"Mom!" Ronald's voice came from behind. The lines of fear appear in my thoughts again. Why is she here? How? When I saw her take the first step, my euphoria crumbled on the floor. As usual, there are nasty vibrations all around us. Every piece of recklessness is pinning me from every angle."What? Are you not happy? My goodness, you're hiding here." Ronald grabbed her and left. I'm standing alone again. Don't worry, he'll come, and we'll rejoice. The pearls were broken, running and hiding behind tables all around. Sitting on my knees, my hand begins to collect each jewel, as if I were collecting my happiness. She is here on purpose. I understand, but why aren't they chatting here?After picking up the pearls, I sat on the couch for him. After an hour, he was still with her. Don't worry, he will arrive. I am sure. With strength, I made my way to where they were conversing, but I had to stop outside. Ronald is sitting with her and drinking. Does he forget about me?With such easeI felt
Wearing a white dress and a diamond necklace, I appear just like Ronald's ideal bride. There is nothing about me that I like. There are only tears in my own eyes. He wants me to be ready in this dress. Now I am the same. He wants me to be in high society. He must be with Laura. Today, I'm going to ask him to pick between me and his mother. I already know the answer, which is why I told Theo to get the plane ready.What is he doing to me, and why? The answer is all around me, but the question remains unanswered. I closed my eyes and let out tears. I watched everything on social media, but now I want to hear it from him directly."Miss Rose, the plane is ready." We are waiting for your order. I came out of my room, daringly holding the ring in my right fist. This is the day I establish my commitment by saying yes to my marriage, as Laura wishes. Today is the same day I lost my husband. This time, I'll fight for myself. The ring felt weighty in my hand."Hey." When he turned, my eyes wel
She left me alone.Alone?It's just me.Died alone.There are two weeks until everything finishes. My feelings have also faded, yet an unexpected feeling is building within me. Her belongings were there. Pearls, gems, feelings, memories, and tears. Her emotions and sense of smell are also gone. She knew before I scheduled a date. This is why her query was raised. She had already instructed Theo to prepare to return to New York. I cried years after she departed the first time. Why? This is not something I want. This was also my plan, but I became enamored with her during the first day we spent together in bed. She's right here. Yes, I exploited her for personal enjoyment. My love is satisfied.Yes, I love her.I've adored her from the first day to the present, every second and minute. But now I have nothing in my hands. My mistake caused us to lose touch. Coming back, I felt empty. There was nothing around for me. Every night and day, I get bored of thinking about her. She is not in a
As Ronald called me, my eyes opened. It's absolutely black inside. The sensation is not identical. My eyes become heavy from tears, and I swallow. It hurts to firmly open it. When will the crying stop? After that, nothing escaped my eyes. How come he did this? However, where am I? I gently stand up and try to sit, but the pain stops me. I am constantly in agony in my stomach. I remember being here today and being with Brooks the last time. How's Ronald doing? Where is the light? I hate being in the dark. Ronald knows me well. He always gave me a positive vibe. Love-filled light. But it disappeared."Ron..." When I hear the door open, my voice weakens. Someone has entered the room. He is who? Ronald is indeed present. We cannot survive without one another."Rose.""Brooks?" As the light enters, my eyes try to adjust. To genuinely feel the light of love hurts. Brooks arrived in casual dress and sat down on a chair close to my bed. He seemed worn out."How are you feeling?" He placed a h
"Ronald, I want your sign here." My brain had been throbbing and thumping for the past two days after seeing her with Brooks, and my body had given up. Fucking crap, I passed out and woke up two hours later. Krystal and Theo were concerned about my lack of food capacity. Now all I have to do is wait for my marriage, but I'm dying on the inside every day, and my mother doesn't care."My head hurts, Mom. Please give it another go." I try to stop it by gripping my head with my hands, but it continues to run throughout my skull. Is it just in my head, or is it in mine as well? But she made me sign. Her remarks regarding work keep ringing in my head. She forcefully handed me a pen and signed by seizing my hand. After that, she didn't even ask me what had happened."Sir, you signed for the first time without reading." Yes, because she is my mother, and I trust her at any costs."Huh?" After losing my tie, I lean my head on the table. Is there anything that should be read after my fucking en
Why am I here?Give him his money back, or I'll see him.No, I loathe him.Standing outside, I looked up and noticed a few raindrops on my face. It's frigid, unlike my tears. It's eight o'clock. The night is cloudy, and rain falls nonstop. Why does the weather feel similar to my heart? It's freezing outside, but warm inside for him. This is going to be the end of this thing forever. Brooks went bankrupt as a result of what he did with his firm. That's why I'm here to look. How is he doing without me? He continues to aid me, which I do not want. Mom came and grabbed my money, but Theo came back and returned it to me.I walked a few steps into the building, where the receptionist smiled at me. I ignored her and turned left, entering the elevator. My heart rises with each floor. We'll see each other in two weeks. I bet he's doing OK. The last time Brooks did something to him, it was out of vengeance, but I know how hard he works for the company.The door opened, revealing his office light
