After dressing up, both Sebastian and Lorraine went downstairs to have breakfast. Sebastian didn't know what to expect from the lot, they have had fun last night but everyone was high, now they were sober and most probably awkward.
Well, Sebastian was proven wrong.
Although they sat in silence for some initial minutes, focusing on eating rather than talking before Ana interrupted.
"Sebastian?"
Sebastian looked up from his breakfast to face Ana, giving her a questioning gaze.
"You live with your brothers don't you?" She asked, big eyes blown wide comically in awe.
Sebastian didn't know where she was leading from this question but still answered.
"Mhm, makes our work easy."
"Woah!" She exclaimed before looking towards Lorraine who was sitting beside Sebastian, minding her own business and not looking up. "Must you not aspire something from Sebastian, Lorraine? I've been telling her that we should live together since forever! But she wants to live alone."
Jimin eyed Lorraine curiously as she looked up with a fake smile on her face, bitter.
"You're not my sibling, Ana. I'm more than willing to live with my brother too, but our works are different and require travelling."
He didn't quite understand Lorraine's grumpy mood at first then realised throughout their many conversations that she was only grumpy towards Ana. Maybe because the girl was childish and didn't quite miss a chance to claim Lorraine her best friend or sister. Sebastian thought it was cute, and the kind of thing Xander always did.
Xander was his favourite brother, probably because he was the littlest. Felix always bullied him anyways.
Nonetheless, the group was quite fun. They didn't make any inner jokes to make Sebastian feel outcasted or anything.
He felt good.
*
Lorraine was held onto the bed stomach first, hard chest pressing on her back as one strong arm gripped at her hips while the other cupped her jaw from behind, his thumb rubbing over her lower lip before making its way in her mouth.
She moaned hotly around the thumb as Jimin lapped his mouth onto her shoulder and neck...
"Lorraine, I highly doubt you know how to drive." Sebastian raised his eyebrow in scepticism as Lorraine took a sharp turn for the umpteenth time.
"Please." Lorraine tsked, it wasn't her fault he's been that way last night. "You're a distraction."
"I barely talked." He defended to which she rolled her eyes. It didn't take much time for Sebastian to register what she was referring to, his plump lips turning into a coy smile. "I definitely was."
"You remember?" She asked.
"It's hazy."
"Hazy memories of steamy scenes, you must be having the time of your life." She smirked, maintaining her gaze on the road.
Hazy memories of steamy scenes with Lorraine Acker. Yeah, definitely having the time of my life.
"By the way, apologies for the teasing back there." She said. "Ana is a crackhead."
"She's a sweetheart." Sebastian grinned.
"Too childish." Lorraine sulked. Ana was embarrassing.
"Oops," Sebastian said all of a sudden and Lorraine knew why. They had reached the hotel but there were like a thousand people standing there.
"I'll take it from the back...uh...I'll take it from the underground parking lot. I'm sure there would be a lift from there." Lorraine said, looking around to find another way into the hotel. The mirrors were black thankfully so the fans and reporters couldn't see them. They were all already focused at the front of the hotel while their car was a few buildings away from there.
"The guards won't allow." Sebastian hissed.
"Unless we show them our faces." Lorraine corrected, driving towards the parking entrance and of course, the guard let them go after they showed him their faces. He was already frustrated by the crowd of people to bother as to why Sebastian Phoenix was with Lorraine Acker.
Lorraine parked down her Maserati Gran Turismo as the engine died down, a silence falling around them. She smiled faintly.
"Thanks, Sebastian." She said.
"For giving you a ride yesterday?"
"For making the best night of my life even better." She answered genuinely. "It was fun."
Sebastian laughed contagiously, his eyes crinkling from the sides and Lorraine couldn't help but admire.
"For how long are you in LA?" She asked quite abruptly and cursed internally at how eager she sounded.
"O-Oh..." Sebastian exclaimed, his laugh ceding. "I'm leaving today."
"Oh..."
"I come here often though, next time?" Sebastian smiled making her smile back. "Take my number."
They exchanged their numbers, hugging shortly before the singer left, leaving Lorraine smiling like an idiot.
It was a two-hour ride from the hotel Sebastian was staying into her home in the hills, but Lorraine finally reached there. One of the guards rushing to open her car door as she stepped out, another taking her coat. Her heels clicked through the pebble path, screaming it was her territory.
