Chapter Two: Ellie
It took a little longer to settle in than I’d expected, and by the time Anton and Annette were satisfied I had everything I needed, it was well after sunset.
IE time to play for them.
I wasn’t really ready for club life tonight. Just wanting a good meal and an evening to sort my own thoughts.
Why not dinner on the beach? I’m part Irish and definitely pasty pale, but without the beating sun, there’s no risk of my enjoying a beachside meal turning me into a lobster.
After two years of sex once every two to three months, and becoming my own master as far as sourcing adult toys and my own orgasms for the last nine months, I deserve a little wining and dining.
Well, I don’t drink alcohol, but still. Between the waves, soft R&B, and the moon coming up over the dark rolling waters, I feel like I’m treating myself.
Well, more Anton and Annette are treating me, as all my food and beverages are included with the room. Romance party of one, is well under way with me out on the sand waiting for a pasta dish I can’t pronounce the name of.
I know it will be awhile. It’s a little too brisk out here in the evening air, with the breeze picking up for the nudies. Inside with the heaters, on the other hand, is packed, but I’m in no real rush to be done with an otherwise rom-com worthy view and evening.
“Is this seat taken?” A rich voice coming from my left removes me from my thoughts, but not my silly grin.
“Yep, it’s for the man of my dreams, though he is terribly late.” I chuckle, finding that the smoothness of the voice comes with an equally easy to look at man. Italian for sure.
My weakness.
Silky black hair, nice scruff of a beard on his face more than a shadow less than a full-grown, small nose, full lips and deep honey brown eyes. Matched with the golden olive skin tone, large muscled frame. Oh yeah, Italian Stallion all the way.
I laugh again just because it feels good.
I’m having fun now, but I also know how brutal my head can be when left on its own too long. With most food venues packed with couples or groups, it’s good manners to allow fellow singles to sit, rather than making them wait on a table.
Good etiquette. That’s my story, and I’m sticking to it with the naturally tan, tall and ripped man returns a smile, joining me.
“Well, hello. I apologize for my tardiness.” Once seated, he waggles his thick dark brows, falling into my offbeat humor. “So, what are we having?” I blush a bit, taking a sip of water, while he flips through the tabs of the menu.
“What are you in the mood for?” It really was innocent and inquisitive.
“Room service,” even I get how it sounded with a little more heat in my voice having shamelessly checked him out.
“Smooth,” I tilt my head to him.
“Come on, Dove, it was the perfect opening.” The stranger’s wink is every bit as dazzling as his smile, and I’m only able to hide my heart skipping a beat with the waiter’s opportuned timing to take the Stallion’s order.
After selecting a stout beer and a shrimp plate, the waiter clarifies if this will be for here or to go on both our items, and so much for not turning a lobsteresque shade of red without the sun.
I’m so embarrassed that I can’t even answer. The smooth Italian, on the other hand, is nowhere near as….well, whatever I am.
Innocent is not a word I’d choose, nor is shy…. Well, when I know and am comfortable with people, at least. “Beach side it is,” his boyish grin comes with the subtle flex of all the delicious muscle on the definitely younger man.
When I fail to break the silence or my almost stutter, again he manages. “So, are you a regular here?”
“Heavens no, way too rich for my blood.” I bawk a bit, trying to focus on the natural view rather than the can of Italian man, that’s gobbling up every spare iota of my attention.
“So, you here on business or pleasure?” He makes casual conversation so easy. How do people do that?
“Work actually, well, work and get away combined I suppose.” I pulled my legs to my chest after facing my chair to the ocean. “Yourself?”
“All pleasure.” Well, at least he’s honest, but who isn’t at places like this.
Oh, what did you get yourself into, Ellie? Stop staring! Just because you hate him is no excuse for you to get even by robbing the cradle same as him.
He’s so yummy, though.
You are an excellent lover and you don’t need any complications.
My inner tongue lashing continues, likely making me seem like an idiot for not responding or asking for any further detail on his comment.
I am not and never have been the one-night stand type of girl. I tried it once and still talk to the guy on Holidays and whenever we feel like checking in on each other ten years later.
Casual is not my thing. The one friends with benefits thing I tried also turned into a serious relationship. The relationship thing turned into friends, and when I combined the two, finally, in my last attempt, the fucker left me for a toddler with her binki still in hand.
Every sexual partner I’ve had has been long term and all of those, save Corey, took me months to pluck up the courage to go there. Even then, it’s three to six months before the deed is done.
Still, every single one of them turn out to be liars, cheaters, and users. The only person that wasn’t the case with is gone.
“Must be nice,” I finally find my tongue again, and return to the one I’m supposed to be having rather than the same old, same old back and forth of my brain.
