Zayne's viewpoint
The frightened skip of my heart, the first in three months. I caught her before she landed on the hard ground. Although death was impossible from such a distance, injury was not.
"Whoo! You did it, brother!" She shrieked, throwing her hands wildly, and smacking my face with no care. "That was like a crazy trust suicide… Aaaah!" She screamed as her body went down to the ground. Her actions were unnecessary and chaotic to my years of practice-hardened heart. I do not need anyone to evoke any slight reaction than the given.
"Walk," With that order, I spun on my heels, heading back to my car as calmly as possible. I was not.
"Well, that was rude," I heard one of her friends say, not sure who, but the guy found comfort in laughing. Zyaire still stood by my car, waiting while the others went to his. He raised a questioning brow at me.
"I'm not leaving her behind," I said, glancing back at her. She wasn't there. Zyaire shrugged, pushed himself off the door of my car, and walked past him, slipping something into my hand and patting my shoulder before leaving. I raised and unfolded my palm to see a pack of flavored condoms. Groaning, I turned and threw a glare at his back which he knew due to his laughter.
"Idiot," I muttered. I hid the pack in my zip pocket. I looked around, no Larissa. Guess she ran away. I was far behind schedule so she would be dealt with later. Dipping my hand into my front pocket for my key, I furrowed my brows when I found nothing. I searched my pockets, but nothing. I went over to the car to look in through the window, maybe I locked myself out again. To my utter and unbelievable surprise, I found Larissa inside my car, sniffing it.
How did she get in?!
"Larissa?" I knocked on the window. She raised her head, grinning boyishly when she saw me. "Open the door," I said, gesturing for her to open the door. She climbed over from the passenger seat and manually unlocked the door. She could have just remotely opened it. She climbed back to her seat while I slipped into the car, already figuring out how she got in. She stole my key when I caught her. "And why did you steal my key?"
"Why is the moon white?" She mused and then shrugged. "Nobody knows just like I don't know, case close, problem solved!" I slam the door shut, shaking my head. She went back to sniffing my car and I dare not ask why. I started the car and drove off. I need to pick up my sister's medicine or I will be dead before sunset.
Running out of time.
"So, these sisters of yours, are they cute?"
"Yes."
"Are they nice?"
"Depends."
"Are they married?"
"No."
"Ooh, what does this button do?" I smacked her hand away from the air conditioner button. "Oomph, sorry… Ooh, What about this?… Ow… Okay, no touching, got… Hey…"
"Don't even think about it, Justice," I warned.
"You know, you can just call me Larissa, Justice is too formal."
"Yes, too formal for two people who have shared a brief intimate moment, isn't it?" I teased, smirking when she clamped her mouth shut, her cheeks pinkening. Blushing has never looked cute on someone, especially when the person is her. "Do you want to tell me why you kissed me?"
"No." She said before she even registered the question.
"And why not? Do I not have the right to know why a random girl walked up to me and kissed me?"
"It's not like it's the first time,"
"But it is the first time the girl kissed me with hair all over her face and scooted for the hills afterward. Now, that isn't normal, is it?"
"Nothing personal!" She shouted, unnecessarily. "My friends and I always play a game, a dare game. Each one of us makes a request every new semester and the pack follows through. The consequences of not doing it are running naked in the boy's locker room and indirectly inviting rapists. After seeing you, the punishment would be worse. I would have to run naked in the middle of the first game and that is a very, very, bad idea! I can't run naked in front of everyone, the entire school, and more! My dad would skin me alive and force my dead body to chew my skin, I can't!"
I smiled. "I know," she gasped outrageously, causing me to chuckle.
"If you knew the whole time, why make me live in fear?" I shrugged. "Let me guess, you enjoy watching me pretend?"
"Somewhat,"
"So you don't like my lips?" She murmured, though she didn't intend for me to hear that. I looked over to her when she sighed and looked out of the window. There's a backstory to that statement. Do I care enough to know? No, sentimental stories would get me into trouble. I looked away, continuing the drive to pick up my sisters.
