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It was meant to be him The breaking of ice
It's been more than a month since Erica's miscarriage.... slowly she has started accepting the situation....she was striving towards getting normal....she had started coming down for breakfast and dinner... sometimes she even started having small conversations with Tai and her family....Kabir and her relationship was almost similar to what it was before the only difference was sometimes Erica reply to him and many times she doesn't.... inspite of her not giving much importance...Kabir tried to break the ice between them in Whatever little ways he could!!!! ---------------------------------------------- Erica was organizing her closet when Kabir entered the room from work...he positioned himself by the bed ... expecting her to notice him...however, when she kept focusing on her task and didn't acknowledge him...after some thought...he eventually called out to her... "Erica!!!!" She turned her gaze back to him ... "Aaaa....will you come here for a second." He said softly Eri
Last Updated : 2025-02-19It was meant to be him Teasing
Erica's Pov---------------------His phone rang, breaking the spell between us. I pulled away from his embrace, still sitting in his lap, and watched as Kabir glanced from me to his phone. "Can I take it, please?" he asked softly.I nodded, tucking my hair behind the ear. "Hello, Aditya. What file have you sent? It has so many errors," he said, his voice firm and serious as he started scolding. But even as he spoke, his hand continued to gently caress my back, making me feel the affection in that moment as if assuring me that I matter to him.I couldn't help but trace my fingers along his ear, studying his face so closely. I felt a warmth spreading through me as I stroked his cheek with my thumb.It's all wrong! Is this really what we're going to present at the meeting? There's so much error!" He continued, and I could sense the tension in his voice, like he was holding back a shout-probably because I was here. I love this side of him. He could manage his reactions so well if he wa
Last Updated : 2025-02-19It was meant to be him Little moments
Erica entered the room and found Kabir getting ready in front of the mirror. *He had just come back-why is he dressing up now?* She stepped forward, positioning herself slightly to the side of the mirror so she could face him directly. "Are you going somewhere?" she asked, her curiosity piqued."Yes! I'm going for a business dinner. We're planning a multi-investor hotel chain across the coastline, so it's basically about that," he replied.Ohhh...*I thought we'd have dinner together.* Disappointment flickered through her mind but she mask it. "How many people will be there?""Aaaaa... me, samaira seven or eight more businessmen, and their immediate teams."*Ohhh... so the bitch is going too.* The thought stung, but she did say anything. "Take care, okay?" he said, ready to leave.Erica reached out, gently tugging at his coat collar to bring him closer. "Kab, aaoge?" she asked softly, locking her gaze with his. It was the first time someone had asked him that. Kabir felt an unfami
Last Updated : 2025-02-20It was meant to be him Efforts
Smriti stepped into the kitchen, the rich aroma of something sweet wafting through the air. There was Erica, her back turned, focused on her task."What are you making, Erica, in the afternoon?" Smriti asked her expression a mixture of surprise and disdain. Erica glanced up, a mix of surprise and delight crossing her features. "Oh, aunty! I'm making gulaab jamun for Kabir!" She smiled before returning to her work.A flicker of irritation ignited within Smriti. "If I'm not mistaken, I don't think he eats sweets," she said, her tone laced with mockery.Erica shot her a cold smile, choosing silence over a pointless argument. Smriti pressed on,. "You think sweets will win you a place in his life?Erica looked up to her again.... listening to her taunting voice.She folded her arms, the challenge clear in her stance." I mean you can try for sure but I don't think it will work....I guess you are mistaking his behaviour towards you as him being in love with you tck..tck....but that's not
Last Updated : 2025-02-20It was meant to be him Soft intimacy 🔥
Erica emerged from the bathroom, steam swirling around her like a silken veil. The white bathrobe clung to her, softening her figure, while her hair was wrapped in a towel, droplets of water still glistening on her skin. She stepped to the mirror, the cool glass reflecting her as she began to apply moisturizer to her hands and neck.As she focused on her reflection, a flicker of awareness jolted through her. In the mirror, she saw Kabir, propped against the headboard of the bed, his dark eyes fixed intently on her. He had woken late, the remnants of sleep still lingering in his gaze. The air thickened between them . Time stretched in that charged silence, each heartbeat echoing like a distant drum.Kabir's expression was unreadable, a storm brewing beneath the surface, his eyes a mix of longing and restraint. She could feel the tension curling around them, a palpable force that made her breath hitch. After a moment that felt like eternity, Erica turned slowly, her heart racing as she
Last Updated : 2025-02-21It was meant to be him A new destination
Anay slumped over the bar, his eyes glassy from the numerous drinks he had consumed. His friends, Rachit and Ananya and Rohan sat on either side of him, listening intently as he rambled on about Erica ."What I didn't do for this girl..." Anay began, his voice laced with bitterness. "I chased her around like a puppy, sending her stupid cards and flowers, chocolates... roaming around restaurants like a small-town couple. I pretended to be a funny guy just to pull her up... then finally, she accepted my proposal and got into a relationship with me."Anay took a gulp of his drink, his eyes flashing with anger. "And what did that bastard Kabir do? Nothing... absolutely nothing apart from gatecrashing my wedding. And she's wrapped around him like anything... I mean, how? When she was with me, she had always pushed me away, showed me tantrums whenever I tried to get close to her... so I thought maybe because she's a middle-class girl... but look at her now... she didn't have any problem get