She looked so sophisticated but from inside, she wasn't. At least not right now. She was finding two people who always gave her happiness. No matter what. Her smile grew bigger as she saw one of them running towards her with the same contagious smile. Letting out a silent scream, Antoinette jumped into Lorraine's arms. She was Lorraine's assistant but also the person she spent most of her time with. And so, she was someone Lorraine Acker could just be... Lorraine Acker, without intimidating someone.
"You did it! You did it! You did it!" Antoinette screamed, jumping while hugging Lorraine, making the latter lose her balance.
"Yes, yes. I did it! And we'll celebrate in the best way possible. Get off, I can't breathe!" Lorraine chuckled as Antoinette stepped back, squealing a little.
"Okay, before we get all cosy on the sofa..." The assistant started. "Quick update: social media is on fire-"
Lorraine huffed while rolling her eyes.
"I've told you, I don't like social media crap. All I know is I'll burn everything if those apps cause even a penny to my income." She said savagely and her assistant sighed in defeat as well.
"Alright, I'll handle it. It wasn't anything bad though."
Lorraine just ignored it. She didn't control her social media accounts, she wasn't even on Twitter. Mostly because she's seen her friends getting into scandals and law troubles. She had plenty to add up more. Lorraine smiled satisfactorily.
"Now- where's my baby?" She asked, eyes wandering through the vast yard to look for her said baby. As if he heard her, he came running, his golden fur wooshing back because of the wind against him as he barked. Lorraine's eyes widened in adorable surprise as she got on her knees to acknowledge him. He kept his paws on Lorraine's thighs, licking her face as she stroked, hugged and kissed him.
"Fantastic, baby I missed you."
It was her golden retriever- Fantastic. Her family. Apart from Tom Acker, though.
And she was complete.
*
This was the end of Sebastian. He knew it.
His two brothers had cornered him. They were sitting around him, to trap him. Sending death glares each time he looked up from the table. He could swear there was smoke coming out of Xander's ears. He was the maddest. Considering how vaguely he had explained to him why he couldn't come back to the hotel last night on the call.
Felix cleared his throat, cutting the tension as Sebastian flinched slightly.
"We give you a fair trial to speak, Sebastian." He said in an authoritarian tone. "What do you have in defence?"
Sebastian licked his lips. "I'll tell you the truth. Remember when I went out to the balcony to take some fresh air?"
Both the Phoenix brothers nodded at the third one and he continued.
"I...went to a party with Lorraine Acker."
Xander poked his tongue in his cheek. Although he was the youngest, he was also the buffest of them all, had brown eyes like their father and long mullet hair.
"So you left us, to fuck some actress."
"Don't be so rude, Xander!" Sebastian shouted. "She's Lorraine Acker."
"Oh no– I'm not believing you had sex with Lorraine Acker. You just went behind the first woman you saw at the party."
"Shut up! I went with Lorraine Acker and for your wisdom, there are no random actresses on the night of Oscars."
"Shut up! Both of you!" Felix shouted. "Sebastian, you deserted us, do you know how worried we were?"
"I'm sorry, okay? She needed a ride because she was drunk, so I gave her one and she invited me in."
"And we're supposed to believe that Lorraine fucking Acker didn't have a driver," Xander debated.
"She didn't, apparently." Sebastian shrugged his shoulders.
"Okay..." the littlest said, his eyes now gleaming with curiosity. "How was it?"
"How was what?"
"You know... having sex with Lorraine Acker, how was it?"
Sebastian laid his back on the couch, eyeing each one of his brothers with hooded eyes, thinking of a comeback that'll leave them floored. He clicked his tongue and shrugged his shoulders.
"She bites back."
