Confused

I came out of the mansion and went towards the bus station. If I want, I can use that expensive, luxurious car.

Adrain has but I remember when I was about to join his office, he warned me not to take anyone's help as he wanted to take revenge on me and wanted to torture me.

I also don't understand why I made that promise to Mom. It's completely meaningless that I will change Adrian, because he will never in this whole life fall for me, and I think I am the last person expected on this earth to change him. I just don't know why Mom and Skylar think that I am the only one who can change him.

I have no idea why he acts like that when he brings me to his mansion and he is missing me and touching every inch of my skin. I felt so good like I had never felt like this before. I felt safe and it feels like someone wants me to. I never felt like that when my uncle used to touch me in a bad way. I felt disgusted. But Adrian, when he was touching me, I felt like his touch was melting every inch o