Arianna POV:
“So you two are brothers?” I turned and asked Marco not trusting the man beside me not to turn this into some form of foreplay.
“Cousins,” Marco corrected me it made sense they were much farther apart in their coloring than me and my sister to be siblings. Marcos's blonde hair screamed Nordic not Italian.
“But we’re as close as brothers,” Gio slapped his cousin on the back. “We’d do whatever the other asked,”
I saw for a split second some agreement linger between the two but vanish as soon as it had appeared.
“Can you believe this baby face is actually twenty-five he looks twelve,” Giovanni smacked Marcos's cheek.
“No he doesn’t but it makes him fit with Guilia,” I raised my glass in my sister's direction and she pulled off the perfect blushing bride look.
“Gio is actually a year older than you,” Guilia raised her eyebrows at me and sipped her champagne.
I squinted at my sister now realizing her evil plot to see me and Gio get together. It was a little too cliche for me and while he was as handsome as they come I didn’t trust him, he was far to pleased with me to give any woman real intent.
“Oh!” My sister pulled her fiancé away as she was flagged down by another pack of her friends and they started squealing about her engagement.
“You don’t seem too pleased about their engagement,” he commented and my ire spiked again.
“I’m happy for my sister and your cousin,” I knew it wasn’t entirely true but I also knew what he was about to insinuate.
“It must be hard sharing her so quickly after getting her again,” he hit a nerve I didn’t know I had, I’d assumed he’d say I was upset my younger sister was getting married before me.
“And without a husband by your side,” he grinned.
There it was. I huffed and straightened “I love my sister and am happy that my family has grown so much in such a short period of time. As for your second remark, I’m fairly accustomed to my freedom and am ever grateful I don’t have a self-satisfied man to haul around at parties,” I turned on my heel and marched off. Muttering under my breath “Non sei un uomo,”
I parked myself in my seat as the meal started. My father was the only one making a speech tonight.
“It’s a wonderful thing to be a parent,” my father announced with a glass raised into the night sky. “To raise your children in your values to see them grow into the person they were meant to be. To be proud of your child is even better and my daughter, marrying this man has made me very proud if only every father had daughters like I do,” he cheered and sipped his glass.
I couldn’t help the sense I was missing something. I ate my small tiny plate of food and continued my people-watching until my sister and her fiancé stood and went to the centers of the dance floor. It was shocking but her gorilla fiancé seemed graceful in his steps as he danced her around the room.
She beamed like she’d won the lottery and I felt guilty for worrying so much. She seemed happy and though she tended to ignore the darker pets of life she did seem at peace.
“Arianna?” A voice called to me. I could picture his greasy, over-producted hair already.
A young boy who was a son of my father's business associate who teamed with desperation and cologne. He sat down beside me a smirk on his face and I breathed through my mouth trying to stomach the stench.
“I haven’t seen you since you were a little girl,” I wanted to throw up, you would assume with age comes wisdom or a sense of smell. “It’s my lucky day that you grew up to be so sexy,” he sipped his drink as he appreciated my looks and I hid a shudder.
“Darling there you are,” Gio cooed behind me. I could hear the satisfaction.
Goddamn. I hated that man. He was arrogant and awful but he had me between a rock and a hard place. I would take him over whatever lame pickup line was about to be thrust upon me.
“I’m sorry but I wanted to see my sister dance for a moment,” I looked over my shoulder at him with as much fake care as I could muster it shocked me at how easy it was.
“Sorry sir,” and the rat scampered back into the night. Why he was so terrified I couldn’t say.
“Let’s dance,” he grabbed my hand before I could protest and led me to the floor.
“It’s customary to wait for your partner to agree to dance you know,” I almost scoffed at him.
“And a man who rescues a woman usually gets a favor,” his words were dripping with innuendo and I wanted to smack him.
I hadn’t known him an hour but he’d insulted me, my sister, and now was forcing me to dance with him while he suggested I repay his good deed with sex.
“You should watch your words around me,” I gave him an icy glare and rested my features into hard stone.
“You’re dancing with me, that's all I ask,” he grinned. He seemed to enjoy my ire with him.
I relaxed it seemed all he wanted was a rise out of me. “It was kind of you to rescue me,” I begrudgingly thanked him. “Thank you,” I almost mumbled.
He laughed low and deep and my body tingled at the sound. “You are not what I expected after knowing your sister so long,”
“How so,” my defense was up again and I was trying not to give him the satisfaction of annoying me again.
“She is a wonderful and kind girl who wants only to see everyone happy,” he showered my sister with compliments.