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I parked the car carefully in the parking lot, glancing over at Larissa. Unfortunately, the peace didn't last. Just two minutes into the silence, she went back to singing, unfortunately. The more I told her to be silent, the more she sang.
"Zayne!" I smiled, shutting the door behind me. She ran towards me, throwing herself midair, a move that would get her killed one day if she didn't learn to throw herself at those who would actually catch her. Her unusual laughter meant something good happened. Jewels is too much of a shy person to laugh this much. She jumped on and attached herself to me, locking her athletic legs around my waist and almost unremovable grip on my neck. "Zayne, guess what? I got a lead role for my school's upcoming drama!"
Knew it.
"Really? And what lead role is that?" I asked, drawing her skirt down to cover her lap.
"Well, you were right, I got the character of the quiet green snake antagonist, but it's a start, right? My first big role! Isn't that just wonderful, big brother?"
"Yes, wonderful. Can you get off me now? Rihanna is impatiently waiting for her turn," I smiled, looking over her shoulder to my youngest sister, impatiently tapping her foot, waiting for her turn to hold me. Unlike Jewels who was more glued to Zachary, I was Rihanna's favorite. The moment she gets her hands on me, no one else can. Hence the rule, she always holds me last because hers is almost forever.
"Oh, right," Jewels slipped down from my body and moved aside. Rihanna giggled, running towards me with arms spread wide apart. I picked her up and carried the giggling four-year-old in my arms.
"Bunny Bunny, I learned a new word today and something amazing. Do you know that claustrophobia is the fear of enclosed places and claustrophobic is someone suffering from claustrophobia?"
I gasped. "No, so the fear of tight places is called claustrophobia? Who would have thought," I said with fake bafflement. I walked around to the passenger seat, she always sits in front. I forgot Risa was sitting there, but she wasn't there when I opened the door and dropped Rihanna.
"Phobia entirely is the fear of anything, do you know that, Bunny Bunny?"
"Wow, no. Riha, you are a sheer genius,"
"I know, right," she said smugly. I smiled before shutting the door. I walked around to the driver's seat, got in, and slammed the door shut. Riha was looking at the backseat, kneeling on the seat and holding the headrest with her little palms. "Bunny Bunny, who's the pretty lady?" That was unfortunately when I remembered I came with someone, and that someone was staring at Rihanna like she was the missing ingredient to her pie. Touching Rihanna would be the biggest mistake of her life. Just like Zachary, she hates physical contact with any human other than her chosen few.
"That's my classmate, Larissa. The one I mentioned this morning,"
"Ooh, ooh, I've always wanted a friend whose name is Larissa, can we be friends?" Jewels asked excitedly, excitement pushed by her recent success because she would never be that bold.
I drove off as Rihanna gave her 'the eyes'. Result of having Savia as a favorite big sister.
"Sure, why not? It's nice to meet you…?"
"Jewels, age thirteen, and the girl who is still unsure of her future!" She squealed. I rolled my eyes. Rihanna raised her hand like a student in class.
"Larissa, how old are you?"
"Seventeen, you?"
"Four,"
"Can I hold you, please?"
"No." She deadpanned.
"Awwn," Risa awned disappointingly, "but you are so cute,"
"I am not a squishy toy, young lady, I'm a woman. Big women don't get squishy hugs from people," says the kid who still sleeps while hugging her mother. "And I don't play with strangers. Mommy said beware of strangers. Plus, strangers are unpredictable and covered with germs. What if you haven't washed your hands? What if you smell? What if you're sweaty? No, no touching. I have a phobia of close physical contact… Hey! Do you know what phobia means?"
"The fear of spiders?" Larissa asked. With that look on her face, I wasn't sure if she really didn't know or was just acting. With the kind of person she is, I wouldn't be surprised.
Riha giggled. "No, silly, it's the fear of things like claustrophobia, the fear of enclosed spaces. Can you spell it? Claustrophobia?"
