EVANGELINE MILLER.
"Fuck!" I cussed out loud as I remembered what led me into this situation of indescribable terror. Somehow, I still couldn't remember the details of it. My mind went completely blank after accepting Harper's dare to get the stranger's phone number.My mouth was still hung open in awe. "So you....you mean I was all over you? How would I know you're n-not lying?" I questioned, embarrassment flushing my face while I managed to look him in the eye. What kind of girl doesn't remember having sex with a stranger?! A smirk planted on his face as he took a few steps away from me. A glint of mischievousness in his eyes that he didn't bother hiding. I released a breath I didn't know I had been holding."Well," he shrugged, his rich accent breezing into my ears. "More or less. You even picked out this hotel and said we should be 'quick' about it."I was beyond appalled, and I knew my traitor face showed it to him well. He chuckled as if he had just remembered something."What?" I quizzed, absolutely terrified and confused. I could vocally express the turmoil that went on inside of me."It's just funny that you don't remember. You did a lot of crazy things." He bit on the word, making me feel like I'd been drained of all the blood within. "And that body…damn." He eyed me.I shoved him out of the way and slid past him trying to find my dress.First, I needed to get out of here to flay Harper; but before I flay her. I needed full details on what had happened the night before. I wouldn't believe this... uncomfortably handsome stranger whose eyes seemed to study my every step."Check the bed." He said, like he knew what I was searching for. I glared at him before pulling the blanket off the bed to continue my search."I meant under...you flung it there when you showed me your Shakira waist dance."My face fell, and my mouth hung open once more. That move was my go-to whenever I got drunk. Harper had multiple videos of me slithering out of my dress to show her the supposed waist dance. And most of the time, I ended up looking epileptic. Shakira would be appalled if she saw one of those.And I showed that to a stranger!?This jerk was enjoying every bit of it. He didn't try to hide the happiness on his face while I died slowly from utmost embarrassment. I closed my eyes and exhaled. At least I won't be seeing him again after this time. That was all that mattered. As he said, I found my dress and its punching stench of whiskey under the huge bed. God forbid I asked him where my underwear was. I would drop dead if he talked about another ridiculous thing I had done."Your purse is on the table, uh...Jerry? That was what you called it. I didn't know people had purses as pets. Said he liked to sleep on the cold, tiled floor." Amusement was the only evident expression on his face.KILL. ME. ALREADY.If I didn't get out soon, I would crawl out of my skin and walk into the streets of New York with a bleeding skeleton and falling organs. I WILL create a scene to express my misfortune and also share it with the world! "Turn around," I ordered but with an apologetic tone. He did, wearing an 'I have seen all there is to see' smile. I immediately slipped into my dress."You'd be back for more!" He said as I closed the door behind me.I ran out of the hotel room. I didn't bother voicing an apology or an explanation. It was fine as long as I was sure we would never cross paths.Ever again.It was until I was out of the gigantic building I realized it was HOTEL WHITE. One of the most—No, the most expensive hotel in the whole of New York. How could I have chosen that?I found a taxi and headed home quickly, a little too eager to squeeze every drop of life out of Harper, then throw myself off a building afterward because the embarrassment drained me of my will to live.#Home felt like home because the first thing I saw was Harper's pink bra by the door handle. I heaved a sigh of relief. She was fast asleep, with too much hair inside her mouth and enough saliva to make the playground slippery. How could she sleep so soundly when my life was partially ruined!?""Harper Seo-Jin Choi, wake the fuck up!"Our neighbors probably already had our full names registered in their heads involuntarily. I shook her roughly before her tiny eyes slowly began to part, and she looked at me like she'd just seen the grim reaper."Get your ass out of bed 'cause you are going back to Busan right now! And I'm returning to Philadelphia to work at Uncle Joe's bookstore!"She yawned, gradually collecting herself. "Is it that bad?" Her gentle morning voice is normally the opposite of her raging lion personality.I fell tiredly on my bed. "Yes, it is!" I groaned, "I fucked a stranger yesterday! And— and, I don't hate it! Why did you leave me with him yesterday? So yes, it is that bad!"The perfect tea equals a wild awake, wild-haired, and wide-eyed Harper. She sprung up abruptly like she had springs in her back."Holy shit, Eva! You finally did it!""Ruined my life? Yeah, I finally did! Yay. I'm so glad.""Come on! This is the USA! You finally had your first one-night stand!" Harper was rather excited, and