"Are you mad?" My hands are clasped on my head, and our mouths are almost touching. Ugh, that feeling again. He opened my coat with one hand, causing the shirt buttons to break in an instant. What the hell? What's he doing? My upper body is exposed. First, his black eyes, in which I can sense the lust settling on me, then my nipples. The fire of my lust had reached him. God, how can I think about him now that I need to despise him? I genuinely despise him. When did it become late? We touched each other."We both realize there's nothing stopping us from being together. See how much you want me." You're probably aware that my body continues to exhibit symptoms. Running his cool nose over my flesh, he merely lands two lips on my boobs. It's enough for my hormones to take control. Shit. Now he's seeing me get upset at him. I'm pregnant. How could I come up with an excuse?"Let me go." Why aren't I struggling? I want the same thing, but this is not acceptable. How can he ever touch me afte
MomWhat did she do?Why?Although her mother and she do not get along well, how far has she come since then? Mother has never done that. She is always looking for ways to make me happy. Rose has continued to encourage my endeavors. Look at us now; she pales in comparison to us.She came to me a week ago to return my money. That's it; my heart and head have both quit pursuing her. She left work and returned home. We are progressing in our life. Without her, I am literally going through hell. A body free of feeling. A body devoid of emotion or passion. Jenna attempted to come closer by coming and going constantly, but her contact obscured me. I am no longer interested in having sex. I could only be satisfied with her."Sir, your suit is ready for the wedding tomorrow. If you want to trial.""Do you know anything about Rose?" He showed me some photographs. When she's alone and walking down the street. Brooks and Jessie rank second. My wedding is tomorrow, yet I'm still thinking about he
ReliefPeaceMy hand’s burning sensation is nothing compared to the relief I’m currently experiencing. Do you dare? How could they? They believe that I am merely a piece that they will divide. The first time I encountered them, my terror was real. They were just looking at me because they were hungry. I bet if Ronald hears him he’ll definitely be in hell.“How on earth did you think to share with me? How could you harm him if you want me? I was your target not him. Just because of me, you killed him?”Now when I’m angry, my body is on fire. Why is that? Because they find me attractive.“Yes, baby, you are our target, but he was always our first target before you because he stood in the way of my target, which was the location of that fucking Ronald father. He has always wanted his son to take over for him. Because of this, we killed his father before your husband.” He’s laughing like it’s just a simple thing killing people.“How could you kill everyone for money?”“Money? Mom wants to
Why did I hurt him?Why?If it’s our last time together, then why?“Mrs. Rose, we have only twenty minutes.” Theo words stopped me when I was going to sit in the car. My heart and body are not feeling well. I’m sick, and my baby is not well. Today she again suggested abortion to me, but how can I get rid of our love? My body suddenly feels empty. I saw blood coming from my leg.It’s overHe’s gone“Don’t worry. Just take care of him after me.” Justin is already waiting for me. The plan is different from Theo and Neil’s.“Neil is going to wait until the end. Please be safe and come back as soon as you get what you want.”“Theo, thank you for everything.” He nodded and closed the door for me last time. Theo set up a car for me, and when he left, Neil covered me for protection. But no one knows what my plan is here. Closing my eyes, I try to remember the last kiss I gave him before coming here. It was my farewell to him. His eyes filled with tears. After all, he knows something is not go
The time is here.The moment is here.Ronald is here.But how much time do I have left with me? After what I said to him before coming here, he stopped talking with me again. He’s motionless and dumb. We’re going to a party, but our souls are at home. The days I have been waiting for are here. The stage is set for me and for others. Just wait for the performers.Two days before the evidence came into my hands, Two days before Draco and Laura were arrested, two days before my life fell apart, the words said by Ronald threw me into my past again. His hatred has come upon me again. His words told me how much he hates me now. Now sitting in the same car and breathing in the same air is hurting me more. Why is a different kind of feeling taking place where his love stayed today?Is this hate now?Our love is now over.No“Stay with me at the party.” He just gave me an order, but today this also feels like a request. Nodding, I turned my head away from him because every time I looked at him
