"At this point, it's clear that you and I are never fully getting over each other," Aiden continues, but I don't let myself feel excited, I know what he's going to follow up with, "Our feelings are there, but Damon is also in between us. We have no real future." "I guess, if you say so." "I do say so and I'm right," he scoffs again before starting to eat his boring eggs. He had the menu on his hands with a lot of exciting options and he chose fucking scrambled eggs with nothing, just a sad toast on the side and black coffee. I had to force myself to make a decision because he was pushing me, but I was blinded by all the exciting options they have in the menu. And if I had been by myself, I would've chosen maybe two different options and eat some of both. Because Madison was right, I am greedy. I want everything. But why shouldn't I get the two fucking options I want? Who's stopping me? I lift my hand to call the waitress. When she arrives, I ask for a plate with a savory o
"He was good at getting girls for us," Aiden lets me know, killing my smile, "In a normal way, because he can be a little charming sometimes. The only times he had normal sex were with me in the room. If I wasn't there, he simply wouldn't have sex at all, he wasn't interested. I mean, as you know, even those girl who are suing him, he never fucked them." That piece of information paints a sad picture in my head and it only makes me want to hug Damon. It just makes everything fit in place in my head, now I understand Damon perfectly. "I think he's lonely. Even if he doesn't like people because of his mental illness, he must feel lonely sometimes and even if you hate him... I've never heard him say he hates you, not in an honest way, maybe just jokingly. So, if you say having threesomes is the only brotherly time you spent together, maybe he only liked them because it was the only time he could hang out with you," I say. And I might sound jumbled, but Aiden frowns as if he's conside
When I undress in my bathroom, I inspect my body. I have a couple bites in the back of my thighs, one on my ass and one on my neck. I should get annoyed, but I just admire them with a smile. Even if I didn't get to come, I enjoyed it more than anything I've done in the past ten years. And I want it again and again and again. Damon’s wild passion and Aiden’s dominance are exactly what I need. Forever. But I’ll take what I can get. I don’t know if it’s just my happy mood, but this is the first time in a long time that I really like what I see in the mirror. My cheeks are pink, my skin a little less pasty and my lips are suspiciously red–a little bruised. Even if I’m still a bit too thin and my hair needs a trip to the salon urgently, I’m really cute today. Once I'm done with my shower, I put on a big hoodie and pajama pants before returning to the couch. I help Brian book a first-class ticket for tomorrow morning and then I get him a suite in the best hotel we can find. It’s nothi
Lily goes to hug my dad from the side first, then she just looks from Aiden to me without knowing what to do. The stupid dog is just breathing heavily. "What is all that?" I ask, pointing at the suitcase and the dog. "Oh. Well... I'm moving in for a week or so," she states, making me light up, "With Chocolate. So, I need confirmation that you won't kill him. Daddy, please order him not to kill my dog." "You better stay the fuck away from that dog," Dad immediately tells me with a strong voice, pointing a finger at my face, "And you better respect me. You too, Lily. I don't want to see you touching in front of me. I need more time.” "Lily isn't really my girlfriend yet, she's testing me. We're doing things right, aren't we?" I ask Lily, she says yes, "And I won't kill the dog, just like I didn't kill that other dog we used to have. I would never put that much effort into anything." "You know what? That's the best defense you've ever given me," Aiden says, making me turn my a
Kissing my girl feels damn good. I don't think it'll ever get old to know I got the ultimate forbidden fruit and I'm allowed to eat it all I want. And I’m starting to think we can actually have it all. The forever kind of shit I’ve dreamt about. I mean, yesterday was amazing. I was content and satisfied the whole time, I didn't need anything other than what I had happening in the moment. I need to tell Zion that. He was certain I would try to escalate once I was finally allowed to have Lily. He thought I would want more and more in an alarming manner, that I wouldn't be able to stop my fantasies from going too far. Too dark. But that wasn't the case. I didn't even have to fantasize at all, I had the real thing right there and it was just as good as I expected. And even if I do like some dark stuff, I wouldn't want to do them with Lily. Not after losing her for one of the lightest scenes I've performed. I don't need a scene with her, not anymore. She came back to me afte
