I smile broadly as I remember what just happened. I slow my steps and look up and down the street. I cross and let out a sigh, and I thought it was going to be a shitty day, starting with the mechanic who is checking my car telling me a couple of hours ago that my car wouldn't be ready until the afternoon. The most frustrating thing about it is that I was already on my way to the dealership when I got his fucking call.
I have also not been able to sleep one wink all night, thinking about all the things I have to do before traveling to Canada for my sister's wedding. In addition to all this, I have to shoot a scene in a couple of minutes next to a one of the most self-centered actresses in the world, but I have to because my fans have been crying out for it for a long time. Also, the pay is very good. It’s not every day they pay you ten thousand dollars for an hour of your time.
My cell phone rings, snapping me out of my musings. I don't bother looking at the screen because I know exactly who it is.
“I'm coming, Ryan. I'll be there in ten minutes,” I tell my friend, who has been my assistant for about three years.
“Thank heaven, Daniel! Here everyone looks at me with the face of few friends. Josh is about to lose his mind as Leah keeps asking about you. You know she doesn't like to wait.”
“I don't give a shit what she likes or doesn't like. Filming is scheduled for twelve-thirty.”
“And what time do you think it is?” Ryan asks.
I take my cell phone off my ear and check the time. It's twelve forty-five. I close my eyes tightly and put the phone back to my ear.
“Shit,” I say through my teeth. “I'm arriving there,” I tell the man on the other end of the line. “I had to take the subway, because that asshole Karl told me this morning that my car was not ready, and I was already arriving at the dealership.”
“Damn, Daniel! You should have told me and I would have picked you up.”
“Do not worry. Tell them I'm coming, that there was a mishap in the subway and that I was stranded for almost an hour while they fixed it.”
“Okay. Hurry up.”
The call ends and I can't repress my urge to laugh at the surreal situation. I lost track of time in the arms of that pretty lady! And boy did I have a great time. Who'd say? Hard and pure sex in the bathroom of the subway station. I grin again like an idiot, remembering Harper's moans, very close to my ear.
I can't understand how I got carried away like that. It's not that I hadn't done it before, but that I never did it before work, because I have to save all possible energy, but there was something about that woman that woke up that daring side that I only show before the cameras.
God! From the moment I saw her enter the car, I couldn't stop looking at her, with that immense concern reflected on her face. I noticed how she looked at me and how nervous she got when I caught her doing it. Her gaze was so penetrating, I had the feeling of being subjected to a scan.
The blush on her cheeks gave her away. Knowing I was observed in that way, I love it. Knowing that I am the center of attention, in a way, turns me on a lot.
Then one thing led to another, and then I was running across the station platform, dragging a frightened woman, to a public bathroom, where I ended up having wild sex with a new acquaintance. A fascinating fuck! It should be noted. I had forgotten how good it feels to be with someone because I want it to and not to fulfill it. Having sex, with no one looking at me, besides my lover on duty, is something that doesn't happen very often, and when it happens, I like to enjoy it to the fullest. In recent days, having sex has become monotonous and I was urged to innovate. What a way I did it! I smile again, pleased, at the job accomplished.
“Harper,” I savor her name, while I remember her completely... That brown hair tangled between my fingers, those little slit eyes looking at me with desire, that little pink mouth giving me pleasure, that soft skin burning against mine...
My God! I have to take a deep breath to quell the sudden heat that takes hold of me, and decide that I will take advantage of those memories in a couple of minutes.
I shake my head hard and force myself to think of something else. After all, Harper was just one more meeting of the bunch. She made it clear with her attitude when she came out of that bathroom. And that's why I got out of there as I did, to save that precious lady the uncomfortable moment, since I sensed her discomfort. I was not prepared to deal with all this, either. Also, you could tell from leagues away that she is not the type of person to go around getting into romantic trouble. It is practical. And I like that very much in a woman.
I do not realize when I arrive at my destination. I rush through the front door of the studio like a tornado and on my way to the recording set. On the way, I take the opportunity to greet a few ex-scene partners, with whom I maintain a very good “friendship” relationship, and why not? With one or the other, I end up tangled between the sheets of a comfortable and large bed.
