Keep your hood over your head, eyes down, never speak a word and you can get out of this alive.
My breathing was not even, my trembling hands were on my laps. He was sitting right next to me. How did it happen? I don't know. I was on my own, preparing to sleep through the class when he walked in, straight towards me. He was just a seat away, but we were close enough to hear each other. I hoped he wasn't a shifter or a vampire, or he would hear my heart fighting to die on me.
Five more minutes…
"Okay, class, that's it for today," yes! Early finish! "We'll be starting off with an assignment. Two of you would pair up and work on a given topic together, and submit by the end of next week. You will be given topics from the last two semesters. The report would be reread in class and retaught, to refresh each and every one of your memories…"
"Oh, come on, Mr. Ayton, do we have to!"
"Yes, because I say so," I rolled my eyes. "Justice," he called harshly, making me furrow my brows in confusion. "Larissa Justice," oh no! I almost shrunk into the chair when everyone turned to look at me, except him. "Because of your beautiful failure for the last two semesters, you will be working with someone who actually knows what he is doing so you won't fail. I don't want to have to see any of your ugly faces one more semester so no failing allowed. Because you are a disgraceful failure and I'm a good teacher, you will be working on this assignment with Peacock Nitwit," everyone laughed. That was his way of calling the class's cocky bastard.
"Sir," my heart sank to my stomach. I wasn't the only one affected. A sharp intake of breath from the female population made it obvious. His voice was the softest and most melodious of his brothers, so silken and gentle. I didn't give in to the urge to sigh dreamily, I reacted with a gulp. "Pasco died during the holiday, hit and run case." He blurted out blankly.
"Oh," Mr. Ayton said thoughtfully, "that's unfortunate," he shrugged. "New plan, you are stuck with him, Larissa," he inclined his head to Zayne. My mind went into shock, causing me to blink perplexedly while a mournful cry broke out from the female population. I blinked again, trying to get out of the shock.
I am stuck with… Oh no!
"I object!" I shouted, jumping to my feet, and mentally palming my face afterward.
"Excuse me?" Mr. Ayton asked frowningly. "And why are you objecting, Future Mrs. I'm living in abject poverty because I didn't listen to my amazing teacher?" Deciding to play it cool and ignore his usual harsh words, I returned to my seat, throwing my booted feet on the desk and clasping my hands behind my head. His frown deepened.
"You see, I'm in love with you, Mr. Ayton, so much I have very naughty dreams about you. If I don't fail, I'll have to graduate and move on, meaning no more seeing your face or fucking you in my dreams. Now, that's not very acceptable to me. So, you see why I should fail? My dream sex depends on it." I ended with a flirtatious wink. I successfully made the great man speechless. He opened his mouth and closed it back repeatedly, face almost as red as Odette's lipstick.
I chuckled to myself, tapping my foot in the air. "T-th-that Y-y- Wh… Detention!"
I snorted dismissively. "I'm getting detention for being honest? Come on, hotcake, you can do better than that," he opened and closed his mouth over and over again. I was enjoying it until Zayne chuckled. I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from blushing.
"Stop teasing him, Larissa, before you completely freeze his brain."
He called my name! He knows my name! Oh my God!
"Don't worry, Mr. Ayton, I'll make sure she passes and gets out of your hair,"
"He doesn't have any hair," I deadpanned, throwing the class into a fit of laughter. Let's just say I ended up with three days of detention.
After class, I grabbed my bag and made the leap of the skedaddle, but I was caught outside the door. "Larissa, wait up!" Why!
Twirling on my toes, I offered him a sweet smile and placed my hand in my pocket. "Yes, Zayne?"
"About the project, where would we work? I'm not coming to your house and neither are you coming to mine," he said coldly. I found myself rolling my eyes.
"I live under a bridge," oh great. To my surprise, he smiled, he fucking smiled at me. I squeezed my lips as he chuckled to himself.
"Larissa, you are awfully weird,"
"How would you know that?"
"Who doesn't know that? Your nickname is Wacky McPussiness, you gave yourself the name," I grinned at him, nodding with pride. I'm really proud of that name. That was until I registered what he said. He freaking knew me! He knew me! He loves me!