My heart keeps beeping in my ears. I can hear my sound. Woshh...The wholeThumpStanding outside, my nose filled with a mesmerizing smell when I entered the room. The room smelled heavenly with her scent. She’s getting ready inside. Taking one step at a time, I entered the room. It’s neat, clean, and peaceful, not like my mind, which is already battling with my thoughts. Just the sound of her doing something had my heart pounding.Outside, it’s getting dark and little drops of rain start coming, and inside, the shine of her look Turning my face toward her, I saw her in white and heard myself die of fear once more. Why the fuck is she wearing white today? Two days ago, again, I saw her in my dreams wearing white, but the point of my fear is that she’s covered in blood, sitting on the floor, and taking my body in her lap. Why did I see myself there? She was crying hard after watching me die.I was also standing behind her, trying to reach her, but suddenly my dream broke and I heard he
The day of revengeI’m losing myself.Who am I?Is the person gawking at me in the mirror the same as the person standing here? Two days before, everything changed.I know the truth.So manyMy mom was arrested.EvidenceRelationshipFucking hell I never thought one day I would need to prepare myself so hard for fighting. She is detained as a result of her involvement in the killing of sixty people. When I hear the news, it seems as though the earth is constantly trembling. It’s a lie. I know. My heart knows, but things came out in front of the world because of Rose. She’s behind everything. An innocent girl who barely looked into my eyes is now standing face-to-face with me. She’s challenging me. But if she’s the one who told me to prepare for battle, then why am I blaming her?Two days before I got the news, it threw me to hell. The day was worse than I thought. It starts with the news, with so many questions and so much truth. The reporters gathered in front of my building, raising
Why did I say that?Her shocked face after watching me. Am I being too demanding here? Why did she always keep her mouth shut when it came to our baby? Why not move on? Why didn’t she give me what I wanted? It’s a child.“Ron. I already..”“I know, but look at that girl. Don’t you see me? How much I’m happy with her. She’s so cute, and I’m... I can’t express myself. Why not think about it?” My desperation and attraction toward her are beyond my imagination. Life with a child is heaven. I want to feel it."Ronald, we already discussed...”“I don’t care. Right now, you’re thinking about your revenge, not about me. It’s a child. You can..” Fuck. What the hell did I say? She’s hurt. Why fucker? She’s watching me with watery eyes without moving.“I..” It’s my stupidity. Yes, we discussed that, but right now, I hurt her. Before I talked to her more, she opened the door because we’d already reached the office and gone. Jesus, Ronald, she’s so happy and now sad.“Rose.” She’s already gone ins
Sitting on the kitchen counter, I’m staring outside. My hand feels numb after holding the papers of our lives and, on the other hand, the phone. It feels so peaceful here, where I can recall the moment that I spent with Ronald. He came running when I sent him a message. He loves me with passion, like it’s our last time. On the other side,WaitingFor tomorrowTomorrow we’re going to take our next. Third day of my battle. When they are causing me to have sleepless nights, how dare they sleep peacefully? Once more, people are dying. relapse into death. The person who manages the accounts is now dead because they killed him. Today I made the hardest decision of my life. Ronald now loves me, but what about tomorrow, when he finds out what I hide from him? Has he ever seen me the way he looks at me? If he finds out to whom I’m married, thenProofVictimsAnd he’s gone. It’s my revenge that I’m taking because the power is in my hands. Why not use it? This is my only chance. Just a few days,
Rose is not here now.Late at night, she was not in bed when my eyes opened. She thinks I slept after she left, but I’m there when they’re talking. I’m sure she has something planned, but I don’t care what it is. She’s never going to plot anything against me. All that she did was just because of me. My priority is her safety now that I hear what they’re planning.Mom and Draco are not what I’m thinking. When did she become so different? Did Jesse know? The reason she despises her mother is somewhere in there. But the lady she’s talking about, who is she? Second, I’m fighting with myself because I know there will be two drops of blood on the bed when I get up.“Hey baby, why are you still in bed?” My sleepy eyes widened after watching her.“Jesus Rose, cover yourself. At least in this situation, please. I’m trying to stop myself.” She’s fully naked, standing with wet hair and a body full of little drops of water. She’s trying to seduce me. When she’s completely exposed in front of me?
GiggleThen anotherRonaldHe’s giggling while sleeping. I hadn’t noticed him laughing before, but what could he be dreaming about? He looks so happy.“What are you dreaming?” I whisper while running my fingers through his smooth hair. But then his eyes opened, like he heard me. Why does he attract me so much, even in his sleep?“Hey!”“Rose!” He came up and kissed my lips while I was smiling. What’s going on? He looked down and then at me. His gaze was fixated on me. Wait! No. I stop breathing when his hand rests on my stomach. What? God, he knows? How?“In my dream, I saw you lying in the shadows and admiring the lovely sea outside. But then I turned around and saw someone calling out to me. He stopped again and kissed me hard again. What...? His hand rolled on my stomach. What is he expecting?“Ronald.”“He called me daddy.” No please. Don’t speak further. My body, which was calm a moment ago, now went cold. Why do I feel pain? It’s my choice not to tell him why I want to speak up.