Throughout my life (well, not all, but from the age of fifteen, when I managed to overcome a difficult stage for my self-esteem) I have not known whether to take my physical beauty - and excuse me if I am arrogant, but modesty is not is one of my virtues — as a blessing or as a curse, since most of the time, women only seek me out to satisfy their carnal appetites. Only once did I make a connection beyond the skin, and it was with a woman ten years older than me, so whenever I can, I run away from girls, since they only turn to me, because in a way they see a way to carry out one of their fantasies. Fucking Christian Gray! Since the blissful erotic trilogy became famous, my life has never been the same. Almost all the women with whom I interact, end up asking me to take on the role of the famous traumatized dominator, and that's not to mention that a couple of times it was time to record scenes inspired by popular novels. And that is to say, on some occasions I have had to tie and spank more than one woman, not because they are submissive and enjoy these sexual practices in a healthy way, but because they want to feel like the protagonists of that type of novels.
I love sex. That must be made clear. I am into the BDSM thing, as well as I enjoy conventional sexual practices. I have been fucking since I was thirteen years old! Since my cousin Meredith, seven years older than me, deflowered me. With my nineteen years of experience in the lovemaking arts, I have tried a variety of techniques except homosexual ones. I have nothing against men who enjoy love with each other, just that it was never something that caught my attention. For me, there is nothing more beautiful than a pair of nice tits (if they are natural, better) and a good female butt; not forgetting a narrow waist (although this also depends. I have met plump women that have knocked me out after an arduous session of wild sex) and a beautiful pair of legs (preferably if they surround my hips). I really enjoy experimenting. Terms like king out, tickling, sexit, humming, carezza, squirt, postillonage, splosh, petting, bluetoothing, bangover, voayeur, footjob, precop, dogging or cancaneo, among others, are very common for me, although this The latter I do very infrequently. I've actually done it only three times, counting what happened this morning. Although a closed bathroom, whether public, does not count as such. I would define it as two adults who liked each other at first sight, looked for a private place to unleash their imagination, and that's it.
I also have some fetishes. I love that women wear very high heels and I have a particular weakness for feminine hands and even more so when they wear French style painted nails.
It's not that I'm a pervert, but that 50% of my world revolves around sex, because that's how I make a living. The other percentage is divided between my other two passions: gastronomy and CrossFit.
I, Daniel Ansdell, describe myself as a tall man, one meter ninety-three, to be exact, with thick brown hair that reaches down to my jawbone. My eyes between blue and gray, which turn green when I am angry and lead gray when I am completely calm. My ophthalmologist says I am a rare case of "emotional heterochromia." One of my most prominent features is my smile. I never had orthodontic problems, far from it. Women say that I have perfect teeth, delimited by a mouth that encourages many to sin. Fuck! That I am not saying. I have heard it in the corridors, they have said it to my face! Also, I always try to dress smartly or casually. I never leave what I'm going to wear to chance. I'm the type of man who combines the color of my socks with the color of my pants, and I always try to smell good. Seduction enters through the nose, or at least it is advice that I always give to my friends. I have a bachelor's degree in business administration, although I never felt the need to practice it, since from a very young age I have been working in the industry of "entertainment" for adults. However, in a couple of weeks I will have to draw on the knowledge acquired at Moonpark College.
“Thank goodness you're here,” Ryan says when he sees me, interrupting my thoughts. “Take these. Put them on quickly.” He hands me some clothes.
I glance at the clothes and pick them up, realizing that Leah Red, my work partner, looks at me disapprovingly and shakes her head. I ignore her hostility and proceed to do what my friend just requested.
“What's today's scene about?” There are so many scenes that I record per month that it is easy to get confused.
“Personal trainer,” my assistant tells me.
“That’s it. I remember”. Every day they are more cliché.
“It's what people like,” Ryan shrugs.
Wasting no time, I change my clothes and get ready for the makeup artist to sprinkle some powder on my nose.
“I'm so glad you've finally joined us,” Leah says with some disdain, coming up from my right.
“I'm so sorry,” I mumble, more for being polite than for explaining to this arrogant blonde. There was a failure in the subway and...
“Yes. Ryan told us,” she interrupts, as she runs her hands over my shoulders and smiles at me with mock diplomacy.
If it was not because they were going to pay me a high sum of money for the scene that we were going to shoot, not in a million years would I think of having anything to do with this petulant woman. She is a beautiful woman, with a heart attack body and a perfect face, but her way of being leaves much to be desired. She believes that the world revolves around her and that we should all pay homage to her. She uses her condition of being the actress with the best ranking to behave like an egocentric bitch.
Ultimately, I will ask the help of Clementine, the pretty girl who plays the role of fluffer. I do not usually use this resource. However, this is a special occasion, because even though Leah is terrific, she doesn't inspire me enough.
“Hi Dan,” Josh, the manager greets me. “We will start in five minutes. Please, everyone to your positions.”
