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2021-08-03 18:34:42IVANA'S POV:
It was half past five when I woke up and luckily, I didn't have to keep alarm to wake up. Maybe because I've had habit of waking up early at this time. And that deadly demon was still sleeping. Wait, some strands of his hair were falling on his face. To my surprise, he's looking extra handsome this way. He looks handsome while sleeping I must say. But once he wakes up, his same cold expression! Eh, what are you thinking about Ivana? Maintain distance from him. Ssshhhh...
Without wasting one more second, I took out my outfit and went to washroom to wash myself. When I came after shower, deadly demon was not in the room. I blow dried my hair and went to kitchen to get myself some food.
When I opened the refrigerator, I found pasta which I had prepared for him as it is. Such an ungrateful person! I know he must have not eaten because I made it but couldn't he eat just to show some respect to food?
It's not that I've added poison in it. Eh, only
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