"I think I can," she scrunched her face in exaggerated thoughtfulness. Definitely pretending. "C-l-a-u-s-t-r-o-h-o…"
"Wrong!" Rihanna shouted with glee, "This is how you spell claustrophobia. Ahem, c-l-a-u-s-t-r-o-p-h-o-b-i-a, repeat after me, you can do it,"
"Wow," Risa cupped her cheeks, "you are a sheer genius, puffball. You can spell it so well!"
"I know! Hey, pretty girl, can you cook? Do you like ice cream? Do you like cartoons?" Riha asked with eyes twinkling wide with curiosity.
"I know how to cook, who doesn't like ice cream? And cartoons are the best. Have you seen Sofia the first?" Riha nodded, "Clover is my favorite, you?"
"I like James, he's nice and pretty too. Have you seen SpongeBob?"
"SquarePants,"
"Paw patrol?"
"Love the boy,"
"PJ masks?"
"Owlette's powers are the best,"
"Vampirina?"
"Not a fan of the blue skin but love her mother, pretty awesome bloodsucker," And she officially found a place in Rihanna's heart.
"Eek! You know everything! I like you, will you be my new friend too? I can show you my Monster High collection! Big Zee bought it all for me and Bunny Bunny bought my collection of Pony princesses! Wanna see?" Riha never shows people her collection, how did Risa make it there so fast? They got into a conversation, Jewels included.
Larissa knew how to speak both the language of a kid and teenager, she knew exactly what to say and how to react to their every statement. Everything about her is intriguing, every moment makes me more curious. What exactly makes her tick? What dark secret does she conceal? Everyone has a dark side, what is hers? Why do I feel like she should only be with me? Like she is the only one that can fish me out from the sea drowning me?
Larissa Justice is different, weird, and intriguing. She is trouble.
Larissa's viewpointThis life is just so unfair. Some people are just blessed, too blessed. While some lived comfortably, some did not. While some struggled for two square meals, some could go a day without food because they didn't have one. And some, they were just wealthy and could buy whatever they wished for. An example of a rich person is Zayne's family. He was born with a diamond spoon and he was already making money while I didn't even have a job. His family house was huge, so freaking huge!I couldn't hide my awestruck expression. I walked with my mouth wide open, my eyes almost popping out of their sockets. Everything in the house fascinated me, everything was worth wowing over. I loved the house and would do anything to marry the floor. But, the floor was probably more expensive than any item in my house.Zayne, on the other hand, was playing it cool. He had to, it was the house he grew up in anyway. The first thing he did when he stepped into the house was carry whining Rih
Larissa's viewpoint "Risa, wait up!" Wow, that was fast. I didn't stop walking though, I kept walking towards the gate. My anger was long gone. One thing about me is that no matter how angry I am, the moment I spill it all out via words, it disappears. He caught up to me, snatching my wrist a little bit, not gently. I yanked my hand away, or at least tried to. "Can you calm down for a moment? What about the assignment?" "Since you're so smart and intelligent, do it yourself, oh mighty god of knowledge," I mocked, still twisting my wrist in his grasp to break free. "I didn't mean to offend you," I was not expecting him to concede that quickly. I expected him to reflect on my words all night and then apologize the following day or two, or never. It proved he was the nice person I knew him for, the kind boy who helped the total stranger back then and still doesn't remember her by the way. To think of it, all the times I'd been with him so far, he wasn't that harsh. Maybe something el
Zayne's viewpoint"Urgh, Zyaire, get your disgusting body off me! You smell!" Savvy's shouting distracted me from my thoughts. I removed my pen from my lips, turning and frowning at my sister. Zyaire lay on top of Savia who was flattened to the ground, with no way to escape. Jewels sat between Zach's legs, playing a game with his phone while he braided her hair. She was wearing his shirt tied to fit her body and Serenity's blue skirt from years ago. I still don't know why they are here… Oh, if at least two of them don't come with me, Mom would never let me out on my own.Mothers."You guys, you are supposed to be helping me with ideas, or at least allow me to think," I whined, focusing my pleading eyes on Zachary. He raised his eyes from Jewels' head, finding mine instantly. I batted my lashes cutely and pleadingly. He rolled his eyes and sighed."Zyaire, you have five seconds to get off Savvy if you still want to keep your balls. If you inconvenience her further, you