Damon gets even rougher with me, almost to a painful degree. My legs are shaking and I’m starting to feel as though I’m not in control of myself anymore, all I know is an imminent orgasm is coming. “For such a slut, this pussy is tight as hell,” Damon lets out, “I can almost imagine I’m the one taking her virginity this time. This is exactly how I would’ve done it.” “And that’s why it was me, not you,” Aiden mutters and grabs my face to force me to look at him. He presses my bottom lip with his thumb until I open my mouth, then he pushes inside. I instantly start to suck on it, “You look so fucking good like this, baby. Gorgeous.” Fuck. That’s all I needed to take me over the edge. I finally lose the battle against Damon’s rough treatment and Aiden’s words. I moan around Aiden’s thumb as I let this orgasm take over my body. Unapologetically. “Shh, baby,” Aiden says, taking his thumb out so he can cover my mouth with his hand, “We’re not alone in the house.” I can’t say an
“Oh, and… have some mercy on Aiden, yeah?” Harry asks before leaving, “Don’t be too touchy with Damon in front of him, we don’t need to push him over the edge again. He thinks he’s almighty, but he has my explosive gene. We have to be just as careful with him as we are with Damon.” “Yeah, I know,” I giggle and wave goodbye, but I snort as soon as he’s gone. God, if he only knew we spent hours last night having sex. All three of us. I mean, I didn’t have both of them at the same time yet, but they took turns like very civilized men. And I found out why women don't usually have two lovers, it's fucking exhausting. By the time one of them comes, the other one is hard again and it's your duty to make sure no hard dick is left behind. I'm not complaining, though. I'm just saying it takes a certain type of girl to deal with it. And turns out, I am that girl. I love their attention, I love their hands on me, I love their passion and their hunger and I even love those fleeting mom
The next day, I finally convince Aiden to spend most of the day watching TV and eating takeout with me and Damon. And my baby Chocolate, of course. It’s just like old times, except now I have Damon on one side of me actually paying attention to the TV shows I decided to watch and adding his evil but funny commentary. Aiden just decided to turn his brain off and lay his head on my lap, so I lazily play with his hair for what feels like just seconds, but it’s actually a long time.“I want to do it tonight,” Aiden lets out all of a sudden while Damon is feeding me a piece of chocolate cupcake. Our second dessert of the day and it’s extremely yummy. “What are you talking about?” Damon asks and eats the rest of the cake before licking his fingers clean and picking another one. Strawberry this time, “Want some?”“Absolutely not,” Aiden responds with a nasty look. Damon shrugs and takes it to my mouth again. I’m still chewing the last bit of the last one, but having Damon as my personal
{ Lily } Aiden never came back yesterday, so I spent the rest of the day crying my ass off while hugging my mom as we watched people in the news talking shit about Damon while they showed how incredibly handsome he looked, trying his hardest not to roll his eyes. To be completely honest, it was a bittersweet day. My mom was being the nicest she’s ever been with me, Harry stayed home with us until the afternoon when my mom finally had enough of his presence and kicked him out. And Dean was there, being Dean and cheering me up a bit. It was a nice family day. Like, real family. So I enjoyed that part, but I hated the part where Aiden was away all day. And I was missing the fuck out of Damon, worried about him... until he texted me. Yeah, the guy who's in prison, he texted me out of nowhere and told me Aiden actually helped him out. So now we'll be able to talk as much as we want. Then Aiden called me and said he wouldn't be leaving Altamira yet because he has some ‘new issues
"What’s going on?" I ask, completely confused, but a smile is growing on my face. "Hey, Damon, this is my buddy Darren," Aiden says with a different voice. He's playing a character for this guy, so I just nod and wait for more information, "He knows you don't deserve to be here, he wants to help us out while we figure out how to get you out.” "Oh," I say, blinking my confusion away. This is definitely not a set-up then, it's Aiden fixing my life again, "Hi, man. It’s nice to meet you.” "Come here," he says and comes to fucking hug me, so hard he lifts me up. I find Aiden's eyes over this guy shoulder and he gives me a pointed look, so I respond to the hug, patting the guy's back, "Any brother of Aiden's is my brother. I'm sorry those bitches put you on this position." "Thanks, man," I hug him harder, for real this time, "Ungrateful pieces of shit, they couldn't even look into my eyes during the trial. They knew they were blowing shit way out of proportion." "That's women fo
"I'm going to take you to Berenice's house. I need to make sure Lily's okay... and then I'm going to make sure nothing happens to Damon," I say, almost to myself, and my words make my father look at me with intense eyes, "I have a plan and a connection inside the prison. I'm going to buy him protection." "What? You have a connection inside the prison, like... an inmate?" "No. Someone in the administration," I reply, taking a deep breath. "He's a good friend... and his father is the prison warden." That lights him up. "Yes! Use him!," my dad says with renewed hope in his eyes, "If you don't, Damon will be stabbed to death with a made-up knife, only after being someone's girlfriend in there." That makes me laugh because it’s never going to happen, at least not like that. Damon isn't the victim, he would find a way to get out of the situation. And if someone is getting a girlfriend and raping someone in there, is him. I don't doubt he could rape a man, not for a second.