“I can show you,” he offers with a joking sort of sincerity that should be odd, but works for him...... and me....
Chapter Three: Ellie“I can show you,” he offers with a joking sort of sincerity that should be odd, but works for him...... and me....“Nice try, shoog, but I’m afraid I’m no fun at all.” I giggle a bit, keeping it light out loud at least. “I’m a serious stick in the mud and a terrible lay to boot.”“I like to form my own opinions,” smoother than silk no doubt, with a boyish grin and still the rest….. Well, that’s all man.“I’d say I’m a pretty fair judge, but you can always ask my ex who left me for a legal but teenage child if you’d like.” Well, so much for light conversation.“How old was he?”“Thirty six,” I say simply and dryly, without humor. “Beer gut and a bald spot as proof.”“Well, I’d say you have a Daddy complex, or he’s just a douche’ who doesn’t know how to please a real woman, but going from twenty-two to eighteen isn’t that big a leap.”“Well aren’t you sweet,” I can’t control the scoffing laugh at him calling me twenty-something. “But douche’ seems to be the general
Chapter Four: Ellie“A dance. This is a good song.” I can’t argue, and it did give me an excuse to get close to feel his hard body......I know we agreed on no touching, but just a little couldn’t hurt. Fuel for the imagination.When DJ's hand settles on my waist, it feels like little waves of lighting going through my skin. I feel the warmth of him reaching to heat my chilled body.There’s enough space for another person between us, but this is still as close as I’ve been to a man in…..My pull or follow to his rhythm is making him a little bolder. Each step bringing me a little closer. Mints were after all included with our final ticket, and I’m instantly regretting that no part of me could deny the comfort of being held.The complement of being looked at. The ache inside me is something a stranger could never understand, and is somehow rubbing away like the water on the sand.The bitch side of my inner dialogue, when it’s as clear that he wants to kiss me as I do him, is remarkably
Chapter Five: Ellie “You’re shy and obviously innocent as hell despite your little tough experienced girl act. Are you a sub, little Dove? Do you have an owner waiting for you,” I was caught between the question and him moving like a predator.“Hell no,” I managed not to stutter on that one and quickly backed my ass out of the bathroom, he still has no trouble following me though.“Calm down. I’m not trying to freak you out. I’d just like to get to know you better.”“Why,” the disbelief in my chocked voice laid out every insecurity in myself I ever tried to hide, and that harder half ensured I stopped it then and there, locking my feet in place, and stiffening my spine as best as I could manage.“You are an enigma, and a gorgeous one at that. So no games, no tricks, just us. What do you say?” There was as much sincerity in the comment as there was the question. The long pause in which I consider it, didn’t seem to sway him one bit.“I’d be retarded to turn you down, and I’d be stupid
Chapter Six: Ellie I found myself utterly lost with this man. The middle of nowhere with a stranger, opening my body and whimpering in desperation as I drew his bottom lip in my teeth.The three to six month rule out the window with six hours, and the full knowledge that there was no way I’d ever stop at just a kiss with the demigod of an Italian.DJ pulled his body between my legs and my core blazed. The sensations wracking through me were ones I didn’t even recognize. I just knew every inch of me was responding to him, and even my brain was working on every angle I wanted him to fuck me in.My skin my heart, every damned nerve ending was screaming for him to touch me. I must have forgotten to breathe because he tilted his head to the side ever so slightly. “You’re turning blue, Dove. Breathe.” at his command, it was an easy thing.“Good girl,” his hands reached for my hips, lifting me effortlessly to put me right
Chapter Seven: Ellie As we swam back to shore, my mind worked itself over and over trying to process what had just happened. I just begged a stranger to fuck me.What the hell was wrong with me?It was hands down the hottest and most incredible experience of my life with a man I didn’t even know.“None of that,” DJ scolded once we were on shore. He put his arm around me, and I was aware of the now crowding beach. It was written all over my face what we had just done. They all had to know.“They don’t care, they are doing the same things,” my almost lover pointed out a couple that was doggy style right there on the beach. “They get off on people watching,” the whisper was conspiratorial, intentional even.“It doesn’t matter what people think or see. Just that you enjoyed yourself,” it’s a well-thought-out reassurance, with DJ wrapping a large towel over my shoulders, before returning his arm to circle my waist.&n
