The words makes my wolf howl once again in my head, letting a thudding sensation build up. Felix’s hand slides off of my chin and wraps itself in my own hand, giving it a light squeeze. Our hands fit together like perfect puzzle pieces. He guides me out of the woods, moving slowly and continuously making sure I wasn’t hurt anywhere.
The shooting pain from my leg had now turned into a light thudding and I was able to walk on it without letting the pain become obvious. We leave the woods and my heart immediately starts thundering once again.
The woods was my safe haven. Once could ignore reality and people in there. But outside – even in the dark – what was people going to think?
What was I supposed to be thinking?
Although my wolf was going nuts in my head with Felix holding my hand, I could not deny that my mind still flickered to the boy with the grey eyes. Was he okay?
What if he had been my mate?
A squeeze comes from my hand, making me come back to reality. A better reality. I couldn’t be with my kidnapper. Thought every time I even thought of him, why did my heart skip a beat?
I glanced over at Felix, seeing him staring at me.
Maybe it was only because I was in the presence of my mate? I could feel my face breaking into a grin and I ignored whatever my head was going on about. My wolf was happy. I should be happy.
As we trudged to my house, I saw all the lights on and tried not to cringe. Dammit…
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“O no” the words were barely audible but I still heard them. Only a second later, the door unlocked and her parents came running out. Her mom had tear streaks on her face which made me worried. When she saw the girl, she immediately rushed towards us.
“Lily!? My baby” she clutched the girl’s face, inspecting her, “Where’s you go?”
“And why do you have wolf eyes?” her dad asked, looking at his daughter filled with worry.
“Why does both of you two have wolf eyes?” Mom asked, glancing at me.
I frowned, not having expected my wolf taking control that much. I blinked, trying to get them away. I glanced down at Lily, she looking at her parents with worried gazes.
“Lily?” her mom spoke up, frowning at her.
“I – I’m fine Mom” She said, fidgeting in Felix’s arms. He let her down slowly, she stumbling a bit but seemed alright.
“Where’d you go?”
“I’m fine Mom, don’t worry” she gave them a light smile before turning towards me, “Thank you” she said, her eyes glinting like a wolf once again. Her wolf eyes were like crystals – the darker hue of aquamarine but so beautiful it made me want to stare into them all day.
I gave her a light smile, my wolf howling in my head.
“We’ll talk tomorrow, okay?” I nodded, glancing at her.
She nodded, her cheeks flaming once again. Her parents glanced at me once more, giving me sceptic looks and then her dad’s eyes finally widened.
“Hun” she placed his other hand on his wife’s shoulder. His mate looked up at him and they shared a silent conversation. A second later, she glanced at me – a wide grin appearing on her face.
“Mates?” her mom asked, smiling at me.
I nodded, the smile widening. Her mom let go of her shoulder, lightly pushing her daughter towards me. She stumbled into my arms and my whole body tingled from her touch.
“Well isn’t that something” her dad’s grin was almost as big as his wife’s.
“Yeah, yeah it is” I responded, letting my head fall into her shoulder, drinking in her amazing scent.
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I have not been able to sleep since Mom and I had trudged the steps up to my bedroom. They said they’ll talk to me in the morning and after I had hugged my new mate once again – my wolf howling in my already throbbing head – I had headed up to my room. And now – now I’m currently lying on my bed, facing my ceiling and going over everything in my head.
My wolf was happy. It was exacting actually. It hadn’t stopped whimpering since Felix had left and I could sense it missed him.
I missed him too. Thought, it felt like I was in a daze. It was obvious he was my mate, the tingling warm feeling that filled my body every time I thought of him made it obvious. But I couldn’t deny that every time my mind flashed to Chase, I felt guilt.
I knew I shouldn’t feel anything for my kidnapper. I had a mate now. Heck, my mate was the alpha of my pack. Who wouldn’t be happy about that? Maybe I just felt guilty for involving Chase in my life and making him fight my mate.