Okay, that's just going too far.
Breathe, Risa, breathe.
"I'm sorry, are you in love with me because I'm loveable," he chuckled again, running his eyes over my body. I felt very happy knowing I was wearing my wacky ripped jeans and my father's favorite black tee. I look hot!
"Not likely, or ever. But, I agreed to this because I know you are not like most girls here, you won't bother me," he sighed, then raised his brow, "right?" Are you kidding me? I was ready to say I do. But I guess I understood what he meant.
Zayne wasn't on the football team, basketball team, or any other team, but he was one of the hottest guys in school. He was always in art class, the star student but it was understood because he was a teen artist after all. I'm not saying "I just know how to paint" artist, I'm talking "I'm a big-time young professional artist". He had been painting and selling his artwork since he was ten. He is from a rich home and had rich siblings, relatives, acquaintances, and money himself. That's far better than high school football players.
That was just the additional reason girls threw themselves at him. The main reason was because he was hot. I liked the guy, but I'd never been one to throw myself at guys. If I want to force myself on you, I'll kidnap you and keep you all to myself. Yes.
"Nope," I said with a pop, "except if you are Becky Hill,"
"She's a woman," he scowled.
"Exactly!" I spun on my heels once again to strut away but came face to face with my teacher, my math teacher. Groaning, I rolled my eyes and huffed. He had been bugging me about getting a tutor to save my dying brain, but my brain is just fine. The heavy man stood there with arms folded and a smirk on his face. "Good morning, Mr. Skull… I mean, Stone," I murmured.
"Zayne, I'm surprised you already met her," come again?
"Wait, is she the one?" Hold on. I stepped aside and looked between them. Zayne sighed and rubbed the back of his head.
"Me? What about me?"
"Dear Larissa, meet your tutor for the rest of the semester, and no refusal,"
"Huh?" I blinked.
"Yes, you are stuck with him, Justice."
I groaned as I pressed my face into Neo's pillow, letting out very small whimpers. After the shocking news, I went back to sneak more and avoided him like a plague, but how long would I hide? How long would I stay away from him? I couldn't get out of it no matter how much I begged Mr. Stone to have mercy.«««Flashback»»»I followed Mr. Stone to his car, clinging to his arm like my life depended on it, which is true because it did. If I didn't find a way to get out of the tutoring lesson, I was doomed. An assignment was enough, no more. It was no longer a fight for him never to recognize me as the crazy kisser, but this was a matter of my heart. I knew myself a lot… No, it was common knowledge. He starts teaching me, we become friends, I fall in love with him and he never reciprocates, leaving me heartbroken for the rest of my life, maybe. I didn't want to take that chance, I didn't want to be part of those whose first love never worked out. I didn't want to have to suffer emotionally,
"Ow," I cried, "what was that for?!""What was that for? I'm trying to flick some sense into you. As much as I hate this, I will not be a selfish brother and tell you to turn your back on this golden opportunity. Larissa, this is your chance to get him to fall for you, for real. Aren't you tired of this?" He pointed his fingers at my wall of Zayne's photographs. "Do you want to keep loving the pictures when you can love him in person? Yes, you will fall for him if you get close, but he might too. You can never know until you try—""That's risky—""No, your obsession over him is. Once you get this over and done with, you can either get him to love you, or get your heart broken and get him out of your system for good. I know you, if you don't do this, you will regret this for the rest of your life. Risa, just try and see. And I know your other worry would be what if he falls and later gets tired of you like Dad's wife did to him? What if he cheats on you? What if he blah blah," he said,
Zayne's viewpointIt's always the same routine and pattern. Wake up, hygiene, eat, help Mom, kiss sisters, talk to siblings, school, back, eat, work, study, and sleep. Every other regular nonsense came within. It was always the same. Nothing exciting, nothing ever new. Exciting things only happened when my older quint sisters were around or in a blue-moon situation. For example, when Zyaire got his girlfriend pregnant and welcomed a baby. That was a blue moon excitement, then back to my regular boring life.Nothing was ever exciting to me. Every day came and went, everybody did their own thing. I was loved and cared for, but alone. Serenity, my best friend, was always away on this tour or the other, in this drama or a shoot. Zyaire was focusing on his acting, baby, and writing career. He was the only one who stuck around because of his girlfriend and baby and average grade.Maybe I should have gone to college with Savvy and Zach, but I never felt like being with them. Zachary is alway