Each member of the team rushes to where they belong, while I do a mental review of my lines. Nor is it that there are many; Most of the time I just have to moan, gasp and groan.
I take a deep breath and mentalize what is to come. Hard and pure sex with a stunning blonde with big breasts.
After all, this is the life of a porn star.
I stop for a moment and look at the traffic light that changes from green to red, and the light from the pedestrian crossing indicates that I can cross the street. I take a deep breath of air and release it very slowly. In the midst of my passionate outburst, I did not realize that I got off the subway two stations before my destination and therefore I have to walk a few more blocks, and no thanks. In heels I wouldn't even get to the corner. Not without first having caused a sprain. So I decide to take a taxi, to be able to get there quickly. I raise my arm and stop a yellow car that charges me twenty dollars to take me to the place where I was supposed to be two hours ago. Twenty dollars for a ride of just eight minutes? Not because of the distance, but because of the traffic. Anyway, I give it over like someone who is buying a pair of wings. The important thing is to arrive before the graduation ceremony ends.During the short journey I can't help but feel bad for having go
Lash out after lash out. I charge mercilessly over and over again, while in my mind I keep replaying the memory of what happened an hour before. Thinking about the softness, the warmth, the humidity, and the moans of that woman, makes it possible for me to dispense with the help of Clementine. Imagining that it is Harper who I fuck vehemently, makes me very happy. Leah moans and writhes with pleasure under me as I penetrate her from behind.“Yes, like this. I love feeling your cock really deep.” the blonde gasps.Oh my! How I like to be talked to dirty, but coming from who it comes from, it kills the mood on the spot. I have to make a superhuman effort to focus on my erection.“The ten thousand dollars are worth it,”I repeat to myself once more. “Closer and closer to achieving it,”I reiterate my personal mantra.“So?” I hiss, as I continue to thrust hard. “You're so tight.” My jaw tig
I squint and look at my brother as I scoop some of my chicken noodles to my mouth. I don't like seeing Henry in this state, who despite having in front of him a plate full of ravioli stuffed with meat, his favorite dish, he does not stop moving his fork and turning his food, without even taking a little mouthful. He takes a deep breath and lets out a sharp sigh.“Okay,”I mumble. “You're going to tell me, right now, what the hell is wrong with you?” I cast a quick glance in the direction of the kitchen, where our mother is. We've ordered take-out at Henry's favorite restaurant, but anyway, my mother can't sit still until the kitchen is sparkling clean.“Nothing. I'm fine,” my brother muttered, not bothering to look up at me.“You're not fine or anything like that. I could tell in the way you looked at Chris when you left the auditorium, I also noticed the way he looked at you. Something happens between you. I saw hi
I runmy hand through my hair once more, tousling it and then rearranging it. I take a deep breath and blow it out. I look at my phone again and I debate whether or not to do what I have in mind.I slide my finger across the screen, looking for the number that belongs to the contact named Little Monster. I tap on the call icon, but hang up before the call even connects.“What the hell am I doing?”I mutter and put my cell phone aside, placing it on the table, next to the plate where the pheasant that I just prepared for dinner is screaming for me to eat it.I take a deep breath and get ready to enjoy the vegetables gratin with cream of milk that accompany the good piece of protein.I eat three bites of my food and raise the glass of wine to my lips to sip and taste the delicious chardonnay that I use for white meat pairing. I look around and notice the neat my house decoration. The furniture is modern, in black, gray and white colors
The alarm clock goes off at seven o'clock in the morning, emitting that horrible beep that Harper hates so much. She stretches out her hand and with one blow silences the demon's apparatus. She shuffles between the sheets and grunts. Fuck! Why did you say yes?Is it that that man does not sleeping? Who in their right mind goes jogging on a Saturday morning?“Actually; thousands of people in the world, so get out of bed, lazy.” The little voice of her conscience snaps at her.She grunts again when she manages to sit up on the bed.Fridays and Saturdays are her days off, because from Sunday to Thursday she works tirelessly at the her father’s gas station that, her, Henry and her mother inherited.In the last few months, things have been very hard, and they no longer have the same income as before, so she must manage to work shifts at night and do without another employee, for a job that she can very well do herself.Her mothe
