❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤❤ WILDEST DREAMS' SONG BY TAYLOR SWIFT'❤❤QUOTE RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤️ He said, "Let's get out of this townDrive out of the city away from the crowds"I thought, "Heaven can't help me now"Nothin' lasts foreverBut this is gonna take me downHe's so tall and handsome as hellHe's so bad but he does it so wellI can see the end as it beginsMy one condition isSay you'll remember meStandin' in a nice dressStarin' at the sunset, babeRed lips and rosy cheeksSay you'll see me againEven if it's just in yourWildest dreams, ah, haWildest dreams, ah, haI said, "No one has to know what we do"His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my roomAnd his voice is a familiar soundNothin' lasts foreverBut this is gettin' go
❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤❤️WolvesSong by Marshmello and Selena Gomez ❤️ ❤QUOTE RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤️ In your eyes, there's a heavy blueOne to love and one to loseSweet divide, a heavy truthWater or wine, don't make me chooseI wanna feel the way that we did that summer night (night)Drunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the skyI've been running through the jungleI've been running with the wolvesTo get to you, to get to youI've been down the darkest alleysSaw the dark side of the moonTo get to you, to get to youI've looked for love in every strangerTook too much to ease the angerAll for you, yeah, all for youI've been running through the jungleI've been crying with the wolvesTo get to you, to get to you (oh to get to you)Your fingertips trace my skinTo places I have never beenBlindly I am followingBreak down these walls and come on inI wanna feel the way that we did that summer nightDrunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the skyI've been ru
❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤ ❤️It Ain't MeSong by Kygo and Selena Gomez❤️ ❤QUOTE RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤️I had a dreamWe were sipping whiskey neatHighest floor, The BoweryNowhere's high enoughSomewhere along the linesWe stopped seeing eye to eyeYou were staying out all nightAnd I had enoughNo, I don't wanna knowWhere you been or where you're goin'But I know I won't be homeAnd you'll be on your ownWho's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?Who's gonna rock you when the sun won't let you sleep?Who's waking up to drive you home when you're drunk and all alone?Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?It ain't me (The Bowery, whiskey neat, grateful, I'm so grateful)It ain't me (The Bowery, whiskey neat, grateful, I'm so gratef
❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤❤️Moral of the StorySong by Juliette Reilly❤️❤QUOTE RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤️So I never really knew youGod I really tried toBlindsided, addictedFelt we could really do thisBut really I was foolishHindsight it'sObviousTalking with my lawyer she saidWhere'd you find this guy?I said, Young people fall in loveWith the wrong people sometimesSome mistakes get madeThat's alright, that's okayYou can think that you're in loveWhen you're really just in painSome mistakes get madeThat's alright, that's okayIn the end, it's better for meThat's the moral of the story ba
❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤ ❤Lose You To Love MeSong by Selena Gomez❤❤❤You promised the world and I fell for itI put you first and you adored itSet fires to my forestAnd you let it burnSang off key in my chorus'Cause it wasn't yoursI saw the signs and I ignored itRose colored glasses all distortedSet fire to my purposeAnd I let it burnYou got off on the hurtin'When it wasn't yours, yeahWe'd always go into it blindlyI needed to lose you to find meThis dance, it was killing me softlyI needed to hate you to love me, yeahTo love, love, yeahTo love, love, yeahTo love, yeahI needed to lose you to love me, yeahTo love, love, yeahTo love, love, yeahTo love, yeahI needed to lose you to love meI gave my
❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤ ❤BACK TO YOU❤️❤️Song by Selena Gomez❤❤️Took you like a shotThought that I could chase you with a cold eveningLet a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you(Feeling about you)And every time we talkEvery single word builds up to this momentAnd I gotta convince myself I don't want itEven though I do (even though I do)You could break my heart in twoBut when it heals, it beats for youI know it's forward, but it's trueI wanna hold you when I'm not supposed toWhen I'm lying close to someone elseYou're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER❤ ❤Love the Way You LieSong by Eminem❤❤Just gonna stand there and watch me burnWell that's alright because I like the way it hurtsJust gonna stand there and hear me cryWell that's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knife, in my windpipeI can't breathe, but I still fight, while I can fightAs long as the wrong feels right, it's like I'm in fli
❤️ THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤❤WISH YOU WERE HERE ❤SONG BY AVRIL LAVIGNE❤❤️I can be toughI can be strongBut with you, it's not like that at allThere's a girlThat gives a shitBehind this wallYou've just walked through itAnd I remember all those crazy things you saidYou left them running through my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereAll those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereDamn, damn, damn,What I'd do to have youHere, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have youNear, near, nearI wish you were here
It was time to go home. Edward couldn’t decide if he was more excited or more anxious about it. Everything had been going so well between him and Vanessa, but that was on vacation. Now it was time to go back to the real world. It didn’t help that everything felt like a rush. A rush to get the rental back into order. A rush to pack everything. A rush to get to the airport on time. ~ WEEKS LATER ~~ Edward was on his computer in his home office when Vanessa came in to check on him. “Work?” Vanessa asked curiously, her hair was still wet from the shower she’d just taken.
