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Katie's POV

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Chapter 75

Katie's POV

The glass is cold under my fingers, and I pull my hand back, finally catching a glimpse of my face in the mirror. I look like a five-dollar whore.

Fingertip markings can be found on my legs, hips, and arms. My hair desperately needs brushing, and my lips are red and chapped as if I have been kissed for hours.

At least my bruises from the night at the club are gone.

I run my fingers through my hair, hissing at my sensitive scalp. The memory of the hours before swarming me.

The way he had taken me, the way he had possessed my mind and body… It was all about him and me at that moment.

The mafia, the money owed, debts, nothing mattered. Everything fell away, leaving him and me behind. Cephus may be a lost cause to most, dark and dangerous to others, but I have never felt closer to anyone like I do to him.

Stopping myself from thinking of how his cock tastes in my mouth, I head to the shower. My mind turned my blissful thoughts into shit almost immediately. He is
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