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Thirty-one
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Aubrey took a deep breath before descending the stairs. The whole place was quiet which allowed Jordan to hear her footsteps. He could hear the beats of his own heart and he kept looking around out of nervousness; he did not know what to expect from her. He was petrified of a thought that attacked his mind on repeat; he feared that she might abandon him. He was sitting on the couch, tapping his right foot quickly while staring at the floor. He could feel her steps getting closer to him and he didn't dare to look up; he was scared to meet her gaze.
Aubrey moved slowly towards him and sat on her knees between his legs, making him look at her. She stared at him for a couple of seconds, taking in his troubled features while he did the same, searching for any frightful decision in her blue eyes.
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