I was beginning to think she didn't understand what I was complaining about."Wait, I don't think you understand...I, as in me—Evangeline, Fucked, as in sexual fucking intercourse! A fucking stranger! As In someone I do not fucking know! And I liked it! Not only that, I showed him the dance!" I whispered."Shakira?" She oofed, "Well, that's- I don't know; congratulations, City girl! Do you know that almost 67% of the population in the USA has experienced one-night stands? Look on the bright side. What if he happens to be the rich heir to a particular organization, and you end up marrying him!?" She wrapped her arms across her chest, "The perfect Hollywood story!" Harper cooed."I need a new best friend. This one is broken, and a new identity." I sighed frustratedly, my shoulders slumping."I'd get you after pills, don't worry. Don't beat yourself up, okay? These things happen, okay?! You are an adult! Also, don't you have to go to work today?"Work?Work! I had completely forgotten that I had to work. Why today of all days!?"Fuck- Mercury would have my head!" I rushed to the bathroom and hurriedly took my bath. There wasn't enough time to brush or style my hair. Harper handed me the nearest shirt and suit trousers from my closet. It was 8:46 am, and I had to resume by 8:00 am."You're so done. You can always come work with us if you get fired. I'd tweak your twisted fashion and have you wash your hair daily!"Harper was now making breakfast, but I couldn't care less, even though my stomach was rumbling like I swallowed stampeding horses.It was either I lost my job, or Mercury made me an object of ridicule— not like I wasn't used to it. I preferred the latter. Losing my job meant starving and Philadelphia, anything but Philadelphia! A stitch in time saves a miserable American woman, right?"Order an Uber, Harper. I'm almost done." I yelled as I buttoned down my shirt and tucked it in."Done. He's five minutes away. A black Ford sedan? I guess?" She studied the screen and responded. "You should eat something before leaving. The pancakes are burnt black, just like your sense of humor."I couldn't help but chuckle. Harper and her analogies remained the highlights of my day."I'm off!" I grabbed my bag. "If I call you within the next two hours, please buy me ice cream 'cause it means I've been sacked!" I hurried out of the house and even tripped over a plastic bottle.Today wasn't my day at all! I was held by the urge to yell at the universe. In a quick scan, I sighted the Uber opposite the building. Two words, Black and Ford. I jumped into the vehicle immediately.The driver had a suit and a face mask on, and the car was very fancy. I wondered if Uber now had an upgrade. It felt like I was being escorted to dinner with Angelina Jolie. Either way, I was late and frantic, too frantic to enjoy the car's comfort."PTA square, AULA! Please hurry, or my bus will kill me!" I urged, and he said nothing."Can you hear me? Move, please. It's urgent!" The driver was rather reluctant before finally igniting the car. It was hard resisting the urge to yell that he drives faster.I was fucked anyway. It was 9:01 am already. A devilish vibration licked my spine when we arrived at my office building. I exited the vehicle, and the strange part was...the Uber driver did too.Not only did he get off, he followed me in, making me stop in my tracks."Excuse me? Have you been paid? I thought my friend handled it already," I questioned as I turned to him.He halted, his eyes scanning me like he was trying to comprehend what I was talking about. Half his face had been covered by the mask, and his dark, frizzled hair fell over his forehead, doing so much to conceal what he looked like.Suddenly, the universe had the urge to make my life hell. I woke up on a stranger's bed, and now a serial killer lookalike Uber driver wanted my head.He said nothing, and I couldn't help but notice how tall he was. He basically hovered over me. The suit complimented his frame. He could pass for an actor or any of the influential celebrities.Maybe that was why he was being rude and vague; because he knew he looked good."Why aren't you respo-" My phone's notification sound caused me to eat up the rest of my sentence, and I brought it out to see before I continued to address the Uber driver.*HARPER: where r u?? The Uber driver is here waiting! Did you take a taxi instead?*I grew dizzy. If the Uber driver was still home, whose vehicle did I get into?!EVANGELINE MILLER."Asher! Over here!" Before I could begin the ask questions, I heard a voice call out from behind me, and both our heads snapped in that direction. Asher. Asher. Asher? I recited in my head. I didn't know any Asher except-It couldn't be him; I concluded, still confused.I groaned at the sight of Mercury, my boss, as she walked closer with an ear-to-ear grin on her baked face. Her clanging heels echoed through the entire room, the skimpy skirt she had on showing off her typical model legs.Mercury was beautiful in a maleficent kind of way, with red lips, seductive siren eyes, and a jawline that could cut paper. Every stride she took was coated in confidence and charisma. Mercury acted as though the world was her runway, and she owned it. A perk of being the daughter of one of the biggest fashion brands. The Uber driver, who is certainly not an Uber driver, waved to her as she neared. Words were caught in my throat, and I was in the middle of finding an excuse to