Chapter Eight: Ellie "I’m going to fuck you harder, better, deeper, than you’ve ever dreamed, Dove,” DJ promised and he did. Heavens he did. He pounded me so hard I felt like I was going to die with the sensations.Turns out bigger is better when you can handle it because never have I ever experienced orgasms to the point it was like a chain of dominoes, one falling right after the other with every slamming stroke of his dick.Faced down on the bed, DJ pulled one of my legs over his and straddling the other, he took hold of my hip and fucked me so hard I forgot the entire world.I was back in space shaking, panting and there it was again, that damned button. He made me cum harder than I ever had with no grinding involved.“That’s it, Dove, Say it,” he commanded, taking a loose hold on my throat.“I’m coming,” I managed through gasps. With one final grunt, he shoved in and fell forward.No part of me cou
Chapter Nine: DJ As a true Italian boy, I never denied that women and pasta, were a severe weakness. Still, it was rare to never, I didn’t know when I was being a sucker. Even with my ex.Swapping was never my thing. It worked for my parents, but I was way too possessive. Only time the sharing situation worked for me was with my buddy Dom. I know Dominic is a dime a dozen when it comes to Italians.Man is the best friend I could ever ask for, but is married to his work. Strange is strange to him, and pairing with him never involves me stepping down or handing my girl off to another man. Just doubling down in the experience she has.Dom’s rigidity was in no small part why I trusted him. Even more than the females that I shared with him. Guess the bros before hoes bond, played as much as his steadfast, black and white view on the world being a lawyer.Bad example. He wouldn’t be the best at what he does if he didn
Chapter Ten: Ellie “What the fuck are you doing here,” the asshole demanded. I knew why Ben was fuming, but couldn’t be sure why DJ looked so pissed.“I could ask the same, but that’s not my concern any more than it is your business,” I roll my eyes, crossing my arms at him.“In those boots you’re working,” he sniffs, slamming at the defenseless I’ve thrown up. “If there weren’t an age limit, I’m sure you’d be dragging along that poor kid,” instant red line. “What you’d dump him off with your alcoholic mother while you whore it up or is she here with you trying to find a sugar daddy?”“Not that it’s really your concern, but Danny is with his Uncle, and I just got off the phone with them because I actually am here for work, and don’t have a Daddy to cry to when shit doesn’t go my way like you.” I snarl, not really caring one bit if we’re airing our dirty laundry in public.“Speaking of, didn’t he say he wasn’t going t
Chapter Twelve: DJ Dinner with my parents was pleasant enough, and I only got away with it because a mutual friend of theirs invited Ellie to a beach party. My mother really couldn’t say no, considering she was a master manipulator and unwilling to show her hand.It was true that she genuinely did want Ellie to get a break and forget all the crap she was dealing with. I’m also sure that Mom was happy enough to have me to torture and dote over.I didn’t even bother trying to find another club, more than aware I’d never fool anyone. It took everything in me not to open the door to her suite. It hadn’t even been twenty-four hours and I missed her, craved her.I could hear her talking through the door.“Yeah,” her voice was pitched in that heavily interested way that said she was talking to Danny. “That does sound like a long day,” she chuckles after a pause.“You are going to have to ask Uncle Tom about that
Chapter Eleven: DJCan’t say why all guys have a babysitter or teacher crush type fantasy. I never really fit into the category of being disciplined. I guess starting out I did want someone with more experience to show me the ropes, but clearly my relationship with Dom covered that. Let me feel like I wasn’t gonna fall on my face or screw up my first time.Not to a point I’d be judged for it.There’s also the whole, getting away with shit aspect. Boys in generally live to test limits. See exactly where lines are and how much they can push their luck with any given moment. Wouldn’t be classified as a Dom if I didn’t enjoy that, but first spoken and unspoken rule of the lifestyle is trust.You gotta be honest or someone’s gonna get hurt.So I’m not a fan of the ideal that it’s having an easy access type situation that no one is the wiser of either. Sneaking ar
Chapter Ten: Ellie “What the fuck are you doing here,” the asshole demanded. I knew why Ben was fuming, but couldn’t be sure why DJ looked so pissed.“I could ask the same, but that’s not my concern any more than it is your business,” I roll my eyes, crossing my arms at him.“In those boots you’re working,” he sniffs, slamming at the defenseless I’ve thrown up. “If there weren’t an age limit, I’m sure you’d be dragging along that poor kid,” instant red line. “What you’d dump him off with your alcoholic mother while you whore it up or is she here with you trying to find a sugar daddy?”“Not that it’s really your concern, but Danny is with his Uncle, and I just got off the phone with them because I actually am here for work, and don’t have a Daddy to cry to when shit doesn’t go my way like you.” I snarl, not really caring one bit if we’re airing our dirty laundry in public.“Speaking of, didn’t he say he wasn’t going t
