First Time

When we arrived at their home, I could feel my body shake with nerves. What was I doing? Nerves of excitement or fear? Unthinkingly, I followed them here to test myself, to see if I could do it. Drank to silence the many voices in my head to the point where logic wasn't present. I've never been with a man or woman, and now both want me simultaneously. How do you know who you can have until you have them? How do you know what you can do until you do it? Losing my virginity while having a threesome?

"Ivy?" Callista broke my train of thought.

"Sorry," I apologized.

"Are you alright?" she asked, touching my thigh.

"Was lost in thought," I reassured with a sigh.

Her worrying eyes turned into narrow hungry slits, "Do you want to leave?"

"No," I exhaled.

Callista took my hand, pulling me up the stairs to a bedroom. It was very dark with the blackout curtains pulled over the French doors, so seeing what it looked like was nearly impossible. The light from the hallway revealed