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Chapter 96
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2021-05-31 21:43:34Christian's pov
A lot was going on in my mind. Things had become such when I got too much confused with each other. stood from my chair and came in front of the big window of my office, from where more than half of the city was visible.
Just like always standing at this window, I felt as if I am standing on the top of this world and from here everything is in my hands.
Standing here and looking down at everything, how small it seems and how restless it seems. The people walking downstairs are dancing at the behest of your fingers. Even if you want, you will not be able to feel yourself being involved in the lives of those people. When you stand so high you find yourself alone. Like all the time I find myself alone. But I have never felt
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The child was so depressed as if he had lost all hope of living. One day he fell down while playing on the swing and got a serious injury in his leg. Immediately his bodyguards came to him. He picked her up in her lap and immediately ran towards the hospital. For the treatment of that child, more than half the doctors of the city were standing there. But there was no one who really cares that even the parents didn't come there. Seeing this the child's heart broke even more. "Young master you should take medicine now. Madam has said that if you do not take medicine then you will not be able to recover and those people have just gone outside for an important meeting. If you keep insisting in this way, then your health will get worse. They also have no confidence that when will he return?" Caretaker said.
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one month later. "You have made all the preparations, haven't you?" He asked in excitement. His happiness was clearly visible on his face. His blue eyes were gleaming with joy. Just his eyes were on the clock and the whole house where the preparations for his birthday were going on in full swing. "Young master we will handle everything. Your foot injury still hasn't healed very well. You still have pain in your leg. we feel. You should sit in one place and relax. You can say everything sitting there. We will take care of all your wishes." A caretaker standing there bowing his head in front of him said. The way the child was jumping and jumping, the caretaker's life had come to his mouth. He was afraid that the injury might turn green again and the pain would not increase. If the pain gets worse, then his job will be in danger. "Oh don't you worry about me. Today I am very happy
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As soon as Christian closed his eyes he came back out of memory. His eyes were fixed in hearing. He was just standing from such a height and getting the feeling of the bottom. There were so many things in his heart that he wanted to open up to someone. He wanted to tell, but his behavior and feeling was such that it did not allow him to do something like that, even if he wanted to do something, he could not get it out of himself. But the decision he had taken to move on was probably his determination. ****** ~~At Mansion~~ Both were sitting opposite each other at the dining table. There were so many thoughts going on in the hearts of both of them, but there was a peace there. Both were looking at each other stealing their eyes but could not dare to say anything.
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"Yes, you are telling the truth, that night was special. Not only for you You know me too. There has never been anyone in my life. Never have I let anyone come so close to me. As close as you have come to me. My ego got hurt because whatever you were with me now without my consent. You are such a beautiful person that you have never needed to force yourself with anyone but I am not like that. I am not the kind of people who die on money or on someone's appearance that if I want anything, it is the hidden goodness in a person, his ability, his skill that attracts me towards him. I don't care about money. You need some good mind. I need a person who tries to understand me and not try to impose me on himself. I also want my freedom, I want to breathe freely. space required." She said. It's difficult to her but she try. "Can you give me all this? Will you be able to change your
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Christian stood up from his chair and walked towards Roose. He caught her in his arms from behind. Now both of them were calm and just looking at the beautiful sun setting in front of them. Both their breaths were flowing in one rhythm. Both were beating at almost the same speed. Thousands of questions, thousands of answers, thousands of things, despite knowing how many things were going on in each other's mind, at that moment they were feeling each other inside themselves. The closer the two stood to each other, the more questions they had about their tolerance, the more they calmed down. Both eyes just stood in front. was admiring that beautiful scene and was persuading themself to hand it over to another. There were some things that both had to work on. Some habits had to be changed in
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I know you stopped me and as much as you stopped me. I was so drawn towards you. You were the first girl who refused me and I did not like your refusal at all. I am referring to the Christian who was present in that room that night. I never refuse. I am the same even today, maybe I am the same for the whole world but for you I have changed. I have changed only for you. Maybe you remember when you denied me that way, I stopped for a moment. Believe me, I had completely trusted you at that time. I was away from you even though I didn't want to. If you believe me, I never stopped myself as much as I had stopped at that time. There was anger inside me. One such anger was for the woman who was refusing me by sitting in front of me with the money I had bought. This was huge for me. This thing may be small for you. But believe me, it was a big thing for me. I have never been reject
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Dark room I was lying on the floor. My whole dress was torn and scratching marks on my body. Blood flooded from my body. He was laugh at me, touch me, and hurt me as he want. For him I’m just a bag of bones and flash. He came near me and tried to enter. “NO!” I woke up from bed. My whole body is covered with sweat. My heart beat was almost running at the speed of light. “NO! NO!” Why don't you are not leave me? I fisted my hairs with my hands and cried uncontrollably. I hold my head on my knees and hugged me with my arms. I was just try to calm my nerves. Why Christian Why you vcame my nightmare. Your cold and warm behaviour kill me one day. I was just die what you want…&nbs