Last Updated : 2025-02-21It was meant to be him It's getting hot🔥
Mature content ahead----------------------------------------------Erica's pov---------------------As I gripped the wheel of the is yacht, a rush of excitement coursed through me. Kabir stood behind me, his hands gently guiding mine, his warm breath tickling my ear as he instructed me on how to navigate the vessel. The sun shimmered on the water, and I couldn't help but giggle at the occasional mishaps-like when I accidentally turned the wheel too sharply and sent us veering off course. He laughed, his laughter deep and infectious, and somehow, despite my clumsiness, I felt a surge of confidence.After a lot of laughter and learning, we decided to take a break and dive into the ocean for some water surfing. It was my first time experiencing the underwater world, and as I plunged beneath the surface, I was greeted by a breathtaking spectacle. The water enveloped me like a soothing embrace, and vibrant fish darted around me, weaving through coral reefs that swayed gently with the cur
Last Updated : 2025-02-22It was meant to be him Burning desires 🔥
Erica's pov -------------------The sound of heavy rain can be heard all along as His fingers moved with an urgency that set my heart racing, each stroke igniting a fire within me. I was on the edge , my breath quickening as I gasped for air.he pulled his head from my neck and leaned closer, his lips hovered just above mine, parted slightly, our breaths mingling in a tantalizing dance. Yet, he didn't kiss me. I could feel the tension building, a desperate need surging through me. I leaned in, yearning for the connection, but he pulled back his head a little just enough to keep me on the yearning. It felt as if I will die if he didn't kiss me in that very moment .my lips aching for his touch.His breath brushed against my skin, as he let his lips graze mine, teasingly close yet achingly out of reach. I could feel the heat radiating from him, a magnetic pull that made it impossible to think of anything but the taste of his kiss. Just as I thought he might finally give in, he moved hi
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It was meant to be him Bonus chapter
I was just beginning to drift into sleep when I felt Kabir shift behind me, his body pressing into mine. His arm snaked around my waist, and he started tracing his nose, down to my cheek, and then my neck. His breath was warm against my skin. “Kabir, stop…” I murmured, moving slightly away. “Tomorrow is Kavis’s exam. You know how stressed he gets—I have to wake up early.” “Yrr, he’s just a five-year-old kid. What stress you are talking about!! about.” Kabir groaned. “Erica, it’s been three months. Not even once…” His voice took on a pleading edge. “Please, baby.” I sighed, trying to keep my patience. “Kabir, please just sleep. Next week, pakka.” "Next week?" His voice darkened, and I felt him stiffen. A second later, he pulled away completely, turning his back toward me. I stared at his rigid shoulders, rolling my eyes. “Kabir… have you gotten angry?” I whispered, reaching out to hug him from behind. He didn’t respond, just tried to shake off my hands, but I didn’t let go. Eventu
It was meant to be him Epilogue
After Anay returned home from the hospital, recovering from the bullet injury, Rajeshwar's fury knew no limits. In his eyes, Anay's betrayal was unforgivable-planning to murder Kabir was an act that shattered any hope of reconciliation. Enraged, Rajeshwar threw Anay out of the house, leaving him with nothing. Without a second glance at his family, Anay left in anger, seeking solace far away abroad, never once reaching out to even his mother, Smriti.Smriti, lost in the agony of losing her son, fell into a darkness she couldn't escape. The pain of separation consumed her, spiraling her into depression and anxiety. As the days passed, her health deteriorated rapidly. Her heart ached for the son who had become a stranger to her.Meanwhile, Kabir found joy in the soft glow of Erica's pregnancy. She was blossoming, her body slowly changing as the months went by, and Kabir, in his joy, became a pillar of care and concern. His protective nature over her was unwavering, but there was a kind o
It was meant to be him The final attempt
The night spent on , each minute feeling like an eternity as she cried, the weight of Kabir's words pressing down on her like a suffocating blanket. She was terrified of losing him, terrified that the fragile bond they had built was on the verge of shattering.Erica buried her face in her hands, her fingers trembling as she recalled the pain in Kabir's eyes when he had spoken. The magnitude of what he had said loomed over her like a dark cloud, and she felt utterly lost. But amidst the despair, a flicker of resolve ignited within her. She wiped her tear-streaked face with the back of her hand, inhaling deeply to collect her strength. She couldn't let fear dictate her actions any longer.----------------------------------------------Next morning ------------------------Kabir stood under the shower, the water cascading over him, yesterday night was hard for him ....he was feeling so frustrated and vulnerable ..so much going on in his mind so much so that in a way he was trying to was
It was meant to be him confession of a broken heart
