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Chapter 49

Author: Celice Wylder
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-31 10:31:15
** TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THIS CHAPTER: Domestic violence and rape. Please be kind to yourself and proceed with caution. **

Johnathan

I dread going through the entrance. Although, a better word for it might be portal.

I'll fear what I'll see. As bad as my childhood was, as painful as those memories are, I know that seeing and feeling Mara's pain will hurt a hundred times worse, and I don't want to do it. I don't know if I can stand it.

But there is no way around it. While wolves have sex to seal their bond, Lycans pass through the portal and learn their mates' every secret, all their dark parts, to seal their bond.

The temple exists outside our space and time. I think it’s part of the star planes. The place wolves go to when they die. It’s like our heaven.

I have spent days here, never getting hungry or thirsty, not noticing time passing, and when I returned to my own world, only an hour two had passed.

I hate it here, and I think that’s by design. The Goddess doesn’t want us to get too
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Is this where the lycans were hiding from the vampires? Most intriguing…..
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