AXEL WHITE. Unlike the others who ended up on my bed, she didn't know who I was. I had been a regular at the club for as long as forever; somehow, she didn't know me. I still remember how terrified she looked when she saw me, and she didn't even tell me her name.I had gone to Club Aqua to knock myself out, as always. Why feel when there was something for numbing? Alcohol, parties, and cunt owners– my mantra. I was on my second bottle of whiskey when she approached me. My eyes were barely open. It was a cinematic experience, proving that the USA accommodated all kinds of crazy people. The memories of that night remained etched in my mind like a nightmare.How she'd walked up to me and asked for my contact, and things took a sudden, wild turn. I remembered vividly how she ended up on my legs, my lips, hot and urgent on hers, and she pressed against me.How intoxicating the feel of her body against mine was. Not to mention the urgent ride to my hotel when I tried not to rip off her
EVANGELINE MILLER"No, I didn't get fired. Thank you for asking!" I yelled as I kicked my shoes off and dipped my feet into the blue flip-flops by the door. Harper just stared, waiting for me to let it out as always. She sat up, monk style, on a bean bag with her phone, of course, then gently placed it by her side.I took off my jacket and flung it across the room. I didn't see what it landed on, but there was a crashing sound that I was going to check later when I felt saner.Right now, the weight of the world rested on my shoulders, I was beginning to feel like I walked out of the marvel dictionary and the writers were trying to dump heart-wrenching backstories on me, so when I finally become a murderous villain on the loose, there would be some sort of justification for it.I sighed, unbuttoning my shirt too. I tore it off, falling to my bed in nothing but a singlet and a trouser so tight around the waist, I could almost not breathe."Spill, Hun. What part of the Hollywood story a
AXEL WHITE. *Readers' discretion advised* "No, don't. Don't do that," I said sternly as I pulled Savanna off me as she tried to place her lips on mine. Her hands were everywhere, all over me. Bold of her to think I'd get kissed by a whore. "Why?" She quizzed breathlessly, genuinely baffled. "Kneel down and suck me off. That's why you're here." She knelt before me while I sat at the edge of the king-sized bed. It dipped, giving in to my weight. The room had fallen into a hush, accompanied by the soft glow of light that came from the chandelier above, casting an orange hue over the room and thereby accentuating the raunchy atmosphere. My nose was filled with the smell of whiskey and weed— although pungent, but I was too high, too drunk to mind. My body jolted in response when Savanna's hasty fingers crawled up my thighs, urgently finding my belt and unbuckling it. I leaned back and arched up, sucking air with my teeth as I allowed her the chance to rip the trouser off me. "Lik
ARSHER "Is there somewhere else you'd like to go before returning to the suite?" my PA asked as we exited the hall. I dismissed with a wave as I reached for my blaring phone from my breast pocket as we descended the stairs. The worst meetings to participate in were the ones about mergers. It was both physically and mentally draining. My PA shuffled behind me, taking long strides to keep up with mine. Isaac was both my PA and driver, so he moved closer to the parked car and clicked it open with the remote. I motioned for him to wait as I checked my phone. It displayed an ongoing ring from Axel. I was surprised since he rarely ever called, and whenever he did, it wasn't always for a good reason. I sucked in air through my teeth, contemplating whether or not I wanted the rest of my day to be ruined by whatever Axel has to say. "What did you do this time?" I said as his voice came from the other end, livelier than usual. "Did you get it? My present for you. I know the merger was a su
ASHER."Oh, my fucking god!" Mercury yelled as she stared at the car and the scratches on it. The kid stood about a foot away, looking the most terrified I'd ever seen anyone.He'd gone pale with the thoughts of the things that were going to happen to him. The car was a ridiculously expensive one. From my point of view, this was one of the most unfortunate things to happen to anyone.She shot her head up after going around the car, examining every dent and every streak that had been altered by the poor kid's bike. Mercury looked at me, then at the kid."Did you do this!?" She asked. Her voice was breathy and hushed, barely louder than a whisper.The kid— who seemed to grow shorter as time went by— moved his lips as if to say something, but the words were stuck in his throat, as expected. He responded with a stiff nod before looking at me, and I noticed how hard he fought back tears. Judging from his look, he looked aged within the range of fifteen to seventeen, way too young to be dip
