what would happen the next time? If it happened once, which guaranteed that it would not happen again?Sitting in the living room of Mom's little house, Carl stared at me with a serious and annoyed face.We remained in absolute silence. Outside, it seemed that even the course of life itself had stopped because of us.
CARL.After seeing and feeling her rejection, I knew that the percentage of losing was huge, bigger, much bigger than that hope, at the end of that day (at least), we would be okay.Olivia decreed to finalize the relationship and it bothered me greatly that it was because of trauma, ingrained fears of an event for which I had no responsibility.I felt fucked up. In front of her, again sitting very close to each other in that small living room, I felt desperate, I was willing to keep fighting for that woman, but at the same time sadness invaded me, it weighed too much and I had her on top of me."I became Meléndez's accountant several years ago, I started my internship with him. Then I continued as a freelancer. Today, I work for several companies." I wanted to keep things simple, but Olivia didn't look good. "Meléndez contacted me not long ago to work on his consortium's accounting because he suspected he was being ripped off."I paused and looked at her. She had already returned from
OLIVIA.I was about to come again, my tremors were wretched and loud.I couldn't help but give myself once again to that man, give him the most intimate thing I have, my body and soul in that sex in the living room, not caring if mom came, not caring about my wounds and my sling. I didn't value the possibility that outside, someone would hear us panting, uninhibited, that noon. I didn't care about anything for the minutes that slippery, forceful, desperate fucking lasted.I screamed as my second orgasm exploded and he went wild. He lifted me like a juggler and used me like an artifact, pounding the walls of my vagina with his thunderous penetrations, anchoring his hands and fingers-like claws on my ass and hips.There it was, his arrival. From the wrinkles in his brows and his piercing gaze, I knew it. Carl was trying to survive an exponential arousal, panting loudly and even louder when he finished, spurts that went inside me without remorse, thrusting a couple more times until he em
OLIVIA.(One more week).I went to work like that, practically moved. Or rather, escaped, but I didn't come back, I couldn't do it from one moment to the next, how difficult it was for me.But the day came. A Thursday again. A week had passed since the last time I saw Carl and just as I was dealing with my dreams and nightmares, I was also dealing with his memory, something that I sensed would be a long road to travel, because if I couldn't get out of mom's house, how could it be possible to return to him? Besides, he seemed to understand me perfectly, that reaction of mine when I came out of the boudoir after the panic attack he gave me, made him interpret my words, which did not tell my true desire, very well, as he is intelligent. That's why Carl hadn't looked for me either.I stood in front of the mirror inside what was my room when I lived there. It was a long glass, so I could see my whole body.Wearing only my white panties, I took off my sling and looked at my side. I had a sc
CARL.(A day after lunch between Olivia and Leonidas)."It's good to find you here, although I'm not happy about it," Nancy said when she saw me sitting at one of the tables at La Napolitana.I didn't do many relevant things since Olivia and I met at her mother's house, but the last thing I did was to go to the fucking restaurant that reminded me of her at all times and where, of course, I wouldn't meet her, even if I could conjure up such a moment with all kinds of magic.The normal thing to do was not to go anywhere, less there, much less alone, but I didn't care. I was already starting to need to get out of the apartment. My son's mother went with him to the country's capital to visit some family, Christmas was approaching and I would go crazy for not having nearly everything I wanted, who I loved, what I liked.The blonde woman with short hair, with an outfit between black and white that (I must say) fit her to perfection, with that thin fabric panty close to the body with bell bo
CARL.Christmas had arrived and Caracas promised good weather, extreme madness, and no stopping.That's how the big city was, the second big apple of the world, with its groups of people pushing you in the subway, each one doing his own thing, coming and going, crowded with thoughts and troubles, debts and debauchery.I liked the city, I couldn't deny it, but at the same time, I missed Maracaibo too much, the people, and Olivia.Time flew by and I found myself riding on his wings, although it was not my intention. While it tore me to think that I would not return so soon, starting to work online just to say goodbye to the year, at the same time I knew I could not miss the opportunity to do business in the capital, besides, I was with my son, we were seeing each other more often and that was extremely positive.I communicated little with Nancy. She kept me up to date on the situation about that asshole Charlie, whom no one had interviewed and the same person who, perhaps, could be kept
OLIVIA."My name is Tony Urdaneta. It is a pleasure." The guy came closer and extended his hand.I gave him mine, we shook them and he sat down next to me, not very close, but there he was, accompanying me that new year on one of the biggest and highest rooftops in all of Maracaibo."Olivia Quintero, the pleasure is mine. I guess you're a co-worker of Mom's." I wanted to strike up a conversation and all I could think of was to say something obvious.He smiled and I looked at him more closely, I noticed that he was not ugly, but not beautiful either. I was sure that his face was not from here. He had foreign features, but I couldn't identify where he was from. I wanted to ask him because his last name was Latin«Urdaneta...», I repeated mentallyThe Urdaneta were the owners of the real estate company where my mother worked and the hosts of the celebration that had brought us there."I'm part of the company's board of directors."I nodded, I was already afraid of that."That is, she wor
CARL.I'm not a photo lover, but when it comes to my son, things change.I was in bed at 05:00 AM, the party was over. The food, the gifts, the shouting, the laughter, and the drinks, were all consummated. All that was left was tiredness and unnatural sleeplessness.I took my cell phone and started to look at the pictures we took in the living room of my ex's aunt and uncle's house, where we were staying. Since I knew I had to leave Maracaibo, my destination would be wherever my son was, and very kindly Marco's mother's relatives offered me to stay with them, which I gladly accepted.For a moment I thought it would make them uncomfortable since I was not married to Mark's mother and the situation could get strange, but I was very wrong, the uncles were very aware of everything, and they showed it to me. Also, I should point out that I arrived at the big house that would receive me for a few days, at least, until the new year started, and the life they lead is of another level, which a