“But…” I dragged the sentence out for him, I could tell by his tone there was a second less pleasant half that he was holding in.
“She does not look horrible things in the eye. She turns her nose up and enjoys life instead. It’s a way to go about things but not one that gives you a full life,” he looked over my shoulder to my sister talking with a friend while she danced with her fiancé. “When I heard she had a sister I wondered if your different lives had somehow made you worse than her but instead,” he closed the small gap between us holding me tightly to him and his hand then moved to touch my bare back.
He was warm, more than that he was a match and I was the gasoline. I had been in relationships before and I had felt lust before but he seemed to be a polarizing tsunami on my body. My mind and heart seemed to hate him but my body wanted to wrap itself around him and be swallowed whole.
“Instead I was met with a fierce and mature woman who saw life as what it is. A horrible wonderful thing,” he looked into my eyes and if we’d have been alone I might have given into my baser instincts.
“You got all that from one conversation?” I should have sounded uninterested, instead, I sounded somewhat touched he’d seen all that in me.
“You are a true beauty. Inside and out. No man can deny that,” he whispered.
I kept my face as blank as I could, still, my heart flip-flopped in my chest wavering on distaste or desire.
“A dance with my daughter if you don’t mind Giovanni,” The ice-cold water of my father's voice washed over me and I stepped away from the man.
My father extended his hand to me and dared Gio to say no with his overbearing shadow.
“Of course,” Gio gently passed my hand over, but the mask on his face slipped for a second as he looked at my father and I felt like a doll being held between two children.
There were shockwaves of a power struggle between them and I stared at my father quizzically. He took my hand and danced me effectively away from the dark stranger.
“Giovanni Risci, a businessman who has his eyes on the city. He’s using your sister's love and his cousin's luck to get to know our company,” my father scoffed.
“Oh,” I was surprised I hadn’t suspected Gio to be so calculating.
“I have no doubt he’s dancing with you to see me squirm,” my father growled.
“It’s not as if it matters I’m the Maid of Honor and he’s the Bestman it makes sense for us to dance so no one will think otherwise,” I placated the fury look in his eyes, and made it sound as if I hadn’t looked at it any other way.
He smirked. “You’re too optimistic Arianna. He likes you, that much the whole room can see, but I ask you to be careful,” it sounded as if he was threatening me as we danced.
“Papa I’m too invested in my work to care about a silly man,” I brushed it off.
He chuckled. “I just got you back into my life, forgive me for not wanting to see you in any more pain,” his features softened and I relaxed.
“You don’t have to worry where men are concerned. I know well enough not to take any sort of mistreatment,” I nodded to him.
“That’s my girl,” he patted my back.
For a second I wondered if he realized it was something I learned from my mother. That she had taught me the lesson of; if a man wanted to he would When I looked at my father and how quickly he had swooped in to save me it shook my belief that maybe he had neglected my mother. Was he a monster or just a man who learned from his mistakes?
The song ended and my father and I applauded the band and I went over to my drink. I spent the next couple of hours greeting old cousins and great aunts and uncles from my father's side. They all were so happy to see me. Not one of them had come to my mother's funeral and I could tell they only really wanted to inspect the estranged relative.
After hours of repeating my job, my schooling, my town, and that yes I was happy and it was *so good to see everyone again. I gave my sister and father a hug before I slipped out of the house.
The valet went off to get my car and I stood alone in the wind of the blue night.
“Did he warn you off me,” I almost grinned as he sauntered towards me again.
“Of course,” I teased him. I wasn’t going to play into the daddy issues of going for a man just because my father said no but there was something about him that had me excited and terrified at the same time.
I had never felt a feeling like this and it was hard to say no. Was I that woman who gave in to desire even when there were reasons not to?
“I wouldn’t know the protectiveness of a father but I imagine he’s right to tell you so,” he shrugged. “Still I trust you’re grown enough to know that I will not be deterred from getting to know you if you wish,” he stepped closer to me and I ached to find out what it was between us.
But my mind flashed to Gulia beaming as she danced tonight. I didn’t want anything to go wrong for her. “As entertaining as this is I don’t think it’s a good idea. Guilia needs my support right now and I don’t want any problems to arise,”
“You’re too smart for your own good,” he smirked at me.
The valet rolled up in my car. It was not the fanciest one here but I wasn’t ashamed. I nodded him a good night and walked over to the open car door.
“I’ll see you soon,” he called to me. “Arianna,”
When I got home and laid my head down that night the way he said my name replayed in my head over and over again.
