Larissa's viewpointHmm. I think I dug a grave for myself. Not only did I dig my own grave, I built a tombstone, went into the ground, and neatly laid my hands on my chest. All that remains is for Zayne to pour in the sand.I know I said that nonchalantly but as Zayne hastily pulled me to my car, nervousness and embarrassment pushed through my unflappability and a bit of fear dwelled in. The determination on Zayne's face is the same he puts up when he sees something considered impossible or difficult to achieve and plans to go unrest until he does otherwise. In other words, backing out isn't an option.Wait, didn't he say I can ask him anything I want?"Um, Zayne, wait a minute," he turned his head and looked at me and the moment his eyes fell on me, a bastard breeze blew against his face, sweeping his hair aside and establishing an allure that could not be resisted. That charm coupled with the unyielding lust in his eyes made me keep my mouth shut."Yes?" He asked after a minute of i
Larissa's viewpoint"You didn't take the pills," it was more like a matter-of-fact than a question."Um, oops?" I asked with a nervous laugh.He growled. "Larissa,""I forgot," I whined."Dammit," he grumbled before surprising me by taking out a packet of condoms from the back pocket of his pants."You bought a condom?""You wouldn't take the damn pills," he grumbled, rolling the sky-blue rubber around his cock. The tip of his dick glistened with precum and he was so impatient his trembling hands made a mess of the procedure. "Goddammit! Fuck this!" He threw the thing away, cursing under his breath. "This can't be happening to me right now," he lamented."For the love of God," I rolled my eyes and grabbed his dick, tugging him forward. "Don't cum inside me,""I don't know how good my pullout game is," he complained, prying my hand off his dick and pulling back. "But it's not like I can stop and I'm not using that." He lifted me off the seat and placed me on his lap again."We're doing
Larissa's viewpointAh. I'm dead. My God will punish Zayne.I limped into the house after he dropped me off and took my car to get it washed. He first took me to his penthouse to change clothes but he couldn't get me new legs and waist. My pussy is ruined. The bastard took me again in the shower after making me pass out twice in the car.I am finished.I froze when I saw Tristan sitting on the couch, the TV remote in his hand. A girl sat beside him and they both looked at me puzzledly. "Sis, are you alright? I didn't hear your car drive in," oh God, not him.I smiled nervously. "Zayne dropped me off and took my car for a wash,""You're coming back at this time? And why are you limping?" He furrowed his brows suspiciously. I quickly cooked up a lie, forgetting that with Tristan, I could never succeed."I slipped when I was trying to murder someone who threw a ball at me,""The smell of your lie is disgusting. Talk or I rat you out to Dad," I grumbled but a giggle made me stop. It was t
Larissa's viewpoint"Starliss, that's enough!" Odette thundered, but it was too late, she already said it. Those words again. Telling me that I don't deserve Zayne, indirectly telling me that he could have done better. I knew that. I wasn't the prettiest girl in the world. My beauty couldn't turn heads like her or Odette. I know there's nothing special about me but so what? I deserve the best too.Despite my thoughts, tears rolled down my cheeks. I wasn't even sure if she was trying to help or what she was aiming for. "Larissa, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that,""Oh yes you did," Odette snapped. "And that bullshit is right about enough. I know you're trying to help but you don't have to be so pushy about it. You're not the only one whose first love didn't work out so fucking deal with it! Stop venting it out on Larissa as if it's her fault my dick of a cousin chose– just stop, it Starliss!"I silently dried my tears with my palms, grabbed my phone, and got off the bed. At that mo
Larissa's viewpointI stared at Zayne intensely, pouting my lips and twinkling my eyelashes. He didn't bother to cast me even the slightest glance. So he's really angry about his family knowing about our sex life. I tried to make him understand that it wasn't my fault but as long as his father knew about it, what I did was unforgivable. Tch, he was just being dramatic and needed something from me but I wasn't going to play into his hands."I can't believe you're still angry. I can't walk properly because of you," I pointed out. He slammed his textbook shut, stood up, and walked away. I knew what he wanted me to do but too bad, I wasn't going to. Zayne wanted me to say I'll do anything for his forgiveness and then he'd demand that I miss Neo's game. Thanks to him, unintentionally, I already missed the first two games and now he wanted me to miss another one. Never.Neo is my best friend and missing out on important things is a no."Alright, see you later, my love!" I shouted after him.
Larissa's viewpointYou see, I love my boyfriend a lot. He's caring, sweet in his own way, brutally kind, and has a lot of good qualities. He's not perfect, no, he's far from perfect and two of his most annoying flaws are his jealousy and his temper. Now make that anger because of jealousy, that's like facing a tsunami. Heaven knows I won't survive that, but you see this guy, I'll survive him.I huffed as I ran after him. I was at least grateful he didn't try to kill Jiro. Death is exclusive to Neo. I don't know if I should appreciate that or fear it. Zayne took one look at me, scowled, and left. It was as clear as day that he was vexed and already conjuring up the worst possible scenarios about a secret love affair between Jiro and me. It was utterly ridiculous. He knew how I felt about him but whenever he loses himself to temper, the almighty Zayne never thinks. It's the worst possible combination for someone like him.Jiro is gorgeous, but he's not my type."Zayne can you please sl
Larissa's viewpointI've lost a lot of screws, I realize that now.Why do I think so? Well, I've been panicking and worrying a lot that if Zayne found out about my condition which wasn't life-threatening, he would treat me differently or leave me. I spent days worrying about what he would say to me if he knew. How would he react? Would he be angry? Would he hate me? Would he throw me away? My mother once told me that nobody wants a liability and although I worked hard not to become one, I still felt that way.A lot of insecurities or rather, a lot of buried and new insecurities resurfaced after I started dating Zayne, so I spent most of my alone time wondering about the things that could cause him to leave me and my heart was one of them. Now it's not as serious as Starliss and my father think. Blackouts happen once in a blue moon, mostly after a long period of stressful emotional imbalance. Let's be honest, since Neo's party, my heart hasn't taken a break from stress.Wait, what was
Larissa's viewpoint"…Is currently switched off. Please try again later or leave a message at the beep," I hung up and glanced at Zyaire. He was having a mental breakdown before even learning the whole story. All he heard was that his son was sick and he lost every sense of reasoning. Zayne's number was switched off, Lavender wasn't picking up, I didn't have Zachary's or their father's phone number, Savia's calls went straight to voicemail and Serenity's manager said she was in rehearsal. I couldn't drop a bomb on her when I wasn't sure.However, I knew that their weird quintuplet bond would already be sending signals but considering Zayne's temper, it'd take a while for them to pinpoint that there is more than one person paranoid. Maybe not. I'm not sure how their bond works.I glanced at Zyaire again. He sat in the backseat, hugging his knees and biting into his fingernails. Whatever he was thinking was badly messing with his head and there was nothing I could do to help him.I drov