Chapter Nine: DJ As a true Italian boy, I never denied that women and pasta, were a severe weakness. Still, it was rare to never, I didn’t know when I was being a sucker. Even with my ex.Swapping was never my thing. It worked for my parents, but I was way too possessive. Only time the sharing situation worked for me was with my buddy Dom. I know Dominic is a dime a dozen when it comes to Italians.Man is the best friend I could ever ask for, but is married to his work. Strange is strange to him, and pairing with him never involves me stepping down or handing my girl off to another man. Just doubling down in the experience she has.Dom’s rigidity was in no small part why I trusted him. Even more than the females that I shared with him. Guess the bros before hoes bond, played as much as his steadfast, black and white view on the world being a lawyer.Bad example. He wouldn’t be the best at what he does if he didn
Chapter Eight: Ellie "I’m going to fuck you harder, better, deeper, than you’ve ever dreamed, Dove,” DJ promised and he did. Heavens he did. He pounded me so hard I felt like I was going to die with the sensations.Turns out bigger is better when you can handle it because never have I ever experienced orgasms to the point it was like a chain of dominoes, one falling right after the other with every slamming stroke of his dick.Faced down on the bed, DJ pulled one of my legs over his and straddling the other, he took hold of my hip and fucked me so hard I forgot the entire world.I was back in space shaking, panting and there it was again, that damned button. He made me cum harder than I ever had with no grinding involved.“That’s it, Dove, Say it,” he commanded, taking a loose hold on my throat.“I’m coming,” I managed through gasps. With one final grunt, he shoved in and fell forward.No part of me cou
Chapter Seven: Ellie As we swam back to shore, my mind worked itself over and over trying to process what had just happened. I just begged a stranger to fuck me.What the hell was wrong with me?It was hands down the hottest and most incredible experience of my life with a man I didn’t even know.“None of that,” DJ scolded once we were on shore. He put his arm around me, and I was aware of the now crowding beach. It was written all over my face what we had just done. They all had to know.“They don’t care, they are doing the same things,” my almost lover pointed out a couple that was doggy style right there on the beach. “They get off on people watching,” the whisper was conspiratorial, intentional even.“It doesn’t matter what people think or see. Just that you enjoyed yourself,” it’s a well-thought-out reassurance, with DJ wrapping a large towel over my shoulders, before returning his arm to circle my waist.&n
Chapter Six: Ellie I found myself utterly lost with this man. The middle of nowhere with a stranger, opening my body and whimpering in desperation as I drew his bottom lip in my teeth.The three to six month rule out the window with six hours, and the full knowledge that there was no way I’d ever stop at just a kiss with the demigod of an Italian.DJ pulled his body between my legs and my core blazed. The sensations wracking through me were ones I didn’t even recognize. I just knew every inch of me was responding to him, and even my brain was working on every angle I wanted him to fuck me in.My skin my heart, every damned nerve ending was screaming for him to touch me. I must have forgotten to breathe because he tilted his head to the side ever so slightly. “You’re turning blue, Dove. Breathe.” at his command, it was an easy thing.“Good girl,” his hands reached for my hips, lifting me effortlessly to put me right
Chapter Five: Ellie “You’re shy and obviously innocent as hell despite your little tough experienced girl act. Are you a sub, little Dove? Do you have an owner waiting for you,” I was caught between the question and him moving like a predator.“Hell no,” I managed not to stutter on that one and quickly backed my ass out of the bathroom, he still has no trouble following me though.“Calm down. I’m not trying to freak you out. I’d just like to get to know you better.”“Why,” the disbelief in my chocked voice laid out every insecurity in myself I ever tried to hide, and that harder half ensured I stopped it then and there, locking my feet in place, and stiffening my spine as best as I could manage.“You are an enigma, and a gorgeous one at that. So no games, no tricks, just us. What do you say?” There was as much sincerity in the comment as there was the question. The long pause in which I consider it, didn’t seem to sway him one bit.“I’d be retarded to turn you down, and I’d be stupid
Chapter Four: Ellie“A dance. This is a good song.” I can’t argue, and it did give me an excuse to get close to feel his hard body......I know we agreed on no touching, but just a little couldn’t hurt. Fuel for the imagination.When DJ's hand settles on my waist, it feels like little waves of lighting going through my skin. I feel the warmth of him reaching to heat my chilled body.There’s enough space for another person between us, but this is still as close as I’ve been to a man in…..My pull or follow to his rhythm is making him a little bolder. Each step bringing me a little closer. Mints were after all included with our final ticket, and I’m instantly regretting that no part of me could deny the comfort of being held.The complement of being looked at. The ache inside me is something a stranger could never understand, and is somehow rubbing away like the water on the sand.The bitch side of my inner dialogue, when it’s as clear that he wants to kiss me as I do him, is remarkably