It was around 11 pm and Aubrey could not fall asleep. She kept tossing and turning in bed, but sleep did not pay her one of its pleasant visits. She had many things to do the next morning, but that was not motivational enough to make her sleep. She had a lot in her mind. She kept thinking about what Jordan did to get to know her. She wanted to be mad at him, but she couldn't. She did not find a valid reason to be mad at him.
She let out a loud sigh and got out of bed. She opened her closet and got out the nearest leggings she found along with a hoodie. She knew the reason why she could not fall asleep and she was about to put an end to it. She wanted to find closure. She wanted to kill her headache.
Aubrey tried to throw her hai
Maria woke up in the morning and she made her way to the kitchen after she took a shower. On seeing two figures sleeping on the couch, she jumped back and let out a muffled scream as she placed a hand over her chest. It was turned into a bed, so it would be more comfortable. Slowly, she walked towards it and she found Aubrey and Jordan asleep, cuddling into each other. "Oh for God's sake! You almost gave me a heart attack!" she exclaimed loudly enough to wake the two of them up. "Too much energy in the morning," Aubrey murmured, pulling the covers more over her body and snuggling closer into Jordan. "Too many surprises and it's just nine in the morning." Maria scoffed. Mentioning the time was enough to make Aubrey's eyes shoot open. "Shit! I'm going to be late," she hissed, getting off the couch and running to t
Jordan looked at himself in the mirror to check how he looked. Usually, he did not pay much attention to whatever he was wearing when he visited his family, but he knew that Aubrey would make an appearance, so he wanted to look good enough for her. He was wearing dark jeans with a light grey sweater. He had a dark blue shirt under the sweater and he wore his Rado black watch. He looked quite elegant. He drove to his family's place, but before going, he stopped at one of the stores and bought many snacks and chocolate for Jessica; chocolates were one of the secrets to her happiness and he loved making his sister happy, especially that she was feeling down. He rang the doorbell once he arrived. He had a key to the place, but he was too lazy to get it out of his pocket. Jessica opened the door for him. Upon seeing him, she eyed him from head to toe as he looked very dressed-up. &nbs
It was the date night, the day that both Aubrey and Jordan had long anticipated. Excitement filled their hearts and it was vivid on their features. It was a dream that had finally come true. As cliché as it sounds, but each of them felt that the other was their missing piece. They fit together like puzzle pieces. Aubrey looked at herself in the mirror and took in a heavy breath. She wanted to look perfect for him. She wanted him to be in awe on seeing her. That night, Aubrey knew that she had to let go of every insecurity she had ever endured in her entire life. She wanted to have her dream date, she wanted to leave the real world for a few hours and get on the ninth cloud. She wanted to impress him, so she wore the colour he loved on her; she wore a short green dress of the same shade like the one she wore at the party. It was an off-shoulder dress which was flowing from the bott
Aubrey and Jordan spent the rest of the night together watching movies on the couch, cuddled up in each other's arms. He let her hair down and played with it, making her smile. He twirled it around his fingers from time to time and she let him do that although she hated people touching her hair. "I love it when you do that," she whispered with a small smile on her face; she was not lying. Even though she hated it when people did that, she loved it when he did it. "I love playing with your hair," he mumbled and kissed her forehead. "So... you're mine, huh?" He smirked, looking down at her. "I'm yours," she murmured and kissed his lips. She could not believe that he was her boyfriend. She loved everything about him, the way he treated her, the way he held her, the way he kissed her. &nbs
It was the first night for Jordan and Aubrey to stay the night together in the same bed. That night, Aubrey wore one of his t-shirts to bed; it reached her mid-thighs. Although she insisted that she looked like a fool in it, Jordan had another opinion; he loved it on her. He held her for the entire night, fearing that she might get another panic attack and it was definitely a good excuse to stay close to her."We need to look for a new place fast," Aubrey told Maria as they were both in the kitchen preparing breakfast. One day after the accident and they were already planning everything, not wanting to burden Jordan."I've been thinking about it and... do you think we should be looking for a place that we could both afford together or there might be some changes. You're dating Jordan now... maybe you'd move together soon," Maria
A week after Aubrey's birthday party, Aubrey's and Jordan's managers asked for an immediate meeting that was totally unexpected as things were going smoothly. "Do you know what they want?" Aubrey asked him as they walked inside the building together. He picked her up earlier for a breakfast date before the meeting, then they made their way to the meeting that none of them knew its significance. "No," he answered her as they got in the elevator. "Whatever it is, there's no need to be nervous." He reached for her hand and she laced her fingers with his. They walked inside the office together; Austin, Connor, and Samuel were already there. Jordan had a bad feel