Zayne's viewpoint The frightened skip of my heart, the first in three months. I caught her before she landed on the hard ground. Although death was impossible from such a distance, injury was not. "Whoo! You did it, brother!" She shrieked, throwing her hands wildly, and smacking my face with no care. "That was like a crazy trust suicide… Aaaah!" She screamed as her body went down to the ground. Her actions were unnecessary and chaotic to my years of practice-hardened heart. I do not need anyone to evoke any slight reaction than the given. "Walk," With that order, I spun on my heels, heading back to my car as calmly as possible. I was not. "Well, that was rude," I heard one of her friends say, not sure who, but the guy found comfort in laughing. Zyaire still stood by my car, waiting while the others went to his. He raised a questioning brow at me. "I'm not leaving her behind," I said, glancing back at her. She wasn't there. Zyaire shrugged, pushed himself off the door of my car, an
Larissa's viewpointThis life is just so unfair. Some people are just blessed, too blessed. While some lived comfortably, some did not. While some struggled for two square meals, some could go a day without food because they didn't have one. And some, they were just wealthy and could buy whatever they wished for. An example of a rich person is Zayne's family. He was born with a diamond spoon and he was already making money while I didn't even have a job. His family house was huge, so freaking huge!I couldn't hide my awestruck expression. I walked with my mouth wide open, my eyes almost popping out of their sockets. Everything in the house fascinated me, everything was worth wowing over. I loved the house and would do anything to marry the floor. But, the floor was probably more expensive than any item in my house.Zayne, on the other hand, was playing it cool. He had to, it was the house he grew up in anyway. The first thing he did when he stepped into the house was carry whining Rih
Larissa's viewpoint "Risa, wait up!" Wow, that was fast. I didn't stop walking though, I kept walking towards the gate. My anger was long gone. One thing about me is that no matter how angry I am, the moment I spill it all out via words, it disappears. He caught up to me, snatching my wrist a little bit, not gently. I yanked my hand away, or at least tried to. "Can you calm down for a moment? What about the assignment?" "Since you're so smart and intelligent, do it yourself, oh mighty god of knowledge," I mocked, still twisting my wrist in his grasp to break free. "I didn't mean to offend you," I was not expecting him to concede that quickly. I expected him to reflect on my words all night and then apologize the following day or two, or never. It proved he was the nice person I knew him for, the kind boy who helped the total stranger back then and still doesn't remember her by the way. To think of it, all the times I'd been with him so far, he wasn't that harsh. Maybe something el
Zayne's viewpoint"Urgh, Zyaire, get your disgusting body off me! You smell!" Savvy's shouting distracted me from my thoughts. I removed my pen from my lips, turning and frowning at my sister. Zyaire lay on top of Savia who was flattened to the ground, with no way to escape. Jewels sat between Zach's legs, playing a game with his phone while he braided her hair. She was wearing his shirt tied to fit her body and Serenity's blue skirt from years ago. I still don't know why they are here… Oh, if at least two of them don't come with me, Mom would never let me out on my own.Mothers."You guys, you are supposed to be helping me with ideas, or at least allow me to think," I whined, focusing my pleading eyes on Zachary. He raised his eyes from Jewels' head, finding mine instantly. I batted my lashes cutely and pleadingly. He rolled his eyes and sighed."Zyaire, you have five seconds to get off Savvy if you still want to keep your balls. If you inconvenience her further, you
