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Choose me, please

Author: Succie Brown
last update Last Updated: 2025-03-10 18:28:46

(Alessio's POV)

How could I?

How could I have done that to the woman I love so much? How could I have vented my anger on her like that?

I should have held back.

I should have held back my anger no matter how angry I was. I shouldn't have done that to her. I should have simply torn the picture when she gave it to me.

But if only she had told me where she got the picture and didn't keep insisting I missed that despicable woman, I wouldn't have lashed out at her like that.

Still, it didn't justify what I did to her. I didn't just choke her almost to death, I threw her like a piece of paper, making her back land forcefully on the wall.

Kindness?

The woman from earlier who had an abusive husband must be mistaken. There's no single kindness inside of me. The boy from decades ago is already dead. If I still had that kindness in me, I wouldn't have done what I did to Lisa.

I would have held back. I had promised her I was never going to hurt her, but still, I broke that promi
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