Arianna POV:My life felt as boring as my father would describe it after that night and I fought the reasons why, it was only because my mother was gone not anything else. I knew he was charming in that sarcastic ass way, and I knew he was handsome, and I knew countless hearts had fallen victim to that combination before. I wasn’t about to join the ranks, even if his intentions were as pure as the snow I had just lost my mother, and I didn’t trust my heart right now. I was lonely, the loneliest I’d ever been and I didn’t want to give in to the desire for company. My mother had once told me that if you cannot be by yourself you can never fully be with anyone. So I stayed on my own and tried to fill my grey icy home up with light again, I put on music, and I danced with no one watching, I missed my mom horribly, in my own space I let it out when it hit, and eventually the sting of her loss wasn’t a constant companion. Gulia called me after too long and gave me the itinerary for the we
Arianna POV: “Darling, do you think you could help me out? I'm in a bit of a panic here,” My father sounded out of breath across the phone line. “Papa what’s wrong is everyone alright,” “Yeah yeah we’re all okay here it’s just my accountant he was pinching some money from us so I had to let him go,” He explained and I gasped I had never known anyone in real life to pocket money. “I know, what a crook,” My father replied. “Do you mind coming down and helping me for a couple of days? I just have this huge meeting coming. I need someone I can trust,” He asked me and I could tell he needed the help. I thought once or twice about it for a second. I definitely had the vacation time to help and it would only be a couple of days. I came down with a weekend bag and he opened up one of the guest rooms for me. “My hero,” he called me as I walked in the door. “Just helping you run your books for a few days Dad it’s not like I’m giving you a kidney,” I murmured as I set down my bags. “I’m
Arianna POV: “Do you have a moment to discuss the numbers,” He asked me. If this was him in his day-to-day life it was no wonder he gave off the persona of a ladies' man, he looked striking in his black suit and gray striped shirt. I was taken at the sight of him but brought myself out quickly. “Yes,” I gestured to the seat across the table. I’d read over the paperwork on the proposed deal, there was one final block that neither had a business on and they had been squabbling over it for years so instead of continuing fighting they joined forces. It screamed that they were trying to destroy each other from the inside out, I didn’t plan on being the fuse for either of them. He quickly picked up the chair, giving me a challenging smirk and setting it down beside me. “This will be easier,” he offered before sitting and gesturing for me to continue. “It looks like we have more than enough to participate, our projections for this quarter alone outperform our last year's earnings,” I
Arianna POV:The mob. The mob, mafia, crime syndicate. Often involved with money laundering and racketeering. I had wound up in some parking lot my mind a swirl of information. My father had clearly been hiding something from me, all the hidden messages I hadn’t been able to catch. He had been very good to me after my mother's passing but that didn’t mean I knew the man in fact looking at it I knew nothing about him at all. There was only one person I could go to for information but she was gone… But her things weren’t. I started my car and drove the three hours to my house. I hadn’t touched her things at all since she passed. Everything was just as she’d left it I had intended to keep it that way but now I needed answers. I remember in her closet the things she kept hidden under her floorboards. I had only seen her pull them out once when I had gotten out of bed in the middle of the night. I can still picture the dark expression she wore as she pulled the box out. It scared
Arianna POV:I drove to my father's house, a cold calmness powering me there. I wasn’t going to let the charade continue any longer, but I needed to be safe. I didn’t know how my father would react if he would lash out. The surety Gio spoke with about my father being dangerous, flashed into my mind as I turned my car off. I found my palms slick with fear, a feeling of retreat attempting to grip me. I shook it off remembering my fury at the ongoing deceit. I wouldn’t do it any longer, I had to open the door. I forced myself into the house, I didn’t focus on my unsteady footsteps, or my shuddering breath as I moved down the hall to his office. He was sitting at his desk going over paperwork. I was about to enter the office when a thought entered my head. I don’t know why but I turned around and went to the kitchen taking photos of everything in the file. Something in me warned me against handing over the information to him. I put the file back out in my car underneath my floor mat.
