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Chapter LXIV: Another Dawn

Author: leightsht8
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I believe I am not the person that I was before, I’ve changed, but maybe the truth is that I kept going back to who I was. Maybe the truth is that people cannot change, they are just adapting to the place where they are and when introduced to an environment they were used to – they go back to how they were before. And it goes along, paulit-ulit lang.

Stupid as it may seem for I have already accepted that soon as I set my foot back at Ariel – it meant death. I cannot fully accept it.

“Can you please at least let me kill myself?” He laughed at my request. I figured if he wanted my death, it would be my pleasure to accept that for I no longer live as soon as my mom died. I don’t have a reason to live anymore – I have lost my visions in this life. I’ve seen that when I become selfish and choose myself, the consequences are someone's life. How can I live, bearing that conscience?

The only thing that keeps me going is the trip with Chris.

Maybe this is the end of our journey. I looked
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