I glance at him once more, as the car keeps moving. We have not been able to articulate even half a word since we left the restaurant. The man next to me is the personification of an angel, but with a certain diabolical aura. What inspires me is not sacred at all.Unable to avoid it, I am overwhelmed by the heap of sensations that run through me from head to toe.I look at him sideways, not daring to say anything. I do not know what to talk about. This man intimidates me greatly. I notice him wince when a tune starts to play on the radio. He stretches out his hand and I see that his intention is to change the station.“Leave it,”I ask, recognizing ‘There's Nothing Holdin’ Me Back’by Shawn Mendes. “I love that song,” I confess.“Are you serious?” He frowns and looks at me like I've grown another head.“Yes,”I nod my head. “What's wrong with him? Shawn's music i
I smile wide when I watch her walk away. I know she's running away. She evades me because she is unable to cope with all the things that I make her feel. Although… I also feel very intense things for her, and I can't understand why she is so fascinated. I have seen many women like her in my life. And no, it's not because she was reluctant to agree to go on a date with me. No, it is not my wounded ego that speaks. It's something more.I can't help but remember every second with her, once she's been away from me. What I felt when I saw her arrive at the observatory was very intense, the way she makes me smile with a simple comment… She has an impressive power over me! These uncontrollable desire to hug her, kiss her, look at her...I never felt them with someone else. At least not in this… recalcitrant way.What has this woman got? I question it, while I lose myself in my musings.Her funny way of singing, infected me with a strange magic
I read the message one more time. I think it's the tenth time I've done it and I can't help the idiotic smirk on my lips. Oh my! Daniel just sent me a text message, specifying where he lives. He is either very crazy or very desperate. I do not think it is the second option, because with the physique that he has, I doubt that it will be difficult for him to get a date. So what the hell is wrong with him? Do I seem like a kind of personal challenge to him?“Wow! I think the last time I saw you smile like that, was when Loki made a surprise appearance in Room H at Comic Con 2013,” Lara says.“This is better than fucking Loki at fucking Comic Con,”I whisper, still staring at my cell phone screen.“Oh, my God!” Lara exclaims. “It must be something, or rather someone very good, for you to say such a thing.”I grin mischievously and shrug.“What did you do this time, you little rascal?”&nbs
Since the opening night of “No Temptation”, Daniel, and Ryan haven't had a busy night like this. The place is packed with people, and an immense line of people wait outside to enter, and taste a dish from Chef Ansdell. Thanks to an excellent review by a food critic, published in The Angeles Times three weeks ago, the restaurant's good name has been on the rise day after day. Four months have passed since Daniel and Harper got back together. Henry has started working in the kitchen at “No Temptation” as an assistant to his brother-in-law, who prepares him to be Tournant Chef. Hopefully, he can become a very good one, in no time. Mrs. Youra goes every morning, Monday through Friday, from eight to eleven in the morning. She is Vanity's nutritional advisor, who designs meal plans for people interested in improving their lifestyle. While Daniel takes it upon himself to help them sculpt their bodies, she helps them strengthen their minds and create new eating habits. Harper is in charge
He can't stop staring at the entrance, every time the door opens and someone comes in or comes out, thinking it might be her, and even though he knows it's not yet the scheduled time, he feels very anxious. The way he fiddles with her sweaty hands makes it obvious. He looks again at the time on his mobile screen. It's ten minutes to two in the afternoon.What Daniel does not imagine is that from outside, through the glass of a window, a pair of brown eyes watches him. She is the woman who took over his thoughts and his will. The same one that is torn between nostalgia, anger, forgiveness and heartbreak.Harper feels that her heart may leap out of her chest at any moment, and that a knot in her stomach threatens to make her return the lunch her mother forced her to eat before leaving home.She's tempted to turn and walk away, but she pauses for a minute to think better of it. Her mother is right, that innocent creature that grows inside her is not to blame for he
Dante's eyes fix on mine. I know what he wants, but I won't give in to his canine charms. I put the last bite of steak in my mouth as he cocks his head. I wipe the right corner of my lips with a cloth napkin, get up from my chair, pick up my plate, and put it in the dishwasher. I fix up the kitchen with lightning speed. A new episode of Master Chef Junior is about to begin, and I am not going to miss it.I take a seat on the sofa in the living room and turn on the television. Finally, some rest. I've been in the gym all afternoon, trying to keep my mind busy, and as soon as I got home, I started packing. Maybe a couple of weeks with my sister in Canada will help me collect my thoughts. I realize that Dante hasn't taken his eyes off me for a second.“What?” I ask, raising an eyebrow. “Don't you have food?” I jump to my feet and head to the service area, to notice Dante's bowl of food. It is full.Yet my doglooks at me like he wants t