Zayne's viewpointHow did she succeed in ignoring me the whole time? In less than five minutes from the park to Mom's car, I already knew her favorite things. She talked non-stop, pausing occasionally for air. By the time I was done cleaning her wounds, I already knew her whole family history and how much she hated her mother. It didn't matter, I loved how open and honest she was. She had no filter like Savia and was brutal like Zachary."There, all done. I'm sure your boyfriend would be worried about you," I mentally slapped myself in the head. I shouldn't have let that out. Now she'd think I'm weird."I have three boyfriends: my dad, my brother, and my best friend, Neo. They are so protective of me which is unnecessary because boys aren't my thing. You wanna know what my thing is? Cars, guns, bombs, colors. Have you seen my hair? Isn't it beautiful? Dad said I only have two more weeks to enjoy my hair dyeing phase, after two weeks, he'll shave my head if I ever dye it again. That's
Zayne's viewpoint"Let me guess," Mom said. "You met her again, didn't you?" I hummed positively. "And you let her go?""I don't know what to do," I murmured, "I'm confused,""Honey, excuse me for a moment," Mom slipped away from Dad, dropping her curled-up legs. She scooted herself over to the arm of the chair so she would be closer to me. "Come," she stretched her hand out to me. I knew what she wanted, so without taking her hand, I stood up, walked up to the chair, and sat down on the floor, between her legs. She ran her fingers into my hair, turning her fingers into a comb. "Okay, you have my full attention. Tell me why you are confused,""I'm confused because she is not part of the plan I have for myself. My life is perfectly calculated, predicted, and organized, but the only few days she got involved, I don't know my schedule anymore. Graduate from high school and college, finally open my own art gallery and studio for my photography, pay more attention to my life as a photo art
Larissa's viewpointI dazedly walked into my house, walking in a waddling-like manner. My father and Tristan were sitting on the new black leather sofa, close to each other, watching a basketball march. The living room was a mess. This is what happens when I leave them alone for a whole afternoon. Why do they both have to be such a child?I dropped my bag loudly, but they still didn't notice me. I scoffed and walked towards the television, stopping right in front of it. "Oi!" They both shouted, pulling their hair. "You're in the way! Get lost, daughter!" I didn't have the energy to deal with them, so for once in my life, I stepped away from the TV and let them be. They would figure out my mood later when they realized I left them alone for once. They'll probably panic, but whatever.I left my bag there and trod to the staircase. I climbed up the stairs heavily, rethinking everything that had happened so far. I went to his house, met his sisters, we fought, he remembered me and he indi
Larissa's viewpoint"Are you sure this would work? I look like a slut," she whimpered, pinning the open neckline of her top together.I rolled my eyes. "The true definition of slut is the bimbo sucking the new boy's face over there," I pointed at the school slut. She's always naked. "You look sexy but not slutty, so relax. Don't you want to get Neo?""I do, I really do," she murmured. She was wearing a crossover neckline top, which plunge revealed a little cleavage. The blush pink, crop knot front top had sequined slip-sleeves. In addition, she wore a front button mini jeans skirt, black with the buttons blush pink. The skirt was somehow something she called a tube jean skirt. It was sexy and innocently hugged her curves. And then she wore her lucky black wedge booties for confidence. She usually wears very light makeup but this time, she made it more noticeable, with brighter lipstick and her over-the-shoulder length honey-blonde hair, curled to give it a bouncy touch. I say she look
Larissa's viewpointToday has been a day, a very emotionally exhausting day. It was only the lunch period and I was already tired. I didn't understand who among us was attempting to make the other fall. From declaring that I'll be sitting with him and being close to him for the rest of the semester, to being extra weird. He was sitting awfully close to me and getting into my personal space. It was odd, or maybe I was the one reading extra meaning to it.I sat in the cafeteria, right next to Neo, who was busy discreetly seething as he watched Starliss and her date chatting merrily. We were sitting next to the football team, but he wasn't with them but with us because of Starliss. If I didn't know Neo any better, I would have thought that he didn't care. But I knew my friend, I knew how good of an emotion concealer he was. He barely paid attention to the girl sitting at his other side and the one sitting on the table, in front of him, legs intentionally opened. I also knew Starliss was
