Chapter five

I was looking at the setting sun when my eyes caught Heart walking on the beach not far from where I was.

I will admit that there is a slowly growing desire for the girl, when she is near it revives my masculinity and my heart hurts.

Her red lips that look like they're good to kiss and suck on, her budding breasts peeking out of her shirt or perhaps a camisole.

Especially when she bathes in the sea.

This immediately exposed me that she didn't even notice because of her innocence.

Her mother really raised her ignorant of such things.

It was wrong to expect this child who had no idea what I was thinking, such an innocent girl.

"Raphael!" I looked at her as she happily waved at me.

I smiled and approached her.

She was so beautiful up close, I don't know what made me lead her to the back of the rock.

Her mother wasn't there because she brought what we harvested yesterday to town so it was just the two of us.

Surprisingly, she followed me.

"Why are we here?" She asked curiously.

Instead of answering her.

I suddenly picked her up and kissed her on the lips.

I felt that she was a bit stunned and gasped.

The softness of her lips was right, I sucked it and because her lips were open, I explored the inside of her mouth.

She moaned so I tightened my hug on her.

I feel like I'm drunk because the taste of her lips is so delicious.

I stopped when she held me so tightly and inhaled that I let go of his lips.

"Raphael, why did you treat me like that?" She asked blushingly, I sat down and held her in my arms then kissed her on the forehead.

"That's called a kiss and it's delicious right?" She nodded but I knew she still didn't understand so I just hugged her tightly.

I shouldn't have surprised her and she is still very young.

I was cursed in my mind because of what I had done. I can still feel her breathing and so do I.

A jolt woke me up causing me to be surprised and I looked around to see that I was still sitting where I was sitting and that I was lying down.

"Is there a problem? You were moaning earlier." I washed my face because of my strange dream.

"It's okay Heart, i am fine." I just told her I swallowed as she looked at me in surprise.

"Is your mother coming soon?" I just asked her after I straightened myself up.

"She came a while ago." She answered politely so I just nodded to her and watched her for a moment.

I can't believe that I could dream up such a scene, I'm ashamed of myself.

"Haven't your memories returned yet?" She asked so I just shook my head.

"That will also bring you back and you will also be able to return to your family." She was always smiling so I smiled at her too.

"Let's help mom pick sweet potatoes. She's behind the house harvesting crops." She invited me and held my hand causing me to feel a strange feeling when she held my hand.

I just followed her and helped them harvest their vegetable crops here behind their house.

It's funny because I can't believe that there is such a large plantation here and this is their source of food.

After we picked sweet potatoes, Aunt Nely stewed them, I smiled as I watched her and Heart help each other wash the sweet potatoes while I scooped water.

"I'm sorry son, this is all we eat here." I just smiled at Aunt Nely who apologized for what we ate.

Honestly, I can't believe that there is someone who lives this simple and is able to live without having to live in town.

To this day I still can't remember who I am but there are times when my memory seems to come back because sometimes I hear someone calling me.

As much as I want to force myself to remember, my head hurts.

While we were eating, the mother and daughter were just talking and their laughter was lively.

I joined their conversation from time to time but I was mesmerized by Heart.

She is so beautiful especially when she laughs and her cheeks are red, Aunt Nely told me that Heart's father is an Italian foreigner.

At first I thought it had american blood I was a bit confused by it because Heart didn't even get the look of it.

But Aunt Nely has a look, maybe when she was young.

It is still a mystery why they live here on this island and are away from home because they are here on the other side of the island.

She also doesn't take Heart with her in town, it's the place Heart wants to go the most, she told me once.

And when I tried to ask Aunt Nely, she said that she just didn't want other people to see her daughter, that there might be a cadet here.

I can understand it because Heart is a beautiful girl, just thinking about her being destroyed by evil people makes my blood boil.

I have a strange feeling about her and I don't know if I can control it.

And since I'm pretty strong, I came up with a plan to just make my own hut to avoid my temptation with Heart.

She is still very young and even though I know that next month is her eighteenth birthday she is still young.

"My birthday is coming soon." I looked at Heart while we were peeling the horseradish dish we had this afternoon.

I smiled and nodded while watching her secretly.

Her skin was reddened again because it was hot today but the wind was so strong that it didn't leave Heart's skin.

Her long hair was braided and she was wearing a floral dress.

I remembered something that I can give her because I don't have a present for her.

I shook my hand first and took off the necklace I was still wearing.

"I don't know what to give you, so I'll just give you my necklace." I told her so she looked at me.

It's a silver necklace with a small diamond heart ring, I don't know who or where I bought it but I know it's going to be loved.

"But that's yours and that's the only thing you have." The panic in her voice was obvious so I stood up and went behind her.