My mother's hands are so tight on the wheel of the car, I can see her knuckles start to turn white. The silence is so awkward, I can't help but squirm in the passenger seat. My mom is staring straight ahead, I notice her jaw is set and she breathes as if trying to calm herself.My dear friend Cinthia, left as soon as she saw my mother arrive. What a friend! Although I don't blame her, anyone in their right mind would have done the same. It is not pleasant to see Youra Sang upset, giving one of her sermons to one of her children. And for bad luck, she arrived long before the happy ultrasound was done, so you can imagine the scene: my mother sitting next to me, looking at the screen with a face of few friends, while the doctor explained to us that the embryo was in perfect state. Not to mention the gesture she made when she found out she was going to be a grandmother.At that moment, I just wanted the earth to swallow me and spit me out... No! Not to spit me anywhere. Sw
I sigh in relief when there is no traffic. I'll be able to get to Josh's house without delay, before he starts his day. The recording studio is at the lower part of his mansion.That scene was supposed to be mine, that I would be, as I have been for the last four years, the protagonist of one of their typical cliché sexual scenes, because for about six months, the creativity of their ‘writers’has left a lot to be desired.I feel very angry about Josh's attitude. The fact that I had some inconvenience in the last four scenes that I was supposed to shoot does not give him the right to replace me with a fucking little boy who lacks all the necessary experience to stand out, at least a little, in the adult entertainment industry. And if it were at least that I couldn't get the job done, I'd understand and leave things as they are, but it wasn't. I complied! That I had to ask for Clementine's help on several occasions? Yes! That does not mean that I
I burst out laughing once more. OMG! My belly hurts from laughing so much. In short, Lara is crazy. She does not stop yelling at the television screen, as if by doing that she was going to get the protagonist of the film to pay attention to her.“Fuck! No! Stay out of there, idiot. They are going to kill you!” She yells like a madwoman.“The day the television guys answer her, I'll be the first to take her straight to the asylum,” Cynthia whispers just for me to hear. I have to work hard not to spit out the sip of soda that I just had.“Are you watching?” Lara looks at Cynthia and me. “They killed her, for being stupid.”“OMG! She's seen that movie a million times, and she always reacts like it's the first time she's seen it,” Cynthia says in a very low voice, leaning a little towards me.“Listen!” Lara shoots him a disapproving look. “This I have not seen. The one I saw
I fix my gaze on the horizon. I look without looking, while only a thought reverberates in my mind. Why the hell can't I stop thinking about her? It's been three weeks since everything went to hell, and Harper refuses to get out of my head.It's the opening night of ‘No Temptation’. And while I should be very happy to see my big dream come true, it's hard not to feel sad. The lack of a certain person is undeniable.For the past few days, according to Ryan, I've stopped being me. Although I don't understand why he says it. I have continued with my projects and with my life in general. With the slight difference that I had to start taking the damn blue pill to get my erections to stay for the duration of a scene filming, I can't concentrate. I only think of her.I've seen Henry a few times in the gym, and our topic of conversation is always the same: Harper.“My love life sucks,”is what I tell him and Ryan, whenever I get a cha
Half an hour earlier.I stare at the clothes that lie on my bed. I can't decide what to wear. I'm between the little flowered dress that I wore the day Daniel gave me my sim card, and a black cowboy with a black blouse. After thinking about it for a couple more seconds, I opted for the second option.I dress quickly, while I'm thinking what the hell I'm going to do to my hair. It's not like we're going to have dinner with Queen Elizabeth either, but I still want to look radiant, like every time I know I'm going out with my handsome boyfriend.Today, exactly today, it is one month since Daniel and I met. I can't help but smile like a fool, remembering the way our paths crossed.Wow! One month! It seems like a lie.At times I feel like it has been years...at times I feel like it was yesterday.In the end I decide to gather my hair in a high ponytail. I'm not the type of woman to spend hours in front of the mirror.
I must tell her, I repeat these words in my head. I already lost count of how many times this thought has reverberated in my mind. I must tell Harper the truth. She deserves to know everything. However, every time I've been about to do it, I flinch at the last minute. They already say that from saying to fact there is a long way...It's been exactly eight days since Harper and I made that crazy ‘zero sex’agreement, in order to strengthen our relationship in other ways. The idea turned out to be a very good one, not being able to satisfy the immense desire that she generates in me, I have been able to realize some things that I have never bothered to assimilate before. One of them is the fact that Harper is a woman with a very strong character.“She's not the type of girl who apologizes for speaking her mind. You know? She is very sharp with her tongue. With you it is very measured, friend.”Henry's words finally make sense