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2021-08-03 19:02:06IVANA'S POV:
I was laying on bed, bored and exhausted when I got a phone call. It was conference call from Miya and Nancy. I was happy to get call from my besties.
"Hi Iva darling, how are you now?" Miya asked as soon as I picked up the call.
"Are you okay? How are you feeling?" asked Nancy.
"I'm quiet good now but bored as well. I'm home alone. Abi has gone to college and will be back only after four more hours." I replied.
"Yeah yeah, and your dear husband is busy on teaching lessons." Miya said and I could feel satisfaction and happiness in her voice. This kind of surprised me cause she was not impressed with him for forcing me into the marriage.
"What do you mean Miya?"I asked as I was totally unaware about the lesson she's talking about.
"You don't know what he's done, do you?" Nancy asked. I was getting anxious. What are they both talking about? What did he do? I just hope everything's fine.
"Will you two please tell me w
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IVANA'S POV:I was resting after having my lunch when I got a conference call from Miya and Nancy. When I picked up the call, Miya spoke in a go."I want to meet you both right now. Ivana can't walk so I'll be coming directly to her mansion. Nancy, meet me there in fifteen minutes. It's an emergency." And then she cut the call. Now what's wrong with this woman?I was patiently waiting for them. Finally, they both arrived. I and Nancy were looking at Miya from a long time but she was just walking from one corner to the other corner of the room.I had have enough of it so I said, "Miya, speak up." Nancy also glared at her. Miya sat ahead of us and took both of our hands in her. Okay, now she's scaring me."Promise me you guys won't freak out." she told to both of us and Nancy and I shared a look. Miya was still waiting for our answer so we both said, "promise."She took a deep breath, closed both her eyes and spoke in one go. "I'm getting marr
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Huling Na-update : 2021-08-03
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