Lorraine's favourite thing during the journey of making a movie was the memories she made with her star cast and all the crew. She learnt a lot from all the senior actors, they laughed, danced and all the tiredness just seemed worth it. She'd smile so genuinely, her heart would warm when her cast would surprise her with a cake on her birthday on the set. It was her home. It was the best place she could ever wish for.Hollywood was a place that made her feel that it was worth it to step out and do something thrilling and totally out of her comfort zone.She could even dare to say that her assistant and her friends from the film industry had better memories with her than Matt, Ivey and Ana.Although, what's a celebrity without tea? What's a celebrity without a few scandals and downfalls?She was never the one to give up. But now she was doubting too, with each 'one more shot' the director said. 5 years to th
Lorraine and Sebastian talk. They talk a lot. It's like a daily chore for her now, to talk with him for hours. Because he's so... attractive. He's that guy she imagines who's elegant and sophisticated but wild and crazy at the same time. He's the guy she fantasizes about midnight driving in a Ferrari. Then stopping at the Hollywood hills to watch LA gleaming along with a bottle of beer and much laughter. Yes, they had decided on that too over their one of many late-night calls. She's even met the rest of his group on face timing a couple of times. Bad days are the ones when she can't talk to him due to her late-night shifts, same goes for him. Today, she was exhausted. She was still on the set, it was noon and the heat was really going to be the death of her. Lorraine was spoilt by her own money, and she worked her ass off to earn it. This day was the hardest day of her life, and this movie was the most ch
Sebastian was in the recording studio, having a run in with his producer about how the drop beat of the title track of their upcoming album wasn't ear catching enough when his phone rung in the pocket of his jeans. His attention averted there, he told the producer to excuse him before seeing the collar ID. He immediately swiped the answer button. "Lorraine, just a second." He quickly muttered, muting the call and standing up from his chair."You two seem to be getting really close?" His manager commented."None," Sebastian pointed at his manager, glaring at him with raised eyebrows. "Of your business."Sebastian quickly piped before running off to outside of the studio to have some privacy. He checked if any cameras were rolling and sighed in relief when there weren't. He answered the call."You were saying–?""No, no, Iv
Lorraine stepped into the luxury Ana had booked in Las Vegas. Her friends, or should she say 'party friends' along with her reached here safely and Sebastian came an hour later than them.To her surprise, his look was changed from the last time she saw him. Her hair were dyed silver now and was wearing casuals. It was hilarious how hard he was trying to not get noticed. Thankfully, he reached to the hotel unnoticed.She had insisted her friends to take him with them because she wanted to see him badly, Duh.Not that they didn't want to tag him along, the last time he had came there was a blast to the party. They had all enjoyed his company and all but there was this feeling to Lorraine, she felt jittery all over.She dozed off in his thoughts, it was happening quite a lot these days. He was contagious. In a healthy way or not, she didn't know.Sure he'd be less toxic than me.
Lorraine's heels clicked the floor in perfect tuts as she legged through the deserted corridor, her skin prickling hot because she knew he was analysing her body from behind with that drowning gaze of his. She turned around to look at him, eyes sultry and heavy from the alcohol as she opened the door of the last gate of the corridor with her key card in one swift swipe. It was something addicting in the way he caught her lips. Sebastian's lips tasted of champagne and Lorraine grazed her tongue ever so lightly to savour it, her nails digging into his nape as he held her firmly against himself, pushing her on the wall and increasing the pace of his lips. Lorraine's reflex was instant when she gripped his shoulders and switched the positions, making Sebastian lean against the wall. This was the thing about Lorraine, one of the first things that caught Sebastian's eyes, while most women wanted Sebastian to take the
The next morning, Lorraine had a major hungover. Her head thumped with migraine and she felt jittery all over. Nauseous in the worst way possible as she refused to get out of the bed.She groaned when someone knocked on the door, burying herself deeper into the sheets. She didn't sit up until the the person knocked for the third time on the door. She was a wild mess, her hair was frizzy and her fans just won't believe it was the same person who was always so glammed up."Lorraine, are you there?"Her heart started beating rapidly, almost as if it would jump out of her chest by just his voice. By just the fact that he was near, her breathing decreased, skin crawling in fear. This was pathetic to such extremes, she hated feeling so helpless.But she just blankly stared ahead of her, not responding.Sebastian kept knocking without getting an answer, feeling like the most ignored person of the