Zayne's viewpointHow did she succeed in ignoring me the whole time? In less than five minutes from the park to Mom's car, I already knew her favorite things. She talked non-stop, pausing occasionally for air. By the time I was done cleaning her wounds, I already knew her whole family history and how much she hated her mother. It didn't matter, I loved how open and honest she was. She had no filter like Savia and was brutal like Zachary."There, all done. I'm sure your boyfriend would be worried about you," I mentally slapped myself in the head. I shouldn't have let that out. Now she'd think I'm weird."I have three boyfriends: my dad, my brother, and my best friend, Neo. They are so protective of me which is unnecessary because boys aren't my thing. You wanna know what my thing is? Cars, guns, bombs, colors. Have you seen my hair? Isn't it beautiful? Dad said I only have two more weeks to enjoy my hair dyeing phase, after two weeks, he'll shave my head if I ever dye it again. That's
Today marks a year and seven months since Larissa went into a coma. The project to fasten her healing remains a failure. There has been no positive result since. So far, the doctors still deem her survival impossible and the medicine to help the impossible become possible is nothing but a failure. The agreed number of experiments I can carry out is getting close. I promised my parents that after the number is three hundred, I will not carry out any more experiments. Even if they are condemned criminals, even if they throw away gangsters from the assassin association and mafia, they are still humans. Or so Mom said. Almost two years isn't enough to heal the wound in my heart, or anyone who truly loved her. I miss her. I miss everything about her. The world has no colors without her. I caught him, the bastard who made this happen. It's a shame he died from the third experiment. I would have loved to put him to more use. Larissa's parents welcomed a new baby last
Zayne's viewpointI tapped my foot on the floor, my hands clasped and pressed to my lips. I silently prayed with my eyes closed for a good result since we didn't have the time or anyone to test it out. It wasn't something dangerous, that we were sure of but anything could happen. It'd been almost nine hours since the operation began. There had been no news from Dad or the doctors. We weren't allowed in there.Savia huffed for the umpteenth time. She had been pacing for four hours without a break. Neither of us could sleep. Serenity slept off thrice and woke up with a scream. She had nightmares. Zyaire slept off along the way, but unlike Serenity, he did not wake or shake, he cried in his sleep. None of us could be bothered to soothe each other's pain."Argh!!!" Savia screamed, ruffling her hair and shaking her head wildly. "This is driving me crazy!""Relax, Savvy," Aunt Rylee said softly. She accompanied us to the hospital along with her husband, Uncle Phineas. We kept Mom's conditio
Larissa's viewpointI looked around the house, walking in slowly while Neo went in to get something. It was strange. He told me it was an apartment and his Grandpa was sending him away but for someone who was leaving, they put a great effort into the interior design of the house. Note that I said house, not apartment. It was undoubtedly a beautiful home. The taupe gray, silver, and cream theme with a bit of brown was lovely, along with the furniture and the styling."I'm back," he announced, drawing my attention to him. He walked to the cream camel back sofa with a bottle of Beaufort a Ambonnay Grand Cru Doux Rose, two white wine glasses, a big plate of Swedish meatballs, and dark chocolate almond barks. He dropped the tray on the table and sat down."Shouldn't you be using champagne glasses for those?" I joined him."I broke them," I picked the bottle first. It was one of my favorite wines. "So how are you doing? Since you got out,""Not good. My grandparents are shipping me off to I
Larissa's viewpointI stood at the airport, listening to my Dad nag about how he'd like to return home and meet his house the same way he left it. It was the day after the wedding. My Dad and Mikayla were officially married. Zayne got me the VIP pass to the hotel I asked him to. I still couldn't shake off the grin on my face from the way my parents reacted. Though it was a gift Zayne spent effort on, it was still from me. Dad made sure to rub that on my face but Mikayla was sincerely grateful. I wish I could exclude him from the honeymoon."And you cannot throw or attend any party in our absence. Odette and Tristan, if I find out you broke anything in another argument again, I'll destroy your souls, use your flesh to make leather, and wear them as boots—""Dad, that's not—""Boots!" He snarled, daring us to correct him again. "Larissa, I promise you, I will hunt you to the end of the earth even in death if you dare redecorate my house," he growled, glaring daggers at me. I gasped. How