EVANGELINE."NO, NO, NO!" I yelled out loud as I dropped my phone on the bed next to me. On a lovely Saturday like this one, on which I'd made plans to sleep in, I was met the most devasting call of my life.So devastating that I felt bike rise in my throat immediately. It was simpler when Marcus called and explained to me an accident that he'd gotten into. It was a car, fine. How expensive could it be to the point of scaring him out of his mind?I should have asked him the model before another call came in from a certain Mr. Isaac asking if I'd be chanced to talk about the repair process. That wasn't all, and he also mentioned the name of the car to be a Bugatti.I took my phone again and typed hastily. "Bugatti la Voiture noire," I muttered in the most ridiculous accent I could ever come up with, and the search popped up, feeding my eyes with results I wasn't sure I wanted to see.I scrolled through the search feeds and saw several photos of the vehicle in question alongside the wor
EVANGELINE.I pulled out another sweatpant from the myriad of choices happily showcasing themselves in my wardrobe. I flung it to Harper on the bed, and she dropped her phone, repositioning herself as she looked at it.Harper squinted. "You're gonna wear this?" She threw it back to me. "Pick something better, Mrs Mismatched! I told you the family is kind of a big deal. My friend wouldn't reveal their last name till you get there."Yes, I applied for the sitting job— after making up certain skills that I may or 'may not' possess. It shouldn't be hard since I have babysat a few times. Only the size was different."Miss! Do I look like a Mrs!? Why is everyone calling me that?"Harper shrugged. "I don't know. Everyone assumes every gorgeous lady is a Mrs. It lies in the elegance.""Oh, that's better. I feared I was getting old." I picked up the sweatpant and examined it again. "This is my best though. Why do you make it seem like it's the worst thing ever?""Probably because it is!" Harp
AXEL. (Final)Asher would get married tomorrow, although it doesn't seem like he's planning on it. He'd vanished into the thin air, and our parents had been worried for a few days.It wasn't like they hadn't realized he really didn't want to do it. He'd told them several times. Now, I was charged with the responsibility of finding him, but to no avail. I barely even knew where he used to be, not to talk of successfully guessing his hideout.I had one last place in mind, and I'd made it my last because a part of me never wanted to believe that it was possible. He couldn't be with Evangeline, right? She'd specifically told us not to contact her anymore.I still did, as frequently as I could, to make sure she knew I was still waiting. I didn't know what to do, and I very much wanted to respect her decision, too. It would be so wrong of me to intrude. Still, I thought about her every day.Every minute, she was on my mind, and I kept wondering how she was doing. If she was fine, if she ate
ASHER.It's been a few days. The doctors only told me that Marcus had been discharged although when I reached out to his teachers, they confirmed that he hadn't resumed school yet, which meant he was with Evangeline here.I wouldn't blame her if she didn't want me close to him, but I did want to know how Marcus was doing. We had left the hospital in a hurry on Evangeline's request, so I didn't have the chance to be there for him the way I wanted to, and that hurt so much. I dropped my suitcase on the chair and fell onto the couch. It was a long day at work today and it was even worse because I couldn't concentrate on the things I had to do. It was almost as though I had detached from the world around me. It terrified me so much.It hadn't been up to a minute since I walked in when the door opened again. The low creaking sound forced me to open my eyes, and I saw Mercury and my mother walk in. I sighed tiredly, already frustrated by the discussion that hadn't even begun yet.I didn't
EVANGELINEMarcus was now conscious. I was the first person he saw and recognized after he opened his eyes yesterday. There was no greater joy. The moment I realized that he was fine, half the stress I had been feeling melted into nothing.Now, he was asleep, and I was back to the unfortunate hospital chair, swallowed by my thoughts again. It wasn't a bad thing sometimes. I couldn't help but imagine what I'd have been like if Marcus hadn't opened his eyes.I was dotting my 'Is' and crossing my 'Ts,' doing everything that needed to be done before I began a new chapter. Closure might seem far, but it was worth the try.I informed Harper about the accident last night but told her not to bother coming since Marcus was getting better. I could handle that much by myself now. I already sent the brothers off yesterday, seeing as their presence did my heart more harm than good.Asher was more reluctant to go, judging from the kind of relationship he had with Marcus, and I couldn't blame him.