"You think I cheated on you?" His voice was low, hoarse, as if it had been a long time since he'd spoken the words. "I never needed to do that, Erica." He took a step forward, his gaze piercing hers. "If I wanted, I could have anyone I want. But I wasn't interested in anyone... apart from you."Erica stood frozen, her heart racing as she tried to make sense of the storm of emotions in his eyes. Her hands trembled at her sides, the weight of his words suffocating her."And if there had been someone else in my life," he continued, the bitterness in his tone cutting through the air, "I know you think I could trade anything for business, but the truth is, Erica... I would've never married you if I was having an affair. Never." His voice cracked slightly as the words fell from his lips, the rawness of his confession making her feel small, helpless."You know," Kabir's voice softened, a distant, painful memory creeping into his words, "My dad loved my mom, or so he always said. But he wasn
It was meant to be him The outburst
Erica's pov----------------I lay on the bed, my eyes fixed on Kabir's profile as he watched the movie . I had been waiting for what felt like an eternity for him to acknowledge my presence, but he didn't...my mind wandering to the tension between us.Slowly, I began to inch my way towards him, my movements deliberate and cautious. I didn't want to startle him, but I needed to break the silence that had been suffocating me for weeks. I slowly placed a hand on his torso, my face inches from his neck. I could feel the stiffness in his body, but he didn't say a word. He tried to remove my hand, but I held firm, my heart pounding in my chest.I leaned in, my nose touching his skin, and began to give him soft kisses near his ear while muttering "sorry" over and over again. I knew it was a risk, but I was desperate to reconnect with him, to make him see me, to hear me.Suddenly, Kabir's voice cut through the air, his tone firm but controlled. "Erica, stop it!" he saidI didn't back down.
It was meant to be him making way to him
Erica's pov ---------------------As I blinked awake, the familiar haze of sleep dissipated, revealing the stark emptiness beside me. Kabir hadn’t come to bed again, and the realization sent a surge of irritation through me. Just then, I caught sight of the relentless downpour outside. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and padded toward the balcony, the sound of rain drumming against the pavement growing louder with each step. The sky was in a shade of gray, heavy clouds swirling ominously, with flashes of lightning in between that illuminated the world for a split second. As I was watching A crack of thunder followed, sending a shiver down my spine, and I took a step back to inside, heart racing.I made my way downstairs so that I could ask for Kabir . As I descended the final few steps, I spotted him near the entrance, his hand resting on his waist, deep in conversation with the driver. Kabir’s expression was of an annoyance , his gaze fixed on the stormy landscape outside
It was meant to be him Time to pay back
Please vote and comment 💭⭐❤️----------------------------------------------Erica groggily sat up in bed, the sunlight streaming through the curtains piercing her eyes like tiny needles. She winced, pressing her palms against her temples, where a pounding headache throbbed with intensity.The memories of the previous night flickered in and out like a faulty light bulb. Just as she was beginning to calm herself, a soft knock interrupted her thoughts."Good morning, mam!" a cheerful voice chimed as the maid entered, a bright smile lighting up her face. She placed a tray on the bedside table with a gentle clatter.Erica squinted at the tray. "What is this? And where...where is Kabir?" she asked, her voice shaky as she examined the plate of toast and the glass of lemon water.The maid hesitated, glancing down at the floor as if searching for the right words. "Mam, sir went to the hotel site. He asked me to give you this lemon water. He also said to give you this medicine if your headach
It was meant to be him A Fragile moment
The car pulled up to the bungalow parking lot, and Kabir stepped out from his side. As he reached the front of the vehicle, Erica hurried out as well and took hold of his hand. "Kabir, please listen to me! Just this once, baby... I’m begging you," she pleaded with a tone of urgency. "Erica, it's already very late at night , let me go and sleep please ," he replied, attempting to move ahead removing her hold but something made him pause. He glanced at her, his eyes narrowing. “Also, I’m very glad your ankle healed so fast,” he added, scratching the back of his ear while glancing at her injured ankle that had been sprained just moments earlier.Erica gaze dropped to her ankle, and she immediately attempt to lift it while feigning a wince of pain...ouch...no..no...it still hurts..He turned away, shaking his head as he walked towards the entrance of the bungalow. The sound of her voice trailed behind him, desperate and pleading. “Kabir! Kabirrrr! Kabir... stop and listen to me once!”But
It was meant to be him Somewhat together
The next night--------------------------Erica pushed open the door to her room, expecting the usual stillness of the space, but instead, she was met with the sound of rustling clothes and Kabir was standing there, his back to her and with precise movements of his hands he was combing his hair catched her attention. He was dressed in a sleek black shirt and jeans that fit him just right. every detail of his attair was perfect. She leaned against the doorframe, watching him in silence for a moment before stepping closer. "Are you going somewhere?" Erica’s voice was laced with curiosity, but Kabir didn’t even acknowledge her presence at first. His eyes remained focused on his reflection as he adjusted his shirt, then bent down to slide on his shoes, all the while whistling a carefree tune.Erica raised an eyebrow, the question lingering in the air. “Kabir, I’m askingyou… where are you going, dressing up like this?”Kabir didn’t answer Instead, he stood up, still whistling, as if he