What even made him cross the border? For someone who was so set on people staying in their own territory – he had sure went deep into a place he shouldn’t have been in. I blinked, trying to collect my thoughts for the millionth time.
My phone suddenly chimed next to me. I scrambled towards it – not used to getting any sounds from the thing. The thing was usually just used during the school term when I needed to contact people for assignments, study groups, etc. During the summer it collected dust on my bedside table.
GOOD MORNING MATE J
I had to blink three times before the words actually made sense to me. Mate. Heat immediately flooded my cheeks and I could feel a smile growing on my face. Biting my lip I greeted him back before getting out of my bed.
I went to go get dressed and then spent more time than I ever have making sure I wasn’t too ugly. I have never been self-conscious about my appearance but now having a mate, it made me nervous about if my eyes were too big for my face, if I was too thin, all those useless things.
Before my mind exploded with my insecure thoughts my bedroom door opened and my mom’s head peaked in.
“Morning honey” she said and opened the door wider, “How’d you sleep?”
“Good” Lying was never one of the things I liked to do but getting my mom to worry even more was not an option, “Can I help with breakfast?”
Mom nodded, “Just oatmeal this morning thought”
I nodded, putting some of my hair in a loose bun, “I’ll make some coffee”
Mom nodded, “I’ll see you downstairs, you look nice today sweetie” I followed my mom out. Dad was already in the kitchen, looking a lot less happy than he usually did in the mornings. Yet, I still went over and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
“Morning flower” he smiled.
“Want some coffee?” I asked, heading to the machine.
“Lily, can we talk?” he suddenly said, folding his arms. My dad never folded his arms. It was a foreign sight which made me worry.
“What’s up Daddy” I asked, handing him the mug. Mom came to stand next to him, looking just as worried as her mate did.
“We want to talk to you about last night – where did you go?”
I bit my lip, not knowing how to respond. How do you respond to that? To the woods because my wolf decided to go find its mate? Added I fell down a tree and would have died if I hadn’t fallen on Felix. Who just happens to be my mate…
“I just went for a walk. My wolf wanted to run around for a bit”
“And you couldn’t wake one of us to go with you?” Dad asked, his eyebrows knitted together.
“I didn’t want to bother you guys”
“Lily – you got kidnapped. You understand why we are worried about you, aren’t you? So when your mom came into your room last night and you weren’t there-”
“I didn’t want you guys to be scared” I said, chewing on the inside of my cheek.
“We were sweetie” Mom said, walking over to me, “A parent is always scared for their kid. We can’t lose you”
I bit my lip, guilt seeping into my skin. Damn, I was turning into a guilt-monster.
“I’m sorry I scared you” I said, looking down at my mug of coffee.
I heard them move towards me and got wrapped in a hug.
“We just want you to stay save so no more sneaking out of the window, okay?”
I nodded, hugging them back. Before anyone could say anything else, there was a knock on the door. A sudden pulling feeling came from my heart and my wolf went crazy once again in my head.
“That would be Felix” Mom smiled as she glanced at me.
“What – how did you…”
“Your eyes sweetie” Mom chuckled as she left the room. I glanced over at my dad, giving him a confused look.
“You guys are mates thus, your wolves keep wanting to take control. Don’t worry – it’ll pass” Dad smiled, taking his mug and pouring in some coffee. Before I can respond, Felix entered – an idiotic wide grin on his face.
“Morning” he smiled, his cheeks reddening. His eyes were also a shade darker, clearly he hasn’t quite gotten the control of his wolf either.
“Morning” I greeted him back, watching as he walked forward and came to give me a hug, engulfing me in wondrous warmth.