Arianna POV: I went into the office the next day my mind fuzzy from the night before. I only had one drink but I felt hungover. Replaying the story my father told me again and again. I started questioning here and there if he ever really wanted to get out. By now I knew he never would, he wanted it all. He could claim it was for his family, I saw through it after all this time this was for him and his greed. I wanted to sink into my work that now seemed tainted I holed up in my office with a black coffee hoping its bitterness would cheer me up. Unfortunately, my desire to slink into the shadows of the machine was ignored. Instead of strolling in, he knocked on the door and asked if I was available. Leaning back in my chair contemplating whether or not to open the door I waited with a grouchy set jaw. I let him in and he walked over sitting down once again like he had every right. “Oh please sit down,” I exclaimed in false cheer as he did what he wished. Closing the door keeping m
Gio POV:It was already complicated enough doing business with the devil as we had to. For appearance's sake, we were in business together purely to make sure neither of us went to the cops to take the other out. It was too sticky of a situation and now, she was involved. The only genuinely kind, and moral person in the whole pack of them and she appeared when I least expected it. She saw the world with open eyes and still chose to look on the bright side of things, she had a wicked sense of humor and she was breathtaking. It was bad enough that she was a good person, but I was also attracted to her beyond belief. I was holding myself back from making a pass at her and failing every time we got close. She could see through the bullshit covers we had and called me on it with a ferocity that only pulled me in further. I had to take her father down, he was filling the streets with drugs, pressuring small business owners to make shotty cuts to benefit him. Using honest people as fronts
Gio POV: Every time I entered the office, I had to occupy my mind with any other thoughts that it could form. Think about the ceiling fans, and don’t watch her. She pulled her hair to twist it out of her face. That would make me think about what it would feel like my fingers through her hair and then the afternoon was gone. I tried to drown myself in business meetings and arbitrating who got a say over what. We created more and more hiccups so that we could drag this out. We both needed more time so that we could get info on the other, desperately trying to get the upper hand. Who had more say over the building, who had more say over the spending, how we filed our taxes, what we agreed upon for who made day-to-day decisions? All of it was bull shit. None of it compared to the way she straightened her spine when she focused. I wondered what I could do to get her to arch it. Foul filthy thoughts plagued me whenever I saw her. Not just those but worse thoughts followed, every time
Arianna POV: We stopped for lunch at a little bistro, much like back in America they were heavily involved in helping businesses in their town. The owner came out and greeted Giovanni and Luca, snapping his fingers to get us a better table and the finest wine they had. I rolled my eyes as Gio winked and pulled out my chair for me, he knew damn well it wasn’t his connections that made me interested in him. Once again, the blonde from the store flashed into my mind. Did he, though? She was fawning over him so intently, praising him a cooing his name. I had never been a woman to constantly stroke her man's ego. I shook my head, removing the thought from my mind. No, I won’t do this. He’s taken me home to his family, he’s showing me the place he grew up. I won’t begin second-guessing now, not when we’ve faced demons together. As if reading my mind, he held my hand as if it was second nature, kissing it before answering a question Luca had asked him. He explained to me his favorites on
Arianna POV: “Let me take you out today to show you the town.” he grinned as we went downstairs to breakfast. I nodded happily at the thought of running around town with him, seeing everywhere he grew up. The places that he hung around as a child with Luca and his brother. I wanted to see the town that helped him grow into who he is, all the little memories dotted around shops and cafes. “Gio?” his mother called. “You going out?” she pouted for a moment before walking into the kitchen and then handing him a list. “Get me this, please.” She kissed the top of his head and patting his shoulder She patted the empty seat next to Giovanni for me to sit in, “Come on dear, I’ve got fresh fruit and pastries,” she gestured to the pile of breads on the table. “Mama, who is going to eat all of this?” he asked, going over the list. She scoffed and turned to him. “You and Luca have emptied my pantry before. Don’t think I don’t know what you’re capable of get me my food,” SHe scolded him, wav
Giovanni POV: I felt horrible the way she was sitting back in her chair, absentmindedly smiling as she looked around the room. My mother guided her up to my old room for me while we sat there finishing the meal. She followed a long like a child dead to the world around her. I thought once she knew we were going somewhere safe she’d relax, but it seemed meeting my family was very important to her. I tried not to grin at the thought that she cared that much for me. My mood soured though as I watched her leave and then turned to my father, he stared at me with a discerning look. I wanted to roll my eyes, but I knew that would only antagonize him. I was sure he’d tell me what was wrong with her soon enough, and I would ignore all of it. If he knew anything he would know there was no turning back for me, I had damned myself in his name to avenge my brother, now that an angel has swopped in to save me he is upset. “She's beautiful,” He commented. I didn’t say a word in response, waitin