“Why?” My mom asks, unable to hide her true feelings about the situation, “Really, why? Tell me one good thing about him.”I stay blank. One good thing about Damon? “There aren’t palpable good things about Damon,” I finally admit, looking down, “He is mostly a bad person, but at least he’s open about it. He doesn’t hide what he is. And when you get to know him, you see he’s… just a little crazy, but not ambitious enough to actually be evil. Even with those girls, you can ask them personally. He didn’t rape anyone, he’s just a big bully. And he can be very scary, I know that firsthand… but he’s not a monster. Just like Harry promised you anything you asked for, Damon gave those girls something in exchange for a scene with him. He likes random kinks and he has these girls do them, but since he doesn’t explain, everything feels so bizarre.”My mom takes a deep breath and thinks about it for a second. “I know everyone thinks I'm stupid, but I'm not that stupid, okay? So, just trust me w
"Yeah, he’s leaving," I repeat in a whisper, my stomach twists just thinking about it. I clear my throat, "Let's not talk about it, yeah? Please." "Okay," she relents, then looks down to her hands for a second, "Uh, I've had a lot of time to think about our dispute the other day and… I want to apologize to you. For a multitude of reasons. Even if you don't want to forgive me, can I please just tell you how sorry I am?” I just nod. Dean mumbles something and grabs Choky's harness to take him away from us and give us privacy. My mom walks to her brand new living room and I follow her, sitting next to her on the big white couch and looking directly at her belly as she grabs my hand. My only biological sibling is in there, it’s kind of weird to think about it. "I was so young when I had you. A young, poor girl with lots of ambition," she starts, squeezing my hand, "I resented you a lot. I lost my freedom and my dreams because I was forced to have you by my idiotic religious fami
Oh, dear lord… I think I trust Damon now. Or at least I do right this second, with his big dick inside of me and his gorgeousness clouding my view of the universe. He won. I mean, of course I don’t trust him one hundred percent, but definitely a lot more than before. I think I got to know him a lot better these past few days. He's obviously not a saint, at all, but I also think he's not absolutely evil I thought he was. He's just a little deranged, but it hasn’t been that bad. So far. "You're the only person that brings this out of me," he says in a gentle tone, touching his nose to mine like a cat showing love, "You turn off the bad thoughts inside my head and make me want to be better. You make me want to be a normal man." "I like this calm, softer version of you," I whisper, stroking the smooth skin of his back, "You used to show me just the worst parts of you before. You were always so mean, so evil. You bullied me so much, I really thought you were the worst person t
As soon as Aiden is done with Lily and has left her a whimpering mess, he helps me get my turn by lifting her body and positioning her so she can ride me, cowgirl style. In the water she doesn't have much power to actually ride me, so I lift my hips to fuck her. Her pussy feels even tighter than normal in this position, so it doesn't take too long for me to spill inside of her. Then I suck on her neck and rub her clit until she’s coming, squeezing my dick like crazy. But even when we're all satisfied, we don't leave the tub. Lily stays in my lap with her legs over Aiden's lap and we talk about everything except our imminent separation tomorrow. But the thoughts are there. Every time I look at the hour in my phone I get a little more worried. This is it, this is fucking it. There is no denying it anymore. When we’re all ready for bed after a quick shower, I lean against the headboard and look at Aiden drying Lily’s body with the towel. He doesn’t need to do that, but he can
I cross my arms and just observe the way Aiden approaches the guy with tense shoulders and tells him to fuck off, forgetting all about his need to always be polite. I can’t really hear what he’s saying, but I can tell it’s definitely a ‘fuck off’ situation. And Lily looks confused the whole time, even when Aiden grabs her arm and pulls her back here. I try to hide my pleased smile as they approach by themselves because Hector is still standing in the same place, as if he's confused. The dog is running behind them. "Aiden, seriously. Let go," Lily groans, trying to set herself free, "What is even happening? What was that about? You were so rude to Hector, why the hell would you fire him?” "Because he wants to fuck you, we can't let that happen," I explain, making Lily shut up and give me a confused look, then she moves it to Aiden, "What, are you sad about it? Do you want to fuck him too?” "Why are we even talking about fucking? Hector is just Chocolate's trainer. I’ve only be
"Lily..." I can see Aiden take a deep breath and control the rant he'll have if it was me the one cutting onions so horrendously. He'd be beating my ass for daring to do something not perfectly like he would. Luckily for him, Lily is too busy trying to wipe her tears without touching her face with her hands. “Yeah?” She asks, distracted. Aiden sighs and decides not to ruin this morning even more. "Good job, but that's enough. Just go sit with Damon and let me finish here,” he ends up saying. "Alright," she murmurs and wipes her onion-tears with the back of her hands again, "I hope this tears are worth it." "They won't be," I say, watching her as she goes to wash her hands for a good five minutes. And all I do for those full five minutes is watch her wash those hands, because that's my favorite thing. Watching her do anything, especially if she doesn’t know I’m there. Although… no, actually, I prefer when she’s giving me all her attention too, "Come here, babe. Aiden is really m