After they got out of the pool, they decided to cook together while jamming to their favourite songs in the kitchen right after showering. Aubrey was stirring the sauce, her hair was up in a messy bun, she was wearing some short shorts along with a yellow t-shirt that she stole from Jordan's wardrobe. She tied it from the side, making it look tighter and better. As she was stirring, her hips were swaying slightly, matching the rhythm of the music in the background. "Babe, taste that," she said, looking at Jordan. She had some sauce on the wooden spoon and directed it towards him. Jordan tasted the sauce and waited for a moment. "Add
Aubrey took a deep breath before descending the stairs. The whole place was quiet which allowed Jordan to hear her footsteps. He could hear the beats of his own heart and he kept looking around out of nervousness; he did not know what to expect from her. He was petrified of a thought that attacked his mind on repeat; he feared that she might abandon him. He was sitting on the couch, tapping his right foot quickly while staring at the floor. He could feel her steps getting closer to him and he didn't dare to look up; he was scared to meet her gaze. Aubrey moved slowly towards him and sat on her knees between his legs, making him look at her. She stared at him for a couple of seconds, taking in his troubled features while he did the same, searching for any frightful decision in her blue eyes. &nbs
The warden locks the door of my cell behind me and I let out a heavy sigh as I throw my body on the thin mattress on the narrow bed. I am supposed to be spending the next forty years of my life between these cold, hideous four walls. Nothing here is comfy and I guess this is intended; it's a prison not a hotel after all. I have to get used to this feeling; the feeling of imprisonment. How am I going to survive this? I can't live like this. I need my freedom back. Whatever I've done to that bitch isn't worthy of my freedom. I'm confined and bound by transparent shackles. It feels like there's no air to breathe. It's been two months since I last took a glimpse of the busy streets of Los Angeles and I swear, I am close to losing my mind. I miss the busy streets, the traffic jams, my job- that I lost a long time ago because of my stupidity; I should've been more cautious-, my beautiful girlfriend, the humane food and most importantly, the looks of plea that I used to witness eve
"I'm finally seeing him! I'm finally seeing him!" Aubrey squealed as she got off the plane with Maria and Jessica. They have been on a vacation for a month. They went to more than six countries together. They went on the vacation they talked about on the day of the trial. It was a girls-only vacation just as they planned. Jordan wasn't really excited about the whole thing since he was going to be staying away from Aubrey for a month, but he definitely wanted her to go and have fun."For the love of God!" Jessica rolled her eyes playfully at Aubrey. "It was just one month." She chuckled."Exactly! A month! Like 30 days! I miss him!" Aubrey whined as they walked to the bus that would take them from the plane to the arrival hall. The girls decided to go on this vacation after exactly twenty days of the trial. Ever since Austin's chapter in Aubrey's life came to an end, she became a whole new person. She was more cheerful, happier and she seemed to be more alive. She was b
Aubrey stood in front of the mirror and she adjusted her grey suit on her body. She styled it with a blue blouse that was tucked in the suit's pants. She took in a shaky breath and closed her eyes for a couple of seconds then she opened them again. "You got this," she whispered to herself. "Are you done, babe?" Jordan asked her as he walked out of the dressing room. He approached her from behind and she turned around to face him. "I guess I am." She smiled a little at him. She took her clutch that was on the bed and the two of them went downstairs. Just as they reached the bottom floor, the doorbell rang so Aubrey went to open the door. She found Maria and Jessica before her. "You were supposed to be in Miami," she said in shock, looking at Jessica. Jessica did have a modelling gig she managed to get for a perfume commercial and it was supposed to b
Austin's trial was the following day and Aubrey wasn't okay at all. She was freaking out internally and externally. In the morning, she was pacing around the house, trying to make herself busy with anything, but she failed to keep her mind away from the dark thoughts that roamed through it.She was in the backyard, just walking around, trying to do her best to stay calm. She felt like screaming. There was a huge amount of negativity inside of her and she wanted to let it out. She didn't want to do anything reckless that she might regret later. Keeping her sanity secure wasn't an easy task at such a hard time.Jordan was watching her from afar, attempting to make sure that she was okay without being so close. He didn't want to make her feel like he was breathing down her neck. He knew that she needed space and he was willing to provide her with what she needed, but at the same time, he was worried about her. Nora had already told him to keep an eye on her as Aubrey was
Two weeks passed over Dana's visit. The date of Austin's trial was getting closer and everybody was on the edge. Aubrey was trying to appear contained as much as possible, but internally, she wasn't as strong as she made herself seem. She was breaking into a thousand pieces, but she was doing her best to keep her true feelings hidden.Aubrey started therapy sessions ten days ago. She decided to go for extensive sessions because she felt that was what she needed, yet she didn't justify why she picked the extensive sessions. Most of her close ones knew why and they didn't bother to ask, they were desperate as much as her; they wanted her to get better and they were willing to do anything to get that.Her parents left two weeks ago after they made sure she was stable enough. They were assured that she'd be in good hands with Jordan, Maria and Jessica. They were certain that they would take good care of her. That was what they wanted for their daughter for the time being.