EVANGELINE.Asher and I were on the same hospital chair, waiting for the results from the blood transfusion. Axel was still in, and waiting for him was the most tortuous thing I'd ever had to deal with.We sat in silence. I was so overwhelmed with sadness, and it gnawed at my chest. Asher, being a person who always read the room, stuck with the silence. My legs wouldn't stop shaking, and I couldn't seem to stop shedding tears either.My palms were pressed together in a prayer. I broke the silence by speaking first. "They said…it was on the football field…""Hm-hm," Asher nodded, his gaze was fixed in the empty space."He—" I took a pause to catch my breath. "He slipped and fell and—" hit his head. I was supposed to add that, but my mouth wouldn't make the words. I couldn't seem to believe that it was Marcus and he'd ever go through something this terrible."I…called him the night before," Asher said, "And…we had this…chess tournament after which he told me…"Do you think I should try
EVANGELINE"Where is he!?" I shouted again, and Asher was looking just as perplexed as I was. I turned to him. "Haven't you seen him since you got here?""I haven't, Evangeline," He responded tersely. "They didn't let me.""What do you mean they didn't let you?" Axel intercepted. "You haven't seen him, then why are you even here? What did the doctor say?"Asher huffed, "Well, I guess I should have barged into the fucking room then! They didn't let me see him! It had barely been fifteen minutes since I got here. All I know is the ward he is!""Can you two shut up and just show me the ward?!" I shouted as I walked down the hallway at an increased pace and they followed me. This was the worst time for them to be arguing. Asher overtook and led the way, then pointed to a ward as he continued down the hall. "This one."Oh god! Oh god! I was panicking, and my entire body shook on its own. What did the poor child do to deserve something like this happening to him? What exactly happened? Ho
EVANGELINE.We were meeting at a restaurant not very far from my apartment. I texted to meet up and scheduled it for today. Sitting in the restaurant had been a chore of its own. I seem to be the center of attention for no reason at all.Then I remembered that there was an art ik about me flying around. One that somehow hadn't seen the light. I wondered if Asher bothered to deny the rumors or if he just left them to linger and cause more hurt.It was weird how I had earlier thought something could work out between all three of us. I'd been hesitant to let go of my relationship with them, but I have decided what I thought was best for us. There wasn't a way I could be with Axel if Asher still harbored those feelings. His drunken call last night terrified me.I hadn't taken him to be the kind who drank. I figured I should draw a line and fast, no matter how much it killed me.Aside that, I'd been hurt way too much by Axel that I couldn't see past it. People didn't just spring up with a
ASHERAfter hearing of the impromptu meeting Axel had set up with the shareholders, I couldn't hold back the anger I felt for him. As the acting head of the organization, I had the right to be aware of any meeting to take place.It was as though he'd gone behind my back to do it on purpose, and somehow, Axel had also managed to incite pity in their minds. Rumors about him spread like wildfire in the office. A lot of people were on his side, and they felt sorry for him since he'd been in the shadows for so long.Do they even know what he'd been doing in the shadows or how much I'd cleaned up after him? I doubt he mentioned any of that. I doubt he mentioned how he got wasted, got into trouble, and had fights that landed him in police custody on late nights. He must have forgotten to tell them that.He must have left out the part where I wasn't given the chance to be a child all so I could fill in for his inefficiency. How I was made to grow up earlier than I should, so I could jump into
AXELThe sun had just begun its ascent into the morning sky as I strode into the headquarters of the company. I'd spent the whole of last week getting settled in last week. It was finally time to do something differently, to set the path I wanted.I've had this thought, but it got worse since the article about Evangeline and Asher hit the net. The amount of affluence he had that made people so interested in his business— I wanted to have it, too. A part of me believed it was possible with the right amount of work.I just hoped Evangeline took me back when she noticed my effort. She hadn't been responding to my texts, nor had she returned any of my calls. It took all my willpower not to camp outside her apartment like I always had since she'd already warned me against it. I missed her so much. It felt like there was a hole in my chest.Each step I took echoed through the polished marble floors of the grand lobby, a stark contrast to the weight that pressed down on my shoulders. Today m
EVANGELINEMy patience wore thin as Axel's mother continued to push me to accept her offer and disappear from her sons' lives. The condescension in her tone and the dismissive way she spoke of my feelings for Axel grated on my nerves.Unable to contain my frustration any longer, I leaned forward and said through gritted teeth, "Can I let you in on a little secret, Mrs. White?""Oh, please!" She rubbed her forehead, frustrated. "There's more to this!? The whole thing makes me so uncomfortable already!" "Hm," I nodded reluctantly, ready to burn everything to the ground with a smile planted on my face. "I'm pregnant, and it's for Axel." It didn't take me too much to spill the words since I was already tired of her insensitivity. "Before you say the next thing on your mind, I think it's imperative for you to know that I did try to get rid of the child…my child for your son's happiness, but…that didn't work out for me, just like everything else!"Her reaction was instantaneous, her eyes w