The blood pounded in herears. Her heart thudded in her chest. Her hands shook. Her feet tingled. Her vision was disfigured as if she were looking through a fish-eye lens. She had to get away from her mind.Woken up with monstrous voices screaming and dominating her in sleep, Lorraine was freaking out.She couldn’t process what and why this was happening to her. You see Lorraine Acker was crazy, quite factually so. She couldn’t hear it anymore, even after waking up the voices haven't stopped.We love you, Lorraine. You'll keep your mouth shut, wouldn't you?No one's listening girl! They've been fed hush money! Shut your damn mouth or your life will be a living h
It was another day for Sebastian, his brothers and him were gathered up in recording studio, ready to record the song. The atmosphere was tense, it had was nothing out of the normal now.Sebastian knew he was the main reason for the whole pressing silence, but he didn't care to cede it.The recording started, it was going well. Sebastian covered up his part smoothly, they had quiet discussions about overlapping sounds and all. It wasn't much, really.That was until Xander broke the silence to start a conversation with Sebastian. He didn't know why his little brother thought it was a good idea to talk to him."How was your little trip to Vegas?""Good." Sebastian grumbled."Did you get some...?" Xander asked, a knowing smirk on his face as he pointed at Sebastian's crotch with his eyes.Sebastian groaned, cringing from inside."No
Lorraine stood by the glass window, a cup of coffee in her hand, a cigarette tucked between her lips. She didn't go back to Los Angeles, she came to her apartment in New York since Sebastian was here. She said she didn't wanna go back to Los Angeles so she came where he was. Sebastian was yet to know what happened back in her home town. She had been weirdly silent since she came, which was scary but Sebastian decided he was just gonna stay by her side until she decided to speak up.The cup of coffee was empty now and Sebastian lost track of time. She had just been standing there since so long. His chest was clenching badly at the sight of her and questions were storming in his mind. Sebastian went towards her, staring at her face. The city lights gleamed in her eyes as she stared at the view, her face painted with hues of blue and gold. But her expressions remained a void of emotions, which bothered Sebastian.Sebastian gently touched her hand, catching her attention as she flinched
Stepping into her hometown was nauseating, to say the least. She hated everything about it.Her hometown was very different from Los Angeles, it was smaller, greener. One could even be fooled into thinking it was liberating, wide spaces, flower gardens, the kind where one wants to elope with their lover. Perhaps it was, it could have been, at least. But the air reminded her of how it stung against her cuts. It was famous for its food, Lorraine thought perhaps that was the reason she was never big on eating.Coming here after ten years...Lorraine almost thought that it was a mistake, and all she wanted to do was turn around and get on her jet once again, flying back home. But in a twisted way, it was also kind of uplifting how she had rose from the ashes and had come back ten times stronger than before, only to mock and spit on the godforsaken land.Lorraine refused to meet her mother at her house, so they arranged the meeting in her office."Raine," The woman averted her head to the s
Xander had never seen a man so beautiful before in his life. Given, that no one could possibly be more gorgeous in a room where Xander existed, alluring and ethereal, God's finest piece of craft.But these Acker siblings had these eyes...these pair of champagne eyes that looked like would drip honey any moment as if those pair of hazy orbs were to give the elixir of eternity in the form of tears. But they could also very much drown you, one dip in the lake and the marines would be clutching your ankle and pulling you downwards in the depths of blue.So when Tom Acker cornered him against a wall and openly flirt with him- was Xander supposed to breathe? He supposed not. At least, he could not."I know you get this a lot but- you're the most charming person I've ever met."Xander raised his chin up and met the boy's eyes with his hooded ones."I get that a million times per hour.""Of course you do."Xander hummed. Tom wouldn't have been too old. On the contrary, he might have been too
Once upon a time, Lorraine Acker was a victim.With glinting eyes so big and always wide open to take in her world. Curious. Curious about everything, eyebrows always raised.About a decade ago or so.Once upon a time, Lorraine was helpless and naïve. Oh so naïve. She latched onto any but of comfort she could get. Trusted so easily. Easily enough to get hurt."You're with new bruises."Lorraine lifted her head from her knees, looking at the man in front of her. She rolled her eyes, pressing her cheek to her knee instead and drawing her legs closer towards her chest as a stray tear rolled down the bridge of her nose."That's not news now, is it?" She retorted, voice scraped like shards of glass which somehow made the man in front of get wince.She shouldn't be sitting here, it was fucking pathetic to sit in the middle of the corridor of her house. The maids don't judge but it made her feel weak. She was weak, though. That wasn't news either.The man in front of her was way older. Clad