Jordan and Aubrey were still sitting together, watching Netflix while munching on the fruits. Aubrey was sat on his lap. Originally, she was sitting beside him while he had one arm around her and her head was on his shoulder, but lately, they took a liking in that position. It just happened naturally, they didn't do it intentionally. Without even noticing, she would find herself on his lap and honestly, she preferred that position.As they were sitting together, the inner telephone rang, meaning that the security on the mansion gate was calling."Who is at the gate?" Jordan sat up as he talked on the phone. By his tone and the look on his face, the visitor wasn't really favoured."Give me a minute," he said through the phone then looked at Aubrey. "Dana is outside. She wants to see you," Jordan told Aubrey, who seemed to be a bit taken aback by what she had just heard."Dana as in... Austin's girlfriend?" Aubrey gulped, looking at Jordan. He nodded and wa
Aubrey's breath caught up in her throat and her chest started to rise and fall rapidly. She was experiencing another nightmare; the third one in her first week with Jordan. She saw Austin in her nightmares. He would always torture her, hit her and of course, rape her. The nightmares' ideas were the same, but the order of the events was different each time.Her body jolted up as she screamed. Tears were streaming down her face as the intensity of the nightmare managed to break her peaceful sleep or semi-peaceful sleep. She longed for a peaceful night with no nightmares or overthinking, but it seemed like one of those two attacked her each night.Jordan was awoken by her scream and he immediately turned on the light of the lamp on his nightstand. He placed his hand on her back and started to gently rub it."I'm s-sorry." She breathed heavily. "I didn't mean to wake you up. I didn't want that." She whimpered, looking down. She was embarrassed by her state and the s
Aubrey curled up into a ball and stayed in bed. She didn't want to sleep, she just wanted to run away from everyone. She wanted to run away from the looks of sympathy and the questions that roamed their minds. Everything was taunting her, mocking her and even reminding her of what she went through. The looks of pity made the memories attack her. The days she spent locked up in that atrocious cabin played at the back of her mind like a tape on rewind and she failed to turn it off. She looked at the door when she heard it being opened; Jordan walked inside. He wanted to check on her because he was more than sure that she was far from being okay. It killed him to see her in that state, he despised seeing her broken. She resembled an angel with broken wings. The enjoyment of flying was taken away from that angel and now it was stuck on earth; that was how he saw her. He had always thought that she was an angel sent to h
Nobody could comprehend or fathom Aubrey's relief when she saw Jordan's house at her sight. Comfort found its way to her heart and she wanted to do nothing other than locking herself inside and to never get out. It was her safe haven that she didn't want to leave for the rest of her life."You okay?" Jordan asked her as he noticed how she was staring at the house before her."Yeah." She nodded with a smile on her face. He took her hand in his and they walked inside the huge house. All her smiles were broken, Jordan could tell. Even though he hadn't known her for long, he knew her true smile and her broken one. He learned everything about her, he learned to love everything about her and to cherish her.Her parents, Jordan's parents, Jaden and Maria were already inside. They wanted to give her a small welcome party to make her feel at home. They wanted to make her happy and to wash away the days she spent in torture. Yet, they didn't know the cruelness of what she