So Certainly

{ Damon }

Lily's words make me stop and consider my whole life.

I've had people be mean to me my whole entire life, mostly in self-defense, but still, I've never given a single shit. Even now, with people trying to burn me at the stake because of the lawsuit, I never feel hurt, just annoyed.

But having Lily tell me I'm dumb... I think I was genuinely hurt. Because, what the fuck? But now that I'm realizing that, I'm kind of shocked.

This is a new feeling unlocked, being hurt over the lightest insult, one even little kids throw at each other.

I'm hurt. She said I'm dumb and I felt like she punched me in the gut.

Zion would call this a breakthrough. He's been trying to make me feel hurt since he meet me, but it's never worked.

Me being able to feel hurt means I'm normal. I feel normal things.

I'm excited now.

"All I know is, I would die for you and kill for you, I've been in love with you since you moved into this house, I've never stopped," I say and I watch as she t