Arianna POV: His father rose from his seat and set down his paper, I could see what his mother meant; they were similar. He had the same wide shoulders and strong jaw Giovanni had and the same nose, but Giovanni’s eyes were his mother's. If I wanted to see what he looked like thirty years later, it was at the other end of the table, salt and pepper hair, some wrinkles here and there, but still strong. The two men stood at opposite ends of the room like monoliths, refusing to bow to the other. One wanting the respect he’d earned, the other the respect he’d deserved, I sighed softly to myself. It wasn’t just looks that they were identical on; I stepped down the stairs and past Giovanni. “SIgnore Risci, thank you for welcoming me into you, especially given the circumstances,” I walked over holding out my hand. His father cocked his head to the side as he considered me for a moment, taking my hand and kissing it. “Oh, I see why my son has overlooked your past.” He looked at Giovanni,
Arianna POV: I didn’t find a wink of sleep the whole flight, my mind racing with the possibilities. I had never met the parents before, let alone a whole family. Even if I had I knew in my bones it wouldn’t be the same as it was now, my heart would flutter, my mind wouldn’t race, my palms wouldn’t be slick. Luca and Giovanni were both asleep, heads slunk to the side in the same manner. I wondered if Giovanni’s brother had done the same. I wondered if he looked more like his father or his mother, who he acted more like. I wondered if his family would begrudge me mine or if they understood my past. I was even more on edge by the time we got off the plane as I was sure I looked a mess, from the bitter cold of an east coast winter we stepped into the cool warmth of the mediterranean. I felt as if I dragged in the sludge and sleet with me, my eyes looking more akin to a racoons and less human. The one bright spot waited for me as we stepped down from our flight. “Arianna!” Becca excla
Arianna POV: It didn’t feel real; it felt like some wild fantasy I had found myself in. I watched on the news as they carted him out of our house and into the cop cars, a dark expression casting over his face. Then at the arraignment, I sat in the back so he couldn’t see me, like I was five hiding behind my mother's leg, but still. The judge set no bail, for fear he’d run off, the power of a federal judge and not one of the county guys, that we all knew my father had in his pocket. He was being held without bail until his trial. The judge seemed to be unbiased; still, I warned myself I told myself not to think it, but I felt like we had a chance of putting him away. I felt as if I thought it, it would flitter away and vanish. He had never been caught before, my father had been on trial a total of six times, and not once had they been able to put him in jail. He had the best lawyers, he had donated to the judge's campaigns, and he knew their families. Not once did they even come clos
Domenico POV: There are moments in life of crisp clarity, like a camera lens focusing or a breath of fresh air after swimming. You see things just as they are, not as you wanted them to be; every little piece of information you neglected to cover, your own fears they shine brightly. I’d experienced this once before when my wife ran with our daughter in the middle of the night. All her good intentions, all our quiet evenings, the distance between us over the past weeks. They glared at me in the eyes, forcing me to realize all I had missed because I didn’t want to see that she was leaving me. I felt the same when the FBI walked boldly into my house, that punk smuggly dangling the cuffs in my face. “Tax evasion's a bad rap,” he chuckled, dragging me out of the house as cameras flashed, blinding us, as he laid conquest to my home. In a matter of seconds, the last few months flashed into my head: Vanessa’s body in the morgue, the fear and hesitation on Arianna’s face when I returned t
Arianna POV: We were working closer and closer to my father's arrest, every day I caught moments when it felt like we would pull this off and I grabbed onto them tight. They kept me sane, most of the time I felt a green mist in the air. Something was coming for us we couldn’t see, shadows pulling at us as we neared our victory. The slimy and sinking feeling that though we had every scrap of evidence to put him away it wasn’t enough. He was too foul a beast to keep breathing. I could see the shiny strings he pulled to get us to move this way and that. Giulia had shown up and tried to get me to see some photos of Giovanni doing something that would “turn my stomach”. I had pushed her away and left but my skin had been crawling since. It was the simplest interaction she had let me go, and I felt as if I should cling to Giovanni ever since then. The rug was going to be pulled soon and we’d be sent tumbling. As hazy as the days were, never seeing where we were heading as I looked over
Domenico POV: Pack of vipers that lay below my feet you would think one of my daughters, my flesh and blood, the fruit of my loins would have any amount of loyalty for the man who gave them life. No, not only did my eldest have to be bewitched by that Italian fuck, but my youngest in her naive stupidity had gathered evidence on me to put me in jail. The only pride I took was in their vengeance, even though I was their father they saw me as a threat and both didn’t hesitate to take care of it. Should I ask that they know better, of course, but what parent doesn’t want their child to defend themselves? It bothered even me, a man who had raked innocents over the coals to build my empire, to strike my child. I wish hadn’t had to do it, but she’d left me no choice, but to turn me in to the feds. I thought of that little neonazi blondie boy who’d been trailing us for years now. I could see the smirk on his Hitler youth face, as he put cuffs on me. Made me wanna hurl giving him the satisfa