The vision was foggy, yet I could immediately identify who it was. I’d be able to identify her even if I was dead. Which I probably was because there’s no way she was with me right now. I could only see her face, it like an angel. She was lightly smiling, the image making it easier to bear that I had lost her. As if that had been a trigger, it started to f
Once we part from my parents we head to the woods, me instantly relaxing a bit more. Thought that probably only lasted for five minutes. “Can I ask you something?” Felix squeezes my hand, letting shivers once again roam up my arm. I nod, glancing at him through my curls. His eyebrows are knitted together and he
Standing with a gaze that can only be described as Elsa can’t control her powers again (Frozen), stands the ice princess of the Moonlight pack. Princess suits her perfectly. She’s straightened her hair once again and is wearing a pair of shorts and a simple tank top in a way you’d think it was designed for the runway. Her arms are folded and the Elsa-stare is directed at me.
I glance over at the house for the millionth time before finally deciding to just do it. Chase had been my friend since we were babies. He knew every little thing about me. We were more than friends. We were brothers. And even if that sounded corny, corny was what we were. You get those types of friendships that are all about jokes and messing around. Those were what
I spend the rest of the day trying to get hold of Felix thought it’s pretty useless. At about four o clock, when I’m starting to think he might regret being my mate, he finally shows up. He looks worn out, his hair dishevelled with leaves stuck in his curls. “Are you okay?” he enters my house, giving me a nod, “Just happy to be by you aga
Felix guides me into the woods thought we take a new route which makes me nervous. I haven’t explored the woods that much, even if it was my home away from home. I usually stuck to my routes, going north or east. There was unknowing of what was going on in the west but that was mostly because Felix and his gang would usually go there. Yet, now he was guiding me that way. We trudged through the woods up until Felix suddenly stopped.
I’ve been here for two days. Two, asshole-filled, muscle aching days. My wrists were raw from me continuously trying to escape and my mood was about as sour as a sour worm. For the millionth time since I got here, I heard footsteps coming to the door. Who was going to bother me this time?
Once I got home, I went straight to my room – preparing for the warmth of bed. Thought, I only got to put on my pyjamas when the doorbell rang. Dammit… I groaned but knew that I still had to go and open. My parents were already at work but they might have forgotten something. I headed downstairs, my wolf somehow starting to act weird.
In the end she had chosen him. Like I had feared. Yet, I didn’t really mind. It never truly felt right with her. I know we were mates. Our wolves and bodies knew that. But also, somewhere with her – she felt more drawn to another. And maybe the existence of two mates seemed impossible but squirrel… squirrel
“Do you think it’s possible to have two mates?”Chase looks at me as if I had just turned purple and sprouted wings. He started to open his mouth to say something but someone beat him to it.
I wake up with my head throbbing and a wolf whimpering for it to stop. I wish I could get it to stop too bud… Groaning I sit up, looking over at Felix. He was still dead to the world. I needed water. Definitely need some water.
3 hours later
“What are you doing here Lily?” he asked, placing his champagne glass on the piano. He looked good, really good. With a black suit, perfectly tailored to his body and a slightly unshaved face, it was a miracle I wasn’t drooling. Get a hold of yourself Lily. My goodness… Your mate is in the other room.
It takes her a moment to response but I already know the answer. She wants to go. She’s drawn to that place like an alcoholic to wine. It’s bad for them, but yet – they’ll still pursue it.“I…”
I look at myself in the mirror, taking a nervous breath. Felix had not been happy over my response with wanting to go and my wolf is also pretty upset with me. I swear if she growls one more time I’m going to infuse a drug into my system or something. It was getting tiring and I needed to get my thoughts straight without having a wolf growling and moaning in my head the whole time.
I wake up with myself entangled with my mate. Gosh, this is perfect… I look him over, inspecting his perfect features. Those perfectly plump lips, chiselled jaw, everything. Slowly moving away from him, I pull my shirt lower, noting that I should probably be getting home to get changed. Add that to the list of things I had to do this morning. Right next to the
Sitting on Felix’s bed I feel myself trying not to start crying. Shit, that had been so embarrassing. He had left me in here about a half hour ago and after giving me a disapproving look, he had left. Yeah, I’d be disappointed at me too. I sighed, flopping down on the bed and starred up at the ceiling. A shadow fell on it from the window and wall, it looki