Larissa's viewpoint"Are you hurt?" The expected question. He needed to stop worrying about me. It was sweet of him but also unnecessary. I wasn't like before. If it hurt, I'd let him know."I'm fine, don't worry,""I’m still going to… fuck me," he groaned when my walls clenched hard around him. He fell over, using his hands to hold up his weight from compressing me. "Damn. I'm going to go a little stronger than before. Please don't hesitate to–""Tell you if it hurts or if I can't handle it, yes, I know. Can you move now?""Remember to—""For goodness's sake, I will," I laughed, a bit impatient and lust showing in my tone. "I promise I won't foolishly take more than I can handle so please continue or I'll flip us over and fuck you myself. You know, that was the plan when I wore this underwear. The plan was to tie you up and have my way with you," Zayne chuckled and put strength in his arms, holding back his desire (as always) to destroy my insides recklessly, and the result of that w
Larissa's viewpoint"I've arrived!" I shouted, kicking Zayne's bedroom door open. He spun the giant white ball chair around, revealing the red interior. He looked at me flatly and I grinned in response. "Zaddy, I'm home!" I shrieked again. Of course, we were at his private house. We agreed to meet there, but he didn't have the large chair the last time I came."That door is worth someone's yearly salary, be careful with it," I nodded, swinging the bags in my hands happily. "You're wearing a coat," he stated."For dramatic reveal," I replied, dropping the bags on the glass table. "And no, I'm not bothered by what my mother said to me. If anything, I feel sorry for myself," he stretched his hands out, gesturing for me to come closer. I planned to go over to him anyway. "I feel pity and disappointment for myself. I allowed the fear of what I might be like if I became anything like her to torment me for years. I feared becoming like her the most but seeing her right now, I'm forced to won
Larissa's viewpointI exhaled through my nostrils, rubbing my throbbing forehead. My body felt heavy and in desperate need of a massage or to shut down for three straight days. It's been two weeks since Zayne left school. We barely saw each other. I couldn't be selfish and bother him with my fantasies and loneliness, so I focused on work and my parents' wedding. A lot of things were going on. I'll start from the beginning.I felt bad about what I said to Neo and wanted to make amends but I never got the chance to. Proof of illegal dealings was found in his father's office. I was greatly appalled when the truth behind their success was exposed. Neo's father owned a secret organization for prostitution and slavery. People were illegally smuggled into the country by will or by force and worked as sex workers. There was also a section for children for sick bastards who couldn't enjoy normal sexual relationships with adults. There were a lot of other illegal sexual activity, including rape
Larissa's viewpointI nervously walked into the house and the moment I did, I felt the dark and gloomy energy inside the house. The energy made a chill run down my spine, making me hug my body tightly. I looked around the house and just then, Zyaire walked into the living room, scratching the scruff of his neck as he yawned. The first thing I noticed was that his hair was a mess and his eyes were red and swollen. Zyaire had been crying."Zyaire," he halted, then slowly raised his eyes to look at me. His eyes looked lifeless. "Hi," I greeted. He looked at me coldly, then quietly continued walking."Zayne won't be able to see you now, he's busy. You can wait in his room or wait here if you wish,""What is he doing?" I asked, walking over to join him on the couch. "He sounded very miserable on the phone– your Mom, how is she?""She's alive for now,"I smacked his shoulder scoldingly. "Don't say it like that. You'll make me nervous,"He chuckled. At least I managed to pull that from him.
Starliss' viewpointIf I already didn't have a goal for my future, I would have considered becoming an actress. Masking my emotions, and pretending to be someone that I am not is a huge part of me and I'm greatly skilled at it. I'm not blowing my own horns here, I am proudly stating facts.I watched as Larissa's eyes darkened involuntarily. She was incredibly softhearted when it came to Neo but she was merciless if anyone touched Odette. Anyone being able to hurt Odette and Tristan was the height of her rage. She might not always react with anger, but she always makes the right decision when they are hurt in any way. The moment I saw the dark expression on her face, I couldn't fight back the smile I knew she wouldn't notice.Larissa turned around and walked out. I followed her quietly but stopped at the door, making sure to hide myself but look between the cracks. She knocked on the window of Neo's sports car and tapped her foot impatiently. It was something she did unconsciously when