Watching Tom smoke is not what Lorraine appreciated to see, at all. She hated it, even. But joined him nonetheless."You're a fucking sportsman and you're smoking Winchester, have shame." She commented. "I'm a sportsman with trauma, fucking cut some slack." Tom retorted, eyes sweeping over the water as they both stand at the edge of the yacht. "Besides, you're an actress."Lorraine rolled her eyes. "Hollywood is built on substances. The streets are full of them."Tom hummed, looking down, where the water sprayed in foam due to the motor of the yacht."I feel like–" he said. "I feel like sometimes we sound like him. When he talked about business y'know?""No." Lorraine replied instantly. "No, we're nothing like him. Nothing. He's a sick man. God knows I wish death upon him everyday."Tom places the cigar between his lips again, sucks in and breaths out puffs of smoke."Mommy dearest is selling the business for good."Lorraine furrowed her eyebrows."I thought the will was on you." She
"Lorraine, gorgeous, I love you. I really love you." Sebastian said. "But it's so fucking weird to hold an Oscar in your hand and go to your birthday party like you're holding a cheap beer bottle."Lorraine rolled her eyes, pulling a little on her boyfriend's hand as they entered Lorraine's yacht.Yes, it was her birthday.And she had never known how to feel about birthdays.Materialism was one thing but birthdays usually scared her. It felt like...why did they even come every year? She felt like shit at those days. She was usually filled with guilt upto her neck on her birthdays.It wasn't that her birthday wasn't celebrated nicely. It was just that...her mother's birthday wasn't. A part of her was vivid at her mother, always will be. For not fighting for her when she was dying. Not fighting for her when she had jumped in the fire to save her life.But a part of her also pitied her.Endlessly.Because...She had always been a kind woman. Too kind. So much so that it became her weakne
Looking out of the taxi window, Lorraine took in the fresh air of Busan. Even though it was early winter approaching, the air was still a little wet, sticking to her skin. The city lights that glimmered as they drove onto the bridge were breathtaking. But it did less to settle Lorraine's anxiousness.Fuck, why wouldn't she be anxious? When Sebastian had suddenly dropped the plan of making her meet his parents.She wanted to. She had wanted to meet his family ever since he had mentioned it. It felt very intimate and personal. But...But.But Lorraine was good at everything.Lorraine was good at anything and everything except for when it came to...families. Past was proof. Her encounters with families had been nothing but a short of... destruction. Knowing how much it meant to Sebastian, she was spiralling. She sat at the corner of the backseat, silently basking in the night breezes as the car drove by. She could see the sea."You're still worried."Sebastian's words cut through the sil
Autumn was to an end by the time Sebastian and Lorraine's– along with everyone else's work schedules were coming to a pause.The recently aired news of the power couple, Matt and Ivey being pregnant was blowing up the internet.Sebastian had been on about buying a new house for her and Lorraine in New York for whenever she comes. But she knew that was one of his sneaky tricks to make her come to New York as often as she could.With everyone's thriving success because of their immense hardworking, everyone felt overjoyed. Sebastian and Lorraine felt at peace. Though not seeing each other for months didn't help but doing what they loved and being into their regular schedule gave them inner serenity.The Phoenix brothers had been flying from one country to another for their world tours, receiving the love they didn't even know they deserved. They were sure that every one cried at least once during the world tour. Sebastian cried thrice, for he had never expected he would have dated anyon
Ah, Lorraine really didn't want to. There was no part of Lorraine's job that she didn't like with her every heartstring. But some interviews slightly...just slightly popped the veins in her neck. Sometimes they were too offensive, too open, too disrespectful. She wouldn't blame all the interviews. Yes, asking questions about herself and her life was one thing, but going way too personal was another. Sometimes it would be her bra or the edited nude that went viral. Anything offensive to ruin her day. She didn't understand what they got from asking these questions.Yes, she knew that more than half of the world wanted to have sex with her and people were disgusting pieces of shit so fake pornographies, obsessive behaviour she almost expected. She didn't approve, but she knew what to expect from Hollywood. It was safe to say that Sebastian just happened to be one of those personal things. It wasn't like she didn't want to speak about him at all, she just didn't know what boundaries t