Had Vanessa ever been more surprised than the moment when Edward told Nick they were a couple? If so, she couldn’t recall. She was still in dismay even after they came back to the villa.If you’d asked her what she would have expected Edward to say it would be a dismissive answer or not to reply at all.For Edward to so casually say that they were together kind of blew her mind.She was torn between wanting to ask Edward a million questions, play it cool, and tear off his clothes on the spot.But of course, they were surrounded by friends so she mostly just had an internal battle withherself.Sure enough, as the storm picked up outside the house suddenly went dark. Al
Edward was trying to distract his attention from the temptation of Vanessa but no matter how hard he tried it wasn’t working.He was shuffling in his seat, trying to talk with others to keep him distracted.He was talking with Jacob when they were distracted by the notification sound of Jacob’s phone.They both looked at his phone and they frowned upon it. It was the message from the secretary of Edward’s mother.“What’s it about?” Edward asked with a scowl.Jacob tapped on the screen of his phone and he was amazed by the content.“It worked, Edward.” He said with excitement, his voice was a little too h
Someone was being loud in the house. That wasn’t surprising. But what was surprising was that Edward quickly realized he wasn’t alone in his bed.Without opening his eyes Edward could feel the comforting weight of Vanessa’s body half flung over his. A leg was tangled in between his, an arm wrapped around him, and a face pressed against his neck.As he blinked and took stock of his bedroom he realized they must have fallen asleep watching television because it was actually still on.He remembered the butterflies in his stomach when Vanessa had curled up closer to him the night before, but the cuddling must have just happened when they fell asleep.Really he was helpless to bring his fingers up through Vanessa’s hair, enjoying the sleepy groan that
It was a weird phenom to always want to shower after going to the beach. Between the sand, sunscreen, and sweat it was impossible not to feel gross after a day by the water.Since they were in a house full of people Vanessa was mindful only to take a quick shower so they didn’t run out of hot water. She did take the time to blow dry her hair out though.Eric had made it clear that they were on their own for the night since he was dragging Emma out into town for a quiet dinner together.Vanessa didn't blame him but she also had no idea what the others were thinking about doing.After throwing on new clothes, she went downstairs to find that Jacob was already in the living room.“Everyone else still showering?&rdquo
It’s been 2 months since Edward and Vanessa had separated their ways for good. It’s been 2 months since they last talked. It’s been 2 months since Edward asked Vanessa to wait for him. It’s been 2 months since they’ve both been holding up their hearts for each other but they’ve been apart.It’s already been 2 months and lots of things have changed around them.In these two months, Edward was trying to get a single chance to catch his uncle red-handed to throw him out of his company and behind the bars.He had gathered enough proof against his uncle for all his wrongdoing. He had planned to get his uncle’s most loyal people on his side and he was getting so close to the truth.All he needed to do was
~ EDWARD~I felt awful the next day. I knew that I’d messed up as soon as Vanessa had left her work without so much as coming to say goodbye first. Then going to talk to her later had just made me realize how bothered Vanessa had been lately.I knew that we’d been off, but it seemed like things were just getting worse. My first instinct was usually to bury myself in work, but instead of going into the office, I decided to stay home that day.As soon as I worked up the nerve I texted Vanessa to see when we could talk and then waited.The longer that Vanessa took to get back to me the more nervous I got.I couldn’t even really focus on getting any work done because I kept checking my phone. When I got texts fr
It was a weird feeling being both absolutely head over heels for someone and watching what they were doing with such disappointment and sorrow.Vanessa had never been happier with anyone before which only made it harder to suddenly feel like it was slipping away from her. As much as Edward liked to take care of her when he was around, that didn’t stop him from falling back into his habit of letting work overrun his life.Vanessa understood it, she really did. Just like she loved working in that cafe and could lose herself in it, so did Edward with his company’s work.Unlike Edward though, Vanessa didn’t let her passion get in the way of the other aspects of her life.It was a little different because it was also Edward’s career on the line, but wh
In some ways being with Vanessa was the easiest thing in the world, but in some ways, it was the hardest thing for Edward.It wasn’t always easy to shut off the part of his brain that just wanted to keep working on his company’s issue day long. He loved it. But he also loved being around Vanessa.The part that was the most difficult was how easy it was for him to stay at work long hours on days when he knew he wouldn’t be seeing Vanessa.When Vanessa had worked all that Edward would do was stay at work. His schedule only changed when he needed it to.Logically he knew that he hadn’t really changed his ways that much at all. He was still putting in long hours, just adjusting them around Vanessa’s schedule.