Today marks a year and seven months since Larissa went into a coma. The project to fasten her healing remains a failure. There has been no positive result since. So far, the doctors still deem her survival impossible and the medicine to help the impossible become possible is nothing but a failure. The agreed number of experiments I can carry out is getting close. I promised my parents that after the number is three hundred, I will not carry out any more experiments. Even if they are condemned criminals, even if they throw away gangsters from the assassin association and mafia, they are still humans. Or so Mom said. Almost two years isn't enough to heal the wound in my heart, or anyone who truly loved her. I miss her. I miss everything about her. The world has no colors without her. I caught him, the bastard who made this happen. It's a shame he died from the third experiment. I would have loved to put him to more use. Larissa's parents welcomed a new baby last
Zayne's viewpointI tapped my foot on the floor, my hands clasped and pressed to my lips. I silently prayed with my eyes closed for a good result since we didn't have the time or anyone to test it out. It wasn't something dangerous, that we were sure of but anything could happen. It'd been almost nine hours since the operation began. There had been no news from Dad or the doctors. We weren't allowed in there.Savia huffed for the umpteenth time. She had been pacing for four hours without a break. Neither of us could sleep. Serenity slept off thrice and woke up with a scream. She had nightmares. Zyaire slept off along the way, but unlike Serenity, he did not wake or shake, he cried in his sleep. None of us could be bothered to soothe each other's pain."Argh!!!" Savia screamed, ruffling her hair and shaking her head wildly. "This is driving me crazy!""Relax, Savvy," Aunt Rylee said softly. She accompanied us to the hospital along with her husband, Uncle Phineas. We kept Mom's conditio
Larissa's viewpointI looked around the house, walking in slowly while Neo went in to get something. It was strange. He told me it was an apartment and his Grandpa was sending him away but for someone who was leaving, they put a great effort into the interior design of the house. Note that I said house, not apartment. It was undoubtedly a beautiful home. The taupe gray, silver, and cream theme with a bit of brown was lovely, along with the furniture and the styling."I'm back," he announced, drawing my attention to him. He walked to the cream camel back sofa with a bottle of Beaufort a Ambonnay Grand Cru Doux Rose, two white wine glasses, a big plate of Swedish meatballs, and dark chocolate almond barks. He dropped the tray on the table and sat down."Shouldn't you be using champagne glasses for those?" I joined him."I broke them," I picked the bottle first. It was one of my favorite wines. "So how are you doing? Since you got out,""Not good. My grandparents are shipping me off to I
Larissa's viewpointI stood at the airport, listening to my Dad nag about how he'd like to return home and meet his house the same way he left it. It was the day after the wedding. My Dad and Mikayla were officially married. Zayne got me the VIP pass to the hotel I asked him to. I still couldn't shake off the grin on my face from the way my parents reacted. Though it was a gift Zayne spent effort on, it was still from me. Dad made sure to rub that on my face but Mikayla was sincerely grateful. I wish I could exclude him from the honeymoon."And you cannot throw or attend any party in our absence. Odette and Tristan, if I find out you broke anything in another argument again, I'll destroy your souls, use your flesh to make leather, and wear them as boots—""Dad, that's not—""Boots!" He snarled, daring us to correct him again. "Larissa, I promise you, I will hunt you to the end of the earth even in death if you dare redecorate my house," he growled, glaring daggers at me. I gasped. How
Larissa's viewpoint"Are you hurt?" The expected question. He needed to stop worrying about me. It was sweet of him but also unnecessary. I wasn't like before. If it hurt, I'd let him know."I'm fine, don't worry,""I’m still going to… fuck me," he groaned when my walls clenched hard around him. He fell over, using his hands to hold up his weight from compressing me. "Damn. I'm going to go a little stronger than before. Please don't hesitate to–""Tell you if it hurts or if I can't handle it, yes, I know. Can you move now?""Remember to—""For goodness's sake, I will," I laughed, a bit impatient and lust showing in my tone. "I promise I won't foolishly take more than I can handle so please continue or I'll flip us over and fuck you myself. You know, that was the plan when I wore this underwear. The plan was to tie you up and have my way with you," Zayne chuckled and put strength in his arms, holding back his desire (as always) to destroy my insides recklessly, and the result of that w
Larissa's viewpoint"I've arrived!" I shouted, kicking Zayne's bedroom door open. He spun the giant white ball chair around, revealing the red interior. He looked at me flatly and I grinned in response. "Zaddy, I'm home!" I shrieked again. Of course, we were at his private house. We agreed to meet there, but he didn't have the large chair the last time I came."That door is worth someone's yearly salary, be careful with it," I nodded, swinging the bags in my hands happily. "You're wearing a coat," he stated."For dramatic reveal," I replied, dropping the bags on the glass table. "And no, I'm not bothered by what my mother said to me. If anything, I feel sorry for myself," he stretched his hands out, gesturing for me to come closer. I planned to go over to him anyway. "I feel pity and disappointment for myself. I allowed the fear of what I might be like if I became anything like her to torment me for years. I feared becoming like her the most but seeing her right now, I'm forced to won
Larissa's viewpointI exhaled through my nostrils, rubbing my throbbing forehead. My body felt heavy and in desperate need of a massage or to shut down for three straight days. It's been two weeks since Zayne left school. We barely saw each other. I couldn't be selfish and bother him with my fantasies and loneliness, so I focused on work and my parents' wedding. A lot of things were going on. I'll start from the beginning.I felt bad about what I said to Neo and wanted to make amends but I never got the chance to. Proof of illegal dealings was found in his father's office. I was greatly appalled when the truth behind their success was exposed. Neo's father owned a secret organization for prostitution and slavery. People were illegally smuggled into the country by will or by force and worked as sex workers. There was also a section for children for sick bastards who couldn't enjoy normal sexual relationships with adults. There were a lot of other illegal sexual activity, including rape
Larissa's viewpointI nervously walked into the house and the moment I did, I felt the dark and gloomy energy inside the house. The energy made a chill run down my spine, making me hug my body tightly. I looked around the house and just then, Zyaire walked into the living room, scratching the scruff of his neck as he yawned. The first thing I noticed was that his hair was a mess and his eyes were red and swollen. Zyaire had been crying."Zyaire," he halted, then slowly raised his eyes to look at me. His eyes looked lifeless. "Hi," I greeted. He looked at me coldly, then quietly continued walking."Zayne won't be able to see you now, he's busy. You can wait in his room or wait here if you wish,""What is he doing?" I asked, walking over to join him on the couch. "He sounded very miserable on the phone– your Mom, how is she?""She's alive for now,"I smacked his shoulder scoldingly. "Don't say it like that. You'll make me nervous,"He chuckled. At least I managed to pull that from him.
Starliss' viewpointIf I already didn't have a goal for my future, I would have considered becoming an actress. Masking my emotions, and pretending to be someone that I am not is a huge part of me and I'm greatly skilled at it. I'm not blowing my own horns here, I am proudly stating facts.I watched as Larissa's eyes darkened involuntarily. She was incredibly softhearted when it came to Neo but she was merciless if anyone touched Odette. Anyone being able to hurt Odette and Tristan was the height of her rage. She might not always react with anger, but she always makes the right decision when they are hurt in any way. The moment I saw the dark expression on her face, I couldn't fight back the smile I knew she wouldn't notice.Larissa turned around and walked out. I followed her quietly but stopped at the door, making sure to hide myself but look between the cracks. She knocked on the window of Neo's sports car and tapped